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Tap to learn more. 22/12/2023, 22:53 - You unblocked this contact. 22/12/2023, 22:57 - Fabian My Williams: I love you and, I hope to see you soon if you ask me to, and that you come around from this. ❀️ 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: 24/12/2023, 14:27 - Cat: 😍 24/12/2023, 14:27 - Cat: Miss you ❀️ 24/12/2023, 14:28 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too 😘. Getting much done? 24/12/2023, 14:35 - Cat: Trying to 24/12/2023, 14:35 - Cat: 24/12/2023, 16:02 - Cat: U OK? 24/12/2023, 16:02 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah you? All showered and shaved 😘 24/12/2023, 16:03 - Cat: πŸ₯° 24/12/2023, 16:03 - Fabian My Williams: Done washing, done a bit on book 24/12/2023, 16:04 - Cat: I look forward to inspecting ur shaving rash tonight 24/12/2023, 16:04 - Fabian My Williams: Lol depends how vigorous we are haha 24/12/2023, 16:04 - Cat: We can be gentle 24/12/2023, 16:26 - Fabian My Williams: I like gentle but normally end up hammering away πŸ˜‚ 24/12/2023, 16:44 - Cat: Can't help it, I always get carried away when we re all cuddly and lovvey πŸ₯° 24/12/2023, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: Haha me too, it's great ❀️ 24/12/2023, 16:44 - Cat: U coming soon? 24/12/2023, 16:45 - Cat: I think tonight is another chance at karaoke at 8 24/12/2023, 16:45 - Cat: If u don't get me high before then 24/12/2023, 16:45 - Cat: I'm not sure I wanna go out 24/12/2023, 16:46 - Fabian My Williams: You sure you done all you need to? ❀️ 24/12/2023, 16:46 - Cat: Not really but I'm getting tired, so whenever u take off, by the time u get here I would be done studying anyways 24/12/2023, 16:47 - Cat: No pressure, take ur u time 24/12/2023, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: Sound, let you know when I set off, just folding old washing and doing a few bits of tidying. ❀️ 24/12/2023, 16:55 - Cat: No worries, see u soon πŸ€—πŸ₯°β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ 24/12/2023, 17:08 - Cat: Instead of cooking 24/12/2023, 17:08 - Cat: How would u feel about eating at the timetable place and then going for a drink? 24/12/2023, 17:08 - Cat: I can't promise they have a table so short notice but I could call and ask? 24/12/2023, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah can do aye, could take something back for boys. Doubt they have a table. 24/12/2023, 17:37 - Cat: Got us a table for 2 at 7 😘 24/12/2023, 17:37 - Cat: I'll tell the boys to eat fish and chips, have loads in freezer 24/12/2023, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: No way! Nice ❀️ 24/12/2023, 17:38 - Cat: πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³ 24/12/2023, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, love you ❀️. Bring own beer? 24/12/2023, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: Some places like that do that. Could take prosecco? 24/12/2023, 17:44 - Cat: Yea let's take it 24/12/2023, 17:44 - Cat: If they don't want us to drink it there we can always drink it on a park bench πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ˜‚ 24/12/2023, 17:46 - Fabian My Williams: Classy lol πŸ˜‚ 24/12/2023, 17:46 - Fabian My Williams: Like we're a pair of pissed footballers wives 24/12/2023, 17:49 - Cat: Aren't we πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 24/12/2023, 17:49 - Cat: ??? 24/12/2023, 17:57 - Fabian My Williams: null 24/12/2023, 20:38 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.miammiamcongleton.com/menu 25/12/2023, 08:25 - Fabian My Williams: Do you want to play with me in the We-Vibe App? Just click on the link and let's connect now: https://wevibe.page.link/weKtU8Z4UbcqYxDz6 25/12/2023, 08:28 - Fabian My Williams: Do you want to play with me in the We-Vibe App? Just click on the link and let's connect now: https://wevibe.page.link/RSJBn3DDdjKVp69J7 25/12/2023, 12:38 - Cat: 25/12/2023, 15:46 - Cat: 27/12/2023, 20:43 - Fabian My Williams: Back safe, love you πŸ’– 28/12/2023, 06:18 - Cat: Happy to hear that. Hope u feel better πŸ’ 28/12/2023, 10:12 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. How're you? 😘 28/12/2023, 11:04 - Cat: 28/12/2023, 11:35 - Cat: 28/12/2023, 11:35 - Cat: I think this is ur phone, but it's very light 28/12/2023, 11:36 - Fabian My Williams: Lol, that swan was game πŸ˜‚ 28/12/2023, 11:37 - Fabian My Williams: Hmm, it's early. Can you open it please? 28/12/2023, 12:04 - Fabian My Williams: Are my brothers dark blue glasses with you? 28/12/2023, 12:12 - Cat: Yes they are 28/12/2023, 12:13 - Cat: And Arthur also forgot a truck here 28/12/2023, 12:13 - Fabian My Williams: Nice one cheers ❀️ 28/12/2023, 12:15 - Cat: It's ur phone, I opened it 28/12/2023, 12:23 - Fabian My Williams: Thanks, Does it look ok? ❀️ 28/12/2023, 12:26 - Cat: I didn't open it further as soon as I saw ifs a phone 28/12/2023, 12:26 - Cat: It doesn't come in a box, only the shipping box, but has a cable and one of those pins in it 28/12/2023, 12:27 - Fabian My Williams: Pins? Ok sound, thank you 28/12/2023, 13:14 - Cat: U left me NO lighters at all πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 28/12/2023, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: There's an orange one on your desk isn't there? 28/12/2023, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: Have you checked the pockets of hoodies? 28/12/2023, 13:19 - Fabian My Williams: Wasn't there a red one on your side table in bedroom? 28/12/2023, 13:22 - Fabian My Williams: There were 3 when I left sorry, and half mine are still missing lol 28/12/2023, 13:22 - Fabian My Williams: You're not putting them in that coat pocket with a hole in are you? 28/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: Nope 28/12/2023, 13:24 - Cat: Never found orange one but using red now 28/12/2023, 14:48 - Cat: Can I call? 28/12/2023, 15:11 - Fabian My Williams: Wills here at the min 28/12/2023, 15:11 - Fabian My Williams: I can go in other room? 28/12/2023, 15:11 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? ❀️ 28/12/2023, 15:36 - Cat: Yea,just wanted to see u 28/12/2023, 15:36 - Cat: Can call later when he's gone? 28/12/2023, 15:40 - Fabian My Williams: Going pup with Mick and rich at 6 remember, Thursday 😘 28/12/2023, 15:40 - Fabian My Williams: Pub* 28/12/2023, 15:41 - Fabian My Williams: Will call before I go out 28/12/2023, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: Gonna call soon. Wills about go home 28/12/2023, 17:45 - Fabian My Williams: null 28/12/2023, 18:45 - Cat: 28/12/2023, 18:46 - Cat: Miss cuddling with u already 28/12/2023, 18:47 - Cat: Do u mind if I watch more of that zsar documentary without u? 28/12/2023, 21:27 - Fabian My Williams: Already at home gaming 😘. Love you endlessly ❀️ 28/12/2023, 21:35 - Cat: Me too fab πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 28/12/2023, 21:35 - Cat: Just heard a motorbike outside and now I miss u 😒 πŸ˜” 😭 28/12/2023, 21:46 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, I'll see you soon enough ❀️. Love you Catherine ☺️ 29/12/2023, 11:34 - Cat: null 29/12/2023, 11:35 - Cat: null 29/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: https://youtu.be/JfVjm8EOiQQ?si=gKaQvFHc2kXd2Ddj 29/12/2023, 14:49 - Fabian My Williams: That was good, thank you for sticking with me and giving me another chance ❀️ 29/12/2023, 15:34 - Cat: Did u watch it till the end? 29/12/2023, 15:35 - Cat: It says the idea that I can save you, fix you, mother you, stems from my own narcissism 29/12/2023, 15:35 - Cat: I can't do that and we both have to accept it 29/12/2023, 16:03 - Fabian My Williams: I know, that's what the book, boundaries and therapy is for πŸ˜‰ 29/12/2023, 16:04 - Fabian My Williams: Also, that video would be accounting for a normal person in a relationship with a borderline, not someone with autism ❀️ 29/12/2023, 16:09 - Fabian My Williams: Anonymous picked a fight with the cartels if you wanna read I to that. Sounded interesting 29/12/2023, 16:31 - Cat: Source? 29/12/2023, 16:32 - Fabian My Williams: Will read it somewhere lol 29/12/2023, 16:32 - Fabian My Williams: I should have started with "apparently" 29/12/2023, 16:54 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2011/nov/02/anonymous-zetas-hacking-climbdown 29/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: Setting off in 5 unless you ring back 29/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: Love you ❀️ 29/12/2023, 18:04 - Fabian My Williams: null 29/12/2023, 18:20 - Fabian My Williams: In the car now. Hope you've had a good day? How was Ahmed and dog? Miss you 😘 29/12/2023, 18:43 - Cat: Lol, is that article from 2011? 29/12/2023, 18:44 - Cat: It even says on top of the article that it's more than 13 years old. Maybe will should check his social feeds sources 29/12/2023, 18:44 - Fabian My Williams: Lol oh shit yeah haha 29/12/2023, 18:45 - Fabian My Williams: I found that one to be honest 29/12/2023, 18:45 - Fabian My Williams: Still happened though kind off lol 29/12/2023, 19:06 - Cat: 29/12/2023, 20:00 - Cat: I'm guessing u don't want to bring ur sofa here and didn't invite anyone for new years right? 29/12/2023, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: If you want the sofa you're welcome to it ❀️ 29/12/2023, 20:04 - Fabian My Williams: I've asked Thaine But he has a kid and wife and all the grandparents are in the same village. I hope he'll come 🀷 29/12/2023, 20:18 - Fabian My Williams: My bro can't 29/12/2023, 20:19 - Fabian My Williams: He said when Rory is older 29/12/2023, 20:21 - Cat: Poor thaine 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Cat: As I'd the baby needs him there even at night. His wife sounds horrible 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: Waiting hear back off Marko. 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Cat: Don't say I said that 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: Will be romantic with me and you either way ❀️ 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Cat: I actually got invited to a party by my autism group 29/12/2023, 20:22 - Cat: Contemplating it if thaine is not coming anyways 29/12/2023, 20:23 - Cat: We can always do romantic things any day right? 29/12/2023, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'd happily go with you 29/12/2023, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: If that would be ok of course? 29/12/2023, 20:23 - Cat: I have to ask if ok, I'm not sure 29/12/2023, 20:24 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries ❀️ 29/12/2023, 20:24 - Cat: Nobody there has friends or partner, so it would probably make me stand out as "fibro autistic" 29/12/2023, 21:02 - Fabian My Williams: Upto you 😘 29/12/2023, 21:16 - Fabian My Williams: Marko isn't doing anything, asked him 29/12/2023, 21:16 - Cat: K 29/12/2023, 21:17 - Cat: It's a bit of a pain going, as it's in mancs. I'd love to go for a proper night out, but not sure I can really be bothered 29/12/2023, 21:17 - Cat: Will decide tomorrow I'd that's OK, off to bed, had a frustrating day with my assi gment 29/12/2023, 21:18 - Cat: Can I see u before bed? 29/12/2023, 21:18 - Fabian My Williams: Someone is just in the middle of showing me summat on a laptop, can it wait a little bit please ❀️ 29/12/2023, 21:21 - Cat: Np, but if I'm not answering its cuz I have a vibrator inside me and things are going well 🀫 29/12/2023, 21:21 - Fabian My Williams: Ok love you ❀️ 29/12/2023, 21:21 - Fabian My Williams: Have fun πŸ˜‰ 29/12/2023, 21:53 - Cat: I still haven't started 29/12/2023, 21:53 - Cat: Stupid assignment 29/12/2023, 21:57 - Fabian My Williams: What you struggling with? 29/12/2023, 22:37 - Cat: Call me 29/12/2023, 22:38 - Fabian My Williams: null 29/12/2023, 22:52 - Cat: Its fine 29/12/2023, 22:53 - Fabian My Williams: Talk tomorrow. Love you. 29/12/2023, 22:53 - Cat: Let's see each other first weekend next year 29/12/2023, 22:53 - Cat: It's all me. Your perfect. I love you ❀️ 29/12/2023, 22:53 - Fabian My Williams: That amount of time apart after how this conversation just ended won't end well. 29/12/2023, 22:53 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too. 29/12/2023, 22:54 - Fabian My Williams: Talk tomorrow. Sweet dreams. Speak to lecturer ❀️ 29/12/2023, 22:55 - Cat: I will thanks 29/12/2023, 22:55 - Cat: Maybe better not to talk for a few days 29/12/2023, 22:56 - Fabian My Williams: That's upto you 29/12/2023, 22:56 - Cat: I'm not really enjoying our interactions very much these days 29/12/2023, 22:56 - Cat: U seem very busy 29/12/2023, 22:57 - Fabian My Williams: You always start something when I'm busy. You knew I had plans tonight 29/12/2023, 22:57 - Fabian My Williams: I had nothing to say earlier. 29/12/2023, 22:58 - Fabian My Williams: Stop doing this whenever I don't see you for a bit. One negative interaction and it all falls apart. Talk tomorrow. 29/12/2023, 22:58 - Fabian My Williams: I'm trying to socialise in a room full of people. 29/12/2023, 22:59 - Cat: Please read this tomorrow: I feel like the lowest priority in your life, something u really don't give a shit about. Its getting me down. You have nothing to say to me. All we have in common is that we like weed and sex. Take that out and we don't seem like two people who love each other. I think we are fooling ourselves because we don't like being alone 29/12/2023, 22:59 - Fabian My Williams: We talk for hours when we see each other for fucks sake 29/12/2023, 22:59 - Fabian My Williams: About all sorts of things from work, yours and mine , to all sorts of fucking things 29/12/2023, 22:59 - Cat: When we re high and we mostly make love 29/12/2023, 23:00 - Fabian My Williams: No. We don't. Because you can't hack two days in a row so we have breaks where we cuddle and do other stuff 29/12/2023, 23:00 - Fabian My Williams: Stop fucking overthinking 29/12/2023, 23:00 - Cat: OK, OK. Sorry for my autism 29/12/2023, 23:01 - Fabian My Williams: I love you ❀️ 29/12/2023, 23:01 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry for my borderline 29/12/2023, 23:01 - Fabian My Williams: We're both difficult 29/12/2023, 23:02 - Cat: Saturday 6th 29/12/2023, 23:02 - Cat: Is the best date to accodate ur personal needs 29/12/2023, 23:03 - Cat: See u then ok 29/12/2023, 23:03 - Fabian My Williams: Much rather see you beforehand. Upto you. Discuss tomorrow ❀️ 30/12/2023, 00:41 - Cat: You deleted this message 30/12/2023, 00:42 - Cat: I'd much be making love to u than thinking that u have ur much needed break from me staying with some strangers who u pay with weed for their hospitality. But whatever makes you happy 😘. Love you always β€οΈπŸ€— 30/12/2023, 00:56 - Fabian My Williams: It's not a much needed break from you. You are the one that said stay away till new years eve, and now that's changed till the 6th of January. You made your own break and decided it's own length. Just because you want to cancel our plans together for new year's Eve, do your autism thing, which is fine, I'm not invited because that'll make you stand out, but when I say I want to make plans IF you cancel on me, then that's a problem for you and we should have a 2 week break from each other and I obviously don't care about you. If that's not what's happening and I'm just borderlining I'm sorry. This is why I wanted to talk tomorrow, but I also find It offensive you passive aggressively imply people only want to hang out with me for my weed. They bought their own before I met them they buy their own now, and roll their own and share with me. And vice versa. Not everyone smokes someone elses weed all the time. I love you too ❀️. 30/12/2023, 00:59 - Fabian My Williams: I get you might not realise how offensive that sounds saying that to someone. I love you ❀️ 30/12/2023, 01:01 - Cat: Sorry its my autism 30/12/2023, 01:02 - Fabian My Williams: I know. I love you 30/12/2023, 01:02 - Cat: U also don't get how offensive that sounds that Marco wouldn't wanna sleep in my house with the smelly dog 30/12/2023, 01:02 - Cat: Im sad that u hate the dog so much 😒 30/12/2023, 01:02 - Fabian My Williams: 30/12/2023, 01:03 - Fabian My Williams: That. In a nutshell is what I need a break from. I can't sleep. It barks all night 30/12/2023, 01:03 - Cat: Ok 30/12/2023, 01:03 - Cat: He barks when someone walks past 30/12/2023, 01:03 - Cat: I can't help that, its his breeding 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Fabian My Williams: Seeing you on the day I see you is sound. But I need one weekend day to sleep uninterrupted 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Cat: We can never live together again 😒 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Fabian My Williams: Sound, bark a couple of times, then shit the fuck up, standard dog 🀷 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Fabian My Williams: We can when the dog is better trained 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Cat: Because I got a protection dog after ur scary episode 30/12/2023, 01:04 - Fabian My Williams: Currently it's not 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Fabian My Williams: It just needs loose the puppy shrillness 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Cat: It's OK, I'm not mad or accusing u of anything 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Cat: Plz don't get mad 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Cat: I love u 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Fabian My Williams: I can't hack that bark. It goes through me 30/12/2023, 01:05 - Cat: I am not attacking u 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not mad. Apart from at you doing this on a night you knew I had plans. 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Cat: Sorry 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Cat: I stop talking 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Cat: Enjoy ur night 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Fabian My Williams: I'm used to it. I love you. 30/12/2023, 01:06 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 30/12/2023, 01:07 - Fabian My Williams: I love you. Hopefully see you in the next couple of days ❀️ 30/12/2023, 01:07 - Fabian My Williams: If not whenever you're ready. 30/12/2023, 01:11 - Fabian My Williams: I got you a box of filters and a couple of lighters too. In case you were gonna buy any 30/12/2023, 09:04 - Cat: So I woke up dead tired 30/12/2023, 09:04 - Cat: Couldn't sleep last night after studying till 11 30/12/2023, 09:07 - Cat: I still don't know about new years party. u know I haven't socialised with anyone since we re back together, I feel a bit lonely and isolated. It's a great safe opportunity for me to make some friends, but first I need to make sure u don't mind me going to the autism group and also I'm still not sure I would not rather sleep 30/12/2023, 10:07 - Fabian My Williams: Good morning, I'm sorry you feel lonely and isolated, if you feel that way you should go socialise, like with the hacker group Christmas party you went to In stoke ❀️. Go to your thing, I really don't mind 😘. Take up ju jitsu again or kick boxing or something. There are things to do in Congleton 🀷. Just let me know when or what you decide please, so I can adjust my plans accordingly πŸ™‚. 30/12/2023, 12:15 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you've not been just sat overthinking all morning 😳. Remember the last few days we had together, we didn't have sex for half of them, just talked and cuddled and dog walked and did family stuff, watched documentaries and Oppenheimer. We had a great time ❀️. Remember that 😘 30/12/2023, 12:57 - Cat: Still haven't decided 30/12/2023, 12:57 - Cat: Just finished dog walk and cleaning now starving 30/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: You ok though? 30/12/2023, 13:32 - Cat: 30/12/2023, 13:32 - Cat: Yea 30/12/2023, 13:32 - Cat: I gave ahmad the phone in exchange for leaving me alone and making me a pizza 30/12/2023, 13:32 - Fabian My Williams: Good, I miss you 😘 30/12/2023, 13:32 - Cat: Not proud of it, but don't spoil the moment 30/12/2023, 13:33 - Cat: I miss u too 30/12/2023, 13:33 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 30/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: There's a series about Boudicca on netflix if you'd like watch that at some point? 30/12/2023, 13:51 - Cat: What's a boudicca? 30/12/2023, 13:59 - Fabian My Williams: Female Celtic warrior queen 30/12/2023, 14:29 - Cat: Ah ok 30/12/2023, 14:29 - Cat: Maybe 30/12/2023, 14:36 - Fabian My Williams: Don't have to, I only suggested it cus I thought you might like it. I imagine it'll be like those Roman ones we watched 30/12/2023, 14:38 - Cat: I still haven't watched thr zsar thing 30/12/2023, 14:38 - Cat: That's still on my list 30/12/2023, 14:52 - Fabian My Williams: I don't remember ever seeing the actual revolution start 30/12/2023, 15:46 - Fabian My Williams: How's your day going? 30/12/2023, 15:55 - Fabian My Williams: Supposed to see Nathan and Leon later on, Nathan is giving the keys back to Danni's house tomorrow or something 😳. Gonna be a cheerful event. Hopefully see Marko there, if not it'll have wait. If you go your thing I'm gonna go wills mates for new year. It's an open invite and they said from about 5pm onwards to us, so if you decide not to go to your thing let me know before then and I'll head to you as you're my priority and that was the original plan anyway and I miss you ❀️. 30/12/2023, 17:45 - Cat: Probably not going 30/12/2023, 17:46 - Cat: If u re free let's go for a drink tomorrow 30/12/2023, 17:46 - Cat: What time u planning on getting here? 30/12/2023, 17:47 - Fabian My Williams: If you're sure I'd rather spend it with you 😘, I don't want you to feel lonely or like I'm keeping you away from socialising though ❀️ 30/12/2023, 17:47 - Fabian My Williams: Late afternoon, early evening? Like 4 or 5 maybe? 30/12/2023, 17:48 - Fabian My Williams: Maybe earlier if you'd prefer ? 30/12/2023, 17:54 - Cat: Naa it's fine 30/12/2023, 17:54 - Cat: Ahmad is just asking me 30/12/2023, 17:54 - Cat: When u re coming 30/12/2023, 17:55 - Fabian My Williams: Awww, little duck, he knows I have more patience to listen to his excuses πŸ˜‚. Little duck ❀️ 30/12/2023, 17:55 - Fabian My Williams: He's got a good soul 30/12/2023, 17:55 - Cat: 30/12/2023, 17:56 - Cat: I know πŸ₯° 30/12/2023, 17:56 - Fabian My Williams: ? 30/12/2023, 18:04 - Cat: Just babbling 30/12/2023, 18:04 - Cat: Thought u wet missing ur little duck πŸ˜‚ 30/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: I miss Ahmed when he's behaving lol 30/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: A little lol 30/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: I miss you all 😘 30/12/2023, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: You most. Obvs. 30/12/2023, 18:07 - Cat: At least u got ur space now 30/12/2023, 18:07 - Cat: It's what u wanted 30/12/2023, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: You needed it too πŸ˜› 30/12/2023, 18:07 - Cat: Nor reallly 30/12/2023, 18:08 - Cat: But whatever 30/12/2023, 18:43 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna video call before I go there? Tell me how your day was? 😘 30/12/2023, 19:29 - Cat: Yes would love thay 30/12/2023, 19:29 - Cat: Gimme 10 min Please 30/12/2023, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: null 30/12/2023, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: I literally took a breath. And tried to calmly discuss how I was feeling. You spit all over my therapy and feelings. You had a 3 hour nap and feel awake so all my plans have to change to accomodate you. I try to calmly discuss how I'm feeling and how offensive some of the things you say to me are and you hang up and cast me away for a few weeks. That really hurts me as a borderline. I'm trying to do what you want without going insane. And boundaries were the first thing we said we needed. We started making a list for god's sake. Now every time the word comes up you have a tantrum and treat me in a way that makes me feel bad and ruins the time I'm supposed to be having space. Last night I was in edge looking at phone for messages from you, all night. You call when you know I'm in a social setting and then we argue instead of just letting me do my thing like I let you do yours. You think I'd ring you at your autism thing and kick off down the phone at you, or while you were at the bowling thing? I've never done that at anything you've ever gone to. You find a way, a lot of the time to start something when I'm in a setting where I can't talk, or about to go out. I get you have autism and what's now is what matters but we set up those boundaries to stop me getting borderline. You agreed to this. Now I'm feeling depressed and hurt for just trying to talk about my feelings and emotions so I don't borderline and you have a go at me and hang up. Thanks. 30/12/2023, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: I just wanted to talk things out, you said you understood how sometimes things you say and actions you take, without understanding social etiquette, can be hurtful πŸ˜” 30/12/2023, 19:57 - Cat: Sorry 30/12/2023, 19:57 - Fabian My Williams: You know you demand a lot of me. I struggle to meet your level then feel really bad and like everything I do is not enough and then I get really borderline. 30/12/2023, 19:57 - Fabian My Williams: I love you and I want to spend new years with you 30/12/2023, 19:57 - Fabian My Williams: I'm trying to look at things logically and prevent me being a psycho πŸ˜” 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Cat: U don't see my perspective ever. I ve got major ptsd from that June episode of urs. I'd take 5 strangling in exchange for being arrested for trying to hug I and talk sense into u 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Fabian My Williams: I do, and I try my best 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Cat: And the slandering u did caused so much damage that even 6 months late ru can't tell ur friends ure engaged to me 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Cat: It feels like a joke to me 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Cat: Sorry wait 30/12/2023, 19:58 - Cat: Attila bad 30/12/2023, 19:59 - Fabian My Williams: Pretty sure will knows we're still engaged 30/12/2023, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: That's because you sit there overthinking everything. 30/12/2023, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: And recycling. 30/12/2023, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: I do it too 🀷 30/12/2023, 20:06 - Fabian My Williams: Either way. I rang you, relatively happy, to see your face, tried to tell you why I feel so guilty about the reasons I should go to this thing as conversation and to see what your thoughts on it were, you kicked off at me and dragged all this up. I love you. You really need make a start on your CBT book, we're supposed to work on us. I'm trying to work on me and you're getting pissed off to the point you hang up if the word boundaries is mentioned. I want us to work, more than anything, I think a good goal could be we need to get to the point we can spend 3-4 days apart AND spend a week together without an argument. 30/12/2023, 20:10 - Fabian My Williams: You admitted yourself you started one the other day and apologised to me later on. I forgave you straight away. I do my best for you and I think about you so much. πŸ˜” 30/12/2023, 20:12 - Cat: I feel like the boundary thing is ur latest control tool 30/12/2023, 20:12 - Cat: U like control 30/12/2023, 20:12 - Fabian My Williams: I'm gonna go to this thing, Leon asked where I am and I feel to guilty to bail. If you want me to come after drop me a message, I'll want to leave after an hour or two max so I can talk after, or head to you, what I can't do is have a drawn out text conversation for two hours round someone who's suicidal and someone else who's lost their girlfriend just before Christmas 30/12/2023, 20:12 - Cat: But it always comes in conjuction with illogical and emotional self centered arguments and it makes me mad. Do I hang up cuz I try not to get mad 30/12/2023, 20:12 - Fabian My Williams: No, you just don't like me calling you out for walking all over them 30/12/2023, 20:13 - Fabian My Williams: What was self centered? 30/12/2023, 20:13 - Cat: Nv 30/12/2023, 20:13 - Cat: Go to ur thing 30/12/2023, 20:13 - Cat: Speak later 30/12/2023, 20:13 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not going yet 30/12/2023, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: You don't understand how the demands you make and how pissed of you get when you don't immediately get your way are also controlling 30/12/2023, 20:17 - Cat: Oh ok 30/12/2023, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: I was supposed to come tomorrow. You had a nap so you feel awake, ask me to come right away because you're bored, get really pissed off when I try to explain the shit situation I'm in and about how offended I am at some of the things you say to me, and then have a go at me for trying to practice therapy resolution shit with you. If that view on what is happening is me imagining things with borderline I'm sorry. That is what I'm experiencing in my head. 30/12/2023, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: If this is wrong I'm sorry. 30/12/2023, 20:18 - Cat: I write stuff ans try to explain 30/12/2023, 20:18 - Cat: But then I delete it 30/12/2023, 20:19 - Cat: Cuz I hate fighting ans arguing when u re being illogical. But I just can't be bothered with fighting anymore u don't take well to reason, so I just shut up ans then u think u re in the right 30/12/2023, 20:19 - Cat: It's a cycle 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: U want boundary I try to give u space 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Fabian My Williams: No you dont 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Fabian My Williams: You ruined last night and now you're doing tonight too 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: But it's never good enough no matter what I do 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: Now I'm and for giving u dpace 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: I can't win 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: Ur e always right I'm always the bad guy 30/12/2023, 20:20 - Cat: See above 30/12/2023, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: This right now is not giving me space we discussed this when we first started going out again 30/12/2023, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: Do you remember 30/12/2023, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: ? 30/12/2023, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: Not at all true 30/12/2023, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: It's the other way around 30/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: All you need to do is not start a fight on the days we're apart or it completely ruins the space boundary 30/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: Every single time this happens. That day didn't count for me. 30/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: I have borderline 30/12/2023, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: It takes all day to get over shit 30/12/2023, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: Yesterday wasn't a space day. today isn't. 30/12/2023, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: I don't get how with all the "research" into borderline you did you can't see how this is fucking up the boundary 30/12/2023, 20:28 - Fabian My Williams: I'm still prepared to come to you after the thing if you want. Just please try and look at how your behaviour effects me. You're doing exactly what you apologised to me for when we got back together. I planned to spend most of the holidays with you initially, we had a mini argument over it because you didn't want that right? You needed course and pleasure coding time? That happened didn't it? 30/12/2023, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: And it's very hurtful that when we have an argument and you don't see me for a few days you immediately think about calling David. You said that the other day, and that was not a nice thing to say. I never think shit like that when we're falling out. 30/12/2023, 20:44 - Fabian My Williams: It's like you said you blocked lee, then the other night you said, "he's been quiet for a few weeks" how do you know he's been quiet if he's blocked? 🀷 You said you'd block David after the dick pics, he's still not blocked. You go through my phone and block someone and give them shit and I accept that. You go back on your word about Lee and don't bother blocking David and I accept that. I accept all sorts of shit. Have a made a fuss, no. I just take it. 30/12/2023, 20:47 - Cat: I know. That's why it's never enough. I give u space, then it's not "good" space because of what goes on in ur head and ur convos with ur friends.... so it's my fault the dpace didn't count. I get it. I'm evil. Ure the vixtim. OK. What else do u want me to day? 30/12/2023, 20:50 - Fabian My Williams: I want you to understand if we are arguing in any way, while we are on a day apart. That day wasn't a space day. That's all. 30/12/2023, 20:53 - Cat: So let's not talk then 30/12/2023, 20:53 - Cat: It always ends in arguments when we re not high or sleeping togethrr 30/12/2023, 20:53 - Fabian My Williams: I love you. I can come to you any time tomorrow you like. I want to spend new years with the woman I love and want to marry. We need to have a boundary re-evaluation if you feel I'm using them in a shitty way 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Cat: So u don't wanna come tonight? 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Cat: K 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Fabian My Williams: No it doesn't. You forget the good and overthink 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Fabian My Williams: I can do 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Fabian My Williams: Too late now 30/12/2023, 20:54 - Cat: Lol 30/12/2023, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: I was still worried all morning something from last night would crop up. It takes me so long to get over these 30/12/2023, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: I'm just trying to explain how I feel. Like I've been told to 30/12/2023, 20:57 - Fabian My Williams: We've had more tha a few sex free days that we're perfect and one weed free 😘 30/12/2023, 20:59 - Cat: Yra but we see each other 30/12/2023, 20:59 - Cat: We touch each other 30/12/2023, 20:59 - Cat: We eat and sleep next to one anorher 30/12/2023, 21:02 - Fabian My Williams: I love it 30/12/2023, 21:02 - Cat: When ure not there all I hear is u go with the friends who think I'm a husband beater and that there is nothing to report or talk about. That gives me plenty of time to go back to the ptsd place where u turned on me 180 and caused me to be arrested by the most racist police in this country. I'm traumatised and as soon as I'm alone I go back to fhat dark place and wonder why thr fuck I would risk even coming a mile close to u ever again. I'm sorry if ur super empathy can't make u see my perspective 30/12/2023, 21:03 - Cat: The fact that I'm still ur little guck secret 6 months later is not helping 30/12/2023, 21:03 - Cat: It brings up the trauma every time 30/12/2023, 21:03 - Cat: I don't know if i can ever feel safe again 30/12/2023, 21:04 - Fabian My Williams: Untill We see each other 30/12/2023, 21:04 - Cat: I thought this breakup was pointless when u left and wanted us back together. But maybe I was wrong. Maybe this fuck up just can't be undone 30/12/2023, 21:05 - Fabian My Williams: That's the opposite what you sai the day I left after boxing day 30/12/2023, 21:06 - Fabian My Williams: Raining to hard to type well. Let me know if you want me to come. About to arrive at rhing 30/12/2023, 21:07 - Cat: K 30/12/2023, 21:07 - Cat: Text me when u re leaving 30/12/2023, 21:08 - Cat: Then u tell u how I feel by then if I'm awake 30/12/2023, 22:13 - Fabian My Williams: Marko is on way, gonna wait till he gets here, see him for a half hour so I've seen him over Christmas and then head home and to you if you still want? 30/12/2023, 22:49 - Fabian My Williams: Do you want me to come? If so I'll leave now 30/12/2023, 22:59 - Fabian My Williams: Would be good to see you 30/12/2023, 23:20 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine. I want us to be ok 31/12/2023, 10:08 - Fabian My Williams: Morning ❀️. You ok? Still want me to come? If so what time? 31/12/2023, 10:15 - Fabian My Williams: ? 31/12/2023, 10:15 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 11:44 - Cat: You deleted this message 31/12/2023, 11:52 - Cat: Dear Fabian, I am sorry for always upsetting you. I am sorry for everything u feel I have done to u that's wrong. I hope you can forgive me and not hate or terrorise me. I have severe ptsd from getting arrested after being assaulted by my yelling raging fiance when I all I did was try to hug you and talk sense into you. I wanted things to get back to normal. If I could go back in time I'd happily let u yell insults at me and strangle me and punch me in the ribs and I'd give u another 30k if I had them. But I cannot forget what u did to me 6 months ago. Few days ago you had that scary face on again when u argued with me that you were the one who dumped me first. Ifs not rhe case, i have dozens of tect messages that say orherwise. U made your reality with you disturbed emotions and i cant argue with you, i always losr. I'm sorry. I am a bad person. You can tell everyone that you dumped me because you are the one who does the dumping. That's fine. I am a bad person. I'm a destroyed and heart broken. You won. Please. Please. Don't argue with me. Don't yell. I can't take more. I'm broken. Please leave me so i can move on. Thank you. 31/12/2023, 11:56 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 12:07 - Fabian My Williams: All this talk about boundaries is to stop me getting that look on my face and to prevent that happening again. It's not about me winning. It's about US trying to make things work. You dumped me yes, multiple times. It was always a thing, you always threatened to leave me and I never threatened to leave you. Even now I'm trying to hold on. Again. When I'm borderlining my reality isn't real. We both know this,so why take something I said when I'm borderlining as gospel truth as what I believe. To me, when I left that day with the motorbike, I left you in my head. That was me leaving that toxic cycle we were stuck in. I don't get why that's such a big thing for you. Is it an ego thing? I've been dumped loads, I'm not "a dumper" as you put it. And you dumped me, loads of times. I've lost count. 31/12/2023, 12:08 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: And every time you do it rips my heart out 31/12/2023, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: But you just keep on doing it. 31/12/2023, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜” 31/12/2023, 12:10 - Cat: OK. You dumped me. To get out of the toxic cycle. Yet here we are again..... 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Cat: Why? 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Fabian My Williams: Because of a complete lack of boundaries. 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Cat: I'm as attached to u as u are to me. But it really isn't healthy 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Cat: OK. 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Fabian My Williams: It would be with the boundaries we discussed 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Cat: You are right. 31/12/2023, 12:11 - Fabian My Williams: Initially we had them, used them 31/12/2023, 12:12 - Fabian My Williams: Stop fucking pandering. Say what you think. 31/12/2023, 12:12 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 12:15 - Fabian My Williams: I'll come and get my stuff on a day that convenient for you. Needs be before the 4th. 31/12/2023, 12:18 - Cat: Can u make a list plz 31/12/2023, 12:18 - Cat: I don't want any arguments or damage to my house. I will bring them 31/12/2023, 12:18 - Cat: Maybe we can meet half way at that Costa, its a public place. To keep things civilized 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Cat: Ur phone is here 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: I can't deal with this. My mood is the lowest it's been since we broke up. I'm trying to find a way to fix this and all you can think about is yourself. You act like I'm just being selfish when all I'm doing is following advice for borderlines and their partners by medical professionals. Boundaries and space. You can't accept that so this break up is on you. I hope you watch some of those videos you sent me about the struggles of being in a relationship with a borderline. You will then see what you've done is wrong I hope. 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Cat: And yhr carpet stretcher if u want that back 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: And the bag of DIY stuff. 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Cat: It's not all urs 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: I know, we can go through it 31/12/2023, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: Moat of it is. I paid for it. 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: I bought tons after u left Please make a list 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Fabian My Williams: The bag for life. 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Fabian My Williams: I brought with me 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: When? 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Fabian My Williams: I can't make a fucking list have you seen what's in it. 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Fabian My Williams: In the car with you 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: Ah ok 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: Maybe it's in the closet 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: Will look later 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ‘ 31/12/2023, 12:20 - Cat: With musti. He k iws what's ours 31/12/2023, 12:21 - Fabian My Williams: Almost nothing in that bag is yours 🀷. Might be a paint roller head or something 31/12/2023, 12:22 - Fabian My Williams: I do please, it was expensive 31/12/2023, 12:22 - Fabian My Williams: Most of this won't fit on my bike so can I please ask if it can be dropped off here, failing that I'll ask will for a lift with it in the early new year? 31/12/2023, 12:25 - Cat: Lol, enjoy ur carpet stretcher 31/12/2023, 12:25 - Cat: I'm the selfish stretcher 31/12/2023, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: You asked if I wanted it back 31/12/2023, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: Fine fucking keep it. 31/12/2023, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Like you'll ever get round to using it. 31/12/2023, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want to end badly 31/12/2023, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Just have it. 31/12/2023, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Can we try not be shitty with each other if we've got to break up 31/12/2023, 12:27 - Fabian My Williams: We don't have to be enemies 31/12/2023, 12:27 - Cat: Please make a list of things u bought and want 31/12/2023, 12:27 - Cat: I will give u whatever u want that's urs 31/12/2023, 12:28 - Fabian My Williams: Phone DIY bag Clothes I don't know what else is there 31/12/2023, 12:28 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not Lee, I haven't been secretly stashing shit around the place. 31/12/2023, 12:28 - Cat: Can y plz specify what's in the DIY bag? 31/12/2023, 12:29 - Fabian My Williams: Everything. Drill bits fucking screws. 31/12/2023, 12:29 - Cat: I'm not a thief of screws but I fear ur revenge 31/12/2023, 12:29 - Cat: I'm sorry 31/12/2023, 12:29 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 12:33 - Fabian My Williams: I think it's on the shelf under the stairs 31/12/2023, 12:33 - Fabian My Williams: The one I put up for you 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: I love u Fabian 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: I'm scared of u 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: Please don't get mad 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: I don't want us to end badly 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: I'm just really scared and traumatised after what u did 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: So stop treating me like this. I'm not borderlining 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Cat: Plz prove to me that u are not a monster 31/12/2023, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ™„ 31/12/2023, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: I'm just disappointed 31/12/2023, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: Unhappy 31/12/2023, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: Not angry 31/12/2023, 12:35 - Cat: 31/12/2023, 12:35 - Cat: This is what's under the stairs 31/12/2023, 12:36 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: You picked the days over the holiday. 31/12/2023, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: You. Not me 31/12/2023, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: We discussed them. 31/12/2023, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: In a normal week those are the days. Tue, Thurs, sat-sun. 31/12/2023, 12:44 - Cat: U said u needed time for urself. I gave u time. We barely spoke. I dumprd my onlh frirnd for u and am conpletlry isolated while u go round srinking with the people u cried to about what an abusivr bitch i am. But it's always my fault. I know. I'm bad. Dump me 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Cat: Please 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Cat: I just don't want to fight anymore. 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: When we're both off for two weeks obviously that changes. We can spend more time together. You didn't want to, you wanted space to do your course and for me to have my space. We agreed when we'd next see each other, happily, in love. Then 3 days go by you throw a tantrum and now we're over. 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: You're dumping me. 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know when you wanna do the stuff swap. 31/12/2023, 12:45 - Cat: U will never see mu perspective or rhr sacrifices I make for u. I have been literally sitting on rhe floor while u lie in bed like a king, so I can cuddle my dog. 31/12/2023, 12:46 - Cat: I tiptoe around ur borderline l, make sure not to criticise u 31/12/2023, 12:46 - Cat: I hold u ans stroke u like a child when ure down or ill. U don't see any of it. 31/12/2023, 12:46 - Cat: Its OK 31/12/2023, 12:46 - Cat: I'm bad. I know 31/12/2023, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: That dog of yours is fucking disgusting. I've chilled with 6 different dogs in the past 2 days and all of them were less fucking annoying than him and none of them smelt half as bad. 31/12/2023, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: I need criticism when I'm being unreasonable 31/12/2023, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: I do. 31/12/2023, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: Of course I do 31/12/2023, 12:48 - Fabian My Williams: No. You're autistic, demanding and basically a child if you don't get what you want right away when it comes to a partner. You'll never be happy with anyone. 31/12/2023, 12:49 - Fabian My Williams: Same as me 31/12/2023, 12:49 - Cat: Yes, my dog is horrible. I know. I apologise. It's me and my dog. We are awful. U deserve much better than us 31/12/2023, 12:49 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ™„ 31/12/2023, 12:49 - Fabian My Williams: I love you, I really hope you look back at those videos. 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Cat: I've watched them many times and done lots of reading and exercises just not that particular book. But I'm still bad. And my dog barks and smells. I know. 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Fabian My Williams: Make a start on your CBT. I'll continue with my DBT. Maybe in a year or two 🀷 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Fabian My Williams: I'll always love you Catherine ❀️ 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Cat: I'm sure u will find a pretty girlfriend soon without dog who loves u endlessly 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ™„ 31/12/2023, 12:51 - Cat: null 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Cat: I was just trying to explain how I feel 😒 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Cat: It's ok 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Cat: I'm bad. Ure right 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Cat: U re good 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: You have an idea in your head, a fucking fantasy. Built from over thinking and not doing your cbt 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: I've told everyone apart from fucking Leon 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 31/12/2023, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: Don't care about dan 31/12/2023, 12:56 - Cat: That u strangled me without provocation? 31/12/2023, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: Everyone else knows. I was gonna invite you to my birthday which was probably the next thing 31/12/2023, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: Yes!!!!! Like I told you 31/12/2023, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: I've been telling you every time I told someone 31/12/2023, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: Rich Mick mell will tabby 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: Rankin 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Cat: That u had me arrested when I did not hurt u but was covered in brusies from ur imagined self defense? 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Cat: What's What's rankin? 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: I didn't have you arrested. The neighbours did 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: Dan 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: Dan Rankin 31/12/2023, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: With the French mrs 31/12/2023, 12:58 - Fabian My Williams: Everyone I know or socialise with. Knows. Apart from Leon 31/12/2023, 12:58 - Cat: No, they said they only heard u say im pulling u off the bike. It was ur prepared statement that had me arrested 31/12/2023, 12:58 - Cat: Did u tell that to ur friends? 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: Maybe if u did they would understand where I'm coming from 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Fabian My Williams: If I hadn't been thrown In jail for trying to leave the house I wouldn't have had to give one. 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: Why I am traumatised 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: Yes but u lied to save ur ass 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: Or at least u imagined that I attacked u 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: Because of borderline 31/12/2023, 12:59 - Cat: U know that. I know that 31/12/2023, 13:00 - Fabian My Williams: So me telling them I strangled you without provocation and I'm a complete lunatic who sees things and hallucinates when he loses it isn't enough! πŸ˜‚ 31/12/2023, 13:00 - Cat: My questions is, do ur friends know? 31/12/2023, 13:00 - Fabian My Williams: Exactly that 31/12/2023, 13:00 - Fabian My Williams: Fuck off 31/12/2023, 13:00 - Fabian My Williams: I told them what was real to me 31/12/2023, 13:01 - Fabian My Williams: No shit. Yeah I know. It's half the reason my moods in the fucking toilet 31/12/2023, 13:01 - Fabian My Williams: Yes!!!!! They fucking know 31/12/2023, 13:01 - Fabian My Williams: For the final time. I can't think who else to tell 31/12/2023, 13:02 - Cat: Ok 31/12/2023, 13:02 - Cat: I'm sorry 31/12/2023, 13:02 - Cat: I'm probably paranoid 31/12/2023, 13:02 - Fabian My Williams: If you can't stop recycling when we're apart it's not gonna work. But if you want to tell me how you're feeling stop quoting false fucking facts at me cus that pisses me off and makes me borderline 31/12/2023, 13:03 - Cat: Which fact was false? 31/12/2023, 13:03 - Fabian My Williams: No shit. You made me write property of Catherine on my fucking stomach when I went out 31/12/2023, 13:03 - Fabian My Williams: That I haven't told my friends for fucks sake 31/12/2023, 13:03 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„ 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Fabian My Williams: Now if you want to tell me how you're feeling without the shit chatting be my guest 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Cat: Then why can't I go out with u and them? I have no friends left of my own since I ditched lee for U 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Fabian My Williams: You can 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Cat: U starred yelling again 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Cat: Im scares to tell u my feelings 31/12/2023, 13:04 - Fabian My Williams: Because you always come back to that I haven't told my friends when I fucking have!!!! 31/12/2023, 13:05 - Fabian My Williams: I keep telling you I have and you keep projecting on to me your paranoid bullshit 31/12/2023, 13:05 - Cat: ⬆️ 31/12/2023, 13:06 - Fabian My Williams: ⬆️ 31/12/2023, 13:06 - Fabian My Williams: When you aren't being like this. 31/12/2023, 13:06 - Fabian My Williams: We need to be in a healthy place first. And we fucking aren't. Obviously 31/12/2023, 13:07 - Cat: Like what? I'm being vulnerable and trying to tell u I'm traumatised from being arrested. I was rhe victim that day not you. 31/12/2023, 13:07 - Cat: I'm sorry u can't seem to put urself on my shoes 31/12/2023, 13:07 - Fabian My Williams: And now I'm the victim. Of you. Toying with my emotions, dumping me every other week. 31/12/2023, 13:07 - Fabian My Williams: I can and I do. 31/12/2023, 13:07 - Cat: Maybe my experience and reaction id unique to me due to autism 31/12/2023, 13:08 - Cat: Maybe its strange to u 31/12/2023, 13:08 - Fabian My Williams: You can't see how selfish your attitude is. Normal people don't do this. 31/12/2023, 13:08 - Cat: I'm trying to yell u how I feel, ehat I need. But I just get yelled at 31/12/2023, 13:08 - Fabian My Williams: In other ways you're so generous and loving 31/12/2023, 13:08 - Cat: I'm sorry 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: U know no cbt in the world can make autism go away right? 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: I am more aware, much more than ever 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry for yelling. That was a huge trigger for me as I've put a lot of effort into telling everyone and you just deny that I did. 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: Bit it doesn't seem anywhere near to being good enough 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: The shrink told me 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: That I need to find another autistic to date 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Fabian My Williams: It can stop you overthink when we're separate. Which is the main cause of us arguing 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: With similar interests 31/12/2023, 13:09 - Cat: Or someone highly empathetic and kind 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Cat: I thought u were type 2 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Fabian My Williams: ? 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Cat: U fit the bill and I love u 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too. 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Cat: The h9ghly empathetic tupe 31/12/2023, 13:10 - Cat: I was reasonable to try again 31/12/2023, 13:11 - Cat: We ve got so much good between us 31/12/2023, 13:11 - Cat: But the friction points are still there 31/12/2023, 13:11 - Cat: And they are killing me 31/12/2023, 13:11 - Fabian My Williams: Can you please run this past a fucking psychologist please. 31/12/2023, 13:12 - Fabian My Williams: The whole boundary thing. All of it. 31/12/2023, 13:12 - Cat: Like u deciding when we meet and setting all the rules and changing them when it suits u? Sure 31/12/2023, 13:12 - Fabian My Williams: You picked what days over the holidays! 31/12/2023, 13:12 - Fabian My Williams: You! 31/12/2023, 13:12 - Fabian My Williams: Not me 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Fabian My Williams: You change your mind 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: We re still fighting 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: I'm sorry. I'm bad 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Fabian My Williams: Because you're lying 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: Forgive me 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Fabian My Williams: You're lying 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: I'm not fabian 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: I cancelled new years 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: Yes 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Cat: Because I need to see some happy people 31/12/2023, 13:13 - Fabian My Williams: We discussed it, agreed, then you had a nap in the day, got bored and changed the days like you always do. 31/12/2023, 13:14 - Cat: I've not interacted with anyone but u in person since we re back together 31/12/2023, 13:15 - Fabian My Williams: That's not my fault. Go to fucking ju jitsu, there's loads do in Congleton. Expecting your fiancΓ© to be ok with you hanging round with an ex (lee) who is currently trying to poison you against him so he can fuck you is really stupid Catherine. 31/12/2023, 13:15 - Fabian My Williams: Even my therapist was like what the fuck. 31/12/2023, 13:16 - Fabian My Williams: Get other friends. You could have hung round with mine on my birthday. Tabby was up for seeing us again 31/12/2023, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: You went to hacker thing at bowling. Go to more of those. You have a car. Manchester not far. Nor Macclesfield. 31/12/2023, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: You shot yourself in the foot getting that dog. It limits your social life, where you can go and when. You can't stay out, you have to get back, or it'll shit everywhere. Accept that the dog also limits your social life and stop blaming it all on me asking you to fuck an ex off. If I'd wanted revenge which I didn't (you had lee and your fucking mate telling you I left thinners in the yard to burn the fucking house down). That dog would have done fuck all to stop it. 31/12/2023, 13:21 - Fabian My Williams: I get you got him because of me, but that's not all true. You wanted one last year before we broke up. 31/12/2023, 13:22 - Fabian My Williams: I also want my hair trimmers back, think they in bathroom, or side table in bedroom. 31/12/2023, 13:36 - Cat: Yes no problem 31/12/2023, 13:36 - Cat: I love my dog 31/12/2023, 13:36 - Cat: Sorry u dont 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Fabian My Williams: When he's not a puppy anymore and is better trained πŸ‘ 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Cat: But it also hurts my feelings when u constantly tell me what a waste of a life he is 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Cat: Anyways 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Cat: Fabian 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Fabian My Williams: What do you want me to say, he's the best dog in the world.... 31/12/2023, 13:37 - Cat: I love you and have no hard feelings at all 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Cat: He is πŸ₯° 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Cat: I wish we could make it work 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Fabian My Williams: He's not. And it's only a matter of time till he rips Ahmeds face off. 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Cat: But I don't think we re ready 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Fabian My Williams: You're not ready. 31/12/2023, 13:38 - Cat: They ve been really good lately 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: I'm doing what I was advised. 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: Yesterday I had a 3 hour nap while ahnad made me a pizza and took it upstairs and the dog slept most of rhe time on the floor next to him 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: U need more sessions fab 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: And other times he isn't. 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: I'm not attacking u 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: I know 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: Just trying to help 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: Help yourself 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: U re still borderlining loads 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: Read your book 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Cat: OK I am 31/12/2023, 13:39 - Fabian My Williams: Because you've pissed on my therapy and our boundaries 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Cat: Yes 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Cat: I'm bad. I know. 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Fabian My Williams: And you lie to yourself 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Cat: I'm evil. I know. 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Fabian My Williams: The fact you can't see it is so fucking annoying 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Cat: Same with u 😘 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Fabian My Williams: Shut the fuck up with that shit. 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Fabian My Williams: That is making me borderline 31/12/2023, 13:40 - Cat: Stop using abusive language on me please 31/12/2023, 13:41 - Fabian My Williams: Stop being so passive aggressive in such a shitty way. 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Cat: I m sorry. I'm not trying to wind u up, I swear 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Fabian My Williams: And that nap was enough for you to end things with me because you felt a bit bored and lonely. 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Cat: I'm trying to keep u calm 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Cat: No fabian 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Fabian My Williams: That is having the opposite effect 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Cat: It was ur face the other day 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Fabian My Williams: Which you started the argument to with jealousy 31/12/2023, 13:42 - Cat: It's stuck in my photographic memory and triggering my ptsd 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: Did I? 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Fabian My Williams: Yes 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: Who was I jealous of? 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: Anyways 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Fabian My Williams: Over Nicole or whatever her fucking name is 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: Arguing again 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: Who is Nicholas? 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Fabian My Williams: No you don't get to duck out 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Cat: I told u rhat day, I can see from her messages that she is a desperate loser 31/12/2023, 13:43 - Fabian My Williams: 31/12/2023, 13:44 - Fabian My Williams: But you still started an argument over it which you later apologized for. 31/12/2023, 13:44 - Fabian My Williams: Didn't you 31/12/2023, 13:44 - Fabian My Williams: ? 31/12/2023, 13:44 - Cat: I'm not jealous of naomi. I asked to not put on Facebook that ure single because we are engaged 31/12/2023, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: You started an argument over seeing someone had messaged me showing interest. Didn't you? 31/12/2023, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: That came from jealousy and escalated into recycling 31/12/2023, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: I kept asking you to stop and you carried on so I borderlined. 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Then later you apologised 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Cat: Ur relationship status was private to u, but from the outside it says u re single. 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Didn't you? 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Cat: I apologised to make us top raging 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Cat: But sure 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Cat: I'm bad. U re right 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: We weren't raging by that point. 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Fuck off!!!!! 31/12/2023, 13:46 - Cat: It's making u mad that I just rake the blame 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Fabian My Williams: Because I know you don't believe it 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Cat: Cuz km tired of arguing. Now rhats also bad. When I defend myself I'm also bad I can't win. Km always the bad guy 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Fabian My Williams: Which is fucking infuriating 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Cat: Rhats what borderline is 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Cat: The partner is always the bad guy 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Cat: Can't u see that? 31/12/2023, 13:47 - Fabian My Williams: Yes. 31/12/2023, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: I do see that. But in this case. You are being an autistic fucking nightmare. 31/12/2023, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: You don't have things your way. We're done 31/12/2023, 13:48 - Cat: Ok 31/12/2023, 13:49 - Fabian My Williams: Well you can take that one sided bullshit and piss off with it. I'm trying to fix myself and you piss on it. On you jog. 31/12/2023, 13:49 - Cat: Ok 31/12/2023, 13:49 - Fabian My Williams: I'm going to try and salvage this holiday. Cus it's been fucking wank all the days I haven't been with you. 31/12/2023, 13:50 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know when my stuffs ready and will can give me a lift 31/12/2023, 13:50 - Fabian My Williams: Or you can drop it. Don't care 31/12/2023, 13:50 - Cat: Sure? 31/12/2023, 13:50 - Fabian My Williams: Yes. 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Cat: I can drop it now if u want 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Cat: Clean break for new year for both of us 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Cat: Are u free? 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: But right now it's clear you don't have the emotional maturity to deal with a recovering borderline. 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah. Sound. 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: Head trimmers And the bag 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: DIY bag 31/12/2023, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: Clothes 31/12/2023, 13:52 - Fabian My Williams: Phone, metal shelf from shed. You want it out of your way anyway 31/12/2023, 13:54 - Fabian My Williams: Keep the carpet thing. Couldn't give a shit about it. 31/12/2023, 13:54 - Cat: I don't because of my ptsd from being arrested when I was being assaulted by u. I'm sorry I can't get over it. I will try and heal and trust u again. I want that. I'm sorry it's taking me so long to get over it. Really. Not just saying that. I can see that the trauma is rhe problem. I was fine seeing u on weekends before we moved in together. Its the trust that's gone. And I know I have no reason to mistrust u right now. But I do. Because of the severe trauma u inflicted on me. I know u want to change. But I can't help u. Only u can heal urslef. And I can heal from my trauma. But we can't heal one another. 31/12/2023, 13:54 - Cat: I hope in a year or so we will cross paths again 31/12/2023, 13:54 - Cat: If love to try again 31/12/2023, 13:54 - Cat: When we re ready 31/12/2023, 13:55 - Cat: Is it possible? 31/12/2023, 13:55 - Fabian My Williams: If you work on yourself too yeah. But you won't. 31/12/2023, 13:55 - Fabian My Williams: You don't see the need. 31/12/2023, 13:55 - Fabian My Williams: I see why I need to work on my self 31/12/2023, 13:55 - Fabian My Williams: You, don't care. You can get an easy shag off anyone like you said. 31/12/2023, 13:56 - Fabian My Williams: You don't see that your demands are childish and selfish and that crossing the boundaries that you have, has led us here. 31/12/2023, 13:56 - Cat: U agreed that right now I'm busy in work and uni and I can do the book once my course is over. Now u attack me for not doing the book. Can't u see how I can never do right in ur eyes? 31/12/2023, 13:57 - Fabian My Williams: I thought it could wait. 31/12/2023, 13:57 - Fabian My Williams: That if I just worked on myself that would be enough for the moment till you could get round to it. 31/12/2023, 13:57 - Fabian My Williams: It wasn't 31/12/2023, 13:57 - Cat: Bur since I'm ending things cuz im tired of arguing, clearly I'm cookoo in the head πŸ™„ 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Cat: I think 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Fabian My Williams: Don't care. You won't put the work in to stop your mind attacking itself when we aren't together. 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Cat: Couples therapy would be better tbh 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Fabian My Williams: I'd do it. I said I would 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Cat: Mt friend Pablo said irs what we need 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Fabian My Williams: No shit. 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Fabian My Williams: You didn't want to do it 31/12/2023, 13:58 - Fabian My Williams: I was all for it 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: Do u still want that? 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: I mean now, after I said how I feel? 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Fabian My Williams: Upto you. You're the dumper. 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: No, I want to hear what YOU want 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: Fabian 31/12/2023, 13:59 - Cat: What do u want? 31/12/2023, 14:00 - Fabian My Williams: You. To not to overthink while we're apart. 31/12/2023, 14:00 - Fabian My Williams: I'd take that over fucking anything, mansions, cars, anything 31/12/2023, 14:01 - Fabian My Williams: That one fucking thing 31/12/2023, 14:01 - Cat: And what schedule do YOU want? 31/12/2023, 14:01 - Fabian My Williams: The same one we had. That is open to change for special circumstances, like holidays, funerals etc. 31/12/2023, 14:02 - Fabian My Williams: Obviously if we're off for two weeks we should try and see each other more 🀷 31/12/2023, 14:02 - Fabian My Williams: Which I originally wanted and you were against. 31/12/2023, 14:03 - Fabian My Williams: If you want to book us in for couples therapy I'm game. Let me know when and I'll meet you there. 31/12/2023, 14:06 - Cat: U were complaining that u need to see all Jr friends 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Cat: Sorry but that's just not true 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Cat: U re changing the story to suit ur argument 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Fabian My Williams: No you're changing the timeline to suit yours. 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Fabian My Williams: At the start of the holiday 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Fabian My Williams: I planned to spend most of it with you and you didn't want that. Did you? 31/12/2023, 14:07 - Cat: 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Fabian My Williams: At the start. 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Cat: Please 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Cat: I know u said u had to meet all ur friends for Christmas 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Cat: And I gave u time to this 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Fabian My Williams: Which I did last night. 31/12/2023, 14:08 - Cat: And will 31/12/2023, 14:09 - Fabian My Williams: Whatever. Book couples therapy if you're game. 31/12/2023, 14:09 - Fabian My Williams: Stop sending me videos of that rancid animal please. 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Cat: U hate my dog 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Cat: 😭 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Cat: There is really no point dating 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: Either answer that question or I don't wanna talk about it anymore 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Cat: He is not going anywhere 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: He doesn't have to. 31/12/2023, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: I have space from him 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Fabian My Williams: His fucking barking is the main reason I don't wanna move in. 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: So I can't carry ur shelf to the car 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Fabian My Williams: Keep it 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: I may have to organise someone to help me 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: Maybe I can ask david 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: Don't know who else would do it 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Fabian My Williams: Are you fucking serious 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: I don't need it 31/12/2023, 14:11 - Cat: Bit if u don't mind ill keep it 31/12/2023, 14:12 - Cat: Cuz I can bring rhe rest of the things myself 31/12/2023, 14:12 - Fabian My Williams: Maybe we could call Alex, she might help me carry it. 31/12/2023, 14:12 - Cat: Sure, if u want to fuck that ugly fat pig again be my guest 31/12/2023, 14:12 - Fabian My Williams: I'm doing what you just did you fucking nob 31/12/2023, 14:13 - Cat: Please stop verbally assaulting me 31/12/2023, 14:13 - Fabian My Williams: I don't float my exes in front of you. And you do it all the fucking time. In the middle of a fucking break up 31/12/2023, 14:13 - Cat: I'm trying to get u ur things as you demanded 31/12/2023, 14:13 - Cat: Delivery 31/12/2023, 14:13 - Cat: Cuz u don't drivr 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: What more do u want from me? 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Fabian My Williams: By asking David for a lift. Are you that fucking stupid that you really don't understand that would puss me off. 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: I can't carry ur shelf 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Fabian My Williams: So fucking keep it! 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: Forget david 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: It was just an idea 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Fabian My Williams: Musti could carry that for fucks sake 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: I can keep it kn the shed for u 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: After some time 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: Hopefully 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: We can meet again 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: I won't do anything to it 31/12/2023, 14:14 - Cat: Have no use or need 31/12/2023, 14:15 - Cat: Never wanted to mount it cuz it'd heavy 31/12/2023, 14:15 - Fabian My Williams: I don't care. All I can think about now it's you fucking David or Lee. 31/12/2023, 14:15 - Fabian My Williams: Because of that one fucking comment in a moment like this. 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Fabian My Williams: You make these little comments, that cause so much fucking hurt then act like I'm the cunt. 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: Sorry 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: Didn't think 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Fabian My Williams: Bollocks. 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: I'm autistic 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: Sorry 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: I can see what u mean 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Fabian My Williams: No shit. I've been trying to point that out to you for 2 days. 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Fabian My Williams: 2 fucking days. 31/12/2023, 14:16 - Cat: Sorry 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Fabian My Williams: Instead of having the space we agreed on. 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: Now u want space 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: Amijue aho i gave u too much space 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: Aggg I'm going crazy 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Fabian My Williams: What the fuck are you on about 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: I love u and want to make u happy 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: But I cant 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 14:17 - Cat: I'm sorry 31/12/2023, 14:40 - Fabian My Williams: Done. 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Fabian My Williams: If you're coming today let me know. If not I don't want to speak to you till late tomorrow 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Cat: I'll come now 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Cat: Will text when outside 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Cat: Sure I can keep the carpet stretcher 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Fabian My Williams: Hair cutters and bag. Phone DIY bag Clothes. 31/12/2023, 14:41 - Fabian My Williams: Yes 31/12/2023, 14:42 - Cat: We can't see the hair trimmer 31/12/2023, 14:42 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 14:42 - Cat: Can I call with camera and u guide me 31/12/2023, 14:45 - Fabian My Williams: Stop showing me that fucking dog in videos 31/12/2023, 14:46 - Fabian My Williams: When it grown up and doesn't bark incessantly I'll hope it dies less. 31/12/2023, 14:46 - Fabian My Williams: Musti hopes it dies too. Everyone that really knows it, fucking hates it. It just looks good. 31/12/2023, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: Black jeans under your bed too 31/12/2023, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: Dirty from dog walk 31/12/2023, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 14:59 - Fabian My Williams: . 31/12/2023, 14:59 - Cat: Postcode again plz 31/12/2023, 15:00 - Fabian My Williams: Flat 4 49 Florence Street Newcastle-under-Lyme ST52BH 31/12/2023, 15:08 - Cat: null 31/12/2023, 15:10 - Cat: null 31/12/2023, 15:11 - Cat: 31/12/2023, 15:11 - Cat: 31/12/2023, 15:12 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 15:14 - Fabian My Williams: No I'm not walking to Sainsbury's. 31/12/2023, 15:14 - Fabian My Williams: Just drop the stuff and leave, simple 31/12/2023, 15:15 - Fabian My Williams: If you leave quickly less chance of arguing 31/12/2023, 15:18 - Cat: null 31/12/2023, 15:26 - Cat: Outside 31/12/2023, 15:27 - Fabian My Williams: Coming 31/12/2023, 17:48 - Fabian My Williams: null 31/12/2023, 17:51 - Fabian My Williams: null 01/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: I love you 01/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: ❀️ 01/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too πŸ₯° 02/01/2024, 08:32 - Fabian My Williams: https://maps.app.goo.gl/jP7rm7J8jSjNtZNm9 02/01/2024, 11:08 - Fabian My Williams: Between now and yesterday the only thing that's changed is you asked will to come in on extremely short notice and he said no because of how you've acted over the past week. That you apologised to me for assuming the worst of me. I saved up for ring, I told everyone everything that I thought was relevant in the normally shirt space of time I've had to tell them. You can't sum up a year of relationship bullshit in an hour or two. That is no reason to think I've been deceitful and act like this. You're doing it again. 02/01/2024, 11:10 - Fabian My Williams: 02/01/2024, 11:57 - Fabian My Williams: I told will about the box. He remembered 02/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: 02/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: You're more than welcome stay mine tomorrow still. I love you 02/01/2024, 12:08 - Cat: Okay 02/01/2024, 12:08 - Cat: I won't message you today, so u don't feel abused 02/01/2024, 12:09 - Fabian My Williams: I'm doing everything you ask I promise. ❀️ 02/01/2024, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: Ok thank you. I hope you're ok and you wind down quickly. Cuddle Attila. If Ahmed winds you up put him on the phone to me. I'll message you goodnight or we can have our 20 minute call like we agreed ❀️? 02/01/2024, 12:11 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine. Remember how in love we were yesterday ❀️. I'll ask everyone about the box thing when I see them. As you're right, it is an important detail. Hope your day goes well. 02/01/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: Marko is off work on Thursday if you want to sort something then? 02/01/2024, 16:36 - Fabian My Williams: Would you like to go for a drink with him? 02/01/2024, 18:16 - Cat: Thank u ❀️ 02/01/2024, 18:38 - Fabian My Williams: 02/01/2024, 18:41 - Fabian My Williams: I got a pack of proper oatcakes too 02/01/2024, 18:41 - Fabian My Williams: ❀️ 02/01/2024, 19:22 - Cat: I love oatcakes ❀️ 02/01/2024, 19:25 - Fabian My Williams: I know 😘 02/01/2024, 19:25 - Cat: Plz don't bother marco too much. I appreciate it but i dont qant to bother anyone. have ptsd, severe, from ur attacks, physical and verbal and psychological and need to find a way to cope 02/01/2024, 19:26 - Fabian My Williams: Speaking to someone will help trust me more I hope 02/01/2024, 19:26 - Fabian My Williams: ❀️ 02/01/2024, 19:26 - Fabian My Williams: I'll see you tomorrow 😘. I'll make it nice πŸ₯° 02/01/2024, 19:28 - Fabian My Williams: He wants to help 02/01/2024, 19:28 - Fabian My Williams: He knows I love you 02/01/2024, 19:34 - Cat: Oh that meeting is cancelled 02/01/2024, 19:34 - Cat: He can't make it to Stoke. I've offered he comes to congleton but waiting for reply 02/01/2024, 19:54 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries, I'll keep them for you πŸ˜‰ 02/01/2024, 19:55 - Cat: Freezer πŸ˜‰ 02/01/2024, 19:55 - Cat: That's very kind of marko 02/01/2024, 19:55 - Cat: Would be good to talk to someone wjo knows u well 02/01/2024, 19:55 - Cat: For reassurance 02/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: He's a good egg I made sure I told him everything today, in case I missed anything 02/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: I don't think I missed anything 02/01/2024, 19:57 - Cat: Really, u don't have to do that. As long as I have some sort evidence that u re not just slagging me off the minute u leave here I'm fine 02/01/2024, 20:02 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not . I love you. I want to prove it ❀️ 02/01/2024, 21:48 - Fabian My Williams: 02/01/2024, 21:51 - Cat: Thursday in Stoke? 02/01/2024, 21:51 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah if you like? Can stay mine then instead? Xx 02/01/2024, 21:51 - Fabian My Williams: I have work till 4pm 02/01/2024, 21:52 - Cat: I don't want to be difficult but I'm still crying 02/01/2024, 21:53 - Cat: Because all of the images and bad memories are playing over and over in my head 02/01/2024, 21:53 - Cat: I'm really not ok 02/01/2024, 21:53 - Cat: But plz don't worry. Enjoy ur evening 02/01/2024, 21:54 - Fabian My Williams: So let's see each other Thursday ❀️ 02/01/2024, 21:54 - Fabian My Williams: You can come and have your concerns put to rest to some extent at least 02/01/2024, 21:54 - Fabian My Williams: We can go for a drink with Marko and you can ask him yourself ❀️ 02/01/2024, 21:56 - Fabian My Williams: Could you do some CBT exercises to try and not fester. I don't want you dumping me again tomorrow when I've done all you asked. Please don't assume the worst. I've done good and I love you ❀️ 02/01/2024, 22:00 - Fabian My Williams: We could see each other tomorrow? 02/01/2024, 22:00 - Fabian My Williams: So you don't get worse? 02/01/2024, 22:01 - Fabian My Williams: We said we'd try and see each other soon if fell out so you don't snowball 02/01/2024, 22:01 - Fabian My Williams: ❀️ 02/01/2024, 22:04 - Fabian My Williams: I'm panicking now you're just gonna end things again before I see you now πŸ˜” 02/01/2024, 22:08 - Fabian My Williams: 02/01/2024, 22:13 - Fabian My Williams: null 02/01/2024, 22:23 - Cat: You deleted this message 02/01/2024, 22:25 - Fabian My Williams: I thought we'd established I'm not a narcissist 02/01/2024, 22:25 - Fabian My Williams: Assuming the worst because of one video. 02/01/2024, 22:25 - Fabian My Williams: About narcissists.... 02/01/2024, 22:25 - Fabian My Williams: I will watch it but I'm offended 02/01/2024, 22:26 - Fabian My Williams: 6 out of 10 02/01/2024, 22:26 - Fabian My Williams: The fuck is this prick. 02/01/2024, 22:27 - Fabian My Williams: null 02/01/2024, 22:54 - Cat: https://youtu.be/-THt5sJ5VE4?si=pRyOvRRq6rzeVQGt 03/01/2024, 00:35 - Cat: I love you Fabian 03/01/2024, 00:39 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too Catherine πŸ’— 03/01/2024, 00:39 - Fabian My Williams: You're my world 03/01/2024, 10:10 - Cat: Hey please can u go somewhere quiet for a minute? 03/01/2024, 10:10 - Cat: I'd need to call u 03/01/2024, 10:11 - Fabian My Williams: null 03/01/2024, 12:41 - Cat: null 03/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: Telegram 03/01/2024, 12:42 - Cat: U OK? 03/01/2024, 15:13 - Fabian My Williams: What's your favourite none naughty pic of me and you? 03/01/2024, 15:13 - Fabian My Williams: Or you and Attila? 03/01/2024, 15:14 - Fabian My Williams: Don't have think about it now. I know you're busy. But let me know 😘 03/01/2024, 15:31 - Cat: Who u gonna show it to? 03/01/2024, 15:33 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:33 - Cat: This. 03/01/2024, 15:33 - Cat: Lol, just kidding πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ 03/01/2024, 15:34 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:34 - Cat: Irs definitely this one 03/01/2024, 15:36 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:36 - Cat: Attila in action 03/01/2024, 15:36 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: Nobody πŸ˜›πŸ˜‰ 03/01/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: Needs be a really clear one ideally 03/01/2024, 15:47 - Cat: I deleted all our nice ones when I was heartbroken 03/01/2024, 15:47 - Cat: U probably still have them 03/01/2024, 15:49 - Fabian My Williams: I'll have a look through 😘 03/01/2024, 15:49 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:51 - Fabian My Williams: That's a good one 03/01/2024, 15:51 - Cat: Mot the best 03/01/2024, 15:51 - Cat: U probably have better 03/01/2024, 15:51 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: I like this one 03/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:53 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:53 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:54 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:54 - Cat: Found the good ones 03/01/2024, 15:55 - Fabian My Williams: Nice! Pick your favourite, and a clear one of the dog if you have it 03/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: This one 03/01/2024, 15:55 - Fabian My Williams: Still game for Marko tomorrow? 03/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: Yea 03/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 15:57 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 16:03 - Cat: Ahhh I'm so nervous 03/01/2024, 16:03 - Cat: Will start walking there I think. Can always have a coffee on my own first to gather my thoughts 03/01/2024, 16:03 - Cat: But it is early.. 03/01/2024, 16:03 - Cat: Are u free for a positive only call? 03/01/2024, 16:04 - Fabian My Williams: Wills just taking me shopping, after? 03/01/2024, 16:05 - Fabian My Williams: Actually it's not long give me a few mins 03/01/2024, 16:06 - Fabian My Williams: Till your thing I mean 03/01/2024, 16:19 - Cat: Yea no worries 03/01/2024, 16:19 - Cat: I'm gonna start walking slowly now as have some sore throar 03/01/2024, 16:19 - Cat: Took the last of the flu tablets just now 03/01/2024, 16:20 - Fabian My Williams: Gonna call in a sec 03/01/2024, 16:20 - Cat: This one is so funny 😁 we both look brain damaged 03/01/2024, 16:22 - Fabian My Williams: null 03/01/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know how it went 😘 03/01/2024, 19:11 - Cat: Just got back 03/01/2024, 19:11 - Cat: I think I ended it too abruptly 03/01/2024, 19:11 - Cat: It went very well 03/01/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: If it went well I wouldn't worry about it 😘 03/01/2024, 19:13 - Fabian My Williams: What was said? 03/01/2024, 19:15 - Cat: He wants me to join as a partner with stock options and build a new company pit of his current amazon business 03/01/2024, 19:15 - Cat: He wants me to go to China for a week to meet the team when I start 03/01/2024, 19:15 - Fabian My Williams: Nice! Good pay? 03/01/2024, 19:15 - Cat: Probably not too great 03/01/2024, 19:16 - Cat: But there will be shares and I don't mind as I like the job 03/01/2024, 19:16 - Cat: I told him what I made previously and he can't match that 03/01/2024, 19:17 - Cat: Bit I really like the guy and the product 03/01/2024, 19:18 - Fabian My Williams: Hmm, what's the time frame? 03/01/2024, 19:18 - Fabian My Williams: To start? 03/01/2024, 19:21 - Fabian My Williams: Pay cheque isn't everything 03/01/2024, 19:42 - Cat: Maybe a month or more 03/01/2024, 19:48 - Fabian My Williams: Hmm, upto you then really. John macoy seems full of shit. Might still be worth trying push a product at rain coat 🀷 03/01/2024, 19:49 - Cat: Yes, now I have won them over I will focus on daincoat until I get an offer 03/01/2024, 19:50 - Cat: I'm already stressing about this China trip 03/01/2024, 19:50 - Fabian My Williams: It'll be fine, raincoat trip went well πŸ˜‰ 03/01/2024, 19:59 - Cat: Please can u stay at my house when I have to go? 03/01/2024, 20:01 - Fabian My Williams: Of course 03/01/2024, 20:05 - Cat: πŸ€— 03/01/2024, 20:05 - Cat: πŸ€— 03/01/2024, 20:05 - Cat: πŸ€— 03/01/2024, 20:05 - Cat: I try and ask the deaf guy to walk the dog 03/01/2024, 20:05 - Cat: When I see him 03/01/2024, 20:06 - Cat: Maybe some other people u know from dog walking but with him I'm most friendly 03/01/2024, 20:06 - Cat: I'll do my best, so u don't have to walk him 03/01/2024, 20:06 - Cat: Wanna call? 03/01/2024, 20:09 - Cat: Guess not 03/01/2024, 20:09 - Cat: Oh well, enjoy ur poo 03/01/2024, 20:10 - Cat: L I'm getting a little bordie noe 03/01/2024, 20:12 - Cat: 03/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Ummm.... 03/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Are u OK? 03/01/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: Hey sorry 03/01/2024, 20:18 - Fabian My Williams: I can do it if he'll come back when I call him 😘 03/01/2024, 20:18 - Fabian My Williams: null 04/01/2024, 07:00 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️, hope you slept well. Love you 😘 Have a great day 04/01/2024, 08:37 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 08:45 - Cat: Woke up with flu again πŸ™„ 04/01/2024, 08:45 - Cat: Feel like shit 04/01/2024, 08:45 - Cat: Really sorry, but I think I need to cancel tonight 04/01/2024, 09:55 - Fabian My Williams: No worries, hope you feel better soon. Probs caught it when we were out on new year's 🀷 04/01/2024, 14:11 - Cat: Miss you ❀️ 04/01/2024, 14:14 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too. Just about do therapy 04/01/2024, 14:15 - Fabian My Williams: Told Leon were back together. Not give much detail yet as was having a fag at work, but he knows and I said it was my fault 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Cat: Had work meetjnf just now 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: Gone well? 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Cat: Nope 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: How come 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Cat: I really need this apollo thing to work out 04/01/2024, 14:18 - Cat: I can't help them 04/01/2024, 14:19 - Cat: Speak later 04/01/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: Will ring you when home 😘 04/01/2024, 14:23 - Cat: K, I look forward to seeing ur face 04/01/2024, 15:35 - Cat: I'm still sick and missing u loads today. Can't wait for our call 04/01/2024, 15:36 - Fabian My Williams: My therapist found a couples therapy dude in Congleton we could maybe try 😘 04/01/2024, 15:36 - Cat: Oh wow 04/01/2024, 15:36 - Cat: I found an app that helps u go through the grounding excercises 04/01/2024, 15:37 - Cat: Wysa 04/01/2024, 16:02 - Cat: Don't forget to call me before u fall asleep on ur sofa 😘 04/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.counselling-directory.org.uk/counsellor_26240.html?_gl=1%2A10qa9sm%2A_up%2AMQ..&gclid=Cj0KCQiAy9msBhD0ARIsANbk0A9F7b2jNWzmH6fGQ6_JPW0yBLxyDlhjyPXLZYJXDD3JfBt5-0E8uzsaAkD8EALw_wcB 04/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: This is the guy. My guy said he looks good at first glance. 04/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: null 04/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: Chess lol 04/01/2024, 16:21 - Cat: One sec 04/01/2024, 16:23 - Fabian My Williams: 04/01/2024, 16:24 - Cat: null 04/01/2024, 16:51 - Cat: U OK? 04/01/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: null 04/01/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: You're an amazing, intelligent and beautiful code genius. I love you. Don't let Raincoat grind you down 😘 04/01/2024, 19:10 - Cat: ❀️ 04/01/2024, 19:10 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 04/01/2024, 19:11 - Cat: You are an artist, you are strong, hardworking and intelligent and a great manager. Dan is a dick for not paying you managers wage 04/01/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, thank you Catherine πŸ₯° 04/01/2024, 19:34 - Cat: Im getting worse by the minute. How u feeling? Hope u won't be to ill to come tomorrow 04/01/2024, 19:35 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: I'll be well enough to get to you I think 😘 04/01/2024, 19:43 - Fabian My Williams: 04/01/2024, 19:45 - Cat: Ahhhhh, I'm a cradle snatcher 😱 04/01/2024, 19:45 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 19:46 - Cat: Just kidding 04/01/2024, 19:46 - Cat: U look like a Greek god tonight 🀀😍πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜ 04/01/2024, 19:46 - Fabian My Williams: ? 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Fabian My Williams: If all it takes is a haircut I can look like that more often πŸ˜‰ 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Cat: Oh I thought it was selfie time, misunderstood 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Fabian My Williams: But thank you 😘 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Cat: Nope, u love hobos as u know 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Fabian My Williams: Didn't want to just turn up with a Britney spears and take you by surprise 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Cat: But I'm ill, and I get clingy when I'm ill 04/01/2024, 19:47 - Cat: Loool appreciate it 04/01/2024, 19:48 - Cat: Maybe I would have screamed 04/01/2024, 19:48 - Fabian My Williams: In a good way? πŸ˜‰ 04/01/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Naaa in a scared omg-it's-a-council-estate-hot-wife-beater-adonis in my bedroom 04/01/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: 04/01/2024, 19:54 - Fabian My Williams: Does that picture live up to your nightmare/fantasy? πŸ˜‚ 04/01/2024, 19:55 - Fabian My Williams: Lost for words πŸ˜‚? 04/01/2024, 19:55 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: They're not wrong πŸ€·πŸ˜‚ 04/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: I was going more for Fred Durst but maybe you're right πŸ˜‚ 04/01/2024, 19:57 - Cat: Deffo the offspring guy 04/01/2024, 19:58 - Cat: I'm gonna wear council estate face-lift and juicy track suit bottoms till ur hair comes back, just to get back at u 04/01/2024, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: 🀀 04/01/2024, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: I'll pull on it πŸ˜‰ 04/01/2024, 20:01 - Fabian My Williams: ....While screaming about football and 3 stripe tracksuit bottoms πŸ˜‚ 04/01/2024, 20:36 - Cat: Don't stop 04/01/2024, 20:36 - Cat: 04/01/2024, 20:36 - Fabian My Williams: ... and one armed bandit gambling machines 🀀 04/01/2024, 20:37 - Cat: I'm coming!!!!! 04/01/2024, 22:01 - Cat: Good night my sweet handsome artist πŸ₯° 04/01/2024, 22:01 - Cat: Love you so much and thinking of u always πŸ’ 04/01/2024, 22:17 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, good night Catherine ❀️. My beautiful sexy INTP genius . See you tomorrow 😘 05/01/2024, 00:12 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ₯° hope your dreams are sweet 05/01/2024, 08:17 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine 😘. I'm sick, will come to you tonight though still 😘. Hope you have a great day ❀️ 05/01/2024, 09:06 - Cat: I'm temped to show u the snot from this morning, its darker and thicker than I've had in a long time 05/01/2024, 09:07 - Cat: See how u get on I was quite miserable last night 05/01/2024, 10:02 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you feel better soon 😘 05/01/2024, 11:28 - Cat: Me too 05/01/2024, 11:28 - Cat: How u feeling? U ar work? 05/01/2024, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah at work, not really sick but not great either 05/01/2024, 13:16 - Cat: Can u bring me a bottle of cokr and a frozen pizza when u come plz? I'm out of food 05/01/2024, 13:16 - Cat: Will do tewco shop now but it will take a few days till it comes 05/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: I need to work more on my coursr 05/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: Feel motivated today 05/01/2024, 13:33 - Fabian My Williams: That's good, smash it out the park 😘 05/01/2024, 14:10 - Cat: I bought u vanilla latte but it won't come till tomorrow night 05/01/2024, 14:11 - Cat: Bring a sachet or two for the morning if u want 05/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: Will try remember 😘 05/01/2024, 14:38 - Cat: null 05/01/2024, 14:39 - Cat: Musti Uk.vcf (file attached) 05/01/2024, 14:41 - Cat: Never mind he answered 05/01/2024, 14:41 - Cat: Finally 05/01/2024, 14:41 - Fabian My Williams: He ok? 05/01/2024, 14:41 - Cat: Dead arrogant, he is " out wirh friends" 05/01/2024, 14:41 - Cat: Says he I'd coming home soon 05/01/2024, 14:42 - Fabian My Williams: It's Good he's socialising... I hope lol 05/01/2024, 14:42 - Cat: Well I'm relieved, but still I don't like that he just walks out without saying a word, is that normal? 05/01/2024, 14:42 - Cat: He sounded cocky 05/01/2024, 14:44 - Fabian My Williams: Message after work 05/01/2024, 14:45 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 05/01/2024, 14:58 - Cat: πŸ€— 05/01/2024, 15:18 - Fabian My Williams: Got pizza and coke 05/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: Yayyy 05/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: What time u coming? 05/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: The builders are still here 05/01/2024, 15:52 - Cat: Just finishing the doors now 05/01/2024, 15:53 - Cat: If u can come after 1 hour is better 05/01/2024, 15:53 - Cat: Less chaos 05/01/2024, 15:54 - Cat: Also, may I take u out to dinner tonight? 05/01/2024, 15:55 - Cat: I really can't stop thinking about that timetable place 05/01/2024, 16:08 - Fabian My Williams: Gonna shave, shower, pack, hang up washing, wash up, then head to you ❀️. Before 6pm I hope 😘 05/01/2024, 16:08 - Fabian My Williams: Tibetan? 05/01/2024, 16:08 - Fabian My Williams: I would love that if you're up for it πŸ₯°. I can't afford it again so soon lol. I have oatcakes for you as well remember 😘 05/01/2024, 16:15 - Cat: Yea. I might be persuaded to stay home with outcakes πŸ₯° 05/01/2024, 16:15 - Cat: Also still quite ill. But since it still wanna buy u dinner, maybe tomorrow night if we rr both better 05/01/2024, 16:16 - Cat: I only just ate some cup or soup, I was starving now I'm ok 05/01/2024, 16:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'll bring food pronto 😘 05/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: Take ur time, they re stillherr 05/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: There is doors and mess everywherr 05/01/2024, 16:53 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries, give me a shout when they gone 😘 05/01/2024, 16:55 - Cat: I'm keeping in my room so don't really know 05/01/2024, 16:55 - Cat: I reckon less than one hour 05/01/2024, 16:55 - Fabian My Williams: Sound, I'm not ready yet anyway and I need a poo lol 05/01/2024, 17:00 - Cat: Don't stop 05/01/2024, 17:36 - Cat: I can hear the hoover 05/01/2024, 17:36 - Cat: Think they re done soon 05/01/2024, 17:36 - Cat: How was ur poo? 06/01/2024, 11:45 - Cat: 06/01/2024, 11:46 - Cat: I'm in the disabled bay next to this white ans green narla car 06/01/2024, 11:46 - Cat: Go straight as u come out 07/01/2024, 11:13 - Cat: U both OK? 07/01/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, he off leash in field 07/01/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: 07/01/2024, 11:18 - Cat: πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯° 07/01/2024, 11:18 - Cat: My two favorite people doing my favorite activity ❀️ 07/01/2024, 11:19 - Cat: Take a few deep breath and feel grateful to be here and not in a warzone or a sweatshop or surrounded by flies or mosquitoes 07/01/2024, 11:19 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 07/01/2024, 11:22 - Cat: Love u too πŸ€— 07/01/2024, 11:22 - Cat: Mt favorite person ❀️ 07/01/2024, 16:36 - Cat: 07/01/2024, 17:31 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too ❀️ 07/01/2024, 17:31 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you're having a good evening 😘 08/01/2024, 00:10 - Cat: Feel asleep and now I'm wide awake 08/01/2024, 00:15 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, I'm just about go sleep. How're you feeling? 08/01/2024, 00:25 - Cat: Still ill 08/01/2024, 00:25 - Cat: Hope u re feeling better than me 08/01/2024, 00:25 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you feel better soon 08/01/2024, 00:25 - Fabian My Williams: Nose runny still bit doesn't need plugging 08/01/2024, 00:26 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 00:26 - Fabian My Williams: Sweet dreams Catherine ❀️. Love you. Had a great time this weekend 😘 08/01/2024, 00:26 - Cat: I ve still other heard from apollo 08/01/2024, 00:26 - Cat: Getting a little worried 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Fabian My Williams: It's the weekend... Lo 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Cat: Like I'm overthinking what I said or did that he changed his mind after coming all the way here???? 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Cat: Yea bur he said Tuesday Tuesday the final call 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Fabian My Williams: Last Tuesday Thursday? 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Fabian My Williams: Or this? 08/01/2024, 00:27 - Cat: What? 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Fabian My Williams: ? 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Cat: He said we d have yhr final call this tuesday 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Cat: But hasn't been in touch yet 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Cat: And thatd tomorrow 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Fabian My Williams: It's Monday tomorrow 08/01/2024, 00:28 - Fabian My Williams: Well this morning 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Cat: 🀞 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Cat: Speak soon 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah 🀞 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Cat: Love u πŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈ 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sure he'll be in touch and it'll be good news 😘 08/01/2024, 00:29 - Fabian My Williams: Love you tooπŸ₯° 08/01/2024, 08:05 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine 😘. Hope you got back to sleep ok 🀞. I still feel shitty. Running late, fuck em 🀷. Hope you have a good day ❀️ 08/01/2024, 10:19 - Cat: Morning my Fab πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 08/01/2024, 10:19 - Cat: I am still sick, but today is better. Maybe u just took longer to start and haven't had thr flu yet? 08/01/2024, 10:19 - Cat: I went back to sleep do effectively slept 15 hours πŸ˜‚ 08/01/2024, 10:20 - Cat: Feel refreshed, just have cough and sniffles now 08/01/2024, 10:20 - Cat: Submitted the last assignment with 100% 08/01/2024, 10:20 - Cat: Should help wirh the job search hopefully 08/01/2024, 10:20 - Cat: U ar work now? 08/01/2024, 11:04 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah maybe 🀒 08/01/2024, 11:04 - Fabian My Williams: Nice, looks like you needed it 😘 08/01/2024, 11:04 - Fabian My Williams: Glad you feel better 08/01/2024, 11:06 - Fabian My Williams: Congratulations! Proper chuffed for you Mrs Stanford graduate πŸŽ“πŸ˜˜ 08/01/2024, 12:00 - Cat: Hope u feel better soon πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– 08/01/2024, 12:00 - Cat: Let me know if rhere is anything I can do 08/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: I'll be ok 😘. Strong like vood πŸ’ͺ 08/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: Glad you smashed it with course ❀️ 08/01/2024, 13:57 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 14:20 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too, day good? 08/01/2024, 14:25 - Cat: Well I don't have meetings today, so yeah 😜 08/01/2024, 14:26 - Cat: Do u have any screen protector lying around by any chance? 08/01/2024, 14:30 - Fabian My Williams: I have a spare one for my phone. Dunno if will fit yours though 08/01/2024, 14:31 - Fabian My Williams: 152x63mm ish 08/01/2024, 16:16 - Fabian My Williams: How's it going? 08/01/2024, 16:50 - Cat: Not too bad. Musti is out again, didn't come home after school. No idea where he is πŸ™„ 08/01/2024, 16:51 - Fabian My Williams: Rang him? 08/01/2024, 16:52 - Fabian My Williams: Might be worth having a rule that he lets you know where he is or when he'll be back. We're in England now, not Portugal 🀷. It's a racist filled shit hole. 08/01/2024, 16:52 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call? 08/01/2024, 16:56 - Cat: null 08/01/2024, 18:00 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.facebook.com/ladbibleireland/videos/2799604100180102/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v 08/01/2024, 18:01 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 18:02 - Fabian My Williams: Naww he's a little baby ❀️ 08/01/2024, 18:16 - Fabian My Williams: 08/01/2024, 18:21 - Cat: Ehat is this? 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: Your cupboard handle 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: I found a fix 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Cat: Ahhhh 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Cat: That is awesome!!!! 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Cat: Can't tell u how much its annoying me 08/01/2024, 18:22 - Cat: It's for my bedside drawer? 08/01/2024, 18:57 - Fabian My Williams: 08/01/2024, 18:57 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry it took so long, found it in bag today 08/01/2024, 18:58 - Fabian My Williams: In my tobacco tin so I don't lose it 08/01/2024, 19:07 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 19:37 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 19:38 - Cat: 08/01/2024, 19:46 - Fabian My Williams: Wow. You reckon that ever works for him? 08/01/2024, 19:48 - Cat: https://youtu.be/s1t4CZMUqak?si=XQfgz77puJRtSj4d 08/01/2024, 19:48 - Cat: I'm falling in love with this openly diagnosed narcissist 08/01/2024, 19:54 - Fabian My Williams: You've already sent me this video I think 08/01/2024, 19:56 - Cat: Ooops 08/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: It's ok 08/01/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: Still listening 08/01/2024, 19:57 - Cat: Yea me too 08/01/2024, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: I don't think I'm as co-dependent as he describes 🀷 08/01/2024, 20:02 - Fabian My Williams: I disagree. He's so defeatist. 08/01/2024, 20:06 - Fabian My Williams: He's so confident of his own opinion, probably because he's a narcissist. I've never had an issue with you going anywhere really till after lee became an ex have i? I'm happy for you to go out, go to business trips or Portugal for a month while I watch the kids and stuff. I never take that as an abandonment thing do I? He doesn't mention anything about DBT or borderlines being cured. 08/01/2024, 20:22 - Cat: https://youtu.be/wy7526-ysCM?si=CRx44DgobjSQ1JWP 08/01/2024, 20:22 - Cat: He mentions it here 08/01/2024, 20:22 - Cat: Also gives good advice on how to deal with it 08/01/2024, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'll give it a listen another night. Been on my book for a bit 08/01/2024, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: Thank you 08/01/2024, 20:26 - Cat: Minute 18 08/01/2024, 20:26 - Cat: Especially. But the whole thing us really good. Focusing on solutions 08/01/2024, 21:11 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine ❀️. So happy for you passing your part 1 of course πŸ₯° 08/01/2024, 21:15 - Cat: That video.... omg 08/01/2024, 21:15 - Cat: Reminded me why I'm still here 08/01/2024, 21:15 - Cat: Watch the last few secs at least 08/01/2024, 21:53 - Fabian My Williams: I did ❀️ 08/01/2024, 21:53 - Fabian My Williams: It warmed me up to him a little after the last one lol 08/01/2024, 21:54 - Fabian My Williams: Will watch whole thing tomorrow. Sounds good from first glance 09/01/2024, 09:50 - Cat: Meeting with Jan went alright, I survived one 😜 09/01/2024, 09:51 - Cat: Now in bm bargain 09/01/2024, 09:51 - Cat: Miss u ❀️ 09/01/2024, 10:43 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too ❀️ 09/01/2024, 10:44 - Fabian My Williams: What was the gist? 09/01/2024, 10:48 - Cat: Just showed him what I've been working on 09/01/2024, 10:49 - Fabian My Williams: He chat any shit 09/01/2024, 10:49 - Fabian My Williams: ? 09/01/2024, 14:46 - Fabian My Williams: Marko is free on Thursday if you feel better by then 09/01/2024, 15:33 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.stokesentinel.co.uk/news/stoke-on-trent-news/met-office-issues-amber-cold-9020011 09/01/2024, 15:49 - Cat: Yea I wouldn't wanna cancel a second time. Let's wait for weather to get better and I'm also still ill, have headache again today 09/01/2024, 15:50 - Cat: Just want it to be night time so everyone will shut up and I can sleep 09/01/2024, 15:54 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry to hear that πŸ˜•, was hoping you'd feel a lot better by now, I feel a bit rough but not really bad. Busy day? 09/01/2024, 16:10 - Cat: Yea 09/01/2024, 16:11 - Cat: Totally drained 09/01/2024, 16:14 - Fabian My Williams: Want me to leave you to it? Love you ❀️ 09/01/2024, 16:23 - Cat: No 09/01/2024, 16:27 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call shortly? my throat is sore and I'm tired but would be good to see your face for a bit ❀️ 09/01/2024, 16:53 - Cat: null 09/01/2024, 18:52 - Cat: 09/01/2024, 18:52 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 09/01/2024, 18:52 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.stokesentinel.co.uk/news/stoke-on-trent-news/monkey-dust-mugger-sara-locked-7961115?int_source=amp_continue_reading&int_medium=amp&int_campaign=continue_reading_button#amp-readmore-target 09/01/2024, 18:53 - Fabian My Williams: That's "nobhead's" brothers ex-girlfriend 09/01/2024, 18:54 - Cat: Omg!!!! 09/01/2024, 18:54 - Cat: Was just gonna text u how bored I am 09/01/2024, 18:54 - Cat: 09/01/2024, 18:54 - Fabian My Williams: Younger than me. Monkey Dust fucks people up. She used to be attractive. She was always a prick though. To be fair knobheads brother was a prick too. 09/01/2024, 18:56 - Fabian My Williams: Last time I saw her we shouted at each other in the street. She grassed to the police over that kidnapping, didn't do any jail time, I went to jail and kept my mouth shut and she called me a grass πŸ™„. Cheek of it. Oh well who's the fucking crackhead robbing old ladies again... 09/01/2024, 18:58 - Cat: Wow 09/01/2024, 18:59 - Fabian My Williams: https://stories.swns.com/news/fugitive-run-16-months-finally-caught-spain-27360/ 09/01/2024, 18:59 - Fabian My Williams: That's nobhead 09/01/2024, 18:59 - Fabian My Williams: I even get a dishonourable mention πŸ˜• 09/01/2024, 19:05 - Cat: Wow 09/01/2024, 19:05 - Cat: He kinda looked cute back then 09/01/2024, 19:05 - Cat: What a monster 09/01/2024, 19:05 - Cat: He is out now though? 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Cat: Thr article is from 2012 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: Probably, I saw him a few years back 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Cat: How did that go? 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: He might be inside for something else by now. I'll have a loo 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: K 09/01/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: Awkward 09/01/2024, 19:07 - Cat: Did u speak? 09/01/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah he banged on for a while. Chatting shit like he always used to, all big plans and ambition with no thought or intelligence or planning. And straight up lies. 09/01/2024, 19:08 - Cat: Lol 09/01/2024, 19:08 - Cat: When was that? 09/01/2024, 19:09 - Fabian My Williams: Few years ago, 3-4 maybe 09/01/2024, 19:09 - Cat: I see 09/01/2024, 19:09 - Cat: I think it's good that ure dealing with ur past and looking at it from a wiser point of view 09/01/2024, 19:11 - Cat: I saw a neighbour today who has a Palestinian flag in their garden. Close to the butcher 09/01/2024, 19:12 - Cat: Made me happy. I wouldn't have to guts to do it myself, feel to brown to get away with it 09/01/2024, 19:29 - Cat: https://youtu.be/F-Rj5LibR1o?si=LjZBVDA4BofF6HaR 09/01/2024, 19:29 - Cat: This made my day 09/01/2024, 19:45 - Fabian My Williams: You want to watch together? πŸ₯° 09/01/2024, 20:10 - Cat: Already did, but I'll watch it again 09/01/2024, 20:10 - Cat: It's so refreshing how he slashes the zionist host 09/01/2024, 20:12 - Fabian My Williams: Is the host a douche yeah? 09/01/2024, 20:37 - Cat: I would say so 09/01/2024, 20:52 - Cat: 09/01/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: I thought it was a young host 09/01/2024, 20:56 - Cat: https://youtu.be/6rsGkfngA5M?si=55fkcjHASi5nyHFg 09/01/2024, 20:56 - Cat: Rhats a different talk 09/01/2024, 20:56 - Cat: He is very interesting too 09/01/2024, 20:56 - Cat: From the poor North West uk 09/01/2024, 20:56 - Fabian My Williams: Dune is good πŸ‘ 09/01/2024, 20:57 - Fabian My Williams: That show seems really good. Loudermilk 09/01/2024, 20:58 - Fabian My Williams: He runs an alcoholic anonymous thing and goes round being dead blunt to people. Proper dingy bastard. It's great, I really like the actor too. The guy from "office space" (guy that gets hypnotherapy and it goes wrong and he stops caring) 09/01/2024, 21:48 - Cat: Wrong chat 😘 09/01/2024, 21:49 - Fabian My Williams: That was for you 09/01/2024, 21:49 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 09/01/2024, 22:06 - Cat: I meant it belongs in the movie list chat 09/01/2024, 22:06 - Cat: Lol 09/01/2024, 22:23 - Fabian My Williams: Ah right lol sorry 09/01/2024, 22:27 - Cat: I love you Fab πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 09/01/2024, 22:27 - Cat: Good night πŸŒŸπŸ’«β­πŸŒ› 09/01/2024, 22:28 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too❀️ more than anything 09/01/2024, 22:28 - Fabian My Williams: Sweet dreams Catherine πŸ₯° 09/01/2024, 22:28 - Cat: ❀️ 09/01/2024, 22:28 - Fabian My Williams: 😘 09/01/2024, 22:30 - Cat: https://www.xvideos.com/video53378011/coming_home_to_busty_and_lustful_latina_savannah_sixx_s10_e7 09/01/2024, 22:31 - Cat: This girl is terrible in bed otherwise ud have real conpetition 09/01/2024, 22:31 - Fabian My Williams: Will watch it in a bit πŸ˜‰ 09/01/2024, 22:31 - Fabian My Williams: Deffo gonna watch it now, get some tips lol 09/01/2024, 22:31 - Cat: On what NOT to do? 09/01/2024, 22:32 - Fabian My Williams: Oh right, haha I'll still give it a look πŸ˜‚ 09/01/2024, 22:33 - Cat: Its good once he takes over 😘 09/01/2024, 22:33 - Fabian My Williams: So take tips off him then basically lol 10/01/2024, 00:07 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.instagram.com/reel/C04qE2cs7Xd/?igsh=ZW50ejduN2k0bzN5 10/01/2024, 08:00 - Cat: Please can I call? 10/01/2024, 08:03 - Fabian My Williams: null 10/01/2024, 08:06 - Cat: Sorry to burden u 10/01/2024, 08:06 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine ❀️ 10/01/2024, 08:06 - Fabian My Williams: You don't 😘 10/01/2024, 08:07 - Fabian My Williams: You got a new job coming, new kitchen dog you love and a dirty handed man who lives you more than anything ❀️ 10/01/2024, 08:09 - Fabian My Williams: Patrick Doyle is name of my therapist if yours doesn't work out 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: K, if u promise u won't hold it against me later plz 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: I'm feeling pretty low 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: It's still ptsd 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Fabian My Williams: Hold what against you? ❀️ 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: I know u think ure thr victim but I keep bursting out in tears with images of yelling and assault and arrest flushing my brain 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: Coming today instead of tomrrow 10/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: If its not safe, don't comd 10/01/2024, 13:24 - Fabian My Williams: I'll check weather again 😘. I won't hold coming tonight against you, it's only if me not coming when conditions are really unsafe results in a breakup or an argument ❀️ 10/01/2024, 13:28 - Fabian My Williams: And I have the gas man checking summat at flat tomorrow after work thinking about it. So might have to be today unless you don't want to see me ❀️ 10/01/2024, 14:00 - Cat: It's fine, whatever u wish I'm happy 10/01/2024, 14:06 - Fabian My Williams: Dunno if it's just me being borderline but you don't seem very happy about it πŸ˜•. Hope it is just me ❀️ Love you and I'll see you in a couple of hours 😘 10/01/2024, 14:08 - Cat: K, see u soon. I'll be in my pj's as too depressed to sex up, hope that's ok 10/01/2024, 14:09 - Fabian My Williams: That's fine, I just want to see you and try and make you happy ❀️ 10/01/2024, 14:09 - Cat: I need a shared dream. WE need a shared dream 10/01/2024, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: I thought living and growing old together in the English countryside was what you wanted? 10/01/2024, 14:17 - Fabian My Williams: I don't really have a dream anymore. Getting rid of the workshop and Portugal failing put paid to that. I don't have the energy or the business savvy /Scummy salesman in me to run my own company I think. I doubt I'll ever make metal "art" as a real job. Certainly not round stoke anyway. I just want things with me and you to be ok, fix my borderline, then move back in so we can wake up together and cuddle and I'll be happy with that. If you want to suggest a shared dream for us to aim for please do ❀️. 10/01/2024, 16:00 - Cat: My dream is: you and me standing together.... wait I will try and get ai to make it 10/01/2024, 16:01 - Fabian My Williams: On way to you Catherine πŸ₯° 10/01/2024, 16:09 - Cat: K ❀️ 10/01/2024, 18:37 - Cat: 11/01/2024, 08:05 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your meeting goes well. Had a great night 😘. Love you ❀️ 11/01/2024, 08:33 - Cat: Me too ❀️ 11/01/2024, 08:33 - Cat: Thank you for coming 11/01/2024, 09:36 - Fabian My Williams: Not a problem. Was happy too 😊 11/01/2024, 10:14 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.facebook.com/1352083963/posts/10224465589931253/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v 11/01/2024, 11:39 - Cat: 11/01/2024, 11:57 - Fabian My Williams: Can't even remember what it was now lol 11/01/2024, 12:26 - Cat: Click the link? 11/01/2024, 12:54 - Fabian My Williams: Must have been taken down 11/01/2024, 13:25 - Cat: Omg what was it? 11/01/2024, 13:29 - Fabian My Williams: Oh it was a cat video representing Israel bullying Palestine 11/01/2024, 17:01 - Fabian My Williams: How was your day? ❀️ 11/01/2024, 17:20 - Fabian My Williams: 11/01/2024, 17:55 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=6575a9a407687&pkey= 11/01/2024, 17:55 - Fabian My Williams: Told you lol 11/01/2024, 18:00 - Cat: Omg 11/01/2024, 18:04 - Fabian My Williams: I know right πŸ˜‚ 11/01/2024, 18:04 - Fabian My Williams: We'll get there πŸ‘πŸ˜‰ 11/01/2024, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: How was your meeting with Jan? Any news on other job? 11/01/2024, 18:06 - Cat: Have terrible headache 11/01/2024, 18:06 - Fabian My Williams: I don't feel great either, hope it gets better soon 😘 11/01/2024, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: Not got any meds? 11/01/2024, 18:31 - Cat: Nope 11/01/2024, 20:32 - Fabian My Williams: How's your evening going? 😘 I'm watching telly with will. Thinking of you 😘 12/01/2024, 00:32 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your dreams are sweet, and your headache is gone, see you tonight after work ❀️. Love you 12/01/2024, 07:33 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️ You ok? 12/01/2024, 08:23 - Fabian My Williams: Am I alright coming to you straight after work please? Feel a bit shit, nearly didn't go today. Was sneezing loads last night and when I woke up 12/01/2024, 09:16 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? Bit worried πŸ˜•, sorry if I'm borderlining 12/01/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: null 12/01/2024, 10:27 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜• are we ok? 12/01/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: Just a yes or no will do to stop me overthinking 12/01/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: ❀️ 12/01/2024, 10:33 - Fabian My Williams: null 12/01/2024, 15:45 - Cat: What time u coming roughly and how u feeling now? 12/01/2024, 15:56 - Fabian My Williams: On way in a min ❀️ 12/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: K 12/01/2024, 15:56 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah better, thought you were mad at me this morning was all 12/01/2024, 15:58 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 12/01/2024, 21:01 - Fabian My Williams: 12/01/2024, 21:01 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 12/01/2024, 21:38 - Fabian My Williams: For your pleasure 😜 13/01/2024, 08:16 - Cat: Don't stop 🀀 14/01/2024, 14:58 - Cat: 14/01/2024, 15:44 - Fabian My Williams: Back safe 😘. Congratulations so much πŸŽ‰ 14/01/2024, 15:44 - Fabian My Williams: Dead proud of you Catherine ❀️ 14/01/2024, 15:45 - Fabian My Williams: I know you'll smash it πŸ’ͺ 14/01/2024, 15:45 - Fabian My Williams: If you handle that job like I handled that you know what you'll be sound πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜‚ 14/01/2024, 17:19 - Cat: ❀️ 14/01/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: null 14/01/2024, 19:07 - Fabian My Williams: Chess? Lol 14/01/2024, 19:07 - Cat: 14/01/2024, 19:07 - Cat: null 14/01/2024, 20:31 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine ❀️. So happy for you πŸ₯°.can't wait to play 20 year old games in your epic graphics card πŸ˜‚ 14/01/2024, 20:55 - Cat: Just came back here cuz I wanted to tell u jow much I love you ❀️ 14/01/2024, 20:55 - Cat: But u beat me to it 14/01/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: Naw I love you too ❀️ 14/01/2024, 20:55 - Cat: 14/01/2024, 20:56 - Fabian My Williams: We are πŸ₯° 15/01/2024, 07:56 - Fabian My Williams: Good morning Catherine ❀️ Good luck today, let me know how everything goes, super interested πŸ₯°. Congratulations again. So proud of you!. I know you'll smash itπŸ‘Œ 15/01/2024, 09:06 - Cat: Just sent the resignation email 15/01/2024, 09:06 - Cat: Waiting for a slack message or call now 15/01/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: Don't stress, you're on to bigger better things now πŸ˜˜πŸ˜‰ 15/01/2024, 11:31 - Cat: Ceo called me, he said its clear that Jan and me don't get along (must have slagged me off) but he wants me to work for him directly 15/01/2024, 11:31 - Fabian My Williams: Lol. Bit late for that. You cant do nothing for another year ... 15/01/2024, 11:32 - Fabian My Williams: Good sign though 15/01/2024, 11:46 - Fabian My Williams: Suppose it depends what you'd rather be, a CEOs pet ai assistant or CTO with stock options a team and a budget πŸ€·πŸ˜‰ 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: Good point 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: Sofa just got collected 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: I got space now 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: The woman on Facebook said I could pick up hers today, but it comes with 2 arm chairs that I don't have space for 15/01/2024, 12:22 - Cat: Not sure she will give me just the sofa 15/01/2024, 12:23 - Cat: Bit I could ask if thane is available to collect from congleton? 15/01/2024, 12:24 - Fabian My Williams: Will ask him now 15/01/2024, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Asked him if he can do today, if not then when 15/01/2024, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Will let you know asap 15/01/2024, 12:36 - Cat: Thanks 15/01/2024, 12:36 - Cat: I don't really wanna say I'm raking it unless u have transport 15/01/2024, 12:37 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 12:37 - Cat: Also looking at this one on argos but fakes 40 days to deliver. I could still wait for urs, but don't wanna pressure u. Its entirely up to u 15/01/2024, 12:38 - Cat: Any day would work, but id's free and comes with 2 chairs, which I wouldn't know where to put 15/01/2024, 12:38 - Cat: Not sure she will just give me the sofa shall I ask her first? 15/01/2024, 12:39 - Fabian My Williams: Can ask her. I'd wait to see what my bro says. He's at work at the min so might not be for a few hours 15/01/2024, 12:58 - Cat: K 15/01/2024, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: yes, let me know what addresses so I can make a plan 15/01/2024, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: From brother about tonight 15/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: Thanks 15/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: She wants to get rid of the arm chairs too, so I bought an argos one just now 15/01/2024, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: So what's happening? 15/01/2024, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: You still need him pick up sofa? 15/01/2024, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: Or you bought one from argos 15/01/2024, 13:19 - Cat: Nope, no longer needed as the woman won't just give the sofa without the chairs 15/01/2024, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: If it's that one I think the dog will trash it. Looks like the arms come apart 15/01/2024, 13:31 - Cat: Nope, I measured the room and that one didn't fit 15/01/2024, 13:31 - Cat: Ifs gonna be a 2 seater where the front comes out for sleeping 15/01/2024, 13:31 - Cat: 400 quid on offer 15/01/2024, 13:35 - Fabian My Williams: Sounds decent, how's the rest of your day going aside from sofa stuff. Johnathan said anymore? 15/01/2024, 13:36 - Cat: Spoke to jan 15/01/2024, 13:37 - Cat: It was awkward initially but we left on good terms. Will see what Jonathan says.... 15/01/2024, 14:17 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: Might be a bit much for if the kids come in the room πŸ˜‚ 15/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: I approve of the sentiment though πŸ‘Œβ€οΈ 15/01/2024, 14:37 - Cat: Nooo fir UR bedroom! 15/01/2024, 15:00 - Fabian My Williams: *mom singular 😘 15/01/2024, 15:49 - Fabian My Williams: My day went to shit, had a borderline episode at work, walked out, didn't quit just walked off 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: Omg 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: Are u OK???? 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: How can I help? 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Fabian My Williams: Not really. Leon didn't fucking help 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: Ure most welcome to come over 15/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: But I think there is ice 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: I don't know. I'm trying calm down. Just walked back mine. Took 40 mins 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: Or we can video m 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: Let me know what u need 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: I'll try to help 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want to sour your mood πŸ˜” 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: Naaaaw 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: Don't worry 15/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: If its not about us, I can take jt 15/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: Are you free? It can wait if busy 15/01/2024, 16:19 - Cat: Gimme 3 min will just pee 15/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: I'll stick a brew on 15/01/2024, 16:24 - Cat: null 15/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: 15/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: https://youtu.be/Xbjdezp47yw?si=fX2RC8lnoVE6phUl 15/01/2024, 17:48 - Cat: null 15/01/2024, 18:58 - Fabian My Williams: Hi. I am sorry about earlier. I have borderline and you saw it in full flow then. I lost control. Regardless you're my boss and I shouldn't speak to you like that, it's unacceptable. I am writing some stuff down to try and explain in a calm manner what is wrong with me and why I think I reacted as I did, because when I'm in that state I don't think clearly and I come across like a fucking psychopath. I'll sort it as soon as I can. When I'm in that state and I'm escalating I'm supposed to leave the situation temporarily so it doesn't get to the point where I completely lose it like I did. I'm supposed to go off and breathe for 10 mins and count things and shit. I was trying to calm down in the workshop and the patronising rant off Leon sent me over the edge so I walked home to try and clear my head a bit. If you want to talk about it tomorrow, sound, I'd rather wait until I've got my wording written down so I don't muddle things up and can just read from it so I don't get emotional or combative. Either way I'll just crack on with the boiler unless you have other plans. 15/01/2024, 18:59 - Fabian My Williams: How does that sound for a temporary fix? 15/01/2024, 19:27 - Fabian My Williams: null 15/01/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: 1 I was asking him why he couldn't do It so I could ask r-tech why they couldn't be calibrated. I was after details to sort the problem my end. Just because that tit says it can't be done it doesn't make it so. I thought we were all about doing the things that people say we can't do... R-tech also said you don't have to calibrate the mig, it can just be validated and still count in the ISO as long as you list it as that. 2 He called my welder shit because "any welder he can't calibrate is shit" he called my functioning welder shit and then comes and has a go about my questions. Personally I think he doesn't like questions because he doesn't know what he's fucking doing and if he answers wrong he'll look like a prick. Which he is. 3 A patronising rant off Leon was the last thing I needed when I was trying to breath and calm down to stop borderlining. 4 Dan's small lies over time ruin my trust for him. They build up over time and it gets to the point where I hear one and I just lose it. A. "It's the 5th best portable welder in the world" prove it. B. Denying you said I was worth 18-20 an hour when we were stood by the saw after you got back from New Zealand and you saw all the racking I'd built. in front of pin. to my face. C. Saying you'd never heard of a long neck mig when we were in about it at the start of the last spider boiler. I even remember showing you the photos before it was decided to cut it apart. D. I'm not trying to buy your shitty welder, you don't have to sell it to me with your sales bullshitting. Repeating "it's worth it's weight in gold" at me multiple times when all evidence points to the contrary will not help me calm down because it's a crock of shit. E. The driving lessons. I don't need to explain the pattern of bullshit there. We've been over it enough. F. The compressor deal. Would have done us both a solid. But pin gets pissed because I say inflation matters and that's all over, even though you already sold your compressors and that little one fires oil everywhere and rattles like a crackhead one-man band. G. "If your stuff breaks we'll get it fixed" I remember that golden oldie. 5 I have fucking borderline. The combination of stresses listed here build up and up and then all it takes is a shit day of welding up a boiler for 2 days only to find out it all needs cutting apart, and some inept nobhead to have a go about me trying to find out how to get my welders upto ISO standard, followed by lies and bollocks off you and I lost it. If I'm like that I need to leave the situation temporarily, my therapist and DBT book both say I need to go for a walk, or a smoke or just get out of that situation. Breathe and calm down, count things etc etc. if I don't do that I snowball and I have a borderline episode, like you just saw. I've had a really shit and miserable life and managed to turn it around by discovering I'm a good welder for the past 7 years. How shit it was pisses on most people's fucking shit stories and that has left me damaged and with a mental condition. I tried to kill myself twice, OD then hanging. I need to be able to trust you to be stable and you're damaging it. 6 Keep your sales speech to customers and suppliers, The more you lie to me the more I pop over small shit and the worse I get at my job. Before I realised how much you lied my work was excellent. Always. Now, after months of little ones here and there my moral is in the fucking toilet. 7 I spent all weekend with my lips and chin peeling off because a mask wouldn't fit inside the bolier and breathing all the mig fumes in while recovering from a rough cold. So believe me when I say I'm as pissed off as you. It's not your back legs skin knees eyes and lungs that are getting fucked for a Β£2 pay decrease every year because "inflation isn't a thing". 15/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: https://youtu.be/lhKpBUYZERk?si=N2ppq9wFO5R-ijc- 15/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: My therapist recommended this book. I love it already, it sums me up perfectly 15/01/2024, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: Tomorrow's your day isn't it? 15/01/2024, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: I'll give it a watch when will leaves 15/01/2024, 20:33 - Fabian My Williams: I don't think you're codependent, I Excel in areas you don't, and vice versa. You have an almost none existent support network which I think makes you feel like you're more dependent on me and others than you are. ❀️ 16/01/2024, 06:15 - Fabian My Williams: 16/01/2024, 06:54 - Cat: Omg!!!!! 16/01/2024, 06:54 - Cat: Hope u re ok, wish I was there for u now ❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️ 16/01/2024, 14:16 - Cat: U OK? 16/01/2024, 16:42 - Cat: I'm a little worried 16/01/2024, 16:42 - Cat: null 16/01/2024, 17:26 - Fabian My Williams: null 16/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: null 16/01/2024, 17:37 - Fabian My Williams: 16/01/2024, 18:54 - Fabian My Williams: How's your evening going? Miss you 😘 16/01/2024, 18:56 - Cat: https://youtu.be/TpfDAwmGmag?si=99P8kMaqLPuRmaGe 16/01/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: My gut says you're making a mistake staying at raincoat. Unless there's loads more Jonathan has said and offered you that you haven't told me yet 🀷. Does your face light up thinking of working under him instead of Jan like it does when you think of working for Apollo. Being comfortable in a boring easy job isn't everything. I'm bad for staying at jobs that are shit just because they're familiar. 16/01/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: I really hope he's going to give you what you need to shine and Excel. 16/01/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: The milestone related budget, the shares, the CTO label, having a team of youngers to do what you say, the freedom to build things how you like, fresh and new project from scratch. Rather than fixing Sheldon's none-documented "my way or the highway" satellite data with constraints. If all his shit is in his server, and he's a founder, could Jan still not pose serious obstacles to your objectives? 16/01/2024, 19:32 - Fabian My Williams: Kind of sounds like why I left AMD for Dan's 🀷. And I know Dan's has gone to pot a bit but AMD went under 16/01/2024, 19:37 - Cat: Food for thought 16/01/2024, 19:37 - Cat: Thank u 16/01/2024, 19:37 - Cat: I'm chilling now with chess and podcast 16/01/2024, 19:38 - Cat: Will sleep on it 16/01/2024, 19:38 - Cat: Haven't said anything to apologise yet 16/01/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: Fair, just don't want you to regret it, you seemed unhappy and lost at raincoat. Not pleasant to watch. I love you ❀️ 16/01/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: I trust you'll make the right choice 😘 16/01/2024, 19:50 - Cat: How is ur eye? 16/01/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: Meh, better than last night , just listening to a show and eating gyro. You win your games? 16/01/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Loat the 3rd won 2 16/01/2024, 20:02 - Fabian My Williams: Could do a pro's - con's list 🀷 16/01/2024, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: You know them better than me 😘 17/01/2024, 03:36 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine, been thinking how grateful I am how you understand me and put up with my issues and are giving me another chance. I'm so lucky, thank you ❀️. It means a lot. Hope you have a great day and your dreams are sweet 😘. Will drop you a message when I get up, let me know how it all goes with work stuff and your day and things 🀞 xxx 17/01/2024, 08:29 - Cat: K will do ❀️ 17/01/2024, 11:13 - Fabian My Williams: How's it going 😘? 17/01/2024, 12:59 - Cat: null 17/01/2024, 13:02 - Fabian My Williams: Will might be up for dropping me at yours at some point this week ❀️ 17/01/2024, 13:32 - Cat: No need, I'm not horney or anything 17/01/2024, 13:32 - Cat: Focus on getting better 17/01/2024, 13:32 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call? 17/01/2024, 13:32 - Cat: null 17/01/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: Call me back after if you like? wanna make you feel better if I can ❀️ 17/01/2024, 13:54 - Cat: null 17/01/2024, 17:24 - Cat: Wish u were here 17/01/2024, 17:24 - Cat: Need a hug 17/01/2024, 17:24 - Fabian My Williams: null 17/01/2024, 17:28 - Fabian My Williams: I hate it when you act all fake like that. 17/01/2024, 17:58 - Fabian My Williams: I called to help, to talk, because I knew you had a shit day and I love you. Please correct me if I'm wrong, but it felt like you turned it round on me for no reason and made it all about how "will is more important than you and the most important person". Just because he might not immediately bring me to you with zero notice. He's supposed to go to his friends after we've been shopping. That'll make his 30-40 minute trip from mine to shop to mine to his friends, take more than 2 hours factoring in driving to Congleton and then to Blythe, with zero notice. You won't even drive in these conditions but you expect him to just jump when you say how high. Can you please get a handle on this will jealousy thing. He isn't my on call 24/7 chauffeur. He already dropped me at the hospital after midnight the other night. I get with autism you don't realise what's socially acceptable sometimes, but you can't just ask everything of friends all the time, I get with Lee and some of your other friends they've jumped through any hoops you've asked in the hope they can sleep with you but normal friend relationships work differently. I'm going to sort a lift to you as soon as possible at time that's convenient for us all. I'm half blind, in pain and feel like shit from work too. If he wasn't going to give me a lift I wouldn't be seeing you till the weekend, maybe even after, with me needing to go to back to the hospital Friday - Saturday. You should be glad he's prepared to give me a lift in the ice and cold at all, rather than getting all miffed with me and him about how in your head "he matters more than you" just because it's not convenient to immediately bring me to you. You're supposed to be meeting him before my birthday to find out what I told him about what happened with us, say what you want to say to each other, and try and get past all that shit a little, and for that you'll need to try and be cordial with each other. If you keep harbouring resentment over small things like this it's going to make the whole process harder for everyone involved. Is this a codependency thing or symptom or something? I haven't read up on it enough. Asking for something and if you can't have it immediately then you get all passive aggressive about it so I feel really guilty? or am I borderlining and that's why I feel guilty. I need you to be honest so I know if it's in my head or if it's actually a problem. I get it's been a few days without seeing each other now but I feel like shit and I really can't hack a fight over nothing right now. And now I'm just overthinking that you're festering on this and tomorrow it's going to be an argument neither of us need πŸ˜”. 17/01/2024, 18:06 - Cat: It's fine, I forgot you said he is going to his friends. I thought u were gonna see him at urs to chipl in which case I thought its pointless if u re coming here anyways, bring ur shopping here so u have food for the next few days.... was trying to be efficicent and also wouldn't appreciate if u used him as a triangulation thing to exercise control which I get is not the case tonight. Its just I'm always available for u, but rhen I have to wait "my turn" when it comes to will. U always spent more waking, non working hours with him than me, nothing new. I guess I just have to find a new friend and say I'm busy to u more often so that its not so unbalanced 17/01/2024, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: It's not that I'm busy. He has plans. 17/01/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: Can you please tell me how am I using him to exercise control? If that is the case I don't see it so I need you to point it out and I'm sorry 17/01/2024, 18:11 - Cat: It's called triangulation, I do it with him. I'm still trying to wipe the fucking windows off my new machine but unbjntu doesn't yet support the graphics card, it's a fuck about plz Google it when u have free time, I can't right now 17/01/2024, 18:11 - Cat: U not i 17/01/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: I know what triangulation is, I get that I've done it before, as have you. 17/01/2024, 18:13 - Fabian My Williams: I hope your pc issues go well 17/01/2024, 18:13 - Fabian My Williams: And you sort it out ❀️ 17/01/2024, 19:01 - Fabian My Williams: Should be with you about noon tomorrow ❀️. I'll help you with whatever and however I can ❀️ 17/01/2024, 19:20 - Fabian My Williams: Getting stuff for Mac and cheese 😘 17/01/2024, 23:45 - Fabian My Williams: Ordered some bits for Ahmed and his keyboard. Should arrive tomorrow. Hope your evening was ok. Love you and see you tomorrow ❀️ 18/01/2024, 05:57 - Cat: You deleted this message 18/01/2024, 05:57 - Cat: You deleted this message 18/01/2024, 05:58 - Cat: You deleted this message 18/01/2024, 05:58 - Cat: You deleted this message 18/01/2024, 07:50 - Cat: Musti just tried to buy clod and flu tablets but rhey won't sell to under 18 18/01/2024, 07:50 - Cat: Can u bring some plz if u have any? 18/01/2024, 10:15 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no problem❀️ 18/01/2024, 10:23 - Fabian My Williams: Is there anything else you want me to bring 😘? 18/01/2024, 10:23 - Cat: I'm waiting for a tesco shop 18/01/2024, 10:23 - Cat: I'm out of papers and filters 18/01/2024, 10:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'll bring some of those too 😘 18/01/2024, 10:23 - Cat: K 18/01/2024, 10:24 - Cat: Can't think of anything else 18/01/2024, 10:24 - Cat: Have no appetite 18/01/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: You got macaroni pasta 18/01/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: ? 18/01/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: There was a bag in your cupboard 18/01/2024, 10:48 - Fabian My Williams: I'll still do a Mac and cheese, you'll probably be hungry later 18/01/2024, 11:12 - Cat: Got pizza 18/01/2024, 11:12 - Cat: Would u mind not coming plz 18/01/2024, 11:12 - Cat: Not feeling very well, had more nightmares 18/01/2024, 11:13 - Fabian My Williams: Nightmares about what? 18/01/2024, 11:13 - Fabian My Williams: You'll fester on this, then cause an argument... 18/01/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: I'm supposed be coming to help 18/01/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: I bought food to cook 18/01/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: If you really don't want me to come. Ok 18/01/2024, 11:15 - Fabian My Williams: null 18/01/2024, 11:15 - Fabian My Williams: null 18/01/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 18/01/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: If you wait an hour I can walk the dog for you 18/01/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: Can you at least tell me what's wrong 18/01/2024, 11:17 - Fabian My Williams: null 18/01/2024, 11:17 - Fabian My Williams: I've already organised a lift off will 18/01/2024, 11:18 - Fabian My Williams: If I cancel it's not getting rearranged today. 18/01/2024, 11:18 - Fabian My Williams: You do this every fucking week. 18/01/2024, 11:21 - Fabian My Williams: Few days apart and we're back to this bullshit again. You want to see me this weekend you can come and get me once the ice dies down. Other than that I'll see you when the weather is better and I can see well enough to ride. 18/01/2024, 11:22 - Fabian My Williams: .... 18/01/2024, 11:22 - Fabian My Williams: .... 18/01/2024, 11:23 - Fabian My Williams: Got food for your favourite new dish, was gonna get whatever you wanted on route. 18/01/2024, 11:23 - Fabian My Williams: I jump through hoops for you like a trained seal. πŸ˜” 18/01/2024, 11:24 - Fabian My Williams: And you cast me away. every. Fucking. Week. 18/01/2024, 11:25 - Cat: null 18/01/2024, 11:26 - Cat: Km at theakw 18/01/2024, 11:26 - Cat: Bad comnecgo8 18/01/2024, 11:30 - Fabian My Williams: Showered, shaved, was looking forward to holding you and cuddling you and trying to help with Ahmed and the dog 18/01/2024, 11:30 - You blocked this contact. Tap to unblock. 18/01/2024, 11:42 - You unblocked this contact. 18/01/2024, 11:42 - Cat: I ve got all ur confessions in text message 18/01/2024, 11:42 - Cat: Already downloadsd 18/01/2024, 11:43 - Cat: Don't try to delete irs pointless 18/01/2024, 11:43 - Fabian My Williams: I have nothing at yours worth returning. No reason to see each other again. Have a nice life. Despite how much of a prick you're being I actually wish you all the best. I hope things get better at your job and the dog calms down. You might think I'm a narcissist in your codependent autism bubble of bullshit but I'm not. I actually care about you and it's shit this hasn't worked 18/01/2024, 11:43 - Fabian My Williams: That is the exact behaviour of a narcissist. Making everyone believe the borderline is crazy, get them to tell all their friends then fuck them over. 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Cat: Sure that's why i just said I deserve to be arrested for asking u to stay when u were being agressive and calling me names and throwing me on the floor 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Cat: Rhats not narcissistic at all 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Fabian My Williams: I admit I did a lot of shitty things. And I'm sorry. 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Fabian My Williams: I didn't say that. 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Cat: U just did 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Cat: All I said Is I have noghtmares 18/01/2024, 11:44 - Fabian My Williams: You blackmail me over and over using my fear of the police to cause me misery 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Cat: Xuz I didn't commit a crime, CRIME and I was arrested because u lied to polcie 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Cat: If u can't have sympathy for me 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Cat: Then we have no business being together 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Fabian My Williams: I'd have more if you didn't fuck my head up every week 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Cat: I don't have nightmares about the 2 strangling or all the yelling at me while driving 18/01/2024, 11:45 - Fabian My Williams: I do have sympathy. But when you do this to me, every fucking week. My fucking head goes. 18/01/2024, 11:46 - Cat: Or wasting 30k 18/01/2024, 11:46 - Cat: Only having me arrested haunts me 18/01/2024, 11:46 - Fabian My Williams: I did what my solicitor advised so I wouldn't get thrown in jail after you refused to let me leave the house. 18/01/2024, 11:46 - Fabian My Williams: You ran off with my gloves and were blocking my bike from leaving 18/01/2024, 11:47 - Fabian My Williams: That fucking happened. I have borderline and I reacted to it badly. I'm sorry 18/01/2024, 11:47 - Fabian My Williams: After all the times you threatened it on me for fuck all it's only right you should feel what it's like. 18/01/2024, 11:48 - Fabian My Williams: Like here 18/01/2024, 11:48 - Cat: It's in ur head that u couldn't leave. Door was unlocked, u were yelling and acting crazy, all I did was try to calm j down so u don't trash ur bike 18/01/2024, 11:48 - Fabian My Williams: I was staying at wills. And you said if I didn't come and get all my shit right that second you'd have me thrown in jail 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Cat: I believed u when u said j accept u have psychosis 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: Did you run off with my gloves? 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: I do! 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Cat: Bit from what u said just now it doesn't sound like u believe it 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: And you being like this fucking triggers the shit out of it. 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: In those moments 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: Which is why you should have just let me go to fucking work. Like we agreed 18/01/2024, 11:49 - Cat: Door was open wasn't it? 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Fabian My Williams: You were in the fucking way! 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: U could have left an jour earlier too but u were too crazy 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: Door was never locked 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: I have no strength to retain u 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: U threw me on the floor 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: I was covered in bruises from ur fingerprints 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Fabian My Williams: You tried them got bruises and as good as told everyone a beat you up 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: What kinks of bruise did u have( 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: No I didnt 18/01/2024, 11:50 - Cat: Everyone saw they were finger prints 18/01/2024, 11:51 - Fabian My Williams: null 18/01/2024, 11:51 - Fabian My Williams: I'm bored of recycling. 18/01/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: We were both cunts to each other. Me, way more than I thought. And you way more than you realise. 18/01/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: I at least, am trying to get past it. You hold it over my head and make me feel like shit every week. 18/01/2024, 11:53 - Fabian My Williams: I love you, do my best for you, and the kids, and the house and you feel shit when you don't see me for 3 days so you treat me like a cunt. 18/01/2024, 11:54 - Fabian My Williams: You give me shit when I can't immediately get a lift to you through ice and snow. 18/01/2024, 11:55 - Fabian My Williams: You're jealous, bitter, selfish and demanding. And I put up with it all because I love you. But you can't put up with me not being there for more than 2 days so you cause these huge fucking dramas. 18/01/2024, 11:55 - Fabian My Williams: I get it's your autism and codependency 18/01/2024, 11:56 - Fabian My Williams: "Most codependents are addicts or narcissists" you said, well you aren't an addict so maybe you should think about that 🀷 18/01/2024, 11:57 - Fabian My Williams: You say you "hope I lose my job and my life falls apart." That's really nice of you. 18/01/2024, 12:00 - Fabian My Williams: All I asked the other day after my borderline episode at work was for you to hold it together till I could get to you. And now look at us. I didn't do anything. You made all the demands then spit your dummy out like a small child because you can't have your way immediately. 18/01/2024, 12:00 - Fabian My Williams: You won't drive in ice but you expect will to ferry me to you like a fucking free taxi. 18/01/2024, 12:01 - Fabian My Williams: You are fucking selfish Catherine. It's your way or no way. 18/01/2024, 12:01 - Fabian My Williams: I was going to help however I could, I sorted a lift, bought food 18/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: But you started this today. 18/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: Again. 18/01/2024, 12:02 - Cat: I had a nightmare related to ur abusr 18/01/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry for that. But I thought it was about the police 18/01/2024, 12:02 - Cat: That was the pinnacle of ur abuse 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Cat: Everything else I would put up with 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Fabian My Williams: I used to have nightmares about the police. You get past it. 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Cat: Just for ref 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Fabian My Williams: I don't get how you don't see that running off with my bike gloves isn't stopping me from leaving 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Cat: I am an addict 18/01/2024, 12:03 - Fabian My Williams: It's like running off with a helmet 18/01/2024, 12:04 - Cat: I m addicted to sex, weed, fags and if I'm not careful I become an alkie 18/01/2024, 12:04 - Fabian My Williams: I'd like to help you with that but you won't let me. 18/01/2024, 12:05 - Fabian My Williams: And I'm sick of this bullshit every week. I can't do it. I wish I could. But I feel like it's fucking groundhog day. 18/01/2024, 12:05 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry I made a mess. I'm trying to fix it. 18/01/2024, 12:05 - Cat: Sure, everyone who ever tried to stop a raging lunatic who assaults people getting on a bike by taking his gloves inside while the door was unlocked, etc. Should be arrested 18/01/2024, 12:06 - Fabian My Williams: For fucks sake. Look at your own actions for once. 18/01/2024, 12:06 - Fabian My Williams: I've admitted fault for almost fucking everything 18/01/2024, 12:06 - Cat: Did I imprison u? Or did I yell to take ur stuff out and move ut shit in thr garden? 18/01/2024, 12:06 - Fabian My Williams: But you can't accept that running off with my bike gear would stop me leaving 18/01/2024, 12:07 - Fabian My Williams: That was after it got physical and you were grabbing at me / "trying to hug me" 18/01/2024, 12:07 - Cat: Ure nuts I threw ur shit in the garden and called rhe police d 18/01/2024, 12:07 - Cat: U drove off on ur BIKE 18/01/2024, 12:07 - Cat: How did I imprison u???? 18/01/2024, 12:07 - Fabian My Williams: So you did call the policem 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Fabian My Williams: ? 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Fabian My Williams: Are you fucking stupid. It's illegal to ride a motorbike without the correct PPE 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Cat: Yes cuz u assaulted me yelling that km not letting u leave 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Cat: U hurt me 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Cat: Irs also illegal to strangle peoole 18/01/2024, 12:08 - Fabian My Williams: And you hurt me. I got arrested, roughly. At fucking work 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Fabian My Williams: They weren't nice. 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Cat: U looked in pretty good shape when u rode ur bike off 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Cat: I couldn't even bend my arm 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Fabian My Williams: It's also illegal to threaten people with a spirit level and smash their shit to pieces 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Cat: Seriously????? 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Cat: U admitted that never happend 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Cat: I got it on tect 18/01/2024, 12:09 - Fabian My Williams: Narcissist 18/01/2024, 12:10 - Cat: U re crazy 18/01/2024, 12:10 - Cat: I don't have time for this 18/01/2024, 12:10 - You blocked this contact. Tap to unblock. 18/01/2024, 12:17 - You unblocked this contact. 18/01/2024, 12:23 - Fabian My Williams: Anyways I can't do this anymore. Since we got back together my mood had been in the fucking toilet constantly. I'd rather be alone than this fucking miserable every week. I'm sorry for my borderline and my part in everything. Congratulations on getting out from under Jan. And I hope it all goes well under Jonathan. I'd wish you luck but I don't think you need it, you're great at your job ❀️. You have nothing to fear from me, no vendetta or any shit like that. And I'm sorry I didn't get in touch sooner after we broke up to let you know I had no plans for revenge. I wish you all the best and I hope things work out for you and the kids. 18/01/2024, 12:24 - Cat: Same 18/01/2024, 12:24 - Fabian My Williams: I'll always love the good that we had. 18/01/2024, 12:24 - Cat: I won't give u any trouble with police I'm not a narcissist and seeing u suffer would not give me any gratification whatsoever 18/01/2024, 12:24 - Cat: U have nothing to fear from me 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Cat: I love you and wish I had met u after u sought treatment for bpd 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Cat: Would have saved us so much heart ache 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah it would. You need to look at your own shit too. 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Cat: But what happened has traumatised me for life and can't be undone 18/01/2024, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: I know. I'm sorry 18/01/2024, 12:26 - Cat: I'm sorry if I was shitty earlier I've had a terrible few days and been yelling at everyone 18/01/2024, 12:26 - Cat: None of it was ur fault, the diarrhea and stuff. But when I feel like a victim I remember the arrest 18/01/2024, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Bit late for that now. 18/01/2024, 12:26 - Cat: That was rhr most victimised I ever felt in my life 18/01/2024, 12:27 - Cat: I didn't imprison u, rhat was in ur head 18/01/2024, 12:27 - Fabian My Williams: Don't wanna recycle 18/01/2024, 12:27 - Cat: By all legal definitions did I NOT imprison u 18/01/2024, 12:27 - Cat: If u can't see that then there is really nothing left to say 18/01/2024, 12:27 - Fabian My Williams: You stopped me leaving in more ways than one. 18/01/2024, 12:28 - Fabian My Williams: If you can't see that you're right 18/01/2024, 12:28 - Fabian My Williams: There really isnt 18/01/2024, 12:29 - Fabian My Williams: We tried again, it didn't work. I'll always love you. 18/01/2024, 12:29 - Fabian My Williams: Goodbye and all the best ❀️ 18/01/2024, 12:32 - Cat: By throwing your shit in the garden and asking u to leave??? 18/01/2024, 12:32 - Cat: And not come back? 18/01/2024, 12:32 - Cat: I really tried to help u 18/01/2024, 12:33 - Cat: U will hurt me again and then say I did something to u rhat u imagined 18/01/2024, 12:33 - Fabian My Williams: ...... 18/01/2024, 12:33 - Fabian My Williams: Fucking calm down 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: I love you. 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Cat: Its fine. Think whatever u like, I don't care anymore 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: We're calmly going out separate ways 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: Nobody is threatening anyone. We tried, it didn't work. I wish you all the best 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Cat: Fine 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Fabian My Williams: Seriously ❀️ 18/01/2024, 12:34 - Cat: That's what's u want 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: Not really. 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: But I can't do this groundhog day bullshit anymore 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Cat: U just said I made ur mood shit 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: It's making my borderline way worse 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Cat: So it's better 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Cat: K, wish u good luck 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Cat: Bye 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: Not when you're being normal 18/01/2024, 12:35 - Fabian My Williams: Goodbye 18/01/2024, 12:36 - Fabian My Williams: You too 18/01/2024, 12:38 - Cat: U sure 18/01/2024, 12:39 - Fabian My Williams: Of course not 18/01/2024, 12:39 - Fabian My Williams: But I can't live in this weekly loop 18/01/2024, 12:39 - Cat: U can't just say om sorry I was mental when u thought u imprisonment me and I promise it won't happen again 18/01/2024, 12:39 - Cat: Instead u go back to yes u did when ALL the evidence says this is nuts 18/01/2024, 12:40 - Fabian My Williams: I don't understand sorry 18/01/2024, 12:40 - Fabian My Williams: If you can't get past this we're pissing in the wind 18/01/2024, 12:40 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry I fucked you up. 18/01/2024, 12:40 - Fabian My Williams: But you're now fucking me up. 18/01/2024, 12:40 - Fabian My Williams: Every week. 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Fabian My Williams: For the past month or more 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Cat: K 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Cat: I'm sorry I have ptsd from ur abuse 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Cat: It's my fault for not getting over it quicker 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry I gave it you from my borderline 18/01/2024, 12:41 - Cat: Forgive me and find a new victim 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: Play nice please 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Cat: I'm destroyed, now u cam move on 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: Me fucking to 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: You started this 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: ... 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: ... 18/01/2024, 12:42 - Cat: Wanna come over 18/01/2024, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: For what? 18/01/2024, 12:44 - Fabian My Williams: Can you not see how you flip flopping like this, every week would fuck with my borderline? 18/01/2024, 12:46 - Fabian My Williams: You called me a narcissist, an abuser all sorts of fucking things, while you're recycling and expect me to just come to you. How do I get back stoke if it goes south? 18/01/2024, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: I'm pretty sure since we got back together I've done nothing but try and work on my behaviour. Actively asking you to point out when my borderline has made me act abusive. 18/01/2024, 12:47 - Cat: U called me worse 18/01/2024, 12:47 - Cat: Just saying 18/01/2024, 12:47 - Fabian My Williams: Not after that I havent 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Fabian My Williams: You had a shit few days and vented on me. Again. 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Cat: Fucking lunatic, narcissist, criminal imprisoner or whatever 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Fabian My Williams: If you just want to recycle fuck off 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Cat: K don't come 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Cat: I'm being codependent right now 18/01/2024, 12:48 - Fabian My Williams: Do you understand how your behaviour fucks with my borderline? 18/01/2024, 12:49 - Cat: U can't have a happy relationship with anyone for more than few months 18/01/2024, 12:49 - Fabian My Williams: You were last night too. Now you've festered on not getting your own way. It's all blown up. Like I knew it would 🀷 18/01/2024, 12:49 - Cat: That's ur borderline 18/01/2024, 12:49 - Cat: I had a nightmare and a shit few days 18/01/2024, 12:49 - Cat: All I wanted was a hug 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Cat: Instead I get crazy talk about how I imprisoned u while the door was open and I moved ur shit in the garden 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Fabian My Williams: Could have had that 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Fabian My Williams: You started that 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Cat: I can call someone else to give me a huge 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Cat: There is a long queue of guys who would love to 18/01/2024, 12:50 - Fabian My Williams: 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: Yet I'm still here talking to u 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: Because I only love u and want ur hug 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: But not the crazy talk 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: It scares me 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: If u wanna end it 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: We have to pull the band aid off 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Fabian My Williams: Charming.... 18/01/2024, 12:51 - Cat: It will hurt a lot 18/01/2024, 12:52 - Cat: But I can't text with u all day 18/01/2024, 12:52 - Cat: Sorry 18/01/2024, 12:52 - Fabian My Williams: Again, charming 18/01/2024, 12:52 - Cat: Gotta work 18/01/2024, 12:52 - Fabian My Williams: You want to see me. Come get me. I'm not a yo-yo πŸͺ€. 18/01/2024, 12:53 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too. But this isn't working 18/01/2024, 12:53 - Cat: K 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: Good bye then 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Fabian My Williams: You're more than welcome to come to me in a bit 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: Cant 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: Icy 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Fabian My Williams: Or at the weekend 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Fabian My Williams: Once better. 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: It's fine 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: U re right 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: Not working 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: We tried 18/01/2024, 12:54 - Cat: Irs hard but we have to let go 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: Or you could hold it together for a few days each week. 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Cat: It's not working 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Cat: I need support from the trauma 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Cat: U just made it worse wirh ur rant 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Fabian My Williams: I give that to you every time I see yoy 18/01/2024, 12:55 - Cat: I know u say these things cuz u feel abandoned 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: I wonder why 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Cat: They re non sense 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Fabian My Williams: You dump me every other fucking week. 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Cat: But that's what scares me 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Cat: I just said don't xome 18/01/2024, 12:56 - Cat: U escalated it but saying this bullshit like I deserve to get arrested cuz I imprisoned you 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Cat: When I have All the evidence that's in ur head 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: But then by the next day you're dumping me πŸ˜” 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Cat: And u admitted it before 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Cat: Now we re back to ur psycho version of the story 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: Recycling. You dragged all this shit up in a hostile way and I reacted badly to it. Just like you do every fucking week 18/01/2024, 12:57 - Fabian My Williams: Nope. Not at all. 18/01/2024, 12:59 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sick of messaging the same shit over and over. Take a few days to calm down and think about who started this shit today. I'll do the same. If you change your mind sound if not whatever. 18/01/2024, 13:00 - Fabian My Williams: You demand I come immediately, then throw a strop when I can't, to the point you then cancel when I can come and have arranged a lift. Which I then cancel. Then you ask me to come again. 18/01/2024, 13:01 - Fabian My Williams: You really need help Catherine. Way more than you think. 18/01/2024, 13:06 - Cat: U think I imprisoned u? 18/01/2024, 13:07 - Cat: Still? With all the evidence of thrown plates, police calls etc???? 18/01/2024, 13:09 - Cat: Yes we are done if that's rhe case 18/01/2024, 13:09 - Cat: Wish I hadn't wasted the last 6 months now 18/01/2024, 13:09 - Cat: Bye 18/01/2024, 13:09 - You blocked this contact. Tap to unblock. 18/01/2024, 13:12 - You unblocked this contact. 18/01/2024, 13:13 - Fabian My Williams: Nope. You blocked me from leaving for long enough that I lost control of my borderline then you asked me to leave. 18/01/2024, 13:13 - Cat: Long enough being 2 minutes or so 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: Probably less cuz u grabbed me and threw me onto the floor pretty quickly 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: And I was hurt from digging the pond 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: Had very bad back 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry for that 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: Couldn't fall safely either 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: I know 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: I didn't throw you 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: I moved you to the side and you fell down cus your back was fucked 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: I was crying on the floor 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: U could have left then too 18/01/2024, 13:14 - Cat: But u didnt 18/01/2024, 13:15 - Cat: U just wanted go rage 18/01/2024, 13:15 - Fabian My Williams: I'd lost it by that point the same as I do every time you demand I move all my shit out with zero notice that exact second 18/01/2024, 13:15 - Cat: I know 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Cat: All I needed was a hug 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Fabian My Williams: Accept some responsibility. Like I have for the past 6 months 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Fabian My Williams: Bending over backwards looking at my own shitty behaviour 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Cat: Because getting arrested after being yelled at strangled watching my child being yelled at was a bit much for my sensitive self 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Cat: I'm too sensitive 18/01/2024, 13:16 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry for that. Like I've said in repeat for months 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: It's ok 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: I know u can't come over now 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: I need to work 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Cat: Sorry 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: It ok. I'm sorry too 18/01/2024, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: Hope it goes well. If you want to speak tomorrow or later or something sound 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: Thank u for accepting what happened and not just turning the blame on me again 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: I am not doing this because I want u to apologise conseantly 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: I genuinely have ptsd 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: And I'm genuinely scared it could happen again 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: I'm in therapy 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: I don't know how to help you with that 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: Therapist doesn't trust u 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Cat: He says all abusers say they will change 18/01/2024, 13:18 - Fabian My Williams: The more this groundhog day shit goes on the worse I get increasing the likelihood 18/01/2024, 13:19 - Cat: Ifs not safe for us to meet then 18/01/2024, 13:19 - Fabian My Williams: So don't trust me then. That's upto you. I jumped though the hoops 18/01/2024, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: Right now. No. That's why I need my own place. Till I'm better 18/01/2024, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not saying I'll do anything like that. 18/01/2024, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: When I lose it I have no control 18/01/2024, 13:20 - Fabian My Williams: Well. Very little, and my judgement of what's happening is seriously flawed. 18/01/2024, 13:21 - Fabian My Williams: You could have just let me come round and none of this would have happened. You admit you had a shit few days and vented on me 18/01/2024, 13:21 - Cat: Yes 18/01/2024, 13:22 - Cat: Amplified by a nightmare about the arrest. Then instead of saying I'm sorry, u say wrll u deserved it, u imprisoned me 18/01/2024, 13:22 - Cat: Which we now established is nonsense, but u can see why I wouldnt want u around if u talk like that or not? 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Fabian My Williams: I've said sorry Catherine πŸ˜” 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Cat: Thank you 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Cat: That's all I needed 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Cat: Not fake self righteousness 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Cat: I know I have many many flaws 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Cat: And I love you for accepting them 18/01/2024, 13:23 - Fabian My Williams: I do and I love you inspite of them 18/01/2024, 13:24 - Fabian My Williams: I have many of my own 18/01/2024, 13:24 - Cat: But this incident was completely on u. And I won't ask for apologies forever. All I ask is u don't go back to projecting blame on me, cuz that just proves everyone right who says u re a narcissist and I don't want to believe that 18/01/2024, 13:24 - Cat: I want to prove them wrong 18/01/2024, 13:24 - Fabian My Williams: Me too 18/01/2024, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: And for you too. I don't want you labelled as one. 18/01/2024, 13:25 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry I got things to that point 18/01/2024, 13:25 - Cat: Nobody thinks that except for ur friends 18/01/2024, 13:25 - Cat: Literally NEVER been called or thought of as a narcissist in my life 18/01/2024, 13:26 - Fabian My Williams: You admitted you show tendencies because of autism and codependency 18/01/2024, 13:27 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.counselling-directory.org.uk/counsellor_26240.html?_gl=1%2A10qa9sm%2A_up%2AMQ..&gclid=Cj0KCQiAy9msBhD0ARIsANbk0A9F7b2jNWzmH6fGQ6_JPW0yBLxyDlhjyPXLZYJXDD3JfBt5-0E8uzsaAkD8EALw_wcB 18/01/2024, 13:27 - Fabian My Williams: If you want to book it I'll go and pay for half. 18/01/2024, 13:28 - Fabian My Williams: For now you should work and I should do some exercises. I love you Catherine its just the yo-yo-ing is fucking me up sorry 🀷. And I'm struggling to deal with it because I have a mental condition. 18/01/2024, 13:37 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 18/01/2024, 13:41 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 13:41 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 13:41 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 13:41 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 13:41 - Cat: U seem to not believe me that I called the police 18/01/2024, 13:42 - Cat: I think they told u that the ne9ghbours called because they wanted to get a confession. I really did call them 18/01/2024, 13:42 - Fabian My Williams: They lied to us both. The police are wank. 18/01/2024, 13:42 - Fabian My Williams: And have you told him all the things you did, like threaten to have me thrown in jail over a box of knives if I don't get all my sgit out of the house right now when I'm the other side of the city crying into wills sofa because the woman I love is crippling me with misery. how they effect someone with borderline. Have you told him what you've done to me every week for the past month or two and how I've just took it and jumped through all the hoops I can out of guilt for my past behaviour. This prick thinks he knows me to my core after hearing you rant about just the shit things I did for an hour and a half?... Really ... πŸ™„ Did you tell him about all the house moves and stuff I did for you that you apologised to me daily when we got back together for not appreciating. Or was it literally just the bad you told him. 18/01/2024, 13:44 - Fabian My Williams: I know I love you. And I know I'm not an abuser or narcissist. I display traits because of my condition, which I'm trying to change. Just like you do and should. 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: Don't start wirh the house move plz 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: Was just an example 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: It was traumatic for me. U didn't do nearly as much as me 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: I'm in about figuera 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Fabian My Williams: On 18/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: Ah ok 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Cat: I told him ure great with the kids 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: And shit to your house. Flood proofing 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Cat: And that I need u for emotional support 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Walling 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: DIY 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Cat: He thinks it's just sex 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: Well he can fuck off 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Cat: I'm always defending u 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Cat: And mu choice to be with u 18/01/2024, 13:46 - Fabian My Williams: I'll do this 🀷 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Fabian My Williams: You too. 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Cat: Anyways 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Cat: I gotta work 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Cat: Sorry u lost ur ride 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Fabian My Williams: Ok 18/01/2024, 13:47 - Cat: Was kinda on u for saying I imprisoned u after I had a nightmare and was busy and pissed off. 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Cat: But it's OK. I know u always fear being dumped 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: I was coming to help. 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Cat: Bit late now 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Cat: Speak a other time ok 18/01/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: Ok. I love you. Think about that 18/01/2024, 13:50 - Fabian My Williams: We had an awesome night that other wednesday without sex. Watching mershimer 18/01/2024, 13:59 - Cat: I don't feel like having sex at all right now 18/01/2024, 14:00 - Cat: But if u wanna give me a much needed hug and enjoy peaceful silence u re welcome 18/01/2024, 14:00 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 14:01 - Cat: Sofa is all sorted 18/01/2024, 14:01 - Cat: I don't need help with anything 18/01/2024, 14:01 - Cat: Just emotional support from my trauma 18/01/2024, 14:06 - Fabian My Williams: Looks great ❀️. Was on phone to agency. Job in Congleton and one in Chesterton. Both probs paying more than dans 18/01/2024, 14:06 - Fabian My Williams: Me neither 18/01/2024, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: If I ask will for another lift today after cancelling it'll raise questions that will be awkward to answer without telling him what's just happened πŸ˜” 18/01/2024, 14:10 - Cat: Yea it's fine 18/01/2024, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: Can I come tomorrow? 18/01/2024, 14:11 - Cat: When is ur appointment? 18/01/2024, 14:11 - Fabian My Williams: For eye? 18/01/2024, 14:11 - Cat: Yea 18/01/2024, 14:11 - Fabian My Williams: I'll call eye docs now find out 18/01/2024, 14:13 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 14:13 - Cat: Uber is only 15 quid to congleton 18/01/2024, 14:13 - Cat: In case u need to leave 18/01/2024, 14:13 - Cat: Just saying 18/01/2024, 14:18 - Fabian My Williams: All the doctors are off sick so they've had to cancel all eye appointments for today and tomorrow. They're gonna call back this afternoon 18/01/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: In the middle of the day. Not at night 18/01/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: Fluctuates, but still 18/01/2024, 14:58 - Cat: U can come now? 18/01/2024, 14:58 - Cat: With uber I mean 18/01/2024, 14:59 - Fabian My Williams: I need to wait hear back off hospital 18/01/2024, 14:59 - Fabian My Williams: Supposed ring me back 18/01/2024, 14:59 - Fabian My Williams: I'm going to call the couples councillor around 4pm 18/01/2024, 14:59 - Cat: K, I'm not trying to argue, bit u literally said they re all wicked and u won't be seen today or tomorrow 18/01/2024, 14:59 - Cat: Sick 18/01/2024, 15:00 - Cat: Not wicked 18/01/2024, 15:00 - Fabian My Williams: I can't be seen today or tomorrow I think 18/01/2024, 15:00 - Fabian My Williams: That's what they said. They said they'd call me back. 18/01/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: 18/01/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: The later in the day it gets the more expensive it is. 18/01/2024, 15:08 - Fabian My Williams: I was thinking of trying to ride to you tomorrow afternoon, but my eye, I want to fix this but I think we need to do the couples thing. Like we agreed we would. 18/01/2024, 15:08 - Fabian My Williams: If you still want to stay together that is. I do. But we can't continue like this without actively trying to sort it out 18/01/2024, 15:08 - Cat: Agree 18/01/2024, 15:09 - Cat: I'd rather u don't ride 18/01/2024, 15:09 - Fabian My Williams: I'll book us one asap if that ok with you 18/01/2024, 15:09 - Fabian My Williams: I would but I really don't feel safe. The light burns it 18/01/2024, 15:09 - Cat: Uber 18/01/2024, 15:10 - Cat: ? 18/01/2024, 15:10 - Cat: Anyways gotta go out noe 18/01/2024, 15:10 - Cat: Speak later 18/01/2024, 15:10 - Fabian My Williams: Er ok. Well that won't make me overthink... 18/01/2024, 15:16 - Fabian My Williams: I need to call couples therapist and wait to hear back about when they can sort an appointment I don't feel comfortable doing anything right now till I know more about that sorry. I'll check Uber costs after. This is very traumatic for me too πŸ˜” 18/01/2024, 15:55 - Fabian My Williams: Well that went shit. The guy said that we both need to be well into, or near the end of our own therapy for him to consider helping us 18/01/2024, 15:56 - Fabian My Williams: He said there's a woman in alsager 18/01/2024, 15:56 - Fabian My Williams: Who might. 18/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: Why did he say that? 18/01/2024, 15:56 - Fabian My Williams: He "helps couples who are already calm with each other" 18/01/2024, 15:56 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 15:57 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 15:57 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 15:57 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 15:57 - Cat: Lol 18/01/2024, 16:01 - Fabian My Williams: I explained our issues, the PTSD. Bordeline autism violence co-dep he said he had a full schedule and I think he just couldn't be arsed. He probably has plenty of posh couples arguing over easy bullshit 18/01/2024, 16:03 - Fabian My Williams: Support dog indeed 18/01/2024, 16:07 - Fabian My Williams: If I can be at hospital in the next hour they have someone. I'm getting priority cus if how long it's been in. After the weekend will be bad 18/01/2024, 16:33 - Fabian My Williams: There now. Got an Uber 18/01/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: Let you know how it goes. It's really disappointing about the couples therapist. He also said that if we're both at the start of our own therapy with two different therapists already then adding a third to the mix would make a mess. I said it's already a mess and we need help but he said no. 18/01/2024, 16:36 - Fabian My Williams: Both those parcels from Amazon are for Ahmed 18/01/2024, 16:37 - Cat: Please come 18/01/2024, 16:38 - Cat: Emergency 18/01/2024, 16:38 - Fabian My Williams: What? 18/01/2024, 16:38 - Fabian My Williams: I'm literally in the hospital 18/01/2024, 16:38 - Fabian My Williams: What's happening 18/01/2024, 16:39 - Cat: Fight with mustafa 18/01/2024, 16:39 - Cat: He attacked me 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: And threw my brand new laptop down the stairs 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: Now he says he wants to ruin my life and send me to prison 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: About what? Is it broken? What did he do? 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: I'm sending him to Kent tonight 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: What happened 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: And ahmad 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: The dog went in jis room 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: Wait. Calm down 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: He wanted ahmad to clean it 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: I said no 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: Unreasonable request 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: So he picked up the guitar 18/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: And threw it 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: Then he went for my kaptop 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: Now he is in its room on phone 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: We fought 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: When I tried to ease laptop off him 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Fabian My Williams: Is the laptop ok? Are you ok? 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: I ended up on fround 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: He called rhe police on me 18/01/2024, 16:41 - Fabian My Williams: Fucks sake, for what? 18/01/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: Have you spoke to them? 18/01/2024, 16:43 - Fabian My Williams: To say what? That his brother wouldn't clean his mess up? 18/01/2024, 16:43 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:43 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:44 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:44 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:45 - Cat: He says I attacked him πŸ™„ 18/01/2024, 16:45 - Cat: Had a good teacher 18/01/2024, 16:45 - Cat: 15 years I sacrificed 18/01/2024, 16:45 - Cat: This sadistic monster 18/01/2024, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: One sec. Struggling listen to stuff. At hospital 18/01/2024, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: 18/01/2024, 16:51 - Fabian My Williams: Is minus 3. Kicking him out right now is a bad idea 18/01/2024, 16:51 - Fabian My Williams: Just try to distance yourselves for a bit or something 18/01/2024, 16:52 - Fabian My Williams: Just keep recording if he says anything else horrible I suppose. I wouldn't kick him out right now though while you're in the heat of this 18/01/2024, 16:53 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:53 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 16:53 - Fabian My Williams: Shit I'm sorry 18/01/2024, 16:53 - Fabian My Williams: Nails? 18/01/2024, 16:54 - Fabian My Williams: Is he in his room? If it's not still going off just don't engage for the rest of the night if possible. You both need space ❀️ 18/01/2024, 16:54 - Cat: His father will collect them both 18/01/2024, 16:54 - Cat: I'm done 18/01/2024, 16:55 - Cat: I've been u happy for 15 years because of them 18/01/2024, 16:55 - Cat: And ehats my reward 18/01/2024, 16:55 - Fabian My Williams: It will ruin any chance ahmed has at a nice life. I understand where you're coming from though. It's thing after thing 18/01/2024, 16:55 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry you're in this position 18/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: Will he take them? 18/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: Can he? After what they said 18/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: About hitting and cold showers. 18/01/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: Are you ok? Have you spoke to police yourself? Sometimes it does good to get ahead of things before the police make up a story in their head. 18/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: I'm autistic 18/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: Mo matter what I say, people think I'm rhe evil witch 18/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: He is on phone with father 18/01/2024, 17:05 - Fabian My Williams: What's happening right now? 18/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: Father too busy to collect him 18/01/2024, 17:06 - Fabian My Williams: Of course he is 18/01/2024, 17:06 - Fabian My Williams: Are you ok? 18/01/2024, 17:07 - Fabian My Williams: Ahmed would be ten times easier to deal with if musti didn't terrorise him 18/01/2024, 17:07 - Fabian My Williams: More than half the times we're pissed at Ahmed musti wound him up. 18/01/2024, 17:07 - Cat: His father doesn't want him 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: I think it's unfair on Ahmed to send him his dads 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: Musti m 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: ? 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Cat: Yea he is scared and crying 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: He said so? 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: Wow. 18/01/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: I'd try to reassure him, he's a teenager/ child. But he needs to know he can't be such a cunt all the time 18/01/2024, 17:09 - Fabian My Williams: He can't expect someone else to clean his shit up like that. Dog wouldn't care if his room wasn't full of shit x 18/01/2024, 17:10 - Cat: Exactly 18/01/2024, 17:10 - Cat: He also pulled ahmad back on his hair real hars 18/01/2024, 17:10 - Cat: He needs to leave 18/01/2024, 17:10 - Cat: I don't care, I'll drop him off at the mosque 18/01/2024, 17:10 - Cat: He cares about his reputation 18/01/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: You're gonna drive Kent with him in the car? 18/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: He's a fucker for that. 18/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: Spiteful 18/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: He does what he wants with no punishment. 18/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: Ahmed always gets the blame 18/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: You can't just slap a child anymore so they do what the fuck they like. 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: Could he do therapy? 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: He fucking needs it 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Cat: I'm done wirh him 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Cat: After today 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Cat: He does this 18/01/2024, 17:13 - Cat: 18/01/2024, 17:14 - Cat: And says he will get ne in jail to ruin my life 18/01/2024, 17:14 - Cat: I'm done 18/01/2024, 17:14 - Cat: All because rhe dog went through his trash of which there is heaps in his room 18/01/2024, 17:15 - Fabian My Williams: I threatened to do that to my mum when I was young. He's damaged, like us, just different. He is becoming a narcissist though. He revels in Ahmed's pain. 18/01/2024, 17:15 - Fabian My Williams: Are you safe? 18/01/2024, 17:15 - Cat: I'd rather u came 18/01/2024, 17:15 - Cat: But I will let ahmad sleep in my room and lock the door just in case 18/01/2024, 17:16 - Cat: Bitbhe knows I'm putting him on the first train tomorrow so he might well take the whole house apart before he leaves 18/01/2024, 17:16 - Cat: He dropped my brand new laptop down the stairs!!!!!! 18/01/2024, 17:16 - Cat: It's still booting miraculously but it might have some damage that will show after some use 18/01/2024, 17:16 - Cat: 1200 gbp 18/01/2024, 17:16 - Fabian My Williams: Fucks sake. I'll come. I need to get this fucking metal out of my eye first though. Just try not to rise to it till I get there 18/01/2024, 17:17 - Cat: And I told him he can't take his desktop he insists it's his 18/01/2024, 17:17 - Cat: Even though I paid for it 18/01/2024, 17:17 - Cat: Yea ok 18/01/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: Just let that go. It'll escalate things 18/01/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: At least for now 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Cat: I won't talk to him till tokorrow 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Cat: I'd rather not, but I'll keep ahmad 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Cat: U re right he's done nothing wronf 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Cat: He is disabled 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Fabian My Williams: He'll be so much less angry without musti 18/01/2024, 17:18 - Fabian My Williams: Musti Is half or more if Ahmed's problem 18/01/2024, 17:19 - Fabian My Williams: He's already done untold damage to Ahmed. 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: He put a real ugly lock on the outside of his door 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: To keep the dog out 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: The door I just replaced for loads of moeny 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: If police come here they re gonna think I lock him up 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: Fucking nightmare 18/01/2024, 17:27 - Cat: I wish I never had kifs 18/01/2024, 17:28 - Cat: What a waste of 15 years 18/01/2024, 17:28 - Cat: His father just said he won't speak to me,I should write to his solicitor 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Cat: So musti wants to take the first train to margaye tomorrow 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Cat: And go to the mosquw 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Cat: He cares about his image in front of rhe Muslim commujity 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Cat: He can't send him away 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Cat: If he is there 18/01/2024, 17:29 - Fabian My Williams: null 18/01/2024, 17:47 - Cat: Any news yet? 18/01/2024, 17:48 - Fabian My Williams: Will is on phone to debt management for a while I'll need get Uber. 18/01/2024, 17:49 - Fabian My Williams: Will agrees with you though about musti 18/01/2024, 17:49 - Fabian My Williams: I'll order another Uber once I'm back and packed 18/01/2024, 17:52 - Cat: K 18/01/2024, 17:54 - Cat: Ahmad is scared. I'll regret it tomorrow but I'm keeping him 18/01/2024, 17:56 - Fabian My Williams: The Uber is waiting for me, paying 20 quid cash. You got a tenner on you 18/01/2024, 18:01 - Cat: Yea 18/01/2024, 18:02 - Fabian My Williams: On way 18/01/2024, 18:03 - Fabian My Williams: Sound can you have it ready please, think the guy thinks I might do a runner lol 18/01/2024, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: Are you ok? 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: Yes 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: How's he being now? 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: I think he's regretting it 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: But for me there is no going back 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: He is in his room in the dark 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: Well his dads shit 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: I changed the wifi 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Cat: He will come to realise that soon enough 18/01/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: Makes sense 18/01/2024, 18:09 - Cat: Got the tenner ready 18/01/2024, 18:09 - Cat: How long will u be? 18/01/2024, 18:09 - Fabian My Williams: Could try and talk with me there as a barrier. He needs to know he can't do whatever the fuck he likes 18/01/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: By the shell garage on the a500 18/01/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: 20 mins maybe 18/01/2024, 18:10 - Cat: Ah ok 18/01/2024, 18:25 - Fabian My Williams: 4mins. Coming up the back way now 19/01/2024, 14:34 - Cat: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1wBBYd8GWHV1AjxePj_GAnaENYlUcONlT/view?usp=drivesdk 19/01/2024, 14:35 - Cat: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1h-Ec_0V4ZGrR3ZvzrlSQerBevaQsbyI1/view?usp=drivesdk 21/01/2024, 14:37 - Fabian My Williams: Love you. Thank you for being so supportive this weekend. I appreciate it so much ❀️ 21/01/2024, 16:12 - Cat: I love you too ❀️ 21/01/2024, 17:07 - Cat: How is ur evening going? 21/01/2024, 17:07 - Cat: U never told me what u thought of this 21/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah just watching old 80s action films. Making me feel a bit better 21/01/2024, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: I need to watch it again sorry, Didn't something happen or we got distracted by Ahmed or something? 21/01/2024, 17:16 - Fabian My Williams: How about you? How's yours? 21/01/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: 21/01/2024, 18:01 - Cat: Sounds very promising 21/01/2024, 18:09 - Fabian My Williams: I'll be on my own with Leon all morning. But yeah maybe 21/01/2024, 18:34 - Cat: Bit awkward but maybe he has a good explanation for these photos 21/01/2024, 18:35 - Fabian My Williams: I find that very unlikely 🀷 21/01/2024, 18:36 - Fabian My Williams: How's your evening? 21/01/2024, 18:39 - Cat: Perfect 21/01/2024, 18:39 - Cat: 21/01/2024, 18:39 - Cat: Urs? 21/01/2024, 18:40 - Cat: Doesn't Leon normally go with them? 21/01/2024, 18:40 - Fabian My Williams: I'm glad ❀️ 21/01/2024, 18:40 - Cat: 2 ideas: Leon is supposed to "watch" u as he is a meter up Dan's ass, or Dan wants u both to talk it out? 21/01/2024, 18:41 - Fabian My Williams: Depends what needs doing 21/01/2024, 18:41 - Fabian My Williams: Probably both 21/01/2024, 18:41 - Cat: Or it'd just normal business stuff and doesn't mean shit 21/01/2024, 18:42 - Fabian My Williams: Hopefully 21/01/2024, 18:44 - Fabian My Williams: Dunno what got done last week 21/01/2024, 19:38 - Cat: I'm watching a documentary on Andrew tate. Omg what a narcissist 21/01/2024, 19:45 - Fabian My Williams: Haha bad isn't he lol 21/01/2024, 19:52 - Cat: So sad that he has such a following 😒 21/01/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: Be surprised if Lee wasn't one of them πŸ˜‰ 21/01/2024, 20:00 - Cat: Don't know don't care 21/01/2024, 20:00 - Cat: Attila just sleeping by my feet 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Cat: Don't know why he is always so bad for u πŸ˜‚ 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, he behaving? 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Fabian My Williams: That collar worked so well with just the beep 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Cat: 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Cat: Yea, but I haven't needed it since u left 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Cat: But I'll remember to put it on when u come next time 21/01/2024, 20:01 - Cat: Provided I find the charger 21/01/2024, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: It worked that well I'll probably remember πŸ˜‚ 21/01/2024, 20:28 - Cat: I miss ur touch 21/01/2024, 20:43 - Fabian My Williams: And I yours πŸ₯°. Was a good weekend, work bullshit aside 21/01/2024, 21:39 - Fabian My Williams: I'm glad things seem to be better with musti. Ahmed gives you any hassle tomorrow message me and I'll be on him 😘 22/01/2024, 06:47 - Cat: Keep things professional with Leon, he's got two faces. Keep booking weld tests and try and get some driving lessons to give u more independence ❀️ 22/01/2024, 06:48 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine πŸ₯°. Will try my best πŸ˜‚. Hope you have a great day. Love you, thank you for being so supportive ❀️ 22/01/2024, 06:58 - Cat: You deleted this message 22/01/2024, 06:58 - Cat: You deleted this message 22/01/2024, 07:00 - Cat: the meeting on Thursday 1st is going on at 7pm at the Royal Voluntary Service, Charles Street, Hanley ST1 3JP where we'll be discussing the ongoing turmoil in the political elite, how we can build a party for the working class 22/01/2024, 07:01 - Cat: I'd like to go there, can I sleep at urs? 22/01/2024, 07:01 - Cat: If no ice that is 22/01/2024, 07:07 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah of course ❀️ 22/01/2024, 07:07 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 22/01/2024, 07:18 - Cat: Yea 22/01/2024, 07:18 - Cat: Need to start work but still procrastinating a bit 22/01/2024, 08:07 - Cat: U OK? 22/01/2024, 08:11 - Fabian My Williams: Leon's proper going for my job. Dan's given him the job of reading the ISO manual It's not too awkward yet 22/01/2024, 08:12 - Cat: U re leaving anyways, don't let it get to u 22/01/2024, 09:24 - Fabian My Williams: Leon's trying be all friendly, talking about games and bullshit shit. Tempted just be as two faced with him as he is with me. At least it won't be "super" awkward 22/01/2024, 09:26 - Cat: I think he is just trying to be a "good manager for dan"..... 22/01/2024, 09:26 - Cat: Getting u to accept to just weld and let Leon do the big boy stuff 22/01/2024, 09:26 - Fabian My Williams: He really sold himself in his company bio 22/01/2024, 09:27 - Cat: Whilst being all friendly in ur face after he was all arsed pointing out ur mistakes for hours 22/01/2024, 09:27 - Fabian My Williams: Trained as a mechanic from age 16. NVQ3 in garage management. Love learning about science, engineering, technology and lots of other things. Can play guitar and drums. Enjoy music production, photography, walking Baxter and seeing friends. I've worked at CF for just under a year (9/10 months) I love the challenging, high standard work that we do in all sorts of situations. Especially the jobs that we're told can't be done. I love working with the positive, determined, forward thinking, highly skilled and competent team we have. Who not only get the most challenging jobs completed to an excellent standard, but do it with a smile, some laughs and a great sense of teamwork. Hate celery. Fuck Piers Morgan. Left as fuck, bro. 22/01/2024, 09:29 - Fabian My Williams: Ahmed leaving you alone so far? 22/01/2024, 09:29 - Cat: Sorry, but I don't think I wanna hear more about it. Its good that u still have a job there after ur meltdown is guess.... but really I can't get involved in these politic games 22/01/2024, 09:29 - Cat: Yea 22/01/2024, 09:38 - Fabian My Williams: Ok ❀️. Yeah that's fine sorry . 22/01/2024, 09:38 - Fabian My Williams: He's messaging me anyway 22/01/2024, 09:46 - Cat: Told him he has only one shot per day. If he hassles u it'd just no phone 22/01/2024, 09:46 - Cat: Don't let him hassle u 22/01/2024, 09:48 - Fabian My Williams: Love you ❀️ 22/01/2024, 10:19 - Fabian My Williams: Remember Ahmed's supposed to bother me, not you. If he hassles you tell him check discord, I sent him a message 22/01/2024, 10:20 - Cat: K πŸ₯° 22/01/2024, 11:20 - Cat: Just letting u know that I'm thinking of you. A lot. And I love you. And I look forward to our life together ❀️. I will do my best to support u where I can 22/01/2024, 11:45 - Fabian My Williams: You too 😘. I really appreciate it, thank you πŸ₯°. Ahmad has 3 pages of handwriting to do cus he tried to bullshit me lol. Found him out right away πŸ˜‰ 22/01/2024, 12:05 - Fabian My Williams: 22/01/2024, 12:05 - Fabian My Williams: Sure, do the labourer who can't build anything first. 22/01/2024, 12:43 - Cat: Makes him look like he is the manager πŸ™„ 22/01/2024, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: I know 22/01/2024, 12:44 - Cat: When we met all u wanted was being supervisor 😒 22/01/2024, 12:45 - Cat: My accountant says I owe it 3000 in tax 22/01/2024, 12:45 - Cat: For that shitty rental 22/01/2024, 12:45 - Cat: Assholes 22/01/2024, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: That sucks, sorry 22/01/2024, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: Fuck them. 22/01/2024, 15:09 - Cat: So looks like I'm gonna quit Raincoat again and go to apolli 22/01/2024, 15:09 - Cat: O 22/01/2024, 15:09 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 22/01/2024, 15:09 - Cat: They made a counter offer 22/01/2024, 15:09 - Fabian My Williams: Oh shit how come 22/01/2024, 15:10 - Cat: 99k and no travel to china 22/01/2024, 15:10 - Fabian My Williams: Haha sick 22/01/2024, 15:10 - Fabian My Williams: πŸŽ‰πŸ˜˜πŸ₯° 22/01/2024, 15:10 - Fabian My Williams: Congratulations ❀️ 22/01/2024, 15:29 - Cat: Thank you πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 22/01/2024, 15:29 - Cat: Will be awkward telling jonathan 22/01/2024, 15:29 - Cat: I'm doing my best to deliver him what he asked for before resigning 22/01/2024, 15:30 - Cat: U home yet? 22/01/2024, 15:30 - Cat: Don't forget to eat 😘 22/01/2024, 15:49 - Cat: 22/01/2024, 16:12 - Fabian My Williams: Petty little bitch. Teenagers are a fucking pain in the arse, only gonna get worse as he gets older. Just change that one sentence in the contract 🀷 22/01/2024, 16:15 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah. Dan says everything he wants to say is going to be in a letter, dunno what it'll say, maybe they'll demote me 🀷. Any kind of warning I'm not accepting, nor signing for, without speaking to union rep. And if they want a meeting about it, they will have to wait for union rep to be available. 22/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: Will try 😘 22/01/2024, 16:38 - Cat: I'm really sorry it went south like that. Was expecting it tbh. All I can advise is look for jobs whilst u re still supervisor. Will give u way more negotiation power 22/01/2024, 16:39 - Fabian My Williams: I don't think he'd be stupid enough to try and sack me just yet to be honest, a demotion or warning maybe, I'll accept neither and fight both. 22/01/2024, 16:40 - Cat: 22/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: I've promoted u from fart to fabian future husband love Of My life 22/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: That's what I mean, apply before he can demote u 22/01/2024, 16:41 - Cat: It's very clear that Leon wants ur job 22/01/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah it is, I won't do a word he says. 22/01/2024, 16:45 - Fabian My Williams: 1 / 1 20/01/2024 To Fabs, I am writing this letter as I can physically see you switch off and not listen to me when I want to discuss things with you. So I thought the best way for me to get any point across would be to write to you. So you can digest every point, instead of internalising the first point and not hearing me after that. The first point I would like to raise is that on the 12th January 2024 you walked out of work without permission or any explanation and didn’t contact us at all until 7.30pm. While we appreciate the apology, this behaviour is unacceptable and against our code of conduct so we will be issuing you with a verbal warning for this. When we hired you we said β€˜welcome to the last job you will ever have’ and we still want this to be the case however we also said we were trying to create an family business, a happy and harmonious place to come and work at and your yelling and abusing of colleagues and suppliers does not fit in with this. I am your boss and a 45-year-old man, I do not appreciate being yelled at nor is it appropriate. We are not children, and we are not in school. Please treat me with the respect I treat you with. When at this premises and when in the uniform you are a representative of this company and yelling β€œI hope his family dies, you bunch of fucking cunts” is NOT how we treat our suppliers of 7 years! We have built up solid relationships with these people and we do not want to jeopardise this in any way. Please in future- keep your opinions to yourself until you are out of your uniform and are away from the premises – and if you feel it necessary to talk about the situation to others please keep the companies involved anonymous so not to slander them. Please can you also take your mask home this evening and give it a good clean. There are 3 people that weld in this workshop, and you are the only one that repetitively has eye issues. This is now the 3rd time you have cost us money with metal being in your eye. You spent 3 hours washing out your eye here, then there was the trip to Manchester that cost us 2 peoples wages for the day plus travel and now this last time it has been a week off. All in that’s about a grand we have wasted due to a dirty mask. Please clean it and keep it maintained to avoid eye injuries and down time in the workshop. If you would like to discuss anything in the letter with me please let me know, however I will only discuss things in a calm and collected manor. Thanks Dan 22/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: Asshole 22/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: Correct me if I'm wrong but dirty mask has nothing to do with shit going into ur eye ? 22/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: Reflecting responsibility 22/01/2024, 16:56 - Cat: Or does it? 22/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: I don't care, that wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be, you have to sign for a verbal warning as well 22/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.acas.org.uk/disciplinary-procedure-step-by-step/step-2-following-a-fair-procedure 22/01/2024, 16:56 - Fabian My Williams: He's followed almost no steps from that at all πŸ˜‚. 22/01/2024, 16:57 - Fabian My Williams: This isn't my first rodeo. I'll run rings round him πŸ˜‰ 22/01/2024, 16:57 - Cat: Lol 22/01/2024, 16:58 - Fabian My Williams: I need fit a full hood to my lid so stuff doesn't float in 🀷. Nothing do with dirty, I have a half hood they have a full one. Not that he knows the difference πŸ˜‚ 22/01/2024, 16:58 - Fabian My Williams: He's dropped a bollock with this 22/01/2024, 16:58 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ 22/01/2024, 16:59 - Fabian My Williams: Any union worker would butt fuck him with this 22/01/2024, 16:59 - Cat: U should come to the socialist meeting with me. Its all about giving workers rights , should he right up ur ally 22/01/2024, 16:59 - Fabian My Williams: I will 22/01/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: I get angry, nothing changes 🀷 22/01/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: Maybe better than greens, can't be much worse lol 22/01/2024, 17:00 - Cat: At least ure not likely to be ruled by a vegan hippie narcissist πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 22/01/2024, 17:02 - Fabian My Williams: Hahaha I never was πŸ˜‰ 22/01/2024, 17:15 - Fabian My Williams: He doesn't even realise a verbal warning isn't just a case of saying "this is a verbal warning" πŸ˜‚ . Him and pin might like to think they're an unstoppable force to be reckoned with but I'm the steel reinforced concrete wall their 1ltr petrol clown car is about to have a head on Collision with... 22/01/2024, 17:16 - Fabian My Williams: I'm already getting arty with my wordplay πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Š 22/01/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: And me downloading the majority of the works chat is never a good sign πŸ˜‚ 22/01/2024, 17:18 - Fabian My Williams: Congratulations again on your counter offer. You deserve it ❀️ 22/01/2024, 17:41 - Cat: I love you πŸ₯° 22/01/2024, 17:42 - Cat: Ur letter to ur ex manager made me fall in love with u 22/01/2024, 17:42 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too ❀️ 22/01/2024, 17:42 - Fabian My Williams: You're so weird πŸ˜‚β€οΈ 22/01/2024, 17:42 - Cat: U re so eloquent when u go on a rage campaign πŸ₯° 22/01/2024, 17:42 - Fabian My Williams: I love it 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Cat: My perfect match fabian 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Fabian My Williams: Will Popping round watch a film before we game, so I need shower, wanna call in a couple of hours when it's finished? I miss you ❀️ 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Cat: Don't forget to eat 😘 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Cat: Yea ok 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Fabian My Williams: We are ❀️ 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜‰ 22/01/2024, 17:43 - Cat: Playing chess now, if I don't answer u know 22/01/2024, 17:44 - Fabian My Williams: Ok good luck, love you Catherine ❀️ 22/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: So strange 22/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Om talking to a guy in Yemen 22/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: And now I can't type 22/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: He thinks I'm upset 22/01/2024, 20:15 - Cat: But I think I got blocked or something 22/01/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Cuz I was talking politics 22/01/2024, 20:15 - Fabian My Williams: On what? 22/01/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: Chess? 22/01/2024, 20:25 - Cat: Yea 22/01/2024, 20:25 - Cat: Really strange 22/01/2024, 20:27 - Fabian My Williams: Hmm weird one, careful who you talk to maybe 🀷, could be a houthi rebel or mossad spy lol 22/01/2024, 20:53 - Cat: He said he wasn't huthi 22/01/2024, 20:54 - Cat: But he supported their attack to help palestinians 22/01/2024, 20:54 - Cat: Weird 22/01/2024, 20:54 - Cat: But I found it Interesting 22/01/2024, 20:54 - Cat: I just said that I don't agree with my country and he should get his ass out of yemen 22/01/2024, 20:54 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call in a few mins? 22/01/2024, 20:58 - Fabian My Williams: null 22/01/2024, 21:22 - Cat: null 23/01/2024, 05:34 - Cat: 23/01/2024, 05:35 - Cat: Morning my handsome πŸ€— miss you. Please think of me during ur morning wank β€οΈπŸ˜‚πŸ€— 23/01/2024, 07:31 - Fabian My Williams: Good morning future Mrs Williams πŸ₯°. Miss you too. Hope you have a great day. Let me know how it goes with Apollo and Jonathan and baby sitter 🀞. Haha I always do πŸ˜‰πŸ˜. Love you ❀️ 23/01/2024, 12:30 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your day is going well, love you😘 23/01/2024, 14:12 - Cat: Ahhhh 23/01/2024, 14:12 - Cat: About to accept offer. So nervous 23/01/2024, 14:27 - Cat: Done. 23/01/2024, 14:27 - Cat: Now I need to quit again. Poor jonathan, feel bad 23/01/2024, 15:11 - Fabian My Williams: Aww bless ya 😘 23/01/2024, 15:11 - Fabian My Williams: You finish his thing for him ish? 23/01/2024, 15:14 - Cat: Well yea. The first extract of news 23/01/2024, 15:14 - Cat: He wants more, but he wanted the file first before having me scrape more papers. That's why I didn't do anything today 😜 23/01/2024, 15:15 - Fabian My Williams: Meh, at least you'll be challenged at Apollo 🀷 23/01/2024, 15:16 - Fabian My Williams: Has Ahmed messaged me back by the Way? and I just haven't received it? Or he just not bothered? 23/01/2024, 15:19 - Cat: Not bothered as babysitter is here today 23/01/2024, 15:19 - Cat: Will bother again tomorrow 😜 23/01/2024, 15:19 - Cat: Miss u. Wish we could chill together 23/01/2024, 15:47 - Fabian My Williams: We can snuggle up and watch temple grandin tomorrow 😘 23/01/2024, 16:10 - Cat: Yay πŸ₯° 23/01/2024, 16:41 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call when I get back? running a few errands. Trying get you something you'll enjoy more than you already do if you catch my drift πŸ˜‰ 23/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: Not really 23/01/2024, 16:47 - Cat: 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: It's in your best interests anyway 😜 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: Now I expect it to be dirty 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: U always say that when u pleasure me 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: It's not lol unfortunately πŸ˜‚ Wanna call when I get back? 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: K 23/01/2024, 16:48 - Cat: But I'm super tired from the incubator day 23/01/2024, 16:49 - Cat: U talk ill listen ok 23/01/2024, 16:49 - Fabian My Williams: I do don't I 😊 23/01/2024, 17:24 - Fabian My Williams: null 23/01/2024, 17:25 - Fabian My Williams: Chess 23/01/2024, 17:25 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 23/01/2024, 17:35 - Cat: null 23/01/2024, 17:36 - Fabian My Williams: null 23/01/2024, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: 23/01/2024, 18:19 - Cat: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1h-Ec_0V4ZGrR3ZvzrlSQerBevaQsbyI1/view?usp=drivesdk 23/01/2024, 20:56 - Cat: Fun fact: the USA is home to 5% of rhr world population but 25% of the world's prison population 23/01/2024, 20:56 - Fabian My Williams: Doesn't at all surprise me. Coming soon to a UK near you 23/01/2024, 21:07 - Cat: Lol πŸ₯Ί 23/01/2024, 21:07 - Fabian My Williams: Catherine for PM 😘 23/01/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Love you πŸ₯° 23/01/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Ull be the first gentleman πŸ˜‚ 23/01/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Miss u very much 23/01/2024, 21:10 - Fabian My Williams: Haha I could live with that, start a book club or a charity for people with borderline or something 🀷 23/01/2024, 21:10 - Fabian My Williams: Love you and miss you too, looking forward to snuggling with you and a film tomorrow 😘 23/01/2024, 21:10 - Cat: Me too 23/01/2024, 21:10 - Cat: Will be sooo awkward quitting a second time 23/01/2024, 21:11 - Cat: I'm quite high 23/01/2024, 21:11 - Cat: Still thinking 23/01/2024, 21:19 - Fabian My Williams: It's a better offer 🀷 23/01/2024, 21:20 - Fabian My Williams: I think you're doing the right thing. You'll have your own budget, CTO, a team under you. Laughin' πŸ‘Œ 24/01/2024, 08:28 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine 😊. Looking forward to later, doom cuddles and temple grandin. Hope your day goes well, let me know how if goes or if you need anything 😘. See you about half 4 ❀️ 24/01/2024, 08:56 - Cat: Can't wait to hug you πŸ€—β€οΈ 24/01/2024, 09:13 - Fabian My Williams: You too πŸ₯° 25/01/2024, 15:03 - Cat: There is a social meeting from the Linux user group at Keele uni on the 13th 25/01/2024, 15:03 - Cat: Can bring plus one 25/01/2024, 15:03 - Cat: Would u like to go with me? 25/01/2024, 15:24 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah course ❀️. Fits in line with a Tuesday & Thursday schedule if we're going salsa on Thursdays 😘 25/01/2024, 15:24 - Fabian My Williams: How's your day ? 25/01/2024, 15:28 - Cat: Ahhh I haven't replied to the salsa yet. Scared I won't be able to commit 25/01/2024, 15:29 - Cat: But this one sure its a one off. Will reply 25/01/2024, 16:22 - Fabian My Williams: See how your new job is first 🀷. Might be too fucked by the time you've done a bit 25/01/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: Honey Badgers have a symbiotic relationship with a little bird that leads them to honey πŸ˜‚ 25/01/2024, 17:53 - Cat: https://youtu.be/v63Z_-JGWLo?si=0euxq4yfyAOjHU5T 25/01/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Sweden is warning their citizens of potential war and has reinstated compulsory military training for 100000 citizens every year 25/01/2024, 17:54 - Cat: So much for the Norwich countries are the most peaceful 25/01/2024, 17:54 - Cat: Oh maybe thats my spirit animal πŸ˜‚ 25/01/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: I watched that vid on otters that funny guy did. Savage bastards, my hight, hunt people in Packs 25/01/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: You do more than lead lunatics to honey ❀️ 25/01/2024, 18:31 - Fabian My Williams: Bet Finland are shitting it 25/01/2024, 18:53 - Cat: Yesss 25/01/2024, 18:55 - Fabian My Williams: How was your day? What about a minx? For a spirit animal 25/01/2024, 18:58 - Fabian My Williams: Ah a minx isn't what I thought it was, nvm 25/01/2024, 19:58 - Cat: https://youtu.be/1fDWZjvNUC8?si=qbSKqGtAkf43pL14 25/01/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: 🀞 but I doubt anything will change 25/01/2024, 21:04 - Cat: I miss kissing u wirh lots of love and tongue 25/01/2024, 21:08 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, you too. Wanna call in a half hour for a little while? ❀️ 25/01/2024, 21:13 - Fabian My Williams: We'll do plenty of that next time I see you I promise πŸ₯°πŸ˜‰ 25/01/2024, 21:31 - Cat: About to pleasure myself and sleep 25/01/2024, 21:31 - Cat: 25/01/2024, 21:32 - Cat: I was worried that I'm becoming right wing πŸ˜‚ still the same 25/01/2024, 21:32 - Fabian My Williams: Lol, nah you're pretty left ❀️ 25/01/2024, 21:33 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine 25/01/2024, 21:38 - Fabian My Williams: Too much Andrew Tate πŸ˜› 25/01/2024, 21:39 - Cat: 25/01/2024, 21:39 - Fabian My Williams: Is that pleasure or disgust πŸ˜‚ 26/01/2024, 07:10 - Cat: Fabian. Do you still think that crying, hugging and asking ur partner to come inside the house to talk about the breakup is the same as false imprisonment? 26/01/2024, 07:11 - Fabian My Williams: No. But at the time that's what it felt like to me 🀷 26/01/2024, 07:11 - Fabian My Williams: Good morning ❀️ 26/01/2024, 07:11 - Cat: I woke up crying again 26/01/2024, 07:11 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 26/01/2024, 07:11 - Cat: Now I'm a mess 26/01/2024, 07:13 - Cat: Never mind. Hope u have a great day 26/01/2024, 07:13 - Fabian My Williams: I don't know what to say. I need get ready for work. You promised not to start this. So I love you and I'm on Ahmed about his school work. If he bothers you let me know. Remember how I saved the day with musti etc. think of good things. 26/01/2024, 07:16 - Cat: Ok 26/01/2024, 07:17 - Fabian My Williams: The past half year I've done everything you asked and have only borderlined when you've cast me away repeatedly. Over and over. Please think of the good things. I was on the phone to Ahmed half the day, at work, to keep your head level. 26/01/2024, 07:24 - Fabian My Williams: If you want to have a conflict free video call later it'd be good to see you, I miss you ❀️. I have that weld test / interview tomorrow. I need to keep my own head on, so if you don't think you can hold it together on the phone we can speak tomorrow when I come over ❀️. I can't lose my head right now. 26/01/2024, 07:25 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 26/01/2024, 07:25 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 26/01/2024, 07:25 - Fabian My Williams: This message was deleted 26/01/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: Now my head's going. Fucks sake. 26/01/2024, 07:29 - Fabian My Williams: You promised. 26/01/2024, 07:30 - Fabian My Williams: ..... 26/01/2024, 07:30 - Cat: I promised I won't break up with u and I wont 26/01/2024, 07:30 - Fabian My Williams: I send you this. Or something like it most mornings. 26/01/2024, 07:30 - Fabian My Williams: I get this shit. Every fucking week. 26/01/2024, 07:31 - Cat: I'm sorry I'm still such a mess. I know Palestinians suffer much more injustice than I did that day and I feel selfish 26/01/2024, 07:31 - Fabian My Williams: Without fail 26/01/2024, 07:31 - Fabian My Williams: So do your CBT book 26/01/2024, 07:33 - Cat: Now u re attacking me again. I'm sorry I'm traumatised from what u did 6 months ago. I really am. But I'm not doing it to annoy you. I can't breathe or work right now. My dog is barking. I'm a mess. I'm sorry to have asked u. I asked so I can move on wirh my day. Not to annoy u or break up with u. U are escalating it now, not me 26/01/2024, 07:34 - Fabian My Williams: I can't help stressing. I'm sorry. I have borderline. It doesn't mean you can do this. Every week for the rest of our lives. 26/01/2024, 07:34 - Fabian My Williams: You're the one currently being the abuser. 26/01/2024, 07:36 - Cat: I tried to sort myself out so I can function despite my ptsd. I asked you a simple question, how is that abuse? 26/01/2024, 07:36 - Fabian My Williams: null 26/01/2024, 07:44 - Cat: 26/01/2024, 07:59 - Cat: If it helps u get a clear head for ur weld test I could come see u tonight and we could go out in Stoke? I'd have to leave early for attila though, u have to come by bike after weld test. But anything u wanted to take by car I can take for u. Its an offer. For you, I don't need to see u, just yo assure u that I still love you 26/01/2024, 08:05 - Fabian My Williams: That means a lot thank you. That's helping me get my head level. 26/01/2024, 08:06 - Fabian My Williams: You don't need to do that but I would be nice if you're up for it, just knowing you aren't going to snowball and make my life hell by tonight really helps. Thank you ❀️. 26/01/2024, 08:35 - Fabian My Williams: Would be nice go out somewhere. I could ask a few people if they're out if you'd like to see people before birthday party? 26/01/2024, 08:43 - Cat: Yes, even better 26/01/2024, 08:44 - Cat: Also for u to know u have people who care about u, gather them up, will help stay grounded at this temporary job 26/01/2024, 08:44 - Cat: Can be will if u like 26/01/2024, 08:44 - Cat: Or marko 26/01/2024, 08:44 - Cat: I'd like to meet Marko he sounds fun 26/01/2024, 08:45 - Fabian My Williams: I'll ask them both and Mel and brian 26/01/2024, 08:49 - Fabian My Williams: And Thaine and Rankin 26/01/2024, 09:20 - Fabian My Williams: Mel and bri are game 26/01/2024, 09:48 - Cat: Not too many people plz 26/01/2024, 09:49 - Cat: U know I just shut down if it'd more than 3 in a group 26/01/2024, 11:45 - Fabian My Williams: Might only be Mel tonight. Bri isn't sure yet but probs will after work, he likes a pint, Mel's nice πŸ‘, I think you'll get on πŸ™‚ 26/01/2024, 13:43 - Cat: Ahmad says he sent his honework 26/01/2024, 13:43 - Cat: Plz can u give him phone tonight as I will be away? 26/01/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: Time you coming? ❀️ 26/01/2024, 14:24 - Cat: Was thinking to head off before 5 26/01/2024, 14:24 - Cat: Need to think how to deal with attila. Ahmad is not confident he can get him to go in the garden, so I can't leave too early or he ll shit his crate 26/01/2024, 14:52 - Fabian My Williams: Come after rush hour if you like maybe? set off about 6 and it'll take you half the time get here probably 26/01/2024, 15:19 - Cat: Good point 26/01/2024, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know when you set off ❀️ 26/01/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: So far Mel, and Dan Rankin are game. Dan's been chewing my ear off for the past half hour about Jordan Peterson so you'll have something to talk about with him at least πŸ˜‚ 26/01/2024, 17:19 - Fabian My Williams: 26/01/2024, 17:33 - Cat: Leaving now 26/01/2024, 17:42 - Fabian My Williams: Ok, see you soon 😘 26/01/2024, 18:05 - Cat: I'm downstairs 26/01/2024, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: It's open 26/01/2024, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: 😘 26/01/2024, 18:06 - Fabian My Williams: Just having a tidy lol 26/01/2024, 19:20 - Fabian My Williams: Taking ages, got you a cake thing too 27/01/2024, 07:20 - Cat: The average life expectancy for autistic people is 54 years 27/01/2024, 07:20 - Cat: My dad died at 54 27/01/2024, 07:21 - Fabian My Williams: Well that's a cheerful thought πŸ˜” 27/01/2024, 07:21 - Fabian My Williams: Get back ok? 27/01/2024, 07:21 - Fabian My Williams: Dog good? 27/01/2024, 09:28 - Cat: Hey πŸ€— 27/01/2024, 09:28 - Cat: Yeah all good 27/01/2024, 09:28 - Cat: Well he ate my jeans earlier so I put him in the pen 27/01/2024, 09:29 - Cat: He is still in there. I tried to get back to sleep but couldn't. Now he is barking. I shall take him for a walk. Hope ur test went well ❀️ I love you so so much πŸ€— 27/01/2024, 11:34 - Fabian My Williams: Hey, it went well, ended up staying for a bit talking shop. The rate is shit 15.50. looks good there though, loads of box section assemblies. I smashed the weld test in all positions πŸ˜ŠπŸ‘Œ. Everyone who was there had been there 15, 25, 8 years (supervisor) The guy I'd replace was 75 retired cus of sick wife. Got a year's work, so much they're outsourcing. Little fucker, well just have have an early night tonight, catch up lol. Hope your walk was nice, will be with you before it goes dark all being well. Love you endlessly ❀️ 27/01/2024, 11:37 - Cat: Congratulations 🎊 27/01/2024, 11:38 - Cat: My beautiful badass welder πŸ₯° 27/01/2024, 11:38 - Cat: If they re outsourcing u could always ask how to get a contract? Bet they pay their freelancers 18 quid and keep them for years in end. 27/01/2024, 11:42 - Fabian My Williams: Nah, they'll be paying other companies 27/01/2024, 11:43 - Fabian My Williams: Quid less than I'm on 27/01/2024, 11:55 - Cat: Oh well. If things go further south its better than no job but no harm keep looking 27/01/2024, 12:21 - Fabian My Williams: I messaged JP. And Liam see if he can get me a foot in 27/01/2024, 12:37 - Cat: 27/01/2024, 12:37 - Cat: I just beat the honey badger 27/01/2024, 12:39 - Fabian My Williams: That's weird that name came up now ... Maybe it's a sign that is my spirit animal πŸ˜‚ 27/01/2024, 14:40 - Cat: Looool 27/01/2024, 14:40 - Cat: Wr don't need a sign for that 27/01/2024, 14:40 - Fabian My Williams: Haha 27/01/2024, 14:40 - Cat: Irs established 27/01/2024, 14:40 - Fabian My Williams: Fair, I'll take it 😊 27/01/2024, 14:41 - Cat: 27/01/2024, 14:42 - Fabian My Williams: I love them πŸ˜‚ 27/01/2024, 14:43 - Fabian My Williams: And you 😘 27/01/2024, 14:51 - Fabian My Williams: Looking forward to seeing you πŸ₯°. Last night was amazing. Unrestrained for the win. I love making love to you. You're spectacular 27/01/2024, 16:04 - Fabian My Williams: Heading to you in a min 28/01/2024, 09:39 - Cat: Use the Costa App like me and get 1 bean + 5 bonus beans when you buy a handcrafted drink. That’s 6 beans closer to your free one. Sip, earn, and enjoy! https://swf3j.app.goo.gl/fb1ER 29/01/2024, 08:29 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you have a great day, love you. Had an awesome time talking and chatting with you this weekend about work and apocalypse scenarios etc. ❀️ 29/01/2024, 10:00 - Cat: Me too!!!!! 29/01/2024, 10:00 - Cat: Love you loads 29/01/2024, 10:00 - Cat: On phone with dentist 29/01/2024, 15:24 - Cat: I'm sooo bored 29/01/2024, 15:24 - Cat: Miss u πŸ₯Ί 29/01/2024, 16:22 - Fabian My Williams: How'd it go? 29/01/2024, 16:22 - Fabian My Williams: What news? 29/01/2024, 16:23 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too πŸ₯°. Love you, hope your day's gone well 😘 29/01/2024, 17:28 - Cat: https://youtu.be/f-eeQt7nPXQ?si=xWV_1_PHXlJlEkqy 29/01/2024, 17:33 - Fabian My Williams: Just watching a film, will check it out after, your day ok? 29/01/2024, 19:48 - Fabian My Williams: null 29/01/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: You remembered lol ❀️ 29/01/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: 29/01/2024, 20:04 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you, hope you're ok ❀️ 29/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Had a bit of a shit day 29/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Don't wanna ruin ur day 29/01/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Nice collage 29/01/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? Wanna call briefly? Get it off your chest? 😘 29/01/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Naaa 29/01/2024, 20:15 - Fabian My Williams: About to game, but I can spare some time for my future wife πŸ˜‰ ❀️ 29/01/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Teeth stillborn fixed. I thought appointment was tomorrow then that bitch called and said it was today. I'm sure she told me tomorrow earlier 29/01/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Do I already paid and still missed my appointment 29/01/2024, 20:16 - Cat: Ordered aa batteries and paid 6 quid for next day shipping, only to find out I ordered aaa by accident 29/01/2024, 20:16 - Fabian My Williams: Ah shit, sorted another? Can get them from corner shop 29/01/2024, 20:16 - Cat: Attila ate my headphones and my vehicle ownership card for pt car. At least I finally found it 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: I can't be bothered to leave jouse u know me. But musti got me some 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Teeth still hurt 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: Fucks sake 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Been using thsg small brush 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: Any better? Takes time 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Still haven't quit Raincoat but still planning to 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: Love you ❀️ 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Sorry, bit dingy 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Nothing good happened today 29/01/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Speak tomorrow ok 29/01/2024, 20:18 - Fabian My Williams: You sure ❀️, I wanna help if I can 29/01/2024, 20:20 - Cat: ❀️ 29/01/2024, 20:20 - Cat: Don't know how 29/01/2024, 20:20 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 29/01/2024, 20:20 - Cat: Love u too 29/01/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: Remember temple grandin, and our sex and talking 29/01/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: How in love we are 😘 29/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: I know 29/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: Im not mad at u 29/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: At all 29/01/2024, 20:29 - Cat: Just in pain 😒 29/01/2024, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: I'm Sorry want me bring some real painkillers for you, tramadol or naproxen 29/01/2024, 20:48 - Cat: I think I still have some in my closet. But I don't want to experiment with that 29/01/2024, 20:48 - Cat: I'm ok 29/01/2024, 20:48 - Cat: Just need to keep biting down real hars 29/01/2024, 20:48 - Cat: D 29/01/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: That sucks, could you order mouth guard? 29/01/2024, 21:08 - Cat: I just threw 6 of then away 29/01/2024, 21:08 - Cat: Im biting pillow and sleeve 29/01/2024, 21:09 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry you missed your dentist, when you re book for? 29/01/2024, 21:18 - Cat: Tomorrow at noon 29/01/2024, 21:19 - Fabian My Williams: Hope it goes well ❀️ 29/01/2024, 21:20 - Cat: Will let u know 29/01/2024, 21:20 - Fabian My Williams: Love you Catherine 😊 29/01/2024, 21:21 - Cat: Wish u were here so I can feed u cake and make the kids cringe with my b day singing 29/01/2024, 21:21 - Fabian My Williams: Can always do it Wednesday 🀷😘 29/01/2024, 21:21 - Cat: If I survive till then 29/01/2024, 21:22 - Fabian My Williams: I imagine they'll sort a temporary filling at least tomorrow 29/01/2024, 21:26 - Cat: Nope 29/01/2024, 21:26 - Cat: Today i had 1 hour appointment but tomorrow she only has 15 min 29/01/2024, 21:26 - Cat: It will be just a checkup and I have to go back 29/01/2024, 21:47 - Fabian My Williams: Ah that's shit 30/01/2024, 00:12 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.instagram.com/reel/C1nEqRPysW2/?igsh=MWEyeWUwaWd3OGZ1dA== 30/01/2024, 07:29 - Fabian My Williams: Good morning Catherine ❀️. Hope your tooth and gums feel a bit better today 🀞. Good luck at dentist. Miss and love you endlessly πŸ₯° 30/01/2024, 08:57 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 30/01/2024, 10:16 - Cat: Hey πŸ€— 30/01/2024, 10:16 - Cat: Yea 30/01/2024, 10:17 - Cat: Gums still hurt. Just walked attila and took ahmad with me. Now I'm mute because of too much annoying small talk 30/01/2024, 10:17 - Cat: Also had therapy this morning 30/01/2024, 10:17 - Cat: My shrink is getting warm to the idea that u re not going anywhere 30/01/2024, 10:18 - Cat: But he says u still have a very long way to go before we can live together 30/01/2024, 10:18 - Cat: How r u? 30/01/2024, 10:18 - Cat: How is work? 30/01/2024, 10:27 - Fabian My Williams: Just been on phone for hour to DBT NHS people 30/01/2024, 10:30 - Cat: Oh wow 30/01/2024, 10:30 - Cat: What did they say? 30/01/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: Love you, will message in a bit, need catch up. Phone call went well πŸ‘. Wanna call in a bit after work 30/01/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: They're gonna get back to me in 7 days with a plan apparently 30/01/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: They don't do dbt but they have things I can do I think 30/01/2024, 10:31 - Cat: Sounds promising 30/01/2024, 10:32 - Cat: Sure let's Dalkeith tonight 30/01/2024, 10:32 - Cat: Sorry for not calling on ur but day but I looked and felt miserable and didn't wanna ruin it for u 30/01/2024, 10:41 - Fabian My Williams: Don't be silly 😘 30/01/2024, 12:01 - Cat: 30/01/2024, 13:03 - Cat: At pharmacy now 30/01/2024, 13:03 - Cat: Have gum infection and need antibugs 30/01/2024, 13:03 - Cat: Need quit smoking 30/01/2024, 13:04 - Cat: And eat better alongside the interdental brush 30/01/2024, 13:05 - Cat: Have hygienist in 90 min 30/01/2024, 13:05 - Fabian My Williams: Feel any better? 30/01/2024, 13:05 - Cat: Not yet 30/01/2024, 13:05 - Cat: They re making my meds now 30/01/2024, 13:06 - Fabian My Williams: Matt's pay review went wank he's gonna be looking for another job lol 30/01/2024, 13:28 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah he's pissed. They said they want him to be site supervisor apparently... 30/01/2024, 13:28 - Fabian My Williams: So Leon's gonna have 2 supervisors or what lol 30/01/2024, 15:16 - Cat: Loool, na he wants to demote u 30/01/2024, 15:16 - Cat: U should both quit at rhe same time 30/01/2024, 15:16 - Cat: You deleted this message 30/01/2024, 15:16 - Cat: Hygienist was impressed with my pain threshold. She got more off than she expectsd 30/01/2024, 15:17 - Cat: But i have to go back next months and take antibiotics and special medicated mouth wash 30/01/2024, 15:26 - Cat: I got rejected for the startup incubator. No specific feedback 😞 30/01/2024, 15:38 - Fabian My Williams: Nearly done for day, will ring you when back 😘 30/01/2024, 15:39 - Cat: K 30/01/2024, 15:39 - Cat: I look ridiculous with my numb lip πŸ˜‚ 30/01/2024, 15:45 - Cat: I'm getting food from that Turkish mezze place 30/01/2024, 15:45 - Cat: And it's raking forever so rhe owner just gave me a free bottle of red wine 30/01/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: You always look beautiful to me 😊 30/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: The one at the bottom of the road? Our side or the other side that does cocktails? 30/01/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: Gonna clean myself up then ring you 30/01/2024, 16:21 - Fabian My Williams: I spoke to JP exhausts too today, offering 14 initially, which I said I was on before, so he said he'd be in touch with a halfway offer between 16.50 and 14 in a week or so. 30/01/2024, 16:28 - Cat: Call when ready 30/01/2024, 16:28 - Cat: I miss u 30/01/2024, 16:48 - Fabian My Williams: null 30/01/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: null 30/01/2024, 17:05 - Cat: null 30/01/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: Call back when done 30/01/2024, 18:12 - Cat: null 31/01/2024, 09:01 - Cat: Necrotizing gingivitis 31/01/2024, 09:01 - Cat: I do actually have trench mouth 31/01/2024, 10:18 - Cat: 31/01/2024, 10:30 - Fabian My Williams: Naww 31/01/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Love you too 😊. Hope you have a good day 🀞 31/01/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: How's your pain? 31/01/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: I'll still kiss you passionately 😘 31/01/2024, 10:51 - Cat: Still really bad. I probably won't vmbe great company tonight unless the antibiotics start working 31/01/2024, 10:52 - Cat: U re most welcome to come of course, I'd love being nursed and pitied 31/01/2024, 11:12 - Fabian My Williams: I think I can manage that 😘. I'll come straight after work 😊. Love you so much 😁 31/01/2024, 13:43 - Cat: Can't wait to hug you πŸ€— 31/01/2024, 13:45 - Cat: Mark the babysitter is here today as he couldn't make Tuesday. I still need to get cash to pay him. Would u mind buying the engament ring today and bringing me 100 in cash and the rest u can transfer? Saves me leaving the house in my state. Mark wanes cash as he has a business and it would look dodgy on his bank statement 31/01/2024, 16:16 - Cat: What's ur eta today? 31/01/2024, 16:17 - Cat: 31/01/2024, 16:18 - Cat: Received this via sms. Not sure relevant 31/01/2024, 16:23 - Fabian My Williams: At Tesco round corner now getting money 31/01/2024, 19:19 - Cat: Luctry Dog Training Collar with... https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0CPP9QP3T?ref=ppx_pop_mob_ap_share 01/02/2024, 07:32 - Cat: I forgot completely, tonight is the socialist party meeting at 6.30 01/02/2024, 07:33 - Cat: Hanley. I'd like to go but need to see how I'm getting on with my tooth pain. Can I still couch surf at urs? U re most invited to join of course, but I get if u want an evening to urself this week, so no pressure 01/02/2024, 07:47 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah sound 01/02/2024, 07:48 - Fabian My Williams: I'll come ❀️, would be up for doing the will thing after? Save pissing about Friday, or Saturday before the party πŸ™‚ 01/02/2024, 09:48 - Cat: I will be socially overloaded after meeting lots of strangers 01/02/2024, 09:48 - Cat: Could always meet will Saturday morning before u leave? 01/02/2024, 09:49 - Cat: Hopefully I won't be in pain by then either 01/02/2024, 10:42 - Fabian My Williams: I don't know, I'll ask will. 01/02/2024, 10:42 - Fabian My Williams: What about beforehand? 01/02/2024, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: Can you pack the iced coffee, sandwich and 2 juices out the fridge please? I forgot them this morning ❀️ 01/02/2024, 12:39 - Cat: Of course 01/02/2024, 12:42 - Cat: Ahmad wants to talk to u on discord but he has no phone time left. Can u give him another hour so he can read ur response? 01/02/2024, 12:46 - Cat: 29 Charles St, Hanley, Stoke-on-Trent ST1 3JP 01/02/2024, 12:47 - Cat: Do u know if there is parking round there or shall we get uber? 01/02/2024, 13:08 - Fabian My Williams: Parking cheaper, just up road 01/02/2024, 16:19 - Cat: You deleted this message 01/02/2024, 16:20 - Cat: So it's nearly twice the distance if I pick u up πŸ™„ 01/02/2024, 16:21 - Cat: Is it possible for you to meet me there? 01/02/2024, 16:21 - Cat: 01/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: I don't fancy leaving my bike in Hanley if I don't have to sorry. Remember it's rush hour 😘. If you leave it till a bit later the traffic should die down. And go right up the country road as you come out of your house. There's awful temporary lights as you leave Congleton 01/02/2024, 16:43 - Fabian My Williams: It's not twice the distance, when the roads are quieter it's only about 10 mins from mine to there 01/02/2024, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: All that orange and red should be gone by about 5.45pm. 01/02/2024, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: I could get an Uber I suppose 01/02/2024, 17:16 - Fabian My Williams: I'll get an Uber,save you pissing about ❀️ 01/02/2024, 17:20 - Fabian My Williams: Or are you on way? 01/02/2024, 17:21 - Cat: Nope not yet 01/02/2024, 17:21 - Fabian My Williams: Want me meet you there then? 01/02/2024, 17:21 - Fabian My Williams: Will be easier and you can leave later 01/02/2024, 17:21 - Cat: I was just thinking I'm too scared to walk there alone from thr parking πŸ™ˆ 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Fabian My Williams: Which means you'll get there faster 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Fabian My Williams: I'll meet you at parking 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Fabian My Williams: 😘 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Cat: Or I could get to u and we both share the uber? 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Cat: That way, if there are drinks I can have one 😎 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Fabian My Williams: Then we need an Uber back, can't imagine they have a bar lol 01/02/2024, 17:22 - Cat: Lol I hear u 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Cat: K, meet u at the parking lot then? 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Cat: What time? 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Fabian My Williams: Sounds like a plan 😘 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Fabian My Williams: How about 6.20pm 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Fabian My Williams: ? 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Fabian My Williams: Gives us 10 mins 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Cat: K 01/02/2024, 17:23 - Fabian My Williams: If you set off about 10 to 6 you'll probably piss it 01/02/2024, 17:24 - Cat: Yea I want to leave after rush hour 01/02/2024, 17:24 - Fabian My Williams: Shouldn't be much about by the time you get to hanley 01/02/2024, 17:24 - Cat: It only starts at 7 but opens 6 30 01/02/2024, 17:24 - Cat: We could meet 6 30 at the parking? 01/02/2024, 17:24 - Fabian My Williams: null 01/02/2024, 18:24 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 01/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: Bit worried 01/02/2024, 18:30 - Fabian My Williams: null 02/02/2024, 08:16 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 Hope you got back ok. Have a great day 02/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: You get back ok? 02/02/2024, 11:10 - Cat: Heyyy πŸ€— 02/02/2024, 11:10 - Cat: I just got u the perfect birthday present 02/02/2024, 11:11 - Cat: But it won't arrive for another week 02/02/2024, 11:11 - Cat: Anyways I got another one that I paid next day for, so we should have that for tomorrow ❀️ 02/02/2024, 11:12 - Cat: If u come today can u plz get me some toothpaste from hb? I'm totally out 02/02/2024, 11:12 - Fabian My Williams: Didn't have get me anything 😊. A nice party with everyone getting along is more than enough ❀️. Thank you though 02/02/2024, 11:13 - Fabian My Williams: Waiting hear back off aunt, will let you know, failing that could musti grab some in his way home 02/02/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: She's waiting hear back off my dad see if he's planned owt 02/02/2024, 11:20 - Cat: Hey can I meet ur parents? 02/02/2024, 11:21 - Cat: I'll text him but yesterday he said he didn't wanna go as went straight in his pj's after school 02/02/2024, 11:21 - Fabian My Williams: Even I don't meet my parents lol. Can I meet your mum? Lol 02/02/2024, 11:21 - Fabian My Williams: Before he gets home and changed? 02/02/2024, 11:22 - Fabian My Williams: If I ever do you're more than welcome to come with 02/02/2024, 11:22 - Cat: Lol deal 02/02/2024, 11:22 - Cat: I'll text him now 02/02/2024, 13:43 - Cat: Ahmad nagged about phone. Please block for 24 hours 02/02/2024, 15:08 - Fabian My Williams: What did he say? 02/02/2024, 15:51 - Cat: Just nagging 02/02/2024, 15:52 - Cat: I need 3000 gbp worth of dental work 😫 02/02/2024, 15:58 - Fabian My Williams: What!? What do you need doing? Ask my dentist for same treatment 02/02/2024, 16:53 - Cat: Just a million fillings and a crown 02/02/2024, 16:53 - Cat: The crown is 444 which is less than u payed 02/02/2024, 16:54 - Cat: Plus I have to go 4x so won't do it ubless it's super convenient 02/02/2024, 18:00 - Cat: null 02/02/2024, 19:28 - Fabian My Williams: Got phone, on way home 02/02/2024, 20:29 - Fabian My Williams: That bad? How many actual? 02/02/2024, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: Does it have a 10 year warranty? 02/02/2024, 20:31 - Fabian My Williams: If you don't go it'll only get worse :-/ 02/02/2024, 20:43 - Cat: I know 😒 02/02/2024, 20:43 - Fabian My Williams: null 02/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: 02/02/2024, 21:34 - Fabian My Williams: 😳... Sorry about that to anyone that saw it comrades, that was a joke present for Fabian's birthday, and yes, it was the wrong chat 🫒... 02/02/2024, 21:36 - Cat: 02/02/2024, 22:07 - Fabian My Williams: Oh god 😳... 02/02/2024, 22:07 - Fabian My Williams: Sweet dreams Catherine ❀️ 02/02/2024, 22:17 - Cat: Yeppp, I still feel sooo weird πŸ₯΄ 02/02/2024, 22:23 - Fabian My Williams: I know right. I'm gonna game to try and take my mind off it. It was like something out of the peep show πŸ˜‚ 02/02/2024, 22:51 - Cat: I know!!!! 02/02/2024, 22:52 - Fabian My Williams: Loudermilk is full of moments like that when it gets going more cringe than the peep show sometimes and it's deeper 03/02/2024, 11:45 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️ how're you? 03/02/2024, 12:01 - Fabian My Williams: I'm still cringing πŸ˜‚ 03/02/2024, 12:02 - Cat: Well at least someone else posted now who wasn't there yesterday, do our deleted messages are no longer the last thing on there 03/02/2024, 12:02 - Cat: Bur yea, total peep show moment 🫣 03/02/2024, 12:02 - Cat: I suggest we grow a beard, die our hair and never talk to them again 03/02/2024, 12:02 - Fabian My Williams: Gone but not forgotten 03/02/2024, 12:03 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜‚ 03/02/2024, 12:04 - Cat: You deleted this message 03/02/2024, 12:06 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 03/02/2024, 12:07 - Cat: Yea 03/02/2024, 12:07 - Cat: Ur present hasn't arrived yet 03/02/2024, 12:07 - Cat: But I wrote u a valentine card this morning 03/02/2024, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: Don't need get me cards ❀️. I don't really do them lol. Gonna try book us somewhere for the 14th after work 😊 03/02/2024, 12:19 - Fabian My Williams: Will just getting up now, let you know when we're ready set off ❀️ 03/02/2024, 12:22 - Cat: Ah u re both coming? Shit I gotta get ready 03/02/2024, 12:22 - Fabian My Williams: Probs be an hour maybe 2 03/02/2024, 12:23 - Cat: I've got dentist at 3 30 on valentines day 03/02/2024, 12:24 - Fabian My Williams: We're all anxious probably, him with his social shit, you with your autism and me with my borderline. We all just need to be diplomatic and understanding I think. Might wanna think about where to go with will, or I could go out for a bit, I'm easy ❀️ 03/02/2024, 13:14 - Cat: We don't have to do this u know 03/02/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: We could always do something at the weekend then 😘. Go for a meal or something romantic 03/02/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah we do 03/02/2024, 13:14 - Fabian My Williams: It's arranged and everyone's game. It might be awkward but it'll help 03/02/2024, 13:15 - Cat: I'd rather go on that day. I know its cheesy, but it would mean a lot to me 03/02/2024, 13:15 - Fabian My Williams: How long you be at dentist, you're not supposed eat for a while after filling are you? 03/02/2024, 13:17 - Fabian My Williams: I'm quite happy book something 😘 03/02/2024, 13:33 - Cat: Yea, few hours 03/02/2024, 13:35 - Cat: Plz don't come 03/02/2024, 13:35 - Cat: I'll see u later 03/02/2024, 13:35 - Cat: When the parcel has arrived 03/02/2024, 13:50 - Fabian My Williams: Wills here and ready to come to you? You wanna meet him beforehand or summat when it's just us? 03/02/2024, 13:51 - Fabian My Williams: I've spoke to him and I'm confident it'll go well ❀️ 03/02/2024, 13:53 - Cat: I don't know. I'm having ptsd again 03/02/2024, 14:00 - Fabian My Williams: Shouldn't this help with that? 03/02/2024, 14:00 - Fabian My Williams: Please don't go off on one today, I love you and we've been fine for nearly 2 weeks. 03/02/2024, 14:02 - Fabian My Williams: The present I asked for was a chill birthday with no drama ❀️. That was all 😘. If this gets sorted I think it'll really help you to know I'm not triangulating 03/02/2024, 14:03 - Cat: K 03/02/2024, 14:03 - Cat: Come over now then, as I can't guarantee when I'll he thetr tonight 03/02/2024, 14:03 - Fabian My Williams: Is there anything I can do to make it easier for you? ❀️ 03/02/2024, 14:04 - Cat: Need to wait for ur present 03/02/2024, 14:04 - Fabian My Williams: Ok, will head to you soon ❀️ 03/02/2024, 14:28 - Fabian My Williams: On way, love you Catherine ❀️ 03/02/2024, 14:51 - Fabian My Williams: ETA few mins 03/02/2024, 17:27 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 17:28 - Cat: Lol sorry, was gonna find a real sweet one, but this was sooo funny I had to share 03/02/2024, 17:28 - Cat: Fucking whatsapp it's spying on me 03/02/2024, 17:29 - Cat: I've never seen so many dogs when looking up I love you gif 03/02/2024, 17:29 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 17:29 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too Catherine ❀️ Glad it went well 03/02/2024, 17:29 - Cat: I trying to be romantic I swear 03/02/2024, 17:30 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 17:30 - Fabian My Williams: That's my job πŸ˜‰. You're plenty romantic, dunna worry 03/02/2024, 17:30 - Cat: Ahhh don't be so sure. I'm super proud of my valentines card. Never written one to anyone else before 03/02/2024, 17:32 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, proud to be your first ❀️ 03/02/2024, 17:50 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 17:52 - Fabian My Williams: Intellectual conversations on chess dot com 03/02/2024, 17:57 - Cat: I'm pretending I'm an old guy dude 03/02/2024, 17:57 - Cat: It's still going 03/02/2024, 17:58 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 18:02 - Cat: 03/02/2024, 18:09 - Fabian My Williams: Number 69, shady lane haha 03/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: I told him my grinder is sugardaddy1975 03/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: Not quite as good as urs but we had the same idea πŸ˜‚ 03/02/2024, 18:31 - Cat: Ahmad is being super sweet 03/02/2024, 18:31 - Cat: Appeaeabrly dog shat in rhe House but he's cleaning it before I see it 03/02/2024, 18:31 - Cat: Plz plz can I give him an hour phone? 03/02/2024, 18:31 - Fabian My Williams: Naww bless him. I'd check his work lol 03/02/2024, 18:33 - Fabian My Williams: Gave him one hour 03/02/2024, 18:37 - Cat: Thanks ❀️ 03/02/2024, 19:38 - Fabian My Williams: null 03/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: null 03/02/2024, 20:08 - Cat: null 04/02/2024, 12:13 - Cat: Love you sooo much πŸ€—β€οΈ 04/02/2024, 12:13 - Cat: Hey can u plz give ahmad 3 hours of phone, he was excellent with attila last night. House was clean and dog was out, I'm so happy with him 04/02/2024, 13:12 - Cat: U alright? 04/02/2024, 13:23 - Cat: null 04/02/2024, 14:18 - Cat: I've got zero bacci left so sadly I will be veeery high when u get here πŸ₯΄ 04/02/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: I'll be with you before dark ❀️. Last night was so funny πŸ˜‚ 04/02/2024, 14:28 - Cat: Jonah and the whale πŸ‹ 😍 04/02/2024, 16:06 - Fabian My Williams: On way ❀️ 05/02/2024, 10:17 - Cat: null 05/02/2024, 10:17 - Cat: Having bit of a hear attack 05/02/2024, 10:18 - Cat: Can u try atep out n ring me? 05/02/2024, 10:18 - Fabian My Williams: null 05/02/2024, 10:21 - Cat: Ahmad nagged about phone. Add 24 h block plz 05/02/2024, 11:49 - Cat: U OK? 05/02/2024, 11:50 - Cat: I'm worried things are bad at work for some reason 05/02/2024, 11:59 - Fabian My Williams: All good as can be 05/02/2024, 11:59 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 05/02/2024, 11:59 - Fabian My Williams: Blocked him 05/02/2024, 12:17 - Cat: 05/02/2024, 12:17 - Cat: I got another one of these texts 05/02/2024, 14:49 - Fabian My Williams: Just block the number πŸ‘ 05/02/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: 05/02/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: 05/02/2024, 16:46 - Fabian My Williams: 05/02/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: British gas really wound me up today, hopefully it's sorted now, my anger earlier was about a 8-9 out of 10. Gonna read my dbt book for a half hour and stick a game on. Love you. Hope your day was good? 05/02/2024, 17:56 - Cat: Morons. Sorry u had to deal with this. At least ur bill wasn't real, fucking eon charged me 800 quid after sending me a final bill for mancs 05/02/2024, 17:57 - Cat: Yea day went alright. Apparently Jan is "excited" about that tool that I built which came as a bit of a surprise 05/02/2024, 17:58 - Fabian My Williams: Oh well, you're handing notice in Friday 🀷. Too little too late 05/02/2024, 18:14 - Cat: Yea 05/02/2024, 18:23 - Fabian My Williams: Glad you finally got some credit for something though ❀️ 05/02/2024, 18:29 - Cat: Me too ☺️ 05/02/2024, 18:30 - Cat: I'm watching love on the spectrum, will go bed soon. I love you ❀️ 05/02/2024, 18:32 - Fabian My Williams: Naww. Hope you're having a nice evening, love you too. More than anything ❀️ 06/02/2024, 06:56 - Cat: 06/02/2024, 07:15 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Love you, hope you slept ok. Ahmed's phone turns on at 10.20 ish and I've changed his hours as punishment 06/02/2024, 07:26 - Cat: You re the best 06/02/2024, 07:26 - Cat: I miss you 06/02/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: You too, I'll see you tomorrow ❀️ 06/02/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: I try, if you can let him know I've sent him a long message on discord and that his phone will unlock at half 10 it should prevent him asking you anything this morning I hope 06/02/2024, 07:40 - Fabian My Williams: Only 3 days till you give notice ❀️ 06/02/2024, 08:15 - Cat: Wellabout that.... 06/02/2024, 08:57 - Fabian My Williams: You realise one kind word off Jan doesn't change anything right ❀️ 06/02/2024, 16:58 - Fabian My Williams: Hey, how was your day? 😘 06/02/2024, 17:41 - Fabian My Williams: null 06/02/2024, 18:09 - Fabian My Williams: Battery? 06/02/2024, 18:28 - Cat: null 07/02/2024, 08:59 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️. Love you hope you have a great day 😘 07/02/2024, 08:59 - Fabian My Williams: Weather is looking rough for tomorrow morning already 07/02/2024, 09:00 - Fabian My Williams: 07/02/2024, 10:51 - Cat: That's fine 07/02/2024, 10:51 - Cat: See u when it's better 07/02/2024, 10:51 - Cat: Don't stress 07/02/2024, 10:51 - Fabian My Williams: Love you ❀️. Day ok? 07/02/2024, 13:29 - Cat: Yea 07/02/2024, 13:29 - Cat: Urs? 07/02/2024, 14:50 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah not too bad, Pete from Jo rang but I missed it 07/02/2024, 14:50 - Fabian My Williams: JP* 07/02/2024, 14:54 - Cat: Ring back???? 07/02/2024, 16:15 - Fabian My Williams: I did, he didn't answer. It'll get sorted, we both want to talk. just missed each other, he probs driving for 2 hours now 07/02/2024, 16:41 - Fabian My Williams: null 07/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know if you wanna call when you're free ❀️. Gonna jump in shower 07/02/2024, 16:53 - Cat: null 07/02/2024, 17:52 - Cat: Fuck 07/02/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Fuck 07/02/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Fuck 07/02/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Attila ate the chocolate 07/02/2024, 18:04 - Fabian My Williams: How much? 07/02/2024, 18:04 - Fabian My Williams: There was a ratio wasn't there? 07/02/2024, 18:05 - Fabian My Williams: For how serious depending on dog size 07/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: I don't remember if there were 4 or 5 pieces in the bag 07/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: I still have 2.5 07/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: So maybe he ate a whole piece or next to nothing 07/02/2024, 18:09 - Fabian My Williams: Send pics of size of piece please 07/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: Size doesn't matter ifs about how much 07/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: Worst case as much as u had the other day 07/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: He is still acting OK ish 07/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: Bark a lot a minute ago 07/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: Then it looked like he is making a bed 07/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Like a few squares of a Cadbury bar or like a whole bar or chocolate. Hell probably just shit himself 07/02/2024, 18:38 - Cat: Web says shits, vomiting and psychological trauma, but hopefully should survivr 07/02/2024, 18:38 - Cat: Like a riesen 07/02/2024, 18:39 - Fabian My Williams: With how big he is unless he eats like a large full bar I wouldn't worry too much lol 07/02/2024, 18:39 - Cat: He's Defford tripping 07/02/2024, 18:39 - Fabian My Williams: Do they trip on it yeah? 07/02/2024, 18:57 - Cat: Yea 07/02/2024, 19:02 - Cat: 07/02/2024, 19:10 - Fabian My Williams: He looks fine 07/02/2024, 19:11 - Cat: I scraped the outside of that piece and ate it as didn't wanna waste it 07/02/2024, 19:30 - Fabian My Williams: The chocolate? Lol 07/02/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: Munchies yeah πŸ˜›πŸ˜˜ 07/02/2024, 19:31 - Cat: Lol 07/02/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: Mmmm dog saliva 07/02/2024, 19:32 - Cat: I washed it and scraped it off 07/02/2024, 19:32 - Cat: Was all clean but I didn't wanna let it fester in dog saliva for months on end 07/02/2024, 19:33 - Fabian My Williams: Enjoy.... Lol What brand 07/02/2024, 19:39 - Cat: The one you ate and cried from 07/02/2024, 19:40 - Cat: THAT chocolate. Me and him now high together ❀️ 07/02/2024, 19:41 - Cat: He made a bed in my wardrobe. Doesn't wanna cuddle more. I did get a few good cuddles earlier 07/02/2024, 19:41 - Fabian My Williams: Oh I get it now, fucking hell. How is he now lol 07/02/2024, 19:41 - Cat: 07/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: Hr is breathing fine 07/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: Just quiet 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Fabian My Williams: Naw, he'll be fine 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Fabian My Williams: ❀️ 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Fabian My Williams: How many you had? 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Just half 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Like last time 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: My ears feel hot 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: I hear outside noises more than usual 07/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: And feeling very chill with attila 07/02/2024, 19:44 - Cat: But nothing spectacular 07/02/2024, 19:44 - Cat: Not like your last trip 07/02/2024, 19:45 - Fabian My Williams: Fair, you having fun? I'm watching 90s films with will lol. 07/02/2024, 19:46 - Cat: Yea 07/02/2024, 19:46 - Cat: Irs very peaceful 07/02/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: Make the most of it lol ❀️ 07/02/2024, 19:54 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ₯° 07/02/2024, 19:54 - Cat: 07/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=a3hOeU7w59o&si=dMtX3qTUp-diAxBz 07/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: Watch the video! 07/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: πŸ˜‚ 07/02/2024, 20:08 - Fabian My Williams: Will do after film. You look so cute and pretty and happy. I love you soo much ❀️ 07/02/2024, 20:10 - Cat: You deleted this message 07/02/2024, 20:20 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? 07/02/2024, 20:23 - Fabian My Williams: Always concerns me a little a deleted message does. Really hope you're ok ❀️ 07/02/2024, 21:15 - Cat: All good 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Cat: Attila took to it like a champ 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Cat: Didn't even vomit 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Cat: Sleeping next to my bed now on floor 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Cat: Him not me lol 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Fabian My Williams: Well obvs lol πŸ˜› 07/02/2024, 21:16 - Fabian My Williams: Good trip? 07/02/2024, 21:35 - Cat: Yea 07/02/2024, 22:25 - Fabian My Williams: Look forward to hearing all about it ❀️. Wanna call again tomorrow? Miss you 😘 07/02/2024, 22:34 - Cat: null 08/02/2024, 09:25 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine 😘. Hope you have a great day πŸ₯°. Love you 08/02/2024, 11:37 - Cat: 08/02/2024, 12:08 - Cat: 08/02/2024, 12:08 - Cat: How is ur day going? 08/02/2024, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: Hey, meh, mask broke, Dan's getting me the part though. Think he knew it'd be a kick off if he didn't 08/02/2024, 12:10 - Fabian My Williams: Your good ? Attila looks happy enough 08/02/2024, 12:15 - Cat: Yea, we re both chill and happy and weirdly very bonded today. Weather was sooo shit during my dog walk, so glad to be home now 08/02/2024, 12:17 - Cat: 08/02/2024, 12:17 - Cat: Doesn't look bad on paper but it feel arctic outside 08/02/2024, 12:22 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah we've got heater on for the first time since last snow 08/02/2024, 16:12 - Fabian My Williams: How's it gone? You ok my love 😘? 08/02/2024, 17:32 - Cat: Nearly done. Want to get this database sorted before getting high 08/02/2024, 18:58 - Cat: Done 08/02/2024, 18:58 - Cat: Call me if u wanna talk 08/02/2024, 18:59 - Cat: Oh, BTW, ahmad says he sent u some extra work. He is bugging me to tell u and I decide if he deserves extra phone time 08/02/2024, 19:02 - Fabian My Williams: null 08/02/2024, 19:03 - Fabian My Williams: null 08/02/2024, 19:36 - Cat: Send me pics of will, Dan, Chris and anyone else who is single. I'm discussing guys with my new best girlfriend. Maybe she fancies one of them πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 08/02/2024, 20:13 - Fabian My Williams: If it goes south you could lose a friend 08/02/2024, 20:20 - Cat: Om still friends with binkie 08/02/2024, 20:20 - Cat: Actually I ghosted her cuz we wanted to start a business together and I set up a meeting with an flutter dev, and she didn't show and didn't text for 3 weeks. Then the dev was gone. She said she had a cold, but I don't buy it 08/02/2024, 21:37 - Fabian My Williams: Lol you're a bit short on them. Makes sense to not alienate them haha. 08/02/2024, 21:46 - Cat: Naaa 08/02/2024, 21:46 - Fabian My Williams: Film over soon 08/02/2024, 21:46 - Cat: Never looked back, same as with lee. I really don't get attached to mates like u do 08/02/2024, 21:47 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna chat after? 08/02/2024, 21:47 - Cat: Of they piss me off once I'm done. 8 billion people in the world 08/02/2024, 21:47 - Cat: Ummm 08/02/2024, 21:47 - Cat: Ok 08/02/2024, 21:47 - Cat: But I'm quit tired, u do the talking 08/02/2024, 21:49 - Fabian My Williams: Just a few mins then if you like? Tho say goodnight 😘 08/02/2024, 21:52 - Cat: K 08/02/2024, 22:08 - Fabian My Williams: Still awake? 08/02/2024, 22:24 - Cat: null 09/02/2024, 07:34 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. If you have a restaurant you particularly want to go let me know asap please or we might not get a valentines date booked in for this Wednesday. Hope you have a great day, love you 😘 09/02/2024, 07:41 - Fabian My Williams: If not, let me know asap and I'll book somewhere also asap lol 09/02/2024, 10:24 - Cat: K, having a look 09/02/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: Love you. Hope your morning is going well ❀️ 09/02/2024, 10:28 - Cat: https://maps.app.goo.gl/mBi3DhdDYNgr5XjE8 09/02/2024, 10:28 - Cat: I still haven't eaten there 09/02/2024, 10:28 - Cat: Reviews are so good but it's always empty when I get there 09/02/2024, 10:28 - Cat: Not sure u can reserve though 09/02/2024, 10:29 - Cat: You deleted this message 09/02/2024, 10:29 - Cat: You deleted this message 09/02/2024, 11:33 - Fabian My Williams: 09/02/2024, 11:33 - Fabian My Williams: Which one you like look of? 09/02/2024, 13:03 - Cat: Neapolitan pizza 09/02/2024, 13:06 - Cat: Miss u ❀️ 09/02/2024, 13:07 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too. Can't find their phone number 09/02/2024, 13:07 - Fabian My Williams: You having a good day 09/02/2024, 13:08 - Fabian My Williams: ? 09/02/2024, 14:20 - Cat: Meh 09/02/2024, 14:31 - Fabian My Williams: Sup beautiful? 😘 09/02/2024, 14:34 - Fabian My Williams: Work being a pain in the arse? 09/02/2024, 14:38 - Fabian My Williams: Could maybe walk in and try and book, there's a pizza and pasta place on corner 09/02/2024, 14:38 - Fabian My Williams: When we go out Saturday night 09/02/2024, 15:44 - Cat: You deleted this message 09/02/2024, 15:44 - Cat: So that I love free software day is on Tuesday, one day before valentines 09/02/2024, 15:45 - Cat: 6.30 pm, kpa club house, 97 Horwood Rd, Keele University. 09/02/2024, 15:45 - Cat: Free pancakes and drinks and can bring family 09/02/2024, 15:45 - Cat: I would love to invite thaine as well, are u up for it? 09/02/2024, 15:46 - Cat: Happy to skip Saturday night date in return, as its a busy week 09/02/2024, 16:28 - Fabian My Williams: Hey 😘 Wanna call talk to about it all πŸ™‚? If you're busy can be later 09/02/2024, 16:32 - Cat: Yea later 09/02/2024, 16:33 - Cat: I'm building a shitty website right now 09/02/2024, 16:33 - Cat: 09/02/2024, 16:33 - Fabian My Williams: Glad you've got summat to get stuck into ❀️ 09/02/2024, 16:33 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ₯° 09/02/2024, 16:33 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you 09/02/2024, 16:47 - Fabian My Williams: 09/02/2024, 20:13 - Cat: Would u still love me if I was a worm? 09/02/2024, 20:13 - Fabian My Williams: Of course 😘 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Cat: How was ur day? 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: All the better now I'm talking to you πŸ₯° 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: Not bad though 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: You? 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Cat: Wait I'll make it even better 09/02/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: How did website go? 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Getting there, lots more to do 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: But I'm getting a little tired 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Was in deep flow today 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Fabian My Williams: Oh shit 😊 09/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: I've missed that been a while 09/02/2024, 20:16 - Fabian My Williams: I can tell. It's great to see ❀️ 09/02/2024, 20:16 - Fabian My Williams: Really happy it's turned around there 09/02/2024, 20:16 - Cat: I bought it finally. Been drooling over this for months and it was on sale today 09/02/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: A whole 3 pounds of sale πŸ‘Œ 09/02/2024, 20:17 - Cat: Every little helps 09/02/2024, 20:17 - Fabian My Williams: It does, I'd end up spending half my salary and what I bought wouldn't look as good as what you get anyway lol 09/02/2024, 20:19 - Cat: I'm good with money 😘 09/02/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: I know ❀️. Love you 09/02/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: Do you want to call and talk about schedule? 09/02/2024, 20:45 - Cat: Yes 09/02/2024, 20:45 - Cat: Soon 09/02/2024, 20:46 - Cat: 09/02/2024, 20:46 - Cat: I'm nearly done for today 09/02/2024, 20:46 - Fabian My Williams: tank mode 09/02/2024, 20:46 - Fabian My Williams: Just let me know when 😊 09/02/2024, 20:46 - Cat: OK πŸ˜˜πŸ€— 09/02/2024, 21:35 - Cat: Finally closed laptp 09/02/2024, 21:35 - Cat: Gonna pee and call u ❀️ 09/02/2024, 21:40 - Cat: null 09/02/2024, 22:24 - Cat: https://www.xvideos.com/video4186305/double_fisting_dildo_toilet_brush_deep_throat_swallowing_cum 09/02/2024, 22:24 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=63f99b4889685 09/02/2024, 22:26 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=63e77efcf12b8 09/02/2024, 22:51 - Fabian My Williams: 01260 291110 purple pakora 10/02/2024, 08:49 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Should be with you by about 10am as planned 😘 10/02/2024, 09:25 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 09:38 - Fabian My Williams: On way 10/02/2024, 09:38 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ₯° 10/02/2024, 09:59 - Cat: I'm I shower just make yourself ar home ❀️ 10/02/2024, 16:41 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 10/02/2024, 16:42 - Fabian My Williams: 12/02/2024, 07:55 - Fabian My Williams: Have I had a parcel come? 12/02/2024, 09:35 - Fabian My Williams: I think I'm deffo gonna get the MacDonalds work. Wayne says he'll buy me gas and rods and bring all the bits to me at home. I just need a table and lighting in my garage lol 12/02/2024, 09:35 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your day is going well πŸ₯° 12/02/2024, 10:36 - Fabian My Williams: Says he'll pay cash too. Off books ❀️ 12/02/2024, 10:44 - Fabian My Williams: 12/02/2024, 11:34 - Cat: That's awesome news!!!!! 12/02/2024, 11:34 - Cat: πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³ 12/02/2024, 11:35 - Cat: Trust me. One day u have your own custom fabrications 12/02/2024, 11:35 - Cat: Ifs ur name, not his anyways 12/02/2024, 11:35 - Cat: No parcel yet 12/02/2024, 11:36 - Cat: 12/02/2024, 11:36 - Cat: 12/02/2024, 11:37 - Cat: Loool 12/02/2024, 11:37 - Cat: This was posted in a happy new year group chat by the Portuguese estate agent πŸ˜‚ 12/02/2024, 11:37 - Cat: Ifs not just us, lol 12/02/2024, 11:40 - Fabian My Williams: It says it was delivered 12/02/2024, 11:41 - Fabian My Williams: Wow.... 12/02/2024, 15:45 - Fabian My Williams: Got redirected to mine 12/02/2024, 15:45 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your day has gone well. Love you ❀️ 12/02/2024, 15:47 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ₯° 12/02/2024, 16:14 - Cat: Still working 12/02/2024, 16:14 - Cat: Love u too β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 12/02/2024, 16:25 - Fabian My Williams: I need book somewhere for Wednesday, would Indian or Turkish be ok? Need find somewhere you'll be happy with asap ❀️ 12/02/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: Also, you have to watch that queen's gambit chess thing, 2 episodes in and I'm hooked. It's great. Should be right up your alley πŸ˜› 12/02/2024, 18:32 - Fabian My Williams: 12/02/2024, 18:40 - Cat: Loool 12/02/2024, 18:40 - Cat: Yes Turkish is great 12/02/2024, 18:40 - Cat: Are we still game for pancake day tomorrow? Will need to sleep at urs 12/02/2024, 19:35 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah sound 12/02/2024, 19:36 - Cat: K, see u tomorrow night then ❀️ 12/02/2024, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: Will try and sort one now 12/02/2024, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: Hope it's gone good for you today ❀️ 12/02/2024, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: I'll look forward to it πŸ₯° 12/02/2024, 20:27 - Cat: Me too 12/02/2024, 20:27 - Cat: Love you loads 12/02/2024, 20:30 - Fabian My Williams: You too, more than anything ❀️. Booked somewhere. It's close, so we can have a drink. 12/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: I love you ❀️ 12/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: This is really important to me 12/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: Thank you πŸ’–πŸ’πŸ’–πŸ’ 12/02/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: I know ❀️ 12/02/2024, 20:55 - Cat: How was ur day? 12/02/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: I hope your card comes in time 12/02/2024, 20:55 - Cat: U ve got urs ready right? 12/02/2024, 20:56 - Cat: U can read it first thing in the morning 12/02/2024, 20:57 - Fabian My Williams: Will do ❀️ 12/02/2024, 20:57 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah I have it ready πŸ₯° 12/02/2024, 20:57 - Fabian My Williams: Was good, ran out of stuff to do cus Dan is an idiot so I practiced ally welding. I still got it πŸ‘Œ 12/02/2024, 20:58 - Fabian My Williams: How about yours ? 12/02/2024, 20:58 - Fabian My Williams: And that Wayne thing is good 12/02/2024, 20:58 - Fabian My Williams: Need get power hooked up to my garage 12/02/2024, 21:04 - Cat: Yes it's excellent 12/02/2024, 21:05 - Cat: I'm genuinely so happy for u 12/02/2024, 21:05 - Cat: I still belive u can run ur own business 12/02/2024, 21:49 - Fabian My Williams: Meh, side hustle maybe. Lol 13/02/2024, 09:13 - Cat: Irs how everyone starts πŸ’– 13/02/2024, 09:14 - Cat: I still think u should invest in a workshop in my garden or external workshop rather than putting electric in that rental garage. It's not urs. Its not secure. It may not even be legal. No pressure at all, it's just well meant financial advice, I don't care either way 13/02/2024, 09:14 - Cat: Woke up at 4qm and feel like shit 13/02/2024, 09:15 - Cat: Will really try to make it pancake day, but currently there is a small chance that I won't be able to leave my bed again once I've survived the dog walk 13/02/2024, 09:19 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️ 13/02/2024, 09:19 - Fabian My Williams: No worries, let me know how you feel before 4 so I know if I have to rush home to tidy up lol πŸ˜‰. Hope you have a good day 😘 13/02/2024, 09:21 - Fabian My Williams: I'll see if Wayne would mind dropping to Congleton, all the stores are in stoke. I agree with all your points though. I would have to build something out back, only need be small but would cost time and money. 13/02/2024, 09:22 - Fabian My Williams: My back's gone, just a muscle I think but it's quite painful 13/02/2024, 10:22 - Cat: Oh my beautiful honeybadger ❀️❀️❀️ πŸ€— 13/02/2024, 10:23 - Cat: Sorry to hear that. My mouth really hurts I got like bruises in the corner of my mouth. I think we overdid it this weekend!! 13/02/2024, 10:23 - Cat: Next time we really gotta stop after 5 hours of savage love making 13/02/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: Oh shit, sorry :-/, if it's any consolation I haven't really used any porn since that night other than what we made πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: That sounds like a terrible idea 13/02/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: I think you should have a video of me going down on you 😘 13/02/2024, 10:24 - Fabian My Williams: A long one πŸ˜‰ 13/02/2024, 10:25 - Cat: I had therapy this morning and told the shrink that we fucked for 9 hours and I had the best coding autism flow state in years the next day 13/02/2024, 10:25 - Fabian My Williams: What he say to that? πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:25 - Fabian My Williams: Mines after work 13/02/2024, 10:25 - Cat: So he asked me if I use u for sex and now km obsessed with his question. It was just before the end of the session, will torture myself all week 13/02/2024, 10:25 - Cat: Do I use u for sex? 13/02/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: It feels like you can be a bit arsey if I don't drop what I'm doing to satisfy you sexually but I wouldn't say so no ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: And that could be my border 13/02/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: Line 13/02/2024, 10:27 - Cat: I feel like my ideal scenario would be to make love for like an hour every night and fall asleep cuddling 13/02/2024, 10:27 - Cat: When did I do that? 13/02/2024, 10:27 - Cat: I've managed fine all week and felt like it was rather consensual, if not a bit too much towards the end 13/02/2024, 10:27 - Fabian My Williams: It just feels like you get he hump sometimes when I'm at mine and you're Horny and I don't come to you 13/02/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: Not recently 😘 13/02/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: In the past 13/02/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: It felt very consensual lol 13/02/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: I still want to make a vid for yoy 13/02/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: From your point of view 13/02/2024, 10:29 - Cat: Well u strangled me in the past and told police I hurt u to save ur ass, but I've never said come here and fuck me or I'll get it elsewhere 13/02/2024, 10:29 - Cat: We don't have to have sex u know 13/02/2024, 10:29 - Cat: I'm fine just cuddling as long as I can watch porn 13/02/2024, 10:30 - Fabian My Williams: For you to enjoy 😘 13/02/2024, 10:30 - Fabian My Williams: Sounds pretty decent πŸ₯° 13/02/2024, 10:30 - Fabian My Williams: Woah 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: Chill 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: You pretty much ended things with David because he wouldn't do exactly that 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not having a go. 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Cat: I'm sorry if u ever felt like u had to give it to me. I always thought u did the moves first and started me 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: I want to have sex 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: Not at all 13/02/2024, 10:31 - Fabian My Williams: I'm on about when we are apart 13/02/2024, 10:32 - Fabian My Williams: It feels like you get a bit arsey if you're Horny on one of our days apart and I won't come to you at like 9pm or something. You haven't done it for a while ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:32 - Fabian My Williams: Don't overthink it 13/02/2024, 10:32 - Cat: No we were on and off because he wouldn't text for days on end, then he's text again. Wasn't about sex. Sex was average at best, I wouldnt kill to get it from him 13/02/2024, 10:32 - Fabian My Williams: I don't think you use me for sex 13/02/2024, 10:33 - Fabian My Williams: Feels like you're blowing this out of proportion 13/02/2024, 10:33 - Fabian My Williams: You asked if you use me, the answers no ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:33 - Cat: Yea, I'm obsessed and outraged at his question so now I don't feel like having sex at all ever again 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Cat: Sorry, its me 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ™„ 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Cat: If I act weird next time u know why 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: It's fine ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: Chill 😘 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Fabian My Williams: We're a pair of sex addicts 13/02/2024, 10:34 - Cat: Yes I know 13/02/2024, 10:35 - Fabian My Williams: We probably both use each other for sex to some extent. But there's plenty of love there so I wouldn't worry ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:35 - Fabian My Williams: It's all good 😘 13/02/2024, 10:35 - Fabian My Williams: We're doing really well at the minπŸ₯° 13/02/2024, 10:36 - Cat: I didn't tell him that u take ages to get off or that u blow u or ride of thumb whilr u wank obviously. He probably pictured me all savage while u are crying and trying not to come 13/02/2024, 10:36 - Fabian My Williams: Crying and trying not to cum.... What did you tell him πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:36 - Cat: It was a terrible time for the session to end 13/02/2024, 10:37 - Cat: Nothing just that we were on it for hours and I suspect u re my muse cause I code better when I'm not horney 13/02/2024, 10:37 - Cat: I was trying to sell u to him, cuz he said again "I've seen it all before and he will hurt u again" 13/02/2024, 10:37 - Fabian My Williams: I thought a muse inspired,not sexually satisfied πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:39 - Cat: I know it's crazy but after u thoroughly destroyed me and all my holes were sore sex was the last thing on my mind. I could focus on code and my love for u cause I had sex out of my system 13/02/2024, 10:39 - Fabian My Williams: So does he categorically state "there's no fixing borderline" despite all the statistics yeah? Can you ask him to clarify his stance on that please next time 😊 13/02/2024, 10:39 - Fabian My Williams: Naww, happy to help 😘 13/02/2024, 10:39 - Cat: He says u also have many narcissist tendencies 13/02/2024, 10:39 - Cat: And I agree. But I love u for it 13/02/2024, 10:40 - Cat: So so much ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:40 - Fabian My Williams: I have borderline, tell me something I don't know. I have genuine empathy though, so he can think what he likes in his uneducated opinion πŸ€— 13/02/2024, 10:41 - Fabian My Williams: And I love you too πŸ₯° 13/02/2024, 10:41 - Cat: I've been trying to explain to him for weeks now that I benefit from our relationship emotionally and sexually. He says it's part of the abuse to think that. Until he asked me if u use u for sex. Maybe it was a trick question I don't know 13/02/2024, 10:41 - Cat: Fuck, I'm proper obsessed with this now, can't focus on work 13/02/2024, 10:42 - Cat: Can we please not have sex for a week to see if we still love each other? 13/02/2024, 10:42 - Cat: I want to run an experiment 13/02/2024, 10:42 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah of course πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:42 - Cat: Do u think one week is enough? 13/02/2024, 10:43 - Fabian My Williams: For two sex addicts probably 13/02/2024, 10:43 - Cat: U can come over obviously, and I'll probably need to get myself off 13/02/2024, 10:43 - Fabian My Williams: I'll just wank myself into a frenzy when we're not together πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:43 - Fabian My Williams: I'll love you no less 🀷😘 13/02/2024, 10:43 - Cat: U can try watch but if I can't get off with audience might have to leave the room for few mins 13/02/2024, 10:44 - Cat: U can do the same obviously 13/02/2024, 10:44 - Fabian My Williams: I really do think you're overthinking it but have as long as you need ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:44 - Cat: Same here. Got off twice last night to lesbo porn 13/02/2024, 10:45 - Fabian My Williams: Would you like a vid of me going down on you? Don't have to? You haven't really said how you'd feel about that 13/02/2024, 10:45 - Cat: I'm definitely a sex addict and u re the only man I know who can keep up wirh me. But then u re a sex addict too 13/02/2024, 10:45 - Fabian My Williams: I have one of you which I'm using thoroughly haha only seems fair you have one of me 13/02/2024, 10:46 - Cat: Sorry, its cuz I'm so obsessed with the fuckibg therapy. Yes I'd love that. Km not sure I can get of yo just watching it. I love how it feels, and ur warmth and ur breath on my most intimate body parts 13/02/2024, 10:46 - Cat: It's not a visual thing. I never watch oral porn 13/02/2024, 10:46 - Cat: I'm also using our videos 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Cat: They work plenty well for me πŸ˜‚ 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: Once I've gone through them all and deleted the 20 second fuck ups I'll send you what I have ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Cat: K ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: Most of its oral lol 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: Me too πŸ€— 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: I have to work. Pay review today maybe ❀️ 13/02/2024, 10:47 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 13/02/2024, 10:48 - Cat: Yes but I can remember being with you, and I love ur penis 🀫 13/02/2024, 10:48 - Cat: Speak later 13/02/2024, 10:48 - Cat: Love u too β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈ 13/02/2024, 10:55 - Cat: 13/02/2024, 10:55 - Cat: 13/02/2024, 10:56 - Cat: I can afford this and they erect it as well. Ud just have to poor me a concrete base in half of that raised bed thing 13/02/2024, 11:04 - Cat: 13/02/2024, 11:18 - Cat: 13/02/2024, 12:01 - Fabian My Williams: Bit pricey innit? 13/02/2024, 12:36 - Cat: It looks nice, rather this than something ugly at the back of the garden 13/02/2024, 12:36 - Cat: It's 4m60 long could even put a sofa in it 13/02/2024, 12:37 - Cat: How did pay review go? 13/02/2024, 12:49 - Fabian My Williams: Not had it yet 13/02/2024, 12:50 - Fabian My Williams: It's big enough do small jobs like maccys in 🀷. Compressor would fit. Little bench etc 13/02/2024, 13:46 - Cat: Yepp 13/02/2024, 14:24 - Cat: I'm gonna need motivation to go to the pancake day. Seriously considering bailing 13/02/2024, 14:33 - Fabian My Williams: Dunno what say, you're all more than welcome ❀️🀷 13/02/2024, 16:17 - Fabian My Williams: Dunno how you feel now? My back feels fucked and the weather is shit here 🀷. Also, it might be worth having our weeks abstinence after valentine's day πŸ˜›... And another point regarding that, we spent 4 months broken up not having sex with each other and we still love one another, we've spent a month apart while we were together before and still loved one another πŸ₯° 13/02/2024, 16:30 - Cat: That's true 13/02/2024, 16:30 - Cat: I never miss sex with u when u re away, only the closeness and connection 13/02/2024, 16:30 - Cat: Is thaine coming? 13/02/2024, 16:31 - Cat: If he is, I'll make the effort otherwise I'd rather bail 13/02/2024, 16:31 - Fabian My Williams: Like I said, I really think your overthinking and unfinished convo with therapist 🀷 13/02/2024, 16:31 - Cat: Yea u re right. I m overthinking it big time 13/02/2024, 16:32 - Cat: I was even thinking, since he is a feeler and bald and ugly, he might have got a bit jealous when i said 9 hours and going by himself, thought: that guy can never do that out of his own accord, she must tie him up and rape him. Just he can't do it, u know what I mean? 13/02/2024, 16:33 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah probably. Wants you for himself innit haha 13/02/2024, 16:34 - Fabian My Williams: Can I ask what I've done recently that he said was narcissistic? 13/02/2024, 16:34 - Fabian My Williams: If I have I'm sorry. Just point the things out if I do them ❀️ 13/02/2024, 16:38 - Cat: I showed him the convo where I said I woke up crying with ptsd and u went straight on attack how I'm emotionally abusing u. All I needed was reassurance that the facts haven't changed again (borderlines change the facts, and it drives autistics crazy. We need truth and stability) 13/02/2024, 16:39 - Cat: I told him u re super nice to me now and rarely curse or shout 13/02/2024, 16:39 - Fabian My Williams: Oh that. Well he hadn't been living groundhog day over and over for 2 months so I suppose he's entitled to his own opinion. 13/02/2024, 16:39 - Cat: U rr doing it again, lol 13/02/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: I plan to keep it that way 😘 13/02/2024, 16:40 - Cat: Going on attack 13/02/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: At him... Lol 13/02/2024, 16:40 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry 13/02/2024, 16:40 - Cat: And me. For being traumatised and wanting to end it (previously, not since new year). Breaking up is not abuse, it's normal part of life 13/02/2024, 16:41 - Cat: It'd only abuse to u, cuz u can't stand being abandoned 13/02/2024, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: Nah, dumping someone every week without provocation for months on end isn't ok, I thought we agreed to end it if it continued as you understood the toll your flip flopping was taking on my mental health and making my borderline worse and making me pop more often coupled with my work shit. I get my behaviour in the past made you to feel that way but we both agreed it wasn't sustainable and you saw the hurt it was causing me. Me and you are good now, so my life is good. I don't wanna argue ❀️. 13/02/2024, 16:45 - Fabian My Williams: Is that the only thing then? 13/02/2024, 16:45 - Fabian My Williams: If I've done anything else I'd like to know so I can work on it 13/02/2024, 16:46 - Fabian My Williams: Thaine's bailed 13/02/2024, 16:51 - Cat: This. Thr physical and verbal and mental abuse will haunt me forever. It's not my fault that i wanted to end it. It's still yours, I just take longer than the average person to process my feelings. So you putting it down as flip flopping and abusing you is gaslighting. I don't have to flip flop. I can end it if that's what u want. I'm not abusing you, I'm traumatised from your past abuse. 13/02/2024, 16:51 - Cat: I think it's better to cancel tonight, I'm tired 13/02/2024, 16:51 - Fabian My Williams: Makes sense. My back hurts and we have valentine's tomorrow ❀️ 13/02/2024, 16:52 - Fabian My Williams: .... 13/02/2024, 16:53 - Fabian My Williams: You can't see how dumping a borderline every week for months on end would cause them pain? You kind of said it here. 13/02/2024, 16:55 - Fabian My Williams: Abandoning me when I literally haven't done anything wrong since we got back together over and over and over again is not ok. We couldn't have continued if it had gone on much longer. We agreed on that didn't we? 13/02/2024, 16:59 - Fabian My Williams: We said if the flip flopping carried on we'd break up. Now we're just recycling. (I get the feeling you don't seem to like that term flip flopping but I can't think of a faster or more accurate way to describe dumping someone, then making up, then dumping, then making up, etc, etc, etc.... I'm not using the term to make light of your trauma. If you have a better word for it just offer it up. 13/02/2024, 16:59 - Fabian My Williams: And I'm sorry the things I did made you feel like that 13/02/2024, 17:01 - Cat: K 13/02/2024, 17:03 - Fabian My Williams: I'm trying to sort myself out and fix myself. Everytime I get a message like that off you first thing in the morning it normally turned to a full day's worth of constant drama, messaging, calling, trying to hold relationship together, trying to get out of it, getting sucked back in. I couldn't deal with it anymore after months of you triggering my borderline. So I responded aggressively because I assumed the worst because of the past 2 months of the exact same thing turning into a drama. My therapist agreed 🀷 13/02/2024, 17:05 - Fabian My Williams: Did we agree on that?I need to get the story straight in case my memory is off or I imagined shit 13/02/2024, 17:07 - Cat: Sorry off topic 13/02/2024, 17:07 - Cat: Ahmad is nagging me he says he sent some work 13/02/2024, 17:07 - Fabian My Williams: Ah shit 13/02/2024, 17:07 - Fabian My Williams: I forgot. Thats my bad 13/02/2024, 17:08 - Fabian My Williams: Sorted it. Don't punish him for that one ❀️ 13/02/2024, 17:09 - Cat: I thought we agreed that ud more empathetic and understand that when I say I have ptsd I just need reassurance. I'm never the one to start fighting or using bad language or accusing and attacking and changing thr facts. That's always u, when u fear being dumped. So no, I guess we re not on the same page there. Which sucks, cuz few weeks ago, u said u understood and wouldn't attack me anymore when I seek ur support and reassurance 13/02/2024, 17:10 - Fabian My Williams: I did and I haven't have I? 13/02/2024, 17:10 - Fabian My Williams: I'm asking you to look at it from my point of view. I get that I did a lot of shit. 13/02/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: But if you can't see how dumping me over and over for months fucks my head up really badly I don't know how else to explain it to yoy 13/02/2024, 17:11 - Cat: U always do when u say I woke up crying, I'm shaking, I'm a mess again cuz a police car was parked in my street or whatever. I never attack u, ifs always u who turns it into a nasty breakup. U re used to this sort of relationship ending, I'm not 13/02/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: How has this turned into an argument ffs 13/02/2024, 17:11 - Cat: If I re trying to get out of it, don't let me stop u. I'm not gonna suck u back in. 13/02/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: Oh my god..... πŸ™„ 13/02/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: null 13/02/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: Seriously. For a chess game. 13/02/2024, 17:12 - Fabian My Williams: After this. 13/02/2024, 17:13 - Fabian My Williams: I need a shower. My therapy is at quarter to 13/02/2024, 17:13 - Cat: K, speak later 13/02/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: I'm not happy about this. 13/02/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: ⬆️ 13/02/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: I want to clear the air 13/02/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: I'm borderlining now 13/02/2024, 17:15 - Fabian My Williams: Call now or speak tomorrow. 13/02/2024, 17:15 - Fabian My Williams: I'm stressing like fuck 13/02/2024, 17:15 - Cat: Feel free to share my message and ask him if I'm abusing u. My side of the story is: u become abusive when I mention that u had me arrested after hurting ME when I did not hurt u or called u names or anything like that. Then u get abusive ans Mt codependency wants u 13/02/2024, 17:15 - Cat: Will call 2min 13/02/2024, 17:16 - Fabian My Williams: Showing someone a message with zero context means fuck all 13/02/2024, 17:17 - Cat: I meant today 13/02/2024, 17:17 - Cat: S messages 13/02/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: Can we just fucking call this is wasting my fucking evening and ruing my mood 13/02/2024, 17:17 - Fabian My Williams: Typing takes too fucking long 13/02/2024, 17:18 - Fabian My Williams: null 13/02/2024, 17:20 - Cat: null 13/02/2024, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: I never said, not did my therapist say "you having PTSD from my past behaviours was not acceptable" What was said was you dumping me over and over and over and over and over was not acceptable. It's two completely different things. You need to understand how they are separate despite being linked. I don't know if it's an autism thing or what. But they are two different fucking things! Having PTSD is fine. Dumping someone who loves you over and over is NOT fine. 13/02/2024, 17:39 - Fabian My Williams: The only thing you need to think about regarding this whole topic is how those two things are different. 13/02/2024, 17:48 - Cat: No fabian, I never wrote u a message first thing in the morning (or any time of thr day) saying, you fucking moron I'm dumping u. That was u. I told u I'm scared and having doubts that u hadn't told anyone, I wasn't allowed to speak to ur friends to confirm stuff. I paid to buy my own engagement ring back off a guy who proposed to me Etc. My therapist said u re being manipulative. So now another 2 months have passed, I've met the friends whom u told I beat u up, or whatever. So it's all good for me. U re the one who is turning this into a dramatic breakup, because that's e way u know how cope with being criticised. And I'm not even dumping u. But if ur therapist really said that'd unacceptable to try and end a toxic relationship then either he is an idiot or u haven't told him the full story. If u want to end it, just say. If not. Stop attacking me please πŸ™ 13/02/2024, 17:48 - Fabian My Williams: I never said break up 13/02/2024, 17:49 - Fabian My Williams: And I sent you the money for it 13/02/2024, 17:49 - Fabian My Williams: I'm in therapy. I'll let you know how it goes 13/02/2024, 17:50 - Fabian My Williams: I need to therapy 13/02/2024, 17:50 - Fabian My Williams: Message after 13/02/2024, 17:51 - Cat: I know, that's why I stopped worrying that u re manipulating me. But after everything that has happened in thr past, forgive me for doubting initially. Also, calling someone non stop via video after they said 2 min plz is also classic abuser behaviour. Then u say that u cancel video games with friends to talk sweet to me in comparison. Those two types of conversations are not equal. But if ud rather game than rank to me don't let me stop u. We don't have to video, text or anything that causes u grief 13/02/2024, 17:52 - Fabian My Williams: After 13/02/2024, 17:59 - Cat: https://youtu.be/mScpHTIi-kM?si=a4SEC2yy3m4JEhze 13/02/2024, 18:00 - Cat: According to game theory it's a winning strategy to forgive. I'm willing to ignore this last phone call if er can please have a nice valentines day and a nice life together. Please please stop these incessant attack calls. U re not being coherent and u can't process facts in that state, its pointless and just leads to breakup 13/02/2024, 18:14 - Fabian My Williams: I love you 13/02/2024, 18:15 - Cat: I love u too 13/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: I don't agree that this is game theory, but we don't have to agree on everything. I love you more than anything in the world and hate arguing with you so I'll drop it. I'm looking forward to our valentine's Day Tomorrow and I hope your evening goes well ❀️. 13/02/2024, 18:20 - Fabian My Williams: I don't blame you for doubting me initially. If there's anything more I can do to prove myself please ask. 13/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: Heads all over the place now πŸ˜•. so gonna do some book exercises and try sort my back out and get an early night. Love you Catherine 13/02/2024, 18:24 - Fabian My Williams: Did you say to unlock wild craft? 13/02/2024, 18:24 - Fabian My Williams: For Ahmed? 13/02/2024, 18:34 - Cat: Yea I did 13/02/2024, 18:35 - Cat: But I busy, u know how he does this. He said he stopped breaking devices so I should unlock it. Makes no sense, he is still banned and plus that game got all these nonces onto him 13/02/2024, 18:37 - Fabian My Williams: So he manipulated you? 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Fabian My Williams: Or? 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Cat: I wish we could video, and just chat shit while we smoke together but doesn't seem realistic right now 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Cat: Yea kinda 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Fabian My Williams: I gave him access already but I could stop it 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Fabian My Williams: I'm calm 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Cat: Then he said, oh I didn't realise u were distressed when I asked 13/02/2024, 18:38 - Fabian My Williams: Just got out of shower. If we don't talk about that other stuff and keep it light we'll be ok I think. Just both keep Donald trump handy 🀷 13/02/2024, 18:39 - Cat: I don't want more nagging tonight and also don't want to bother u. Please ignore him 13/02/2024, 18:39 - Fabian My Williams: Ok. So should I cut it off? 13/02/2024, 18:40 - Fabian My Williams: Wildcraft 13/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: Yea, he shouldn't play it 13/02/2024, 19:21 - Cat: Sorry, I'm eating. And ordered coke from coop and for the second time half my order was missing. I'm furious 13/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry, that sucks. Where is the co-op? 13/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: Blocked it 13/02/2024, 20:01 - Cat: Thanks πŸ’ 14/02/2024, 07:37 - Fabian My Williams: Happy valentine's Day Catherine, hope you have a great day ❀️. Love you 😘 14/02/2024, 08:23 - Cat: 14/02/2024, 08:26 - Fabian My Williams: Looking forward to later, hopefully your present will arrive today 🀞 14/02/2024, 08:26 - Fabian My Williams: Think dinner is at 7.45pm.... or 8.45pm I'll ring in a bit and find out 14/02/2024, 08:37 - Cat: That's good, I won't be feeling great after dentist. Good to have some time ar home first. But don't get me high or I won't go after all πŸ˜‚ 14/02/2024, 08:38 - Cat: Actually 14/02/2024, 08:38 - Cat: Cam you cancel the reservation and we go another day? I've got tesco between 7 and 11 14/02/2024, 08:39 - Cat: Just ordered ir now. Was emergency as don't have coke 14/02/2024, 08:55 - Fabian My Williams: Thought you wanted this specific day to be special? Upto you. I've got my suit anyway, I could leave it at yours. 14/02/2024, 08:56 - Fabian My Williams: When musti is 16 he'll be able take the delivery if no booze or fags right? 14/02/2024, 11:10 - Cat: Nope it's 18 14/02/2024, 11:11 - Cat: And yes I did, but I also can't just fake thr most romantic day of the year, when it doesn't feel like that atm 14/02/2024, 11:12 - Fabian My Williams: Anything arrived for you? 14/02/2024, 11:13 - Fabian My Williams: Well it won't feel like that while we're both at work 🀷. Later on it should 😘 14/02/2024, 11:33 - Cat: Nope not yet 14/02/2024, 11:37 - Fabian My Williams: Stay in for the next hour and it should be with you, and your present came ❀️ 14/02/2024, 11:42 - Cat: Just got them. They're beautiful ❀️❀️❀️ 14/02/2024, 11:42 - Cat: Thank you πŸ’–πŸ’ 14/02/2024, 11:43 - Fabian My Williams: Not a problem. Glad you like them πŸ₯° 14/02/2024, 12:32 - Cat: U re getting a small present to work any minute 14/02/2024, 12:33 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 2 presents in one day. Hope you like yours ❀️ 14/02/2024, 12:40 - Cat: I asked chatgpt what white roses mean ans it said fresh start and pure, innocent love ❀️ Not sure u gave it tons of thought but I thought it was beautiful 14/02/2024, 12:41 - Fabian My Williams: I get you white because I plan to marry you 😘. And I asked for each type of flower specifically πŸ˜‰ 14/02/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: Not entirely sure how "innocent" our love was on Saturday πŸ˜‰πŸ₯° 14/02/2024, 12:42 - Cat: I can't wait to go shopping for THE dress 🀭 and also waking up next to you every day for the rest of my life ❀️ 14/02/2024, 12:43 - Fabian My Williams: Haha me too, I bet you'll look so fucking hot in whatever you choose πŸ₯° 14/02/2024, 13:03 - Fabian My Williams: Naw, thank you for lunch ❀️. I'll save the cake for us 😘 14/02/2024, 13:05 - Cat: Don't have to ❀️ 14/02/2024, 14:19 - Fabian My Williams: I want to 😊 14/02/2024, 15:31 - Cat: At dentist now 14/02/2024, 15:31 - Cat: What time u coming? 14/02/2024, 15:31 - Fabian My Williams: Straight after work ❀️ 14/02/2024, 15:32 - Fabian My Williams: Good luck 🀞 14/02/2024, 15:32 - Cat: Thanks 14/02/2024, 15:32 - Cat: Ahmad can let u in if I'm not back 14/02/2024, 15:33 - Cat: Tesco will be here between 8 to 9 14/02/2024, 15:33 - Cat: Guess this will be another ar home date 14/02/2024, 15:34 - Cat: Can you bring a bottle of diet coke or professor peppy plz? 14/02/2024, 15:37 - Fabian My Williams: We could go out for a drink or two or something? 14/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: Yea that would be great ❀️ 14/02/2024, 15:44 - Cat: I will probably need a straw or a baby beaker 😘 14/02/2024, 15:44 - Fabian My Williams: No room in bag sorry 14/02/2024, 15:44 - Fabian My Williams: Got food and suit and all sorts 14/02/2024, 15:50 - Cat: K 14/02/2024, 15:50 - Cat: Let's go for cocktail straight after dentist then πŸ₯³ 14/02/2024, 15:54 - Fabian My Williams: When your appointment over? 14/02/2024, 15:54 - Cat: Don't know 14/02/2024, 15:54 - Cat: Could be a while 14/02/2024, 17:14 - Cat: Can u feed the dog plz? 14/02/2024, 17:14 - Cat: Still qt dentist 14/02/2024, 17:14 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries 14/02/2024, 17:25 - Cat: Do u want to pick me up ? 14/02/2024, 17:27 - Cat: null 14/02/2024, 17:29 - Cat: null 14/02/2024, 17:40 - Fabian My Williams: On way 14/02/2024, 17:41 - Cat: In dv8 15/02/2024, 09:35 - Fabian My Williams: Remember Ahmed needs to do schoolwork or no computer. I'm not happy with the quality today so I want him to read my message and do another page at a desk or table 15/02/2024, 09:35 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you have a good day ❀️ love you Catherine 15/02/2024, 10:04 - Cat: Love you too my beautiful Fabian πŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈ 15/02/2024, 10:12 - Cat: Ps. My prebiotic vaginally enema seems to have worked. The blowtorch on no longer on inside me 15/02/2024, 11:14 - Cat: 15/02/2024, 11:22 - Fabian My Williams: How's your day? ❀️ 15/02/2024, 12:29 - Cat: Irs alright. Having a problem I don't really understand so rhats bothering me. How bout u? 15/02/2024, 12:42 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna explain it to me, see if I can rubber duck you? 15/02/2024, 12:44 - Fabian My Williams: Mine is ok, I can now Tig weld copper, kind of πŸ‘. Never done that before. Smashing these stair rails out too. Dan and Pin went out and aren't coming back so pay review won't be today... 15/02/2024, 15:46 - Fabian My Williams: Remind me to draw up your top of stairs balustrade at weekend I'll try knock it up before I leave here, probs wouldn't be able to do it at JP or until a garage is sorted. 15/02/2024, 17:03 - Cat: K, makes sense 15/02/2024, 17:03 - Cat: Yay for copper 😘😘😘 15/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: Ahmad wants to know if he can have some more phone time to send u pictures of the work he did with mark 15/02/2024, 17:38 - Fabian My Williams: He's got 30mins extra already to get in touch 15/02/2024, 18:04 - Cat: That's sooo sweet, much appreciated but it's so much easier to copy paste the error into chatgpt 😜 15/02/2024, 18:13 - Fabian My Williams: Fixed it then? Haha 15/02/2024, 19:13 - Cat: Just now 15/02/2024, 19:13 - Cat: Only just closed laptop now 15/02/2024, 19:13 - Cat: Will play some chess to unwind and can ralk in little while if u like? 15/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah 15 mins or so? 15/02/2024, 19:23 - Fabian My Williams: Or whenever you're ready, though I'm just doing food now to be honest 15/02/2024, 19:46 - Cat: null 15/02/2024, 19:56 - Cat: I'm hungry but so sick of local takeways 15/02/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: null 15/02/2024, 19:56 - Cat: Miss your pasta with lots of veg and tomato sauce 16/02/2024, 09:45 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️. Love you, hope you have a great day πŸ₯° 16/02/2024, 15:35 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your day was ok? Has mark been there, not heard a peep off Ahmed? 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Cat: Heyyy πŸ€— 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Cat: Sorry I only just realised I haven't texted all day 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Cat: U OK? 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: Hey, how're you? 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Cat: Nope no mark today 16/02/2024, 19:51 - Cat: He tried hacking mustis email from my laptop 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Kept him busy for hours 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Lol 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, was a little worried but figured you were just busy 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: null 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Fabian My Williams: Pooing 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Fabian My Williams: Few mins and can call 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Fabian My Williams: He do any school work? 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Ahhh u know I've heard it all 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: As long as I don't smell it 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Don't know 16/02/2024, 19:52 - Cat: I think he said he texted u 16/02/2024, 19:53 - Cat: Wasn't really listening 16/02/2024, 19:53 - Fabian My Williams: Nope, he's not supposed have computer unless he does homework 16/02/2024, 19:55 - Fabian My Williams: null 17/02/2024, 08:08 - Cat: Morning fab πŸ€— 17/02/2024, 08:09 - Cat: I still have the yeast infection, thought it's better to tell u. I need to get meds later when we go out, but I totally understand if u wanna skip this weekend. I really don't wanna have sex today, Wednesday was really painful. Let me know if u still wanna come ❀️ 17/02/2024, 08:41 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Yeah I'll still come today, I miss you πŸ₯°. It's not just about the sex you know πŸ˜‰ 17/02/2024, 08:41 - Fabian My Williams: If I could have a bit of a lie in and come with you on the dog walk tomorrow I'd appreciate it? I feel shitty with back neck and stomach 17/02/2024, 08:47 - Cat: ❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️ 17/02/2024, 08:47 - Cat: Of course 17/02/2024, 08:48 - Cat: I'll walk the dog. Need to go bargain store as well. Is there anything I can do, get u to make u better? 17/02/2024, 08:49 - Cat: We can practice being an old frail couple this weekend πŸ˜‚πŸ˜πŸ˜˜ 17/02/2024, 08:50 - Cat: 17/02/2024, 08:53 - Cat: Actually, not trying to be pushy or anything... just thinking how to help.... 17/02/2024, 08:53 - Cat: I could get u by car and drive u back tomorrow? Could go bargain shopping in Newcastle and have a coffee with attila. Would do me good to get out ans the weather is quite nice 17/02/2024, 08:54 - Cat: Do u know I'd they allow dogs in Trentham gardens? 17/02/2024, 08:55 - Fabian My Williams: think so, worth checking 17/02/2024, 08:55 - Cat: Never noticed any there but I also didn't pay attention 17/02/2024, 08:55 - Fabian My Williams: Might need stay on leash though? 17/02/2024, 09:59 - Cat: Yeppp 17/02/2024, 09:59 - Cat: I'm going here 17/02/2024, 09:59 - Cat: To a nature reserve near u 17/02/2024, 09:59 - Cat: Text u when in done 17/02/2024, 10:00 - Cat: Will get coffee with attila and do some shopping first 17/02/2024, 10:00 - Cat: To give u more time 17/02/2024, 10:00 - Fabian My Williams: Sound, I'm still in bed aye 17/02/2024, 10:00 - Fabian My Williams: Where? 17/02/2024, 10:07 - Cat: 9peeeoR 17/02/2024, 10:07 - Cat: null 17/02/2024, 10:08 - Fabian My Williams: I think your phone is on. You accidentally called 17/02/2024, 10:08 - Fabian My Williams: This worries me πŸ˜‚ 17/02/2024, 10:08 - Fabian My Williams: Socialist chat vibes 17/02/2024, 11:32 - Cat: null 17/02/2024, 12:52 - Fabian My Williams: Would you like to have lunch at greek place to make up for valentine's? ❀️ 18/02/2024, 17:00 - Cat: null 18/02/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: Your vape is at mine 18/02/2024, 17:01 - Fabian My Williams: You pocket dialed me again lol 18/02/2024, 18:16 - Cat: Actually the a34 was closed and I panicked for a minute. Went nearly all rhe way back to urs to get onto a500 but survived in the end 18/02/2024, 18:16 - Fabian My Williams: Naw, you only just got back? 18/02/2024, 19:10 - Cat: Naa, but it wasn't easy getting back 18/02/2024, 19:10 - Cat: I miss you ❀️❀️❀️ 18/02/2024, 19:32 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too, how's your evening? 18/02/2024, 19:49 - Cat: Coding away πŸ₯° 18/02/2024, 19:54 - Cat: I felt down most of the weekend because of ur open rejection of my puppy. It would mean so much to me if you could pleaseeee dial it down for me so I can enjoy quality with the love of my life AND my pet. But I'm not texting u to fight. I'm texting to tell you that despite the above, I'm grateful we ve found one another. I loved spending a weekend practising being old together ❀️. I love the idea of us gaming together and walking attila together and cuddling and waking up together and having the kindest dirtiest sex in front of 20 losers in a few years time. I love you and genuinely wish u could be downstairs on the sofa gaming away and I d fall sleep knowing that when I wake up ull be there 18/02/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: I love practicing being old with you too πŸ₯° 18/02/2024, 19:56 - Fabian My Williams: I like the idea of that too, far cry 3 that game was called. 18/02/2024, 19:57 - Fabian My Williams: It's my goal for the next few years is to get back to that 😘 18/02/2024, 20:00 - Fabian My Williams: I'll try my best, I see where you're coming from 18/02/2024, 21:06 - Cat: Love you Fab 18/02/2024, 21:08 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too, how's coding going? You still wanna talk or you in the zone 😘? 18/02/2024, 21:08 - Fabian My Williams: If you're on it it's cool 😘 18/02/2024, 22:07 - Cat: Yea just closed laptop now, something weird happened, gotta go sleep 18/02/2024, 22:07 - Cat: Night πŸ˜šβ­πŸŒŸπŸ’«πŸŒ™ 18/02/2024, 22:07 - Fabian My Williams: Ok no worries. Love you πŸ₯°. Sweet dreams Catherine β€οΈπŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸŽ‚πŸ§πŸ˜—πŸ˜šπŸ’—πŸ’‹ 18/02/2024, 22:08 - Fabian My Williams: It auto put those emojis in 19/02/2024, 09:14 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️ Hope you have a great day πŸ₯° Love you endlessly 19/02/2024, 12:45 - Fabian My Williams: If you see Ahmed tell him check discord please 19/02/2024, 13:10 - Cat: He is hiding in his room cuz I got mad when I came home to blocked toilet full of poop and paper 19/02/2024, 14:28 - Fabian My Williams: No worries, hope your day is going well other than that ❀️ 19/02/2024, 16:04 - Fabian My Williams: 17.50 Better than expected 19/02/2024, 16:24 - Fabian My Williams: If Rammstein wrote 'The Bad Touch': https://youtu.be/cn5xM0_EorQ 19/02/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: https://youtu.be/bDMVaYJ5AIA?si=Y2-EQI7quOTn-wXE 19/02/2024, 16:35 - Fabian My Williams: This guy makes me so happy. I love his face πŸ˜‚ 19/02/2024, 17:28 - Fabian My Williams: He is "metal" as fuck πŸ‘Œ 19/02/2024, 17:33 - Fabian My Williams: You should check out his other tunes they're laa surprisingly good considering the source songs haha 19/02/2024, 17:52 - Cat: This is right up my street πŸ˜‚ 19/02/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Thanks for sharing 😘 19/02/2024, 17:53 - Fabian My Williams: Thought it would be 😘 19/02/2024, 17:53 - Cat: Ahmad says musti grassed on him about the knife 19/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: He sent that message to get him in trouble 19/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: Drama drama .... 19/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: Musti off for half term 19/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: He saved thr day earlier by fixing the toilet 19/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: Had to go shop twice 19/02/2024, 17:55 - Fabian My Williams: Nearly home. Couple mins 19/02/2024, 17:58 - Fabian My Williams: null 19/02/2024, 21:31 - Fabian My Williams: Still wanna call ? 19/02/2024, 21:35 - Fabian My Williams: Or you still busy coding? 😘 19/02/2024, 21:53 - Cat: Just finished but it went shit 19/02/2024, 21:54 - Cat: Not feeling much like talking sorry 19/02/2024, 21:54 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries. Tomorrow? ❀️ You ok? 19/02/2024, 22:05 - Fabian My Williams: Anything I can do? 19/02/2024, 22:05 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 19/02/2024, 22:06 - Cat: Just peace 19/02/2024, 22:06 - Fabian My Williams: Ok sorry, sweet dreams Catherine ❀️ 19/02/2024, 22:38 - Cat: null 20/02/2024, 07:24 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Hope your day goes better today 🀞. Love you and miss you 😘 20/02/2024, 07:48 - Cat: Same πŸ’– 20/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: How is ur day going? 20/02/2024, 11:10 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah alright thanks 😘. How about you? ❀️ 20/02/2024, 11:11 - Fabian My Williams: Plenty of peace and quiet with mark being there I hope lol 20/02/2024, 11:12 - Cat: Yea they just went put with attila 20/02/2024, 11:13 - Cat: I'm working on my own project as boss hasn't made any updates to the code I pushed Friday 20/02/2024, 11:13 - Cat: Meeting him at 1 20/02/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: Noice ❀️. That's good, you enjoy doing your own thing πŸ₯° 20/02/2024, 11:14 - Fabian My Williams: About the code? Or just in general 20/02/2024, 11:16 - Cat: General 20/02/2024, 11:16 - Cat: Fab 20/02/2024, 11:16 - Fabian My Williams: 😳 20/02/2024, 11:17 - Fabian My Williams: I'm getting that pre dumping feeling πŸ˜• 20/02/2024, 11:18 - Cat: Lol 20/02/2024, 11:18 - Cat: I wanted to ask u 20/02/2024, 11:19 - Cat: Are u happy? 20/02/2024, 11:20 - Fabian My Williams: In life or with us? 20/02/2024, 11:20 - Fabian My Williams: Or both or? 20/02/2024, 11:21 - Fabian My Williams: I'm happy when we're good 🀷. This question makes me wonder if you're happy :-/ 20/02/2024, 11:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'm worried you'll fester over the dog and then go from there to recycling the past before I see you on Saturday, other than that I'm good yeah ❀️. Are you? 20/02/2024, 11:25 - Fabian My Williams: Have you had therapy today? 20/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: Are you though? U didn't seem happy at all last weekend 20/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: I was 20/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: Loved watching TV downstairs with fire on and dog sleeping on floor 20/02/2024, 11:26 - Cat: And making dinner and talking and cuddling 20/02/2024, 11:26 - Fabian My Williams: Me too when Attila wasn't growling in my face. 20/02/2024, 11:26 - Fabian My Williams: It was great yeah, practicing getting old lol 20/02/2024, 11:26 - Cat: That was 1 minute after u smacked him on the nose for sniffing u 20/02/2024, 11:29 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want his mouth and teeth anywhere near my face. He's always licking nibbling biting and headbutting you in your face. I don't want him to do that to me. It's gross. And hurts. It's not like I punched him or something. I want him to learn that it's not ok to do that to me. That's all. 20/02/2024, 11:31 - Fabian My Williams: No offence, but I really think you are blind to a lot of stuff going on around you when you're stoned and absorbed in something. 20/02/2024, 11:31 - Fabian My Williams: You have pink glasses for Attila. Same as you did for me. 20/02/2024, 11:34 - Fabian My Williams: There's been loads of weekends where he's been good and me and him have been sat on floor stroking and petting etc. you've seen it with your own eyes. 20/02/2024, 11:35 - Cat: U need to decide if u want to date someone with a dog 20/02/2024, 11:35 - Cat: Might not be for you 20/02/2024, 11:36 - Fabian My Williams: I knew this was where this was headed πŸ™„ 20/02/2024, 11:36 - Fabian My Williams: Right from this moment 20/02/2024, 11:36 - Cat: It's not a breakup. Decide and then stick to ur decision please 20/02/2024, 11:36 - Fabian My Williams: Though I expected something to come up from here. 20/02/2024, 11:37 - Fabian My Williams: You said you weren't going to get another dog after Attila right? 20/02/2024, 11:37 - Cat: Don't keep making drama like worh portugal. I feel like there always has to be a reason to curse and get mad. If its not "the plan" it has to be "the dog". Can't wr just laugh and joke around? Remember cuddles in the kitchen ya to get things off rhe ground... 20/02/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: That dog was being a prick to me last weekend. Deliberately. 20/02/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: I don't get how you can't understand the mind of a simple animal like a dog 20/02/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: I shouldn't need to explain to you why he plays up for me 20/02/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: He was there first. 20/02/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: He's above me in the pecking order 20/02/2024, 11:39 - Fabian My Williams: He wants you all to himself and I get in the way of that. 20/02/2024, 11:39 - Fabian My Williams: Hes just being a dog. 20/02/2024, 11:39 - Fabian My Williams: It just feels like you're denying his behaviour 20/02/2024, 11:40 - Fabian My Williams: null 20/02/2024, 11:42 - Fabian My Williams: ? 20/02/2024, 11:43 - Fabian My Williams: Can you not start something and then just leave me hanging. It fucks my whole day up. 20/02/2024, 11:46 - Fabian My Williams: He's a pack animal. You're the alpha, I'm a visitor in his home. Like you said he just needs to be trained out of it, it's a doberman, it's not so easy 🀷 20/02/2024, 11:47 - Fabian My Williams: I can date someone with a dog yeah. Just don't expect me to be really happy when he's going out of his way to give me a shit time. 20/02/2024, 11:49 - Fabian My Williams: That dog will die of old age eventually and you're more than worth the wait. Just please don't get another dog in 13 years or however long. 20/02/2024, 12:09 - Cat: Sorry 20/02/2024, 12:09 - Cat: Mark came baxk 20/02/2024, 12:09 - Cat: Will read ur messages now 20/02/2024, 12:11 - Cat: Next dog will just be chained up on our farm outside to protect us from zombies. He won't be my best friend 20/02/2024, 12:12 - Cat: Thank you ❀️. Yes dobie training is not easy and your support would be much appreciated and more helpful than drama and cursing and criticism 20/02/2024, 12:13 - Fabian My Williams: Outdoor dog on farm sound as long as it's quiet. I really don't want a house dog after Attila. You asked me what goals I have? Never have another house dog after him is right up there at the top lol 20/02/2024, 12:14 - Cat: Mark thinks he is just young and that he will make a great daily guard dog in another year or so. It just takes this long to get a well behaved reliable dog. Its many times reinforcing the right thing. Till it sticks. There are no overnight tricks sadly 20/02/2024, 12:23 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: I don't see anything there about colliding with the owner. 20/02/2024, 12:25 - Fabian My Williams: Painfully colliding. Repeatedly. 20/02/2024, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: You can try to explain it away all you like. The dog sees me as a threat to his attention from you so is being a prick. Hopefully it can be trained out of him. If not I'll just have to live with it. 20/02/2024, 12:31 - Cat: https://dogownershipguide.com/why-does-my-dog-run-into-me-full-speed 20/02/2024, 12:32 - Cat: The reference came from this article 20/02/2024, 12:37 - Fabian My Williams: So are we done talking about dogs now? I could do with getting some work done. 20/02/2024, 12:41 - Cat: Yes, after 6 months of arguing I would really appreciate that πŸ‘ 20/02/2024, 15:25 - Cat: Love you Fab ❀️ 20/02/2024, 15:26 - Cat: More than anything 20/02/2024, 15:30 - Fabian My Williams: You too ❀️ 20/02/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: What precise date did we move out of Trentham 20/02/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: ? 20/02/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: This is urgent please 20/02/2024, 15:39 - Fabian My Williams: null 20/02/2024, 15:42 - Cat: Fuck don't remember 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: 8th of may 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: But the contract lasted another 2 or 3 weeks 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Fabian My Williams: Can you send me the meter readings off the checkout report. I can't access it 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: Electricity? 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: No idea sorry 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Fabian My Williams: Bith 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: It was on a platform handled 20/02/2024, 15:43 - Cat: null 20/02/2024, 15:54 - Fabian My Williams: I'm going to walk into Heywoods. In person. 20/02/2024, 15:54 - Fabian My Williams: Gonna go there now. 20/02/2024, 16:05 - Cat: Fab, u re borderlining that's a bad idea 20/02/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: You're right. 20/02/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: I won't 20/02/2024, 16:18 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ˜• 20/02/2024, 16:19 - Fabian My Williams: Why can't they just leave me alone 20/02/2024, 16:32 - Cat: πŸ€— 20/02/2024, 16:34 - Cat: I'm sorry this happened to u. Happened to me twice before, happened to lee, I think it's happened to most people I know. Energy companies are scumbags but the customer never wins and always ends up paying more. They also threatened bailiff on me in portugal. It was awful. Remover they can't do anything and u don't have to let them in. But for the problem to go away, thr only thing that I found works umis paying them whatever they re trying to Rob. They always win anyways 20/02/2024, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: 20/02/2024, 16:44 - Fabian My Williams: 20/02/2024, 16:47 - Fabian My Williams: Ignore 20/02/2024, 16:57 - Fabian My Williams: Got therapy at 6. Love you ❀️ 20/02/2024, 18:46 - Fabian My Williams: How was rest of your day? 20/02/2024, 19:18 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 19:18 - Cat: Texting with my new bestie 20/02/2024, 19:18 - Cat: How was therapy? 20/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: Who's this you're on about lol 20/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: Who's like Bernard lol 20/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah alright, book stuff 20/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: And British gas raging / recycling 20/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call later ? 😘 20/02/2024, 19:23 - Fabian My Williams: From black books 20/02/2024, 19:23 - Cat: Her ex 20/02/2024, 19:24 - Cat: I'm starting to think she'd bpd 20/02/2024, 19:24 - Cat: Check this out 20/02/2024, 19:24 - Fabian My Williams: Ah, I like Bernard πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:24 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 19:24 - Fabian My Williams: He's funny. But I don't think I'd date him 20/02/2024, 19:25 - Fabian My Williams: Haha maybe 20/02/2024, 19:25 - Fabian My Williams: That does sound a bit "me" 20/02/2024, 19:25 - Fabian My Williams: Less eloquent though πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:27 - Fabian My Williams: I cant help but appreciate someone being on a vengeance mission 🀷. If justified. And from a distance πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:27 - Cat: I know my beautiful Shakespeare with dirty manly hands πŸ₯° 20/02/2024, 19:27 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ€— 20/02/2024, 19:29 - Cat: She is flying yo finnland in october 20/02/2024, 19:29 - Cat: That's where he withdrew to 20/02/2024, 19:29 - Cat: Avoidant intp guy 20/02/2024, 19:30 - Fabian My Williams: I wish I was a dictator so bad right now. The entire families of all the board and anyone with shares in British gas would be in a literal pit of despair. 20/02/2024, 19:30 - Fabian My Williams: To get him? 😳 Lol 20/02/2024, 19:30 - Cat: Yeppp 20/02/2024, 19:30 - Fabian My Williams: Oh god 20/02/2024, 19:30 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 20/02/2024, 19:31 - Cat: Join my club 20/02/2024, 19:31 - Cat: Ueppp she's obsessed 20/02/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: 20/02/2024, 19:31 - Fabian My Williams: What's he done? 20/02/2024, 19:32 - Fabian My Williams: Hell hath no fury like a bordy scorned πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:35 - Fabian My Williams: Got to admit I'm intrigued with this developing.... situation, as it were. Tell me about it in a bit? πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:35 - Cat: Usa will do 20/02/2024, 19:35 - Cat: She's still banging on 20/02/2024, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: We do that πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 19:41 - Cat: Yeppp 20/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: She is like a female version of u 20/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 19:44 - Cat: null 20/02/2024, 19:58 - Cat: Might go clubbing in mancs next weekend 20/02/2024, 19:58 - Fabian My Williams: I'm game ❀️ 20/02/2024, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: We were on about going Satan's soon anyway. Or you want a ladies night? 20/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: Not decided yet 20/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: She just said she might have to wait till she gets paid 20/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: It would be cruel if only u came. If we make it a group thing bring some single guys along 20/02/2024, 20:05 - Cat: She can have her pick 20/02/2024, 20:07 - Fabian My Williams: Lol I could ask Dan. He can be a pain in the arse in a night out though πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 20:09 - Cat: They might actually hit it off u know 20/02/2024, 20:12 - Fabian My Williams: Is that a good thing πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: Best way to get over someone is to get under someone 20/02/2024, 20:15 - Cat: I won't talk her out of it πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™€οΈ 20/02/2024, 20:15 - Fabian My Williams: Didn't work for me 🀷 20/02/2024, 20:16 - Cat: We re different 20/02/2024, 20:16 - Cat: I mean it 20/02/2024, 20:16 - Fabian My Williams: I know ❀️ 20/02/2024, 20:28 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 20:29 - Fabian My Williams: Mine and yours or hers and Dan's? Haha 20/02/2024, 20:30 - Cat: I doubt they can beat us 20/02/2024, 20:31 - Cat: Mbut we gotta give the kids a chance at least 20/02/2024, 20:37 - Fabian My Williams: How old is she? 20/02/2024, 20:48 - Fabian My Williams: Might be worth showing her a good pic of Dan and vice versa before we best man and head flower girl their wedding 20/02/2024, 20:50 - Cat: Naaa, we re not going to get laid 20/02/2024, 20:50 - Cat: If it happens it happens but either way it'd more fun to go as group 20/02/2024, 20:50 - Cat: U don't wanna make them nervous 20/02/2024, 20:51 - Cat: Just say It's a going wirh friends thing 20/02/2024, 20:51 - Cat: But won't be after 29th appearabtly 20/02/2024, 20:51 - Cat: Don't say anything yet 20/02/2024, 20:52 - Fabian My Williams: Ok no worries, I'll see if anyone might be up for it when you're ready 20/02/2024, 21:04 - Cat: 20/02/2024, 21:05 - Fabian My Williams: You a bit rough on them yeah πŸ˜‚. What a little bitch πŸ˜‚ 20/02/2024, 21:06 - Cat: Fucking ddhit bag beat me after all 20/02/2024, 21:07 - Cat: I made a mistake and lost my quern 20/02/2024, 21:22 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call soon? 20/02/2024, 21:25 - Fabian My Williams: Jumping on a game in about 20-30 mins 20/02/2024, 21:50 - Fabian My Williams: Jumping into a game now. Can call after / between games if you like? 20/02/2024, 21:58 - Cat: K 20/02/2024, 22:24 - Fabian My Williams: You game? 20/02/2024, 22:33 - Fabian My Williams: null 20/02/2024, 22:34 - Cat: null 21/02/2024, 07:07 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️. Hope you made progress last night with front end 😘? If not I'm sure you'll smash it today with a fresh head 🀞. Love you, and have a great day πŸ₯° 21/02/2024, 07:17 - Cat: Morning Fabian ❀️. Nope no progress yet. Hope ur day goes better than yesterday πŸ’“ 21/02/2024, 07:35 - Fabian My Williams: Ah, you'll get there 😘 I have every faith in your amazing abilities πŸ₯°. Me too, thanks. If we moved out in may I might actually owe them money, which would fucking suck. 21/02/2024, 10:10 - Cat: Hey Fab 21/02/2024, 10:10 - Cat: I love you very very much. You re my favorite person in the world. 21/02/2024, 10:39 - Fabian My Williams: Naw 😊. You too. I love you more than anything. Stuff like that is really reassuring. Thank you ❀️ 21/02/2024, 14:31 - Fabian My Williams: The newel post for the stairs is 50 quid if you definitely want this doing? That'll be the most expensive part of it. It's a nails bit of steel though πŸ‘ 21/02/2024, 14:54 - Cat: Having autistic meltdown 21/02/2024, 14:54 - Cat: Can I call? 21/02/2024, 14:57 - Fabian My Williams: null 21/02/2024, 15:09 - Cat: Was that a rage hangup or accident? 21/02/2024, 15:09 - Fabian My Williams: null 21/02/2024, 16:25 - Fabian My Williams: Any food plans? Greek? 21/02/2024, 17:06 - Fabian My Williams: null 21/02/2024, 18:03 - Fabian My Williams: Need sort chain out on bike and get fuel, will set me back slightly 21/02/2024, 18:23 - Cat: Oh mo 21/02/2024, 18:24 - Cat: 21/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: I already poured the cocktail and am sitting here shivering 21/02/2024, 18:25 - Fabian My Williams: Oh no. Please don't get changed ❀️. I'll be as quick as I can. Just setting off now 😘 21/02/2024, 18:26 - Cat: I'll try my best, no promises 21/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: 😭 22/02/2024, 08:16 - Fabian My Williams: Sort car tax!!! 😘 And can you send that 50 please for stairs. Have a great day, love you. If Ahmed misbehaves let me know and I'll bollock him save you getting stressed 22/02/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: Oi! Car tax πŸ€¬πŸ˜‚πŸ˜˜ 22/02/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: Car tax 22/02/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: Car tax 22/02/2024, 11:52 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 22/02/2024, 16:38 - Fabian My Williams: Omg. car tax lol πŸ˜› 22/02/2024, 16:38 - Fabian My Williams: At least let me know when you've paid it so I don't feel like I'm badgering you πŸ˜› 22/02/2024, 16:59 - Cat: K k. On it now 22/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: Done 22/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: How was ur day? 22/02/2024, 17:20 - Cat: Remind me to tell u about sunday 22/02/2024, 17:20 - Cat: Omg, I keep giggling to myself how amazing last night was β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈ 22/02/2024, 17:21 - Cat: U were right, we both needed that πŸ₯° 22/02/2024, 17:30 - Fabian My Williams: It's was awesome. I love cuddling you πŸ₯° 22/02/2024, 17:30 - Fabian My Williams: Not too bad. Alone all day πŸ‘ 22/02/2024, 17:30 - Fabian My Williams: Well done πŸŽ‰ 22/02/2024, 17:31 - Fabian My Williams: Mot or insurance due? 22/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: Don't knoe 22/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: Not gotten reminder 22/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: So Sunday Mark and his misses are coming to co gleton do u wanna join us? 22/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: Will be dog walking and then maybe a bar. Mark likes pool, so have to go to a different bar 22/02/2024, 18:11 - Cat: Also,he doesn't smoke but would eat some gummies do u have any left? 22/02/2024, 18:16 - Fabian My Williams: Weed gummies? Hmm I could probably get some. Want me ask how much? I can't afford any right now to be honest. 22/02/2024, 18:16 - Fabian My Williams: Think Chris has some in or can get some 22/02/2024, 18:16 - Fabian My Williams: How was your day? 22/02/2024, 18:17 - Fabian My Williams: I'd love to 😊 22/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: I got Ahmed two school books 22/02/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: They look alright πŸ‘. He'll hate them probably πŸ˜‚ 22/02/2024, 20:24 - Cat: I love you so so much!!! 22/02/2024, 20:24 - Cat: Yea ask Chris if he has some. I'll get them 22/02/2024, 20:37 - Cat: https://youtu.be/E5swtIjpxxA?si=HnSy4dgpKyh0t2Yo 22/02/2024, 20:38 - Cat: For ur next poop 😘 22/02/2024, 20:38 - Cat: Don't get them 22/02/2024, 20:38 - Cat: Mark is driving so they won't have anything 22/02/2024, 20:39 - Fabian My Williams: So you don't want them? 22/02/2024, 20:39 - Fabian My Williams: Or you still want them? 23/02/2024, 07:23 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️. Hope you slept ok, let me know if you still want those, I ordered Β£20 worth. Have a great day, love you πŸ₯° 23/02/2024, 08:48 - Cat: Shit, nope didn't want them abumore 23/02/2024, 08:48 - Cat: But irs OK, I'll take em 23/02/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Sent the 50 quid 23/02/2024, 09:17 - Fabian My Williams: Thank you ❀️. You ok? Were quiet last night. Sleep early? 23/02/2024, 12:26 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 23/02/2024, 14:58 - Cat: Love you too πŸ€—β€οΈ 23/02/2024, 17:11 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.independent.co.uk/tech/nuclear-fusion-ai-clean-energy-b2500756.html 23/02/2024, 17:36 - Cat: This is awesome thank u ❀️❀️❀️ 23/02/2024, 18:45 - Cat: null 23/02/2024, 18:50 - Cat: U OK? 23/02/2024, 18:50 - Fabian My Williams: null 23/02/2024, 19:01 - Fabian My Williams: This is bullshit 23/02/2024, 19:01 - Fabian My Williams: Your head fell off earlier so you're taking it out on me. 23/02/2024, 19:02 - Fabian My Williams: That is un-cool 23/02/2024, 19:02 - Fabian My Williams: I rang you back happy and in love. You started this bullshit. 23/02/2024, 19:04 - Fabian My Williams: I got you another Tobacco. 23/02/2024, 19:04 - Fabian My Williams: Your welcome. 23/02/2024, 19:07 - Cat: U never felt guilty in those 4 months? 23/02/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: I thought you were a full on narcissist. Remember.... It's only since therapy and when we first met back up after the breakup that I started really looking at and understanding how wrong my behaviour was. 23/02/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: We've been over all this. 23/02/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry you ptsd' earlier. If you'd started with that I'd have been more sympathetic. 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Fabian My Williams: You picked a fight before telling me 🀷 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Cat: It was really bad 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Cat: Wanna leave this fucking country again over what they did to me 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Cat: And trying to understand how much of this was ur fault and how much the racist police 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Cat: Sorry I keep going over it. I'm autistic 23/02/2024, 19:09 - Fabian My Williams: We've already been over it all. 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Fabian My Williams: The police told me you had an injunction. 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Fabian My Williams: The neighbours said you pulled me off the bike. 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Cat: So you didn't feel guilt for having me arrested for an assault I didn't do, because I dumped you many times and then took u back which makes me a narcissist correct? 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Fabian My Williams: I told people what I was fucking told. 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Cat: Did u tell people that I did not do that? 23/02/2024, 19:10 - Cat: Yes or no 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Cat: U knew then I didn't pull u off the bike 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Fabian My Williams: I know that!!!!!!!! 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Fabian My Williams: Oh my god 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Cat: So did u tell people I did? 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Cat: Yes or no 23/02/2024, 19:11 - Fabian My Williams: I told people you fucked me about flip flopping yeah. 23/02/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: Because you did. 23/02/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: You did plenty of shitty things yourself. 23/02/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: Nowhere near as much as me. 23/02/2024, 19:12 - Fabian My Williams: But you aren't innocent in it all Catherine. 23/02/2024, 19:13 - Fabian My Williams: Now I'm borderlining. And pissed off. I'm going to do some exercises to try and calm down. 23/02/2024, 19:13 - Cat: I did break up and then begged u yo try again. Many times. And I'm sorry for that. Its because I couldn't live with ur borderline anymore but also didn't want to lose u. I just wanted u to change which was stupid 23/02/2024, 19:13 - Cat: I want to know if u told people I pulled u off a motorbike. Yes or no 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO! 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: For the love of fucking god. 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Cat: Thank you ❀️❀️❀️❀️❀️ 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: No! 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: NO 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: NNNNOOOOOO 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: For whatm 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: Nothing new has happened 23/02/2024, 19:14 - Fabian My Williams: All you've done is ruin my fucking evening 23/02/2024, 19:15 - Cat: This says u told people that I pulled u off a bike and had an Injunction. Did u or did u not tell people that? 23/02/2024, 19:15 - Fabian My Williams: Next time if you want sympathy for a PTSD thing try not to pick a fight first yeah πŸ‘ 23/02/2024, 19:15 - Fabian My Williams: By the police 23/02/2024, 19:16 - Fabian My Williams: The police said you had an injunction. So that's what I told people. 23/02/2024, 19:16 - Fabian My Williams: At the time I thought it was deserved after all the shit you did. Now I don't think that. Is that fucking clear enough for you. 23/02/2024, 19:16 - Cat: We've established rhat that's not true. I still have a completely clean record, u need to be trialled to have an Injunction. 23/02/2024, 19:16 - Fabian My Williams: What the fuck are you on about. 23/02/2024, 19:17 - Fabian My Williams: Did you speak to who I spoke to on the phone? 23/02/2024, 19:17 - Fabian My Williams: On the 101 number. 23/02/2024, 19:17 - Fabian My Williams: The police none emergency line 23/02/2024, 19:17 - Fabian My Williams: Did you speak to the same person as me? 23/02/2024, 19:18 - Cat: So you felt getting arrested and having an Injunction was a worthy punishment for dumping you and then coming back? 23/02/2024, 19:19 - Fabian My Williams: It's not that simple. I thought after all the threats you made about telling the police about the box of knives and weed to me locked up in prison and ruin my life, and all the times you threatened me with them despite you knowing how much I hate and fear them, yeah I thought you deserved a taste of your own medicine. AT THE TIME 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Fabian My Williams: Back then .... NOT NOW 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Fabian My Williams: Is that fucking clear enough 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: Yes 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: Thank you 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: I'm sorry 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: I've had a real difficult time again today 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Cat: Can't get over it 23/02/2024, 19:20 - Fabian My Williams: Then you should have led with that. 23/02/2024, 19:21 - Fabian My Williams: Now I'm in no fit state to console you. 23/02/2024, 19:21 - Cat: I never did get you arrested although u did break the law. I didn't break the law. I didn't hurt u. Its not fair 23/02/2024, 19:21 - Fabian My Williams: Is there anything I can do. 23/02/2024, 19:21 - Fabian My Williams: ? 23/02/2024, 19:21 - Cat: Wish u were here 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: And forced me to watch shit 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: So I don't overthink 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: Or make love to me 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: Stick something on. 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: Or take me out 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: Thought we were going for drinks Sunday? 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: Could do tomorrow nightm 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: Yea, bur they won't drink much as coming by car 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Fabian My Williams: I'm fucking livid right now. So I'm not coming tonight 23/02/2024, 19:22 - Cat: I almost expect it to be very boring 23/02/2024, 19:23 - Cat: U re angry and I'm crying 23/02/2024, 19:23 - Fabian My Williams: I'll keep convo flowing πŸ‘ 23/02/2024, 19:23 - Cat: Thanks 23/02/2024, 19:23 - Cat: Oh I thought u meant now 23/02/2024, 19:24 - Cat: U mean su day 23/02/2024, 19:24 - Fabian My Williams: I'll try now too. Dunno what to say 23/02/2024, 19:24 - Cat: Do u think I would enjoy command and Conquer? 23/02/2024, 19:24 - Fabian My Williams: null 23/02/2024, 19:32 - Fabian My Williams: Crusader kings 2 (free on steam) 23/02/2024, 19:36 - Fabian My Williams: https://youtu.be/FbxwlkfJADs?si=T8ufDzkmywrdVrd1 23/02/2024, 20:49 - Fabian My Williams: On way. Gate open? 😘 23/02/2024, 21:07 - Cat: 23/02/2024, 21:07 - Cat: Yea should be open 24/02/2024, 10:46 - Fabian My Williams: null 25/02/2024, 09:03 - Fabian My Williams: Coconut oil Olive oil Carrots and courgette Ketchup Chocolate spread Coffee for cat 25/02/2024, 10:05 - Fabian My Williams: Be worth bathing Attila when back 25/02/2024, 17:46 - Cat: I had such a great weekend β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈ 25/02/2024, 17:47 - Cat: 25/02/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: Me too. Love you ❀️ 25/02/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: Was awesome, glad you like the game 😘 25/02/2024, 19:21 - Cat: 25/02/2024, 19:23 - Fabian My Williams: Hahaha nawww. Perfect gif 25/02/2024, 19:23 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too. Always ❀️ 25/02/2024, 21:06 - Cat: 25/02/2024, 21:07 - Fabian My Williams: I can't read that sorry 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Cat: I plan to make the very first bera live tonigt 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Cat: Made u an account 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Cat: U have to test it for me and give Mr feedback ok 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Cat: It's going to be an ai virtual assistant for businesses 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Cat: To give to their employees while spying on them 25/02/2024, 21:08 - Fabian My Williams: Link? Lol 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: You are fab@fab.com 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: booze4me 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Will share when it's ready 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Having some deployment issues 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: Keep in mind it's still under construction 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: But I'm curious about ur feedback 25/02/2024, 21:09 - Cat: All suggestions welcome 25/02/2024, 21:11 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries, looking forward to having a go, happy to test it and let you know ❀️ What sort of things should I ask it? just watching silicon valley with will haha missed it, is so good, one more ep then he'll go then probs gaming. 25/02/2024, 22:57 - Cat: Couldn't deploy it 25/02/2024, 22:57 - Cat: Will try again tomorrow with fresh head 25/02/2024, 23:12 - Fabian My Williams: Naw, love you. Can't wait for Wednesday ❀️. Sweet dreams Catherine 😘 25/02/2024, 23:15 - Cat: πŸ€—πŸ˜šπŸ˜šπŸ˜š 26/02/2024, 08:00 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine πŸ₯°. Hope you have a great day. Good luck with your virtual assistant or whatever Johnathan has you doing ❀️. Miss and love you 26/02/2024, 08:28 - Cat: I love u soooo much ❀️😭 26/02/2024, 08:28 - Cat: I'm shaking and hyperventilating again 26/02/2024, 08:30 - Cat: Contacted few more lawyers about action against the police. I can't move on. Its not you. I need you. When you are here, I don't feel like I'm back in that place. Its only when you are not here, that the ptsd gets triggered. I want to marry u. And spend my life with you. But I have to do something against my neighbours I cannot lice next to them I'm going crazy 26/02/2024, 08:44 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry, is there anything I can do? At some point you could always rent the place out and get a new house, that was kind of your plan anyway. I want to marry you too ❀️. Sorry you're going through this πŸ˜• 26/02/2024, 09:04 - Cat: Cuba 26/02/2024, 09:04 - Cat: And having them charged 26/02/2024, 09:04 - Cat: Will fix me 26/02/2024, 10:09 - Fabian My Williams: Feel any better? 26/02/2024, 10:09 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 26/02/2024, 10:12 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.facebook.com/groups/7189845431073689/permalink/7616740438384184/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v 26/02/2024, 10:18 - Cat: Thank you for asking ❀️❀️❀️❀️ 26/02/2024, 10:18 - Cat: 26/02/2024, 10:19 - Cat: I'm about to put ur number in here. Its for a natural breast augmentation where they take fat from elsewhere to put into ur boobs. Looks and feels natural, but I need an appointment to see if I have enough fat to transfer first 26/02/2024, 10:54 - Fabian My Williams: Ok. Please don't ruin them πŸ₯°β€οΈπŸ˜˜ 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: I deployed the app!!!! 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: Go to app.humaina.xyz 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: Log in with the details I gave u 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: Not urgent 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Cat: When u re having a poo 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Fabian My Williams: Will do ❀️. Can't wait 😘 26/02/2024, 11:09 - Fabian My Williams: Love you so much 😊 26/02/2024, 11:10 - Cat: Ahmad told me u can't currently upload external context on chatgpt or Google ai. Ifs slower, but I plan to add lots of useful features to turn it into a real ai secretary for everyone. 26/02/2024, 11:10 - Cat: Let me know what kind of features you would like to see. 26/02/2024, 11:11 - Cat: Keep in mind, I can make it faster if I pay more for server. This is just a demo to explore which features to put into it 26/02/2024, 11:12 - Cat: If I get this right it will be our ticket to Cuba πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³ 26/02/2024, 11:29 - Cat: Actually cuba is a shit idea 26/02/2024, 11:29 - Cat: I'll find another place for us 26/02/2024, 12:08 - Fabian My Williams: Great idea 26/02/2024, 12:08 - Cat: Thanks. Also considering allowing video upload or connecting to oned email. Which features would u like most to help u work more efficiently? 26/02/2024, 13:24 - Fabian My Williams: If it could keep track of what time me and Matt actually leave work that would be handy lol. Dan had a bit of a go at Matt earlier about who owes who hours. Can explain it better later 26/02/2024, 13:24 - Fabian My Williams: Like with GPS or something 26/02/2024, 14:44 - Cat: What a dick..... I'll think of something 26/02/2024, 17:27 - Cat: Let me know when uve checked it out plz 26/02/2024, 17:49 - Cat: Fab 26/02/2024, 17:50 - Cat: 26/02/2024, 17:53 - Fabian My Williams: Wanna call? 26/02/2024, 17:54 - Cat: null 26/02/2024, 18:07 - Cat: I think you love me deeply. 26/02/2024, 18:07 - Fabian My Williams: I do 26/02/2024, 18:07 - Cat: And you can't admit to yourself that you made a mistake 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: Because it must hurt immensely knowing you did that to the woman you love and planned to marry 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: And you can't admit your part of what happened and how it led to that 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: But it's not fault that you have bpd 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: It does. I feel like a cunt 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: It's how you felt at the time and it was real to you 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Fabian My Williams: But you need to accept some share of responsibility for what happened. 26/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: All I ask is, if you put your feelings aside 26/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: You want me to say that I falsely imprisoned you for about 2 minutes before you threw me onto the ground by blocking the door and taking your gloves into the house. And because I wanted a quiet talk in thr house since we agree the night before that you were gonna move out 26/02/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: We're recycling. 26/02/2024, 18:10 - Cat: I have all this backed up on Google drive. All the scrrenshots 26/02/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want to keep fucking going over it 26/02/2024, 18:10 - Cat: Can u please say that u felt imprisoned during those 2 minutes? 26/02/2024, 18:10 - Fabian My Williams: We could have talked after work. I couldn't fucking stay I explained that to you. 26/02/2024, 18:11 - Fabian My Williams: I felt imprisoned from 10 mins after I woke up till I rode off on my bike. 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: Yes, u did. When I asked you if u want to eat the food I cooked you and u said to throw it away cuz there wasn't enough meat in it 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: Speaking as someone who has been imprisoned against their will by drug dealers I assure you the feeling was exactly the same 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: To you. 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: I know. 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: And it's ok 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: I love you 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: I love you too. But I don't want to keep hashing over this shit. 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: But it was not in legal terms, can u see that now? 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: My mood was great when I rang you. 26/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: Mine too 26/02/2024, 18:13 - Cat: Well no. But I still wanna talk to u 26/02/2024, 18:13 - Fabian My Williams: You've got till half past then I'm going about my evenings. 26/02/2024, 18:13 - Fabian My Williams: null 26/02/2024, 18:13 - Cat: Been missing u all day 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: U are nuts 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Fabian My Williams: No shit 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: Please just think rationally 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: I know u csn 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: Can 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Fabian My Williams: I'm too wound up and emotional now. 26/02/2024, 18:17 - Cat: It makes no sense Fabian 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: That this would have been false imprisonment 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: I get u feel that way 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: It does when you think of the rest of the context youre ignoring 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Did you break out deal? 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Our 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Yes or no 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Cat: I did not 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Wow. 26/02/2024, 18:18 - Fabian My Williams: Really 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: You actually think that 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: U said ud leave if u lose it 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: But u kept yelling 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: And calling me names 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: Could have just left 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: In thr morning 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: Cus you were blocking the exit 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: Without the hurtful attack 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: No. I couldn't. You wouldn't let me. 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: I did that so you'd let me go 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: U were raging at me 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Fabian My Williams: It had the opposite effect 26/02/2024, 18:19 - Cat: I didn't want a scene in the garden 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Fabian My Williams: So you should have let me ride off 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Cat: U weren't safe to ride 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Cat: U were acting crazy 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Fabian My Williams: Because you wouldn't let me leace 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Fabian My Williams: Leave 26/02/2024, 18:20 - Cat: So fine, I'll give up 26/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: I had a new starter at work who needed induction and was waiting for me. 26/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: We could have spoke after work 26/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: I. Had. To. Go. 26/02/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: You prevented me. 26/02/2024, 18:22 - Cat: U should have not started a huge fight where u call me a fuckibg slut and a narcissist and demand u keep living on my house until u have a new place, then there would have been no need to talk 26/02/2024, 18:22 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want to talk about this anymore. 26/02/2024, 18:22 - Cat: K, so I imprisoned u with my shear voice for 2 minutes 26/02/2024, 18:22 - Cat: Until u knocked me down in self defense 26/02/2024, 18:22 - Cat: Fine. 26/02/2024, 18:23 - Fabian My Williams: No. You didn't. You ran off with my PPE for bike and physically blocked the kitchen door after I got it back 26/02/2024, 18:23 - Cat: As long as u admit that the door was never locked, and I did restrain u in any way other than standing in the door ans begging u to stay 26/02/2024, 18:23 - Fabian My Williams: I grabbed you by the shoulders and moved you to the side. Your back was bad so you fell down. 26/02/2024, 18:24 - Cat: Yes, and u recall that I wasn't calling u names or threatening u right? 26/02/2024, 18:24 - Cat: That I was crying and trying to hug u 26/02/2024, 18:24 - Cat: Do u remember that? 26/02/2024, 18:24 - Cat: Do u remember that thr door was unlocked? 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: Yes or no 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Fabian My Williams: That was the opposite of what I wanted. In that moment I wanted to be as far away from you as possible 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Fabian My Williams: It was wise open for fucks sake. 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: I know fab 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: I get it. I know your past 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: And ur temper 26/02/2024, 18:25 - Cat: And I'm sorry I didn't just say 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Cat: OK dear, see u in the evening 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Cat: But please 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: Do you remember when you said that if we ever break up I'll need to be the one to finalise it and actually go because you can't go through with it. 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: So you broke out deal? 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Cat: Yes 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: Our 26/02/2024, 18:26 - Fabian My Williams: That was me doing that because I'd had enough 26/02/2024, 18:27 - Fabian My Williams: I said what I thought I needed to say for you to let me go. 26/02/2024, 18:27 - Cat: I did not think u should have come back that evening at all. I wanted to finalise things there and then 26/02/2024, 18:27 - Cat: If u had wanted to break up amicably 26/02/2024, 18:27 - Fabian My Williams: Tough shit. You work from home. I had to go to work. My work had already gone to pot by that point. 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: I did till you wouldn't let me leave 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Cat: With wiggle room to move out. U should not have called me all these terrible names in front of all the neighbours 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: I wouldn't if you'd moved. 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: Recycling 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: 2 minutes. 26/02/2024, 18:28 - Cat: What? 26/02/2024, 18:29 - Fabian My Williams: null 26/02/2024, 18:29 - Cat: Sorry peeing 26/02/2024, 18:29 - Fabian My Williams: K 26/02/2024, 18:29 - Cat: Will ring back 26/02/2024, 18:32 - Cat: null 26/02/2024, 20:14 - Fabian My Williams: Don't forget to put may 17th in calendar 😘 26/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: 26/02/2024, 20:54 - Cat: God I love you so much Fabian 26/02/2024, 20:55 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too 😊 26/02/2024, 21:17 - Cat: Thank you for helping me process everything. I am practising radical acceptance about what happened so i can get to point where i can be away from you for 3 days without stressing over this. Maybe u re right, I might need to move house to get over this. Gotta stop smoking inside to make that happen πŸ˜• 26/02/2024, 21:25 - Fabian My Williams: Once it's paid off you could use that as a deposit for a better house somewhere else 😘. Don't have live there forever. 26/02/2024, 21:25 - Fabian My Williams: I love you 26/02/2024, 23:14 - Cat: I love you too ❀️ 26/02/2024, 23:14 - Fabian My Williams: Sweet dreams Catherine 😚 26/02/2024, 23:31 - Cat: I'm watching podn and wish so much u were here 26/02/2024, 23:31 - Cat: Cuddling me till we both start twitching and then kissing 26/02/2024, 23:32 - Cat: With progressively more tongue untip we end up licking out one another's mouth and twitch even more 26/02/2024, 23:33 - Fabian My Williams: I'm watching videos of tropico 6 lol. I wish I was there too, your story is much nicer πŸ˜‚ 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Cat: Can't sleep 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Cat: Love you so so much πŸ’— 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Cat: Gonna play some chess 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Cat: Tomorrow therapy in the morning 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too. I'm just nodding off now. Hope it goes well 🀞 27/02/2024, 00:16 - Fabian My Williams: And the chess 27/02/2024, 00:51 - Cat: Still awake 27/02/2024, 00:51 - Cat: Went back to playing wirh myself but it's tedious as already got off to porn earlier 27/02/2024, 00:52 - Cat: Just wanted to share, in case I forget: it really turned me on the other night when I played with myself while u watched. Shame I was too sore and herlimited to get off that time. But right now I'm imagining you between my legs wanking as u look at me and it s giving me twitches 27/02/2024, 08:33 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry woke up late had to rush 27/02/2024, 08:33 - Fabian My Williams: Haha it gives me twitches too. Quite happy to do more of that. I love looking at you as I get off 😘 27/02/2024, 08:34 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you have a great day. Love you. Good luck with therapy. 27/02/2024, 11:12 - Fabian My Williams: Got an interview after work, offering upto 50k apparently 🀞. 27/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: OMG!!!! 27/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: U ll smash it 27/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: I believe in u 27/02/2024, 11:25 - Cat: Make sure to perfume urself so u don't smell of weed 27/02/2024, 12:09 - Cat: Can we go salsa dancing Thursday night? 27/02/2024, 15:57 - Cat: Fab 27/02/2024, 15:57 - Cat: Please can you send me a voice message 27/02/2024, 15:57 - Cat: Now 27/02/2024, 15:58 - Cat: Saying I did not pull you off a motorbike 27/02/2024, 15:58 - Cat: Pleasr 27/02/2024, 15:58 - Cat: On phone with police 27/02/2024, 15:58 - Cat: null 27/02/2024, 15:58 - Fabian My Williams: 27/02/2024, 16:00 - Cat: Thanks 27/02/2024, 16:00 - Cat: Will tell u later 27/02/2024, 16:01 - Fabian My Williams: 🀷 27/02/2024, 16:55 - Fabian My Williams: So don't come tomorrow? Come Thursday instead? 27/02/2024, 16:58 - Cat: Thank you 27/02/2024, 16:58 - Cat: Yes please 27/02/2024, 16:58 - Cat: But of course u could come today if u miss me 😘 27/02/2024, 16:58 - Cat: U don't have to, no pressure 27/02/2024, 16:58 - Cat: Just feeling really depressed and want to feel safe in your arms again. But I can wait. Please don't worry 27/02/2024, 17:38 - Cat: Hope the interview went well 27/02/2024, 17:41 - Fabian My Williams: null 27/02/2024, 19:54 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5ff68abccfb22 27/02/2024, 20:33 - Cat: Nice outfit 27/02/2024, 20:33 - Cat: Wish I was next to u ❀️ 27/02/2024, 21:34 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, she wears some good ones. Filth she is πŸ˜‚ Some of her vids remind me of me and you πŸ₯° πŸ˜‚ 27/02/2024, 21:35 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your evening is nice 😘. Russ hannerman is such a douche πŸ˜‚ 27/02/2024, 22:00 - Cat: I miss you so much 27/02/2024, 22:00 - Cat: Love you endlessly ❀️ 27/02/2024, 22:11 - Fabian My Williams: You too, salsa will be so romantic πŸ₯° 27/02/2024, 22:18 - Cat: I think we have to swap partners u know 27/02/2024, 22:19 - Cat: Only if u into swinging πŸ€” 27/02/2024, 22:19 - Cat: Lol, but yes it will be 27/02/2024, 22:19 - Fabian My Williams: Why? I'll feel awkward enough lol 27/02/2024, 22:19 - Cat: We ll do our own dirty dancing at home once we know how to 🀭 27/02/2024, 22:19 - Cat: It will be fine 27/02/2024, 22:21 - Cat: https://youtu.be/u0o3IlsEQbI?si=xyH5NW7Z9Mnpejka 27/02/2024, 22:22 - Cat: Was just listening to this earlier 27/02/2024, 22:22 - Cat: Go to minute 59 27/02/2024, 22:22 - Cat: U don't need to hear the whole thing, just a couple minutes from minute 59 onwards 27/02/2024, 22:22 - Fabian My Williams: Will do when I have a min 😘 28/02/2024, 00:27 - Cat: Fab I can't sleep 28/02/2024, 00:27 - Cat: R u still awake? 28/02/2024, 00:27 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah,just about go bed though, you ok? 28/02/2024, 00:37 - Cat: Can I call? 28/02/2024, 00:37 - Cat: Just 2 min to say goodnight 28/02/2024, 00:37 - Fabian My Williams: null 28/02/2024, 00:58 - Cat: 28/02/2024, 00:59 - Cat: Lol another one 28/02/2024, 07:36 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine πŸ₯°. Hope you have a great day. Love you ❀️ 28/02/2024, 08:06 - Cat: Just woke up from a nightmare 28/02/2024, 08:07 - Cat: You deleted this message 28/02/2024, 08:08 - Cat: I know u didn't do anything 28/02/2024, 08:08 - Cat: But my heart is still pumping real fast from the nightmare 28/02/2024, 08:09 - Cat: 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Cat: 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Cat: I'm gonna stop talking to these dicks 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Cat: Sometimes I make real friends there 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Cat: But some people are just hopeless. So sexisy 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Fabian My Williams: Sorry πŸ˜• 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, people are wank 28/02/2024, 08:10 - Cat: Anyways he asked for second game cuz his ego couldn't take it 28/02/2024, 08:11 - Cat: So I agreed but didn't speak to him, then second game, I won again. Then he won the thrif game 😬 and wanted another one but I left 28/02/2024, 08:11 - Cat: The nightmare was u cheating 28/02/2024, 08:11 - Cat: It was worse than all the things u did to me combined 28/02/2024, 08:12 - Cat: And u made it sound like it was totally OK and normal in my dream 28/02/2024, 08:19 - Cat: On a funnier note: a guy just rode past my house on the street on a bike and he was cursing "fuck sake. Fucking mongleton" πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ 28/02/2024, 08:20 - Cat: Just got invited to my first parent evening πŸ™„ 28/02/2024, 08:20 - Cat: 7th of march 28/02/2024, 09:36 - Fabian My Williams: Never happened nor will it ❀️ 28/02/2024, 09:36 - Fabian My Williams: Time? 28/02/2024, 09:37 - Fabian My Williams: If late enough maybe I could come with for support? 28/02/2024, 09:54 - Cat: 6pm 28/02/2024, 09:55 - Cat: Yea maybe it's good, u know how my communication with normals always go south 28/02/2024, 09:56 - Cat: Fuck, I miss u so much 28/02/2024, 09:56 - Cat: How about, I sell the house, and move in with you ❀️ just u me and attila πŸ₯° 28/02/2024, 10:09 - Fabian My Williams: A lovely thought πŸ₯°. Kids though lol 28/02/2024, 10:09 - Fabian My Williams: Love you 😘 28/02/2024, 16:22 - Fabian My Williams: How're you feeling? I'm about go shopping, so if I take a while reply that's why. Hope you had a good day 28/02/2024, 17:02 - Cat: Still feel shit 28/02/2024, 17:02 - Cat: Sorry not a better answer 28/02/2024, 17:02 - Cat: Will tell you when I see u 28/02/2024, 17:03 - Cat: I miss you so much 28/02/2024, 17:03 - Fabian My Williams: Miss you too. You still up for salsa tomorrow πŸ’ƒπŸ•Ί? ❀️ 28/02/2024, 17:04 - Fabian My Williams: Remember you're on your period so that won't be helping 😘 28/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: It's finished now 28/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: The period 28/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: Yea. I told them we d come 28/02/2024, 17:04 - Cat: I need a hug 28/02/2024, 17:05 - Cat: Tomorrow can u come after work again so we have lots of time to hug before we go dancing? 28/02/2024, 17:05 - Fabian My Williams: Yes of course ❀️ 28/02/2024, 17:05 - Fabian My Williams: I got Mac and cheese bits too 28/02/2024, 17:05 - Cat: Omg 28/02/2024, 17:06 - Cat: 28/02/2024, 17:09 - Cat: I spoke to Jonathan about my trauma and he was really understanding. His father is schizo and was also abusive at times and wondeful other times. His mother stayed by his side and she found ways to cope. His siblings don't speak to their dad, Jonathan is the only one who does. He told me some really good things that help with empathy and acceptance. 28/02/2024, 17:21 - Fabian My Williams: That sounds really positive ❀️ 28/02/2024, 18:01 - Cat: I'm blessed to have such a great boss 28/02/2024, 18:03 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, I'm glad you stayed now 😘 28/02/2024, 18:08 - Cat: Me too 28/02/2024, 18:09 - Cat: So since our investigation was closed with no further action, the only thing I can do is to report a hate crime against my neighbours. Police wants nothing to do wirh the old investigation because they arrested me for a super natural crime and that would be too emberassing. 28/02/2024, 18:10 - Cat: Would u go with me saying that I didn't pull u off a bike, so that I can peove they lied cuz they don't like me? 28/02/2024, 18:12 - Cat: U never said I pulled u off a bike, its not like ud go back on ur word 28/02/2024, 18:13 - Cat: I'm stressing cuz u saw my message and aren't saying anything 28/02/2024, 18:13 - Cat: If u re pooping let me know plz so I can stop staring at the screen 28/02/2024, 18:15 - Fabian My Williams: Showering 28/02/2024, 18:16 - Cat: Love u so much. The thought of u being naked right now makes me miss snuggling against ur chest 28/02/2024, 18:28 - Fabian My Williams: If you want to do them for a hate crime, they need to have done something obviously racist or you're pissing in the wind and it'll be a complete waste of time. You'd have to prove it was racially motivated. And you can't. 28/02/2024, 18:34 - Cat: I don't think that's how it works. I suspect it was more me relling her that I had autism than race. They seemed to pity themselves for having autistic kids, those types of parents who just don't get it and feel sorry for themselves rather than trying to understand their kids 28/02/2024, 18:40 - Cat: I don't care if nothing comes out of it. It was wrong, so wrong to sign a statement that they saw me pull you off a moving motorbike onto the ground that never fell over because it was on a stand (neighbours words not mine). At least I want to give them more paperwork. I remember this trauma everyday and it has killed my soul and all made me even more afraid of people and their ignorant hate against strangers than I already was 28/02/2024, 18:43 - Cat: U should understand this more than anyone else with your leftist campaign. They lied because they don't like me. They lied and had a disabled single mum of a disabled child arrested for a crime she never committed. I get u re worried about the initial case, bit they told me many times, that because I didn't make a statement (to protect u, remember) that automatically made me a suspect 28/02/2024, 18:45 - Fabian My Williams: Ok, go for it ❀️ 28/02/2024, 19:04 - Cat: Will u come with me and help me speak with them please 28/02/2024, 19:04 - Cat: I probably won't be coherent and get it all wrong 28/02/2024, 19:04 - Fabian My Williams: To who? 28/02/2024, 19:04 - Cat: U know how emotional I get about this 28/02/2024, 19:04 - Cat: Police 28/02/2024, 19:05 - Cat: About reporting hate crime 28/02/2024, 19:05 - Fabian My Williams: I thought you wanted an autism translator and a solicitor. 28/02/2024, 19:05 - Cat: No solicitor wants to take it as there is no open investigation and I am the victim of a hate crime, so solicitor doesn't apply 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Cat: Been calling people all day 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: Because nothing will come of it.... 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Cat: And for autism translator, that is you 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah fine. Whatever. 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: Can we talk about something else now please 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Cat: I'll never forgot this 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Cat: Thank you 28/02/2024, 19:06 - Fabian My Williams: It's been every night this week 28/02/2024, 19:07 - Cat: It will be over once I reported them 28/02/2024, 19:07 - Fabian My Williams: πŸ‘ 28/02/2024, 19:08 - Cat: I don't care if nothing happens but at least I didn't just let them get away with it. I have limited power against a racist and corrupt system but I want to at least exercise the little rights I have by giving rhem paperwork 28/02/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: They won't get any paperwork 28/02/2024, 19:08 - Fabian My Williams: The police might. Next door wont 28/02/2024, 19:08 - Cat: Thank you. I promise once it'd filed I can move on. I will move on. I promise u 28/02/2024, 19:08 - Cat: Yea that's the point 28/02/2024, 19:09 - Cat: I want to put this behind us before fab day so that we can start our life together without this injustice festering and poisoning my brain 28/02/2024, 19:40 - Fabian My Williams: Me too ❀️ 28/02/2024, 19:41 - Cat: The alternative is to go speak to them, tell them in their face that I didn't pull u off a bike and that they tore our family apart and caused massive trauma to an innocent disabled mum. Jonathan said that's what he'd do but that I shouldn't expect them to feel bad for what they did cuz people don't like admitting to themselves that they are bad. Everyone wants to think they are a good person. I don't know if I have the strength to walk up to them and tell them how their little white lie affected me because I strongly suspect that they fully knew and don't give a fuck and then I might get angry and look "agressive" 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: Ok. 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: As in you telling them in the face 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: Wills here. Speak about it tomorrow 😘 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: So that they feel shit at least for 5 minutes before they go back to football 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: Yea no worries 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: I miss you 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Fabian My Williams: I miss you too. 28/02/2024, 19:42 - Cat: Can't wait to play more tropico with u 28/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Hopefully on the weekend 28/02/2024, 19:43 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah, I bought it so we can play together now too 😘. Something we can do together while apart ❀️ 28/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Awww u didn't need to 28/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Told u I'd gift it to u 28/02/2024, 19:43 - Cat: Please don't play without me 28/02/2024, 19:44 - Cat: Ull be a pro in no time and that would ruin it for me. I like running the island with u together ❀️ 28/02/2024, 20:21 - Fabian My Williams: Me too 😘 28/02/2024, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: We can play online lol 28/02/2024, 20:40 - Cat: Yea I guess. I'd still prefer sitting next to u when we game 28/02/2024, 20:41 - Cat: 28/02/2024, 20:42 - Fabian My Williams: We can still do that you know 😘. Remember this game was supposed to be to help you unwind after work and not overthink πŸ˜› 28/02/2024, 20:43 - Cat: I'm coding ai stuff right now and quite happy. I bought it so we can spend non sex time together that's not watching documentaries 😘 28/02/2024, 20:44 - Fabian My Williams: Now you are, other times you overthink when you've coded too much that day to keep doing it for fun ❀️ 29/02/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine, how're you feeling? Hope you have a great day 😘. Love you and see you later ❀️I'll bring all the Mac and cheese stuff, probably be worth cooking before we leave for dancing 🀷 29/02/2024, 08:36 - Cat: Morning πŸ€— 29/02/2024, 08:36 - Cat: Thank you 29/02/2024, 08:36 - Cat: Just about to take attila out 29/02/2024, 08:36 - Cat: Love you ❀️ 29/02/2024, 08:37 - Fabian My Williams: Have a nice walk, love you too πŸ₯° 29/02/2024, 08:44 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.facebook.com/reel/1318253532219892?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v 29/02/2024, 08:44 - Fabian My Williams: Lol 29/02/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.sportskeeda.com/pop-culture/news-looks-like-running-literal-meth-lab-glasgow-willy-wonka-experience-scam-pictures-go-viral-spark-hilarious-reactions 29/02/2024, 13:48 - Fabian My Williams: AI fraud lol 29/02/2024, 14:10 - Cat: Crazy times 29/02/2024, 14:10 - Cat: How are u? 29/02/2024, 14:12 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah ok thanks, busy, You? 😘 01/03/2024, 07:52 - Fabian My Williams: Was snowing like hell here. Not sticking yet but huge flakes, could hardly see once I got past kidsgrove 01/03/2024, 07:52 - Fabian My Williams: Had fun at salsa last night πŸ₯°. Love you and have a great day 01/03/2024, 08:41 - Cat: Glad u re OK ❀️ 01/03/2024, 08:41 - Cat: Just had therapy 01/03/2024, 08:42 - Cat: Tols shrink about mac an cheese and salsa and how insanely good j made me feel 01/03/2024, 08:42 - Cat: Taken care of 01/03/2024, 08:42 - Cat: He is trying to make me leave u and stop smoking 01/03/2024, 08:42 - Cat: Had a long weed discussion 01/03/2024, 08:42 - Cat: Has ur shrink said anything about it? 01/03/2024, 08:43 - Fabian My Williams: Of course he is 01/03/2024, 09:11 - Fabian My Williams: Mine doesn't approve but understands 01/03/2024, 09:11 - Fabian My Williams: He actually said I should have one the other day to be fair when I was borderlining to calm down 01/03/2024, 09:12 - Fabian My Williams: What terrible thing have I done now lol? 01/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Nothing new still the same things ui dog that can't be undone 01/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: U. Fif 01/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Did 01/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Walking dog right now 01/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: 01/03/2024, 09:18 - Cat: 01/03/2024, 09:18 - Cat: First blossoms 01/03/2024, 09:34 - Fabian My Williams: He's asked me if I think the relationship is worth the stress, and I said "yes" and listed all the reasons why and that was the end of it really lol. If mine kept pushing and pushing I'd get pissed off with him personally 🀷. You do you 😘 01/03/2024, 10:05 - Cat: He said today, I can see that fabian is not going away, so we have to get you to accept that you will never get justice 01/03/2024, 10:06 - Cat: He also said if you are man ud go to police with me and say rhat I didn't pull u off a bike and thr neighbours lied. I told him we ve already planned to do that. He also says it won't go anywhere but will help me find closure 01/03/2024, 10:07 - Cat: I'm do loved up after last night bte 01/03/2024, 10:08 - Cat: Eating ur mac and cheese now and missing u 01/03/2024, 10:08 - Cat: It means so much 01/03/2024, 10:08 - Cat: Thank you for taking care of me 01/03/2024, 10:08 - Cat: YOU ARE WORTH THE STRESS FOR ME TOO 01/03/2024, 10:10 - Cat: He says rhe police will just think I'm neurotic because I'm still dating a guy who had me falsely arrested, and I wouldn't say I'd do it again, lol, but I prefer to be crazy and wirh you rather than normal and miserable without u 01/03/2024, 10:17 - Fabian My Williams: If he was a real man he'd stop trying to split people up who are obviously in love and trying to fix things between them. And that's Easy for him to say with his complete lack of criminal record and history of being fucking terrorised by the police. You got arrested once. I had them trying to arrest me for nearly a decade and had them literally hunting me for months while I had a warrant out. The only thing he's right about is fuck all will come from it. If you want me to go with you and tell them that, sound. Once I've done that I don't want anything more to do with it, or the police. You're therapist is fucking wank 🀷. You can tell him that from me. Trying to make you give up potentially billions in shares. What business is it of his to give you stock or financial advice... I didn't have you falsely arrested. So if you could clear that up with the fat prick I'd appreciate it. Whoever rang the police and told them you pulled me off the bike is responsible for having you arrested. The police decided to charge you. Not me. 01/03/2024, 10:18 - Fabian My Williams: Your therapist couldn't sound like less of a man. Trying to split people up so he can try and snake in himself. Either that or he wants to make you more miserable so he can get more money out of you. Fat cunt. 01/03/2024, 10:19 - Cat: Police didn't charge me fabian 01/03/2024, 10:19 - Cat: It's nfa, same as urs 01/03/2024, 10:19 - Cat: There was insufficient evidence that either of us is an abuser 01/03/2024, 10:20 - Cat: But we do have evidence that the neighbours lied 01/03/2024, 10:20 - Cat: Yea, I have quit my plan with him and will stop seeing him once the payment runs out 01/03/2024, 10:21 - Cat: I know I need to make this trip to the police station to get closure. But after that I won't need therapy for this anymore 01/03/2024, 10:21 - Cat: And I want to marry you and spend my while life with you 01/03/2024, 10:22 - Cat: Nobody else could ever come close to what I feel for you 01/03/2024, 10:22 - Cat: Nobody is a better march for me than you 01/03/2024, 10:22 - Cat: Match 01/03/2024, 10:23 - Cat: I know I get wound up when u re illogical in ur bpd state and that's on me because of autism. I hate illogical things. But being aware of that is helping me already to be more udbersdandinf of you and not take what u say to heart so much when u re being psycho. I feel for you much more now because I have done so much research into ur condition 01/03/2024, 10:24 - Cat: It's all good. Don't stress my love 01/03/2024, 10:24 - Cat: I love you and counting thr minutes until I see u again 01/03/2024, 10:26 - Cat: 01/03/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: I dunno you know. 01/03/2024, 10:26 - Fabian My Williams: Same πŸ₯° 01/03/2024, 10:27 - Cat: Well not for this anyways. Maybe we could go to thr couplrs therapy now 01/03/2024, 10:27 - Cat: I can ring the same guy, he won't know it'd u he spoke to 01/03/2024, 10:27 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah that's a good idea 01/03/2024, 10:27 - Cat: Remind me on weekend I ll call him 01/03/2024, 12:31 - Cat: Salsa classes in Macclesfield. Below, you will find a YouTube link to a Salsa Course. This compilation of basic figures serves as our primary focus. It will serve as a visual aid to help you track your progress effectively. See you soon. Alejandro (Alex) https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLW0E8dAarel8n74ZdQe7nYBk-0A2LpyE3 01/03/2024, 13:08 - Cat: Wish I could watch u practising those steps in ur living room without curtains πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ 01/03/2024, 13:11 - Fabian My Williams: Lol, need practice with you over the weekend 😘 01/03/2024, 13:13 - Cat: Bought nice cocktail stuff will tidy up lounge, it will be perfect πŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’–β€οΈπŸ’– 01/03/2024, 14:10 - Fabian My Williams: Don't forget garage about car knocking 01/03/2024, 14:22 - Cat: Wanna go with u plz ❀️ 01/03/2024, 14:25 - Cat: 01/03/2024, 14:26 - Fabian My Williams: What is it? 01/03/2024, 14:27 - Cat: Just Jan looking miserables always and wearing a t shirt that says happiness 01/03/2024, 14:51 - Fabian My Williams: Oh shit yeah lol 01/03/2024, 14:52 - Fabian My Williams: Need make an appointment, if you can make it about 4.30 for a day I'm coming yours I could probs make it 01/03/2024, 14:56 - Cat: K 01/03/2024, 19:49 - Cat: U OK? 01/03/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: Hey, how's it going 😘 01/03/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: I'm alright aye. Playing tropico lol 01/03/2024, 20:06 - Fabian My Williams: How was your day? 😘 01/03/2024, 20:07 - Cat: Had my crown 01/03/2024, 20:07 - Cat: My face hurts 01/03/2024, 20:07 - Cat: Need pity cuddles 01/03/2024, 20:08 - Cat: Thr brown tooth can be fixed πŸ₯³ 01/03/2024, 20:18 - Fabian My Williams: You can have as many as you like tomorrow ❀️ 02/03/2024, 08:30 - Cat: U coming today? Weather here is wet but warm ish 02/03/2024, 10:10 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah I'll see you today 😘. just woke up sorry 02/03/2024, 10:12 - Cat: Np 02/03/2024, 10:12 - Cat: Walked attila now about to give him bath 02/03/2024, 10:12 - Cat: Wanna spend few hours coding so maybe come around 3 or 4? 02/03/2024, 10:19 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah no worries 😘 02/03/2024, 10:19 - Fabian My Williams: I forgot to turn the washing machine on last night so that does me a favour really 😘 02/03/2024, 10:29 - Cat: Ahmaf is nagging me 02/03/2024, 10:29 - Cat: To tell u he sent his schoolwork 02/03/2024, 10:30 - Cat: I'm out of tabs, can u bring me 2 or 3 till my next tewco shop plz? 02/03/2024, 10:30 - Cat: Ite coming at 5 today and it'd too late to add them 02/03/2024, 10:30 - Cat: I didn't notice I was running out as usual 02/03/2024, 10:30 - Cat: Washing detergent tabs I mean 02/03/2024, 10:35 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah I'll grab some on way😘 02/03/2024, 10:46 - Cat: πŸ’–β€οΈ 02/03/2024, 14:21 - Cat: I cooked rice and chicken curry 02/03/2024, 14:22 - Fabian My Williams: Naw thought you were coding 😘 02/03/2024, 14:28 - Cat: Yesterday 02/03/2024, 14:29 - Cat: Can u get me a bottle of coke plz, I've run out tesco coming between 5 ans 9 02/03/2024, 14:30 - Fabian My Williams: Tabs and coke πŸ‘ 02/03/2024, 14:30 - Fabian My Williams: ? Lol 02/03/2024, 15:37 - Fabian My Williams: On way 02/03/2024, 16:03 - Cat: Made a real pinacolada just now 02/03/2024, 16:03 - Cat: Hope u get here before its gone 😏 03/03/2024, 18:09 - Cat: Love you πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 03/03/2024, 18:12 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too. More than anything ❀️ 03/03/2024, 18:13 - Cat: Me too Fab 03/03/2024, 18:13 - Cat: Want to spend my life with you 03/03/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: Me too ❀️ 03/03/2024, 18:21 - Fabian My Williams: I'll enjoy seeing you an extra day in the week πŸ₯° 03/03/2024, 18:32 - Cat: Even if we both just play tropico side by side πŸ˜‚ 03/03/2024, 19:18 - Fabian My Williams: Sounds like heaven 03/03/2024, 19:29 - Cat: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=fX5efU7Jqq8&si=QrSlNs7MPQymfPHi 03/03/2024, 19:29 - Cat: Please listen 03/03/2024, 19:29 - Cat: This makes me love you so much right now 03/03/2024, 19:29 - Cat: Hope u can feel it some 03/03/2024, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: Will give it a listen in a bit after film ❀️ 03/03/2024, 20:03 - Fabian My Williams: Love you so muchπŸ₯° 03/03/2024, 20:22 - Cat: U too β€οΈπŸ€—β€οΈπŸ€—β€οΈ 03/03/2024, 21:24 - Cat: I only just noticed the lock!!!! 03/03/2024, 21:24 - Cat: This game is soooo bad 03/03/2024, 21:24 - Cat: Thank you πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€— 03/03/2024, 21:26 - Fabian My Williams: Love you. You still on it? Haha 03/03/2024, 21:33 - Cat: Crisis 03/03/2024, 21:33 - Cat: Did u not leave me any smoke? 03/03/2024, 21:34 - Cat: Can't find any 03/03/2024, 21:34 - Fabian My Williams: Office, on shelves 03/03/2024, 21:42 - Cat: Found it 03/03/2024, 21:43 - Cat: Have u seen my brown bacci? 03/03/2024, 21:43 - Cat: Can't find it 03/03/2024, 21:43 - Cat: Plz plz 03/03/2024, 21:43 - Fabian My Williams: No sorry, drawer or under bed maybe? 03/03/2024, 21:44 - Cat: Fuck can't find it anywhere 03/03/2024, 21:45 - Cat: Can u check if u packed it by accident? 03/03/2024, 21:45 - Cat: Before I g9 crazy taking the whole house apart 03/03/2024, 23:24 - Fabian My Williams: Shit sorry, just seen this 03/03/2024, 23:24 - Fabian My Williams: Dunno if you're still up 03/03/2024, 23:25 - Fabian My Williams: I haven't got it I don't think no. Window in bedroom? Really don't know, can't remember seeing it at all yesterday or today ❀️ 03/03/2024, 23:25 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you got sorted πŸ˜• 03/03/2024, 23:27 - Cat: Nope 03/03/2024, 23:27 - Cat: I'm out of tobacco and can't sleep 03/03/2024, 23:27 - Cat: N9one will deliver 03/03/2024, 23:58 - Fabian My Williams: Ah shit sorry, the dog ate it or something? 03/03/2024, 23:59 - Fabian My Williams: Could smoke a pure. You smoke the joint I left you? 04/03/2024, 00:00 - Cat: Ywa ages ago 04/03/2024, 00:01 - Fabian My Williams: Ah sorry, nothing in drawer 04/03/2024, 00:01 - Fabian My Williams: ? 04/03/2024, 00:01 - Cat: Looked everywhere 04/03/2024, 00:01 - Cat: Was quite a full pouch 04/03/2024, 00:01 - Cat: Dog doesn't eat the whole thing and I was with him all day 04/03/2024, 00:02 - Cat: Must have put it down somewhere and forgot 04/03/2024, 00:02 - Cat: I even feel like I remember I put it in rhe wrong place 04/03/2024, 00:16 - Fabian My Williams: Really can't remember sorry πŸ˜• 04/03/2024, 00:16 - Fabian My Williams: I love you to bits though if that's any consolation 😘 04/03/2024, 06:31 - Cat: Problem solved 04/03/2024, 06:32 - Cat: I woke up ahmad and asked him πŸ™ˆ 04/03/2024, 06:32 - Cat: He tidied it up. I only vaguely remembered that he tidied up this morning. This game is crack, I feel bad now 04/03/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: My system works. I tried another sandbox and I smashed it. Mad income πŸ‘ŒπŸ˜‚ 04/03/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: Hope you have a great day 😘 04/03/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: Glad it turned up 04/03/2024, 07:27 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ₯° 04/03/2024, 11:33 - Fabian My Williams: That car noise Might be a ball joint or drop link if it's coming from front right. Could be bad, needs checking 04/03/2024, 13:26 - Cat: Oh god 04/03/2024, 13:27 - Fabian My Williams: Ask quick fit if we can pop in with it about half 4pm tomorrow? 04/03/2024, 13:34 - Fabian My Williams: Parents evening Thursday 04/03/2024, 14:00 - Cat: Booked it for 9am 04/03/2024, 14:00 - Cat: I arranged with Jonathan that I will start working 4pm now same time as puerto rico 04/03/2024, 14:00 - Cat: Was my idea 04/03/2024, 14:00 - Cat: I will code in the evening when atilla in bed 04/03/2024, 14:01 - Cat: Have too much quiet time to think and despair 04/03/2024, 14:01 - Cat: So we might need to cancel our mid week meetings sorry 04/03/2024, 14:01 - Cat: I will be better able to take care of ahmad and attila in the daytine 04/03/2024, 14:01 - Cat: And work nights 04/03/2024, 14:29 - Fabian My Williams: Er ok. Upto you I guess. So you want me come Thursday for parents evening and salsa or?... 04/03/2024, 15:01 - Cat: Yes if that's OK? Do u still wanna do salsa? 04/03/2024, 15:01 - Cat: I'll break the law for that one day per week but only if u re happy 04/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: Well it'd be nice seeing you one night in the week. It was romantic. Whatever suits you best, we could always join his next group 🀷 04/03/2024, 15:10 - Cat: I'd like to go 04/03/2024, 15:10 - Cat: U re right will be bad cuz I can't code rhat night, but oh well 04/03/2024, 15:10 - Cat: Maybe I xan make up on weekend 04/03/2024, 15:11 - Cat: I gotta stop just getting high and playing chess for hours 04/03/2024, 15:11 - Cat: Feel so guilty for wasting so much time 04/03/2024, 16:23 - Fabian My Williams: If you're sure you can manage not seeing me during the week. It's upto you. I'd rather see you more than just the weekend but I understand ❀️. We have our whole lives to be together πŸ˜‰ 04/03/2024, 16:31 - Cat: πŸ’–β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’– 04/03/2024, 19:46 - Cat: Hey did u have a good day? 04/03/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah you? 😘 just watching silicon valley with will How was yours? 04/03/2024, 19:59 - Fabian My Williams: Work ok? Dog? Kids? 04/03/2024, 20:04 - Cat: Still working 04/03/2024, 20:04 - Cat: All is normal 04/03/2024, 20:10 - Fabian My Williams: So when you finish work now? 04/03/2024, 20:21 - Cat: Midnight officially 04/03/2024, 20:22 - Fabian My Williams: Oooh you gonna last that long 😘? 04/03/2024, 20:34 - Cat: No way 04/03/2024, 20:34 - Cat: Need to build up to it 04/03/2024, 20:37 - Fabian My Williams: The pied piper apparently just got accepted to the hooli store ❀️ How's the Johnathan project going? 04/03/2024, 20:46 - Cat: 04/03/2024, 22:17 - Fabian My Williams: Fucking hell you added half the world❀️. Go you! 04/03/2024, 22:26 - Cat: 😎 04/03/2024, 22:27 - Cat: Natural disaster knowledge graph 04/03/2024, 22:27 - Cat: The first of it's kind 04/03/2024, 22:30 - Fabian My Williams: It's glorious ❀️ 04/03/2024, 22:30 - Fabian My Williams: You only had Porto Rico and Cuba on there the other day 04/03/2024, 22:30 - Fabian My Williams: Or some other country 05/03/2024, 02:52 - Fabian My Williams: https://www.facebook.com/groups/cursedaiwtf/permalink/1486495545292257/?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v 05/03/2024, 07:55 - Fabian My Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❀️. Love you Hope you have a great day, or evening if you're going onto lates and aren't up yet 😘 05/03/2024, 09:13 - Fabian My Williams: They're all out all day. Should have your stairs thing done ready for painting hopefully 😘. Gonna see if will can drop it off there for me. Save going through Dan πŸ˜‰ 05/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Morning fab β€οΈπŸ€— 05/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Woke up at 5 am look like shit 05/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Dropped car in garage now waiting worh attila I'm park 05/03/2024, 09:17 - Cat: Had meeting with Sebastian ee cuba 05/03/2024, 09:19 - Fabian My Williams: About? 05/03/2024, 09:19 - Fabian My Williams: Never. 😘 05/03/2024, 09:19 - Fabian My Williams: They say owt? 05/03/2024, 09:20 - Cat: Have more ptsd will secluded for a bit so I don't make u mad 05/03/2024, 10:28 - Fabian My Williams: Love you πŸ˜•β€οΈ 05/03/2024, 10:37 - Fabian My Williams: I only get mad when you pick a fight over it. I love you very much and want to be supportive when you feel down if I can :-/ . I'm worried not seeing you all week will make this worse. Should we spend the whole weekend together maybe going forward? Just a suggestion. 05/03/2024, 10:40 - Fabian My Williams: And you do want this balustrade white don't you? Or creamy white? 05/03/2024, 11:00 - Cat: Just white plz no cream 05/03/2024, 11:00 - Cat: The dental hyginist fixed my teeth!!! 05/03/2024, 11:01 - Cat: Break pads ans disk replaced 276 gbp. Can u plz ask Leon if rhat is reasonable? 05/03/2024, 11:01 - Cat: Before I go ahead 05/03/2024, 11:01 - Cat: Need to call him back. Don't worry if u can't find out 05/03/2024, 11:02 - Fabian My Williams: He's not here, was that what the noise was? All 4 wheels or just one? 05/03/2024, 11:20 - Cat: Front wheels he said 05/03/2024, 11:20 - Cat: Hope it's not a case of them not finding anything and giving me new brake pads for fjn 05/03/2024, 11:21 - Cat: It wasn't related to breaking the noise as far as I remember 05/03/2024, 11:38 - Fabian My Williams: We're down to the the metal? Could maybe have been that. Was he disapproving looking? That's how mine looks at me when I do that πŸ˜‚ 05/03/2024, 14:04 - Cat: 05/03/2024, 14:44 - Fabian My Williams: Beautiful 😍 05/03/2024, 14:44 - Fabian My Williams: Love you so much 😊 05/03/2024, 16:03 - Cat: ❀️ 05/03/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: My therapy went well πŸ™‚. He says I'm doing good 😊 05/03/2024, 17:00 - Fabian My Williams: Hope your day is going well ❀️ 05/03/2024, 17:34 - Cat: Yea. At garage now waiting to collect car 05/03/2024, 19:08 - Cat: null 05/03/2024, 19:51 - Fabian My Williams: You ok? ❀️ 05/03/2024, 19:52 - Cat: Yea 05/03/2024, 19:52 - Cat: I nearly missed my boob job consultation 05/03/2024, 19:52 - Fabian My Williams: How'd it go? 05/03/2024, 19:52 - Cat: But the surgeon called so I've done it 05/03/2024, 19:52 - Cat: null 06/03/2024, 00:24 - Cat: https://youtu.be/itLIM38k2r0?si=uw2TRigk9rZymEuY 06/03/2024, 00:25 - Fabian My Williams: Looks interesting but about go bed. Even turned tropico off lol . Rest of shift go ok? ❀️ 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Cat: Yeah 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Cat: Pushed my code 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Fabian My Williams: Nice! πŸŽ‰β€οΈ 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Cat: Now Jonathan wife changed rhe design and it broke some of my changes 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Cat: Tomorrow u have to work wirh her to integrate it 06/03/2024, 00:26 - Fabian My Williams: Lol. Designers 06/03/2024, 00:27 - Cat: πŸ˜‚ 06/03/2024, 00:27 - Cat: U learned so much from silicon valley 06/03/2024, 00:27 - Cat: Remember the Asian guy with the African picture 06/03/2024, 00:42 - Fabian My Williams: The guy they bring in to design the box? 06/03/2024, 00:42 - Fabian My Williams: And you 06/03/2024, 08:01 - Fabian My Williams: Morning Catherine ❀️ Hope you slept well. Love you and have a great day, let me know how it goes 😘 06/03/2024, 08:29 - Cat: null 06/03/2024, 08:47 - Fabian My Williams: I love you. I wish you all the best too. πŸ˜• 06/03/2024, 08:49 - Cat: You too. Its not easy for me. I have tears in my eyes. But I wont suck you back in. We are both hurt and need to heal 06/03/2024, 08:50 - Cat: I'm always here if you ever need anything I can help with (computer stuff, emotional supprt, don't know what else to think of) 06/03/2024, 08:51 - Fabian My Williams: I can't say the same if you're sleeping with other people. I love you. I can't do what Lee did. 06/03/2024, 08:51 - Cat: It's not my reason. I won't be able to sleep with anyone for many months 06/03/2024, 08:51 - Cat: Don't feel the desire to either 06/03/2024, 08:52 - Cat: Not even gotten off for days 06/03/2024, 08:52 - Cat: Maybe never 06/03/2024, 08:52 - Cat: Who cares 06/03/2024, 08:53 - Cat: It's the victimhood I can't bear 06/03/2024, 08:53 - Fabian My Williams: Well I'm not gonna look for any dates or anything so if you fix your PTSD let me know. 06/03/2024, 08:53 - Fabian My Williams: I have to work. 06/03/2024, 08:53 - Cat: U know you abused me because borderlines abuse their lived ones, and my part in it is that I let you 06/03/2024, 08:54 - Fabian My Williams: Ok 06/03/2024, 08:54 - Fabian My Williams: I have to work 06/03/2024, 08:54 - Fabian My Williams: You've dumped me 06/03/2024, 08:54 - Cat: OK. Maybe this was premature and will all be sorted after the weekend. But u don't want to suck you back in. 06/03/2024, 08:54 - Fabian My Williams: You think.... 06/03/2024, 08:55 - Cat: Yea go work, I write what I want to say and hit the send button later 06/03/2024, 08:55 - Fabian My Williams: Thank you. Can you send it after 4pm please. 06/03/2024, 08:55 - Cat: Yes 06/03/2024, 08:55 - Fabian My Williams: My days already fucked. 06/03/2024, 08:55 - Cat: Bye now β€οΈπŸ€— 06/03/2024, 08:56 - Fabian My Williams: What are those emojis about in this moment... 06/03/2024, 08:56 - Cat: I will always love you. You were my first real love and relationship. You are beautiful and eloquent and smart in your way and I 06/03/2024, 08:57 - Cat: 06/03/2024, 08:58 - Fabian My Williams: You're choosing this. 06/03/2024, 08:58 - Fabian My Williams: I need to work 06/03/2024, 08:58 - Fabian My Williams: Love you too 06/03/2024, 08:58 - Cat: Genuinely sad. I hope you know that you are lovable l. If the trauma had not happened I would stayed forever 06/03/2024, 08:58 - Cat: Yea OK go work, I hit send my accident 06/03/2024, 09:48 - Cat: You taught me so much and I want to thank you for the countless good times. I hope some day you can see that you wronged me. I know you felt abused too, and use that to justify your actions. I am not an abuser, never have been and I don't want you to feel that way. It hurts me at my core. I only ever wanted to serve you and make you happy. I'm sorry if I did it wrong. All I ever wanted was feel closeness and intimate connection to this one special person that I share my toothbrush with and make you feel the most loved and luckiest man alive . I failed. That failure is on me. I'm sorry. But I do think that when u re done with therapy you will be able to feel as blessed and lucky and happy in my presence as I felt in yours. So if you ever get to point where you think, every second wirh cat was a 10 on the happiness scale, then u feel like I felt. Except the 2 times where your hands were at my throat and the day you did the borderline split and called me a narcissist. All other times were the best times of my life. I'd love to be there if you ever get to that point so i can always make you feel a 10. But despite my best efforts, you are still a 4. And I am, too, because I feel what you feel. And I don't want to feel dead and tired anymore. Please don't hate me or tell yourself that I'm evil. My intentions were and always will be pure. I only ever wanted the best for you and will continue to want that. Please carry my love and memories with you and don't do the borderline split again. I hope we can meet in a few months' time and maybe even hug and discover one another anew, after we have done much needed healing. Am I backpaddling? No. For me this separation is necessary for both of us to heal and reflect. Am I leaving a door open? Yes. My door will always be open for you, unless you turn into a raging monster again obviously, but I have to learn how to forgive and not fester. I'm shit at it and that's not your fault. Please take good care of yourself, and don't forget to eat. I will always think of you and miss you. But its for the best. At least for now. All my love, Catherine 06/03/2024, 14:24 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want some drawn out dialogue. I don't think you're evil. I'm not raging or angry. Just hurt. I understand my crazy led to this and was responsible for most of what happened. And I'm sorry for that. I will not sleep with anyone, and wait 6 months before I look elsewhere romantically. I expect you to not sleep around also, If you plan to get back together that is. If you want to run off and fuck a load of lee's or David's can you just drop me a message to let me know "I can move on" I don't want gory fucking details or anything, just dont leave me hanging. If you do, decide to shag someone else I don't want to come back to that, nor do I want to bang any dogfaces in your absence. I love you and don't want to be intimate with anyone else if there's still a chance with you. If you change your mind before then let me know. I'll try and cancel the Alton towers trip and get it refunded I suppose. I'll keep your ring handy, just in case. I hope you fix your ptsd. I Love you Catherine. Goodbye for now. 06/03/2024, 14:51 - Cat: Yes, I can promise you that. And thank you for being so grown up. Fuck, now I'm crying again 06/03/2024, 14:51 - Cat: I love you with all my heart 06/03/2024, 14:52 - Cat: But I am unhappy and need to get better first 06/03/2024, 14:52 - Fabian My Williams: You too 06/03/2024, 14:52 - Fabian My Williams: I agree 06/03/2024, 14:53 - Fabian My Williams: Thank you. Just if you start dating let me know so I can move on. I love you. 06/03/2024, 14:53 - Cat: Ok 06/03/2024, 14:54 - Cat: If u feel like u need to fuck someone I'd understand that. Would just want std test when if we get back after few months 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Cat: Don't wanna back pedal but I might be back after my trip, u never know 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: I don't want either of us to do that if we're going to get back together. 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: You do you 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Cat: Do u want me to contact u this soon or wait 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Cat: So it's not back paddling to u? 06/03/2024, 14:55 - Fabian My Williams: Wait for whatm 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Fabian My Williams: If you're done PTSDing yeah let me know 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Fabian My Williams: I'm sorry I can't help with it more. 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Cat: Like, I don't know what to expect from the shroom but it's meant to be life changing 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Cat: I don't know who I will be after monday 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Fabian My Williams: You've had shrooms.... 06/03/2024, 14:56 - Cat: Yea, but this is really potent stuff in a therapeutic setting 06/03/2024, 14:57 - Fabian My Williams: 🀷 06/03/2024, 14:57 - Fabian My Williams: Hope it goes well 06/03/2024, 14:57 - Cat: I know u don't get it, its something spiritual 06/03/2024, 14:57 - Cat: It's ok 06/03/2024, 14:58 - Cat: I mean wait until uve had more time alone 06/03/2024, 14:58 - Cat: I really think u need it 06/03/2024, 14:58 - Cat: Not because I'm jealous or possessive 06/03/2024, 14:59 - Fabian My Williams: I wanted more time with you. Not less. I don't really want a dialogue right now. You just basically broke up with me. Do what you gotta do. 06/03/2024, 14:59 - Cat: But because I wish you will realise from a distance how perfect our relationship was... yeah OK sorry 06/03/2024, 14:59 - Cat: Bye I guess 06/03/2024, 15:00 - Fabian My Williams: Let me know if you change your mind. Till then, goodbye Catherine. I love you. X 06/03/2024, 15:00 - Cat: I will text u if I sleep with anyone so u can move on 06/03/2024, 15:00 - Cat: Do u want me to text u when I'm lonely and miss you? I want to break the cycle 06/03/2024, 15:01 - Cat: Not give u more stress 06/03/2024, 15:01 - Fabian My Williams: No. You need to realise what you're losing. 06/03/2024, 15:01 - Cat: U too 06/03/2024, 15:01 - Fabian My Williams: I'm fully aware. 06/03/2024, 15:01 - Cat: πŸ˜” 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: This is your decision 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: I'm less happy about it than you are. 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Cat: Bye Fabian. Thank you for your mature reaction to this bad news 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: No problem. 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Cat: I'm sorry 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: Me too 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Cat: I hope we both get better 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Fabian My Williams: 🀞 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Cat: ❀️ 06/03/2024, 15:02 - Cat: Hey what if I become religious and then want u back? 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Cat: Should I text u or not? 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: You'd be an idiot. 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: Yeah 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Cat: K 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Cat: So yes or no? 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: Yes 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Cat: I don't know what I'm doing or what to expect 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Fabian My Williams: Doesn't sound like mushrooms 06/03/2024, 15:03 - Cat: I'm trusting people I hardly know to fix me 06/03/2024, 15:04 - Fabian My Williams: I think it's a shit idea 06/03/2024, 15:04 - Cat: Yea, I'm probably totally overthinking it 06/03/2024, 15:05 - Fabian My Williams: Sounds more like peyote or something shit. Be careful. Make sure you know what it is. There's a lot of replica shit out there. 06/03/2024, 15:05 - Fabian My Williams: Now goodbye. 06/03/2024, 15:05 - Cat: I know you ve really tried over the last few weeks. I have no complaints at all, especially since u stopped terrorising me about attila. You ve been the perfect partner. I don't know why I can't get over what happened. I don't blame you . You have a mental illness. I blame myself 06/03/2024, 15:05 - Cat: K bye 06/03/2024, 15:06 - Cat: