24/10/2023, 18:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: A caution for a knife is the least of my worries.
24/10/2023, 18:09 - Cat: Agree
24/10/2023, 18:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Going for a shower.
24/10/2023, 18:09 - Cat: Me too
24/10/2023, 18:09 - Cat: But no sex 😜
24/10/2023, 18:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: You still want me to come?
24/10/2023, 18:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: This message was deleted
24/10/2023, 18:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: This message was deleted
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24/10/2023, 18:26 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231024-WA0014.jpg (file attached)
24/10/2023, 18:48 - Cat: I thought you were already on the way
24/10/2023, 18:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just getting ready leave if you sure you still want me to come
24/10/2023, 18:50 - Cat: Input this on
24/10/2023, 18:50 - Cat: IMG-20231024-WA0015.jpg (file attached)
24/10/2023, 18:50 - Cat: But I m still not sure I want u to come
24/10/2023, 18:50 - Cat: 😂
24/10/2023, 18:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: We'll I need to know lol before I put all my thermals and gear on
24/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: K come
24/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: But no sex
24/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: Only with condom
24/10/2023, 18:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok. See you soon ❤️
25/10/2023, 07:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Last night was awesome ❤️. And this morning 😁.
Thumbs for the win 😉
25/10/2023, 07:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hope you have a great day 🥰
25/10/2023, 07:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: X
25/10/2023, 08:08 - Cat: You too ❤️. We need to make this work, I'm still so fucking in love with you and it only gets worse over time 🥰
25/10/2023, 08:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: Same, if it doesn't work I'll never truly settle with anyone, it would only ever be a shadow of what we have ❤️ <This message was edited>
25/10/2023, 09:11 - Cat: Love having you home ❤️ hope ull smash it at work. My day started shit, that new phd candidate solved the coding challenge. I'm working again on starting my own business. Honestly, I will need ur moral support to do it
25/10/2023, 09:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love being with you. 
The one you were struggling with?
I'm here for you. Despite all obstacles and challenges I'll always love you and want to help if I can
25/10/2023, 09:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't assume the worst, just plan for it ❤️
25/10/2023, 09:35 - Cat: It's unsettling but I'm doing what I can to get my own business up and running. This job depresses me but I need it till I have something better
25/10/2023, 09:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231025-WA0000.jpg (file attached)
25/10/2023, 09:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: I wouldn't completely give up at raincoat though, they hired you for other stuff than what you're doing remember 🤷
25/10/2023, 10:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just picked up doctors registration form. Said it could take a week to go through from when I hand it in
25/10/2023, 11:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: Filled it in waiting, gonna drop it in docs on way back through.
25/10/2023, 11:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: When's your appointment?
25/10/2023, 11:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you 🥰
25/10/2023, 12:04 - Cat: Shit I. Still haven't paid deposit so not co firmed
25/10/2023, 12:04 - Cat: Will do when I come back from fag brak
25/10/2023, 12:10 - Cat: PTT-20231025-WA0001.opus (file attached)
25/10/2023, 12:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Loud at work, listen after ❤️
25/10/2023, 12:28 - Cat: IMG-20231025-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
That's the landing page I built in flutter
25/10/2023, 12:31 - Cat: Since we re both supposedly dating a psychopath we can build it together 🤷🏻‍♀️
25/10/2023, 12:32 - Cat: I want to use what I ve learned over the past 4 months to build a relationship app with psychology ai
25/10/2023, 12:55 - Cat: Gosh, I'm dying to discuss this project with u. Tonight at 7pm we talk for 1 hour?
25/10/2023, 12:55 - Cat: Or was it 6 I forgot
25/10/2023, 13:42 - Cat: Fuck, u re probably just working but I'm anxious that  u feel offended by the psychopath app. I remember telling u abiut it and thought u were cool with it.

 Keep in mind, I love you more than anything. And even if you are a psycho I love you, probably because of it. And I'm a nutter too and I'm sorry for the many times I was being a dick. 
And we both have learned so much about different mental conditions and toxic relationships that it would be a waste to not put that knowledge to work and help ourselves and others live happier and healthier relationships. Anyways, rambling now cuz I can't see ur face and I miss you. Let me know u still love me when u get a chance. I always love you ❤️
25/10/2023, 14:15 - Cat: PTT-20231025-WA0003.opus (file attached)
25/10/2023, 14:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sorry, not offended I don't think, wasn't sure how to feel to be honest, I can see where you're coming from
25/10/2023, 14:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you❤️
25/10/2023, 14:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: Busy with work like you thought sorry
25/10/2023, 14:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd prefer 6 if possible 😘
25/10/2023, 14:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231025-WA0004.jpg (file attached)
There you go 😘
25/10/2023, 14:25 - Cat: Awwww 🥰🥰🥰🥰
25/10/2023, 14:30 - Cat: We can speak about it when we both feel calm and in love. I think it's still a useful app idea, we both learned about about toxic behaviours and other causes that can put strain on a relationship without being malicious. doesn't mean I don't want to ever be without u. I ve concluded after about 4 months that if our bond was more toxic than healing, i wouldnt feel as empty as i did without u. and after speaking with you I no longer think u did the things u did intentionally  because u re a narcissist. I need you and u make up for the bad by taking care of me and my autism 🥰 <This message was edited>
25/10/2023, 14:32 - Cat: IMG-20231025-WA0005.jpg (file attached)
25/10/2023, 14:32 - Cat: Still looking a bit destroyed from last night lol
25/10/2023, 16:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: How long did you set forwarding up for?
25/10/2023, 16:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: If it goes AWOL surely they'll send another?
25/10/2023, 16:42 - Cat: Not sure I thought u did that
25/10/2023, 16:42 - Cat: They said they would but if anyone else cashed the cheque I get investigated 😫
25/10/2023, 16:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: I did, was it for 6 months?
25/10/2023, 16:42 - Cat: Think so
25/10/2023, 16:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: They'd have to have your name
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: Thing is this letter was forwarded and sent from USA 25th of september
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: They said another cheque went our 15th october
25/10/2023, 16:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Oh quick knows then, don't think anyone can just cash a cheque can they
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: So not sure it will get here or not
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: Shouldn't be able to
25/10/2023, 16:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: To Congleton?
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: I know I haven't cashed it
25/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: Yes
25/10/2023, 16:44 - Cat: Still worried. Everyone fears the irs
25/10/2023, 16:44 - Cat: Plz if I go to an American prison foster my kids
25/10/2023, 16:45 - Cat: U home yet?
25/10/2023, 16:45 - Cat: I miss u so fucking much 🤗🤗🤗
25/10/2023, 16:46 - 1 Fabian Williams: I see the point and stuff of it but I can't help but be a little offended you based it on me 🤷. I'll still help though. It's a good idea.

Thank you, me too ❤️.
I don't know half as much as you about all of it but I'll do what I can 🤷
25/10/2023, 16:46 - Cat: Like I'm OK with being alone right now, still smell of morning sex and not sad I don't need to shower and get ready for u to come home
25/10/2023, 16:46 - Cat: Well, u thought I'm a psycho and I thought the same about u 🤷🏻‍♀️
25/10/2023, 16:47 - Cat: Probably neither of us are we just love each other too much and have to learn to have a stable relationship since neither of us has ever had one
25/10/2023, 16:47 - Cat: U know
25/10/2023, 16:47 - Cat: I don't think I told u that
25/10/2023, 16:47 - Cat: But being with David taught me just how much of a dick I am
25/10/2023, 16:48 - Cat: One time we stopped talking was because he cancelled a date and said he needs to fix the car
25/10/2023, 16:48 - Cat: I thought oh well, he is a mechanic and always fixing some car or van, wasn't the first time
25/10/2023, 16:48 - Cat: So I said "nothing new"
25/10/2023, 16:48 - Cat: And he was sooo offended because it didn't even occur to me that his only car might actually be broken
25/10/2023, 16:49 - Cat: Or to ask if he needed help
25/10/2023, 16:49 - Cat: I just expected to be abandoned
25/10/2023, 16:49 - Cat: I saw how unhealthy my own thinking is
25/10/2023, 16:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah no worries, you probably learned more than me.

Thank you, nor I you. Sorry for doubting you so badly. 
I agree, me and denisa were toxic as fuck, and I never felt this way about her. We never had much to talk about and disagreed on a lot of things. She used to go actively out of her way to cause pain and misery.
I try 😊.
25/10/2023, 16:50 - 1 Fabian Williams: If someone else cashes your cheque it'll be them that get tracked down lol not you
25/10/2023, 16:50 - Cat: I'm so happy that u see that I'm not like that. We have soooo many great moments together, 99% of our time spent together is out of this world
25/10/2023, 16:50 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yes
25/10/2023, 16:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: I miss you too 😘. Past few days have been great.
25/10/2023, 16:51 - Cat: I know bpd sufferers always have low relationship satisfaction
25/10/2023, 16:51 - Cat: It's u, lol. Our relationship was usually awesome, except when u thought it wasn't. And I was probably oblivious to a lot of ur feelings and I'm sorry
25/10/2023, 16:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: Nice, I like morning sex 😊. It's great, prefer taking time though 🤷.
25/10/2023, 16:52 - Cat: It's not malicious, I am aware that this is my great deficit
25/10/2023, 16:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: We did, but we just have issues we need work on ❤️
25/10/2023, 16:53 - Cat: Yea me too. Like last night, could have gone on forever
25/10/2023, 16:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: Would be nice yeah 😂
25/10/2023, 16:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I can understand that
25/10/2023, 16:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: You could maybe have been more supportive, but he could also have specified it was his own car  so you knew he wasn't just doing a foreigner at work🤷.
25/10/2023, 16:55 - Cat: As I said, there is no treatment for autism, and I'm sorry for that. I'll try hard not to get emotional when u  are. At least now I feel like I can also leave when things kick off, I can always take the dog for a walk
25/10/2023, 16:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm doing quite a bit of that at the min.
25/10/2023, 16:55 - Cat: Yea, he said something like... see u never care....
25/10/2023, 16:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: You're helping me see it ❤️
25/10/2023, 16:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: It is spectacular 🥰
25/10/2023, 16:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: I would happily do that all night, remind me slow down so you don't get sore so we can just keep going and going like the energiser bunny 😂
25/10/2023, 16:56 - Cat: I want the psychopath app to be a cheap ai couples therapist first and in further Iterations train it so it can detect different types of abuse from text messages
25/10/2023, 16:57 - Cat: Also thinking of renaming it empath app
25/10/2023, 16:58 - Cat: Yes and take turns with who  does the love making so u can also rest and enjoy and joint while I ride ur Penis or thumb 😂
25/10/2023, 16:59 - Cat: Trust me, I'm a data scientist. It's really been phenomenal most of the time
25/10/2023, 16:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: What's me sorry?
It was for the most part aye, and thanks 😊. 
I know it's not malicious now. And I hope you realise mine isn't either and I earn your trust back ❤️
25/10/2023, 17:00 - Cat: It's u who feels the relationship sucks. Borderlines always say that, it's part of the condition
25/10/2023, 17:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah I know, it's all good, we can still learn how to be better for each other though 😘
25/10/2023, 17:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: What's the current name again?
And would the fact it scans for toxic behavior affect your go bubble none compete thing?
25/10/2023, 17:02 - Cat: Yea we must. Otherwise it will happen again. And we have to be careful both of us because we have neighbour who make police statements based on what they think, not see. So we need to be extra obnoxious around them just to piss thm off but also because they are morons and morons are dangerous
25/10/2023, 17:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: It is nice smoking and sexing 😊
25/10/2023, 17:03 - Cat: It doesn't have a name yet, the project is called psychopath app but that's a place holder
25/10/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: The last 6 months before we broke up wasn't great, we argued for a couple of weeks then had a week or two of nice, then fell out for a few days and while you were in Portugal alone it was terrible for us both for a month, each time we got back we had a huge fall out that lasted a while. 
It's made me nervous of going Portugal now.
25/10/2023, 17:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: That 6 months was up and down and all over the place
25/10/2023, 17:06 - Cat: I forgot that we had a really great trip the last time there
25/10/2023, 17:06 - Cat: I remember u on the roof with musti
25/10/2023, 17:06 - Cat: Fire place
25/10/2023, 17:06 - Cat: Hotels
25/10/2023, 17:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: We did ❤️
25/10/2023, 17:06 - Cat: I don't remember it all bad, honest to god
25/10/2023, 17:07 - Cat: I know we were in a fighting loop over portugal
25/10/2023, 17:07 - Cat: And then the strangling and the house move
25/10/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fuck em, I've never got on with neighbours for the most part anyway 🤷. 
Bumming in the back yard and whatnot? 😂
25/10/2023, 17:08 - Cat: But we still had joints in the shed, nights out jn congleton
25/10/2023, 17:08 - Cat: Insanely great sex
25/10/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: We did 😊
25/10/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: That just kept getting better and better 😁
25/10/2023, 17:09 - Cat: U focus too much on the negative, then u create more chaos out of insecurity while I was totally content 99% of the time
25/10/2023, 17:09 - Cat: I should have told u more often
25/10/2023, 17:09 - Cat: And stay calm when u were being bpd
25/10/2023, 17:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: I think when we fall out, or I think you're mad at me because of my BPD, imagined or not, it affects me for a long time, I run over it and over it in my head while I'm at work or not with you so in the grand scheme of things to me, percentage wise, the time I spent being unhappy was higher than yours because you were unaware of how unhappy and under appreciated I felt. <This message was edited>
25/10/2023, 17:12 - Cat: Yes I know
25/10/2023, 17:12 - Cat: Thinking vs feeling
25/10/2023, 17:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm aware how my mood can affect a room full of people too, if I'm miserable I can bring the whole room down. So I try to hide it where I can as I don't want you to be unhappy. Which isn't healthy.
25/10/2023, 17:13 - Cat: I'm sorry. I get it. I don't know what to do about it because when two people live together and share a house and bills and what not there will always be disagreements. Hopefully ull learn to not let it get to u so much with therapy. For ur own sake and happiness
25/10/2023, 17:13 - Cat: Lol, u totally suck at hiding it
25/10/2023, 17:14 - Cat: We need physical distance when it happens but I'll make sure u always know I love u, but I won't try to hug u
25/10/2023, 17:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: Depends with who and for how long 😛. Eventually I can't hide it at all
25/10/2023, 17:15 - Cat: Yea, we tend to be less restrained around our intimate partners, so I see u much worse than probably anyone else. Its always like that, not only us
25/10/2023, 17:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: I agree, why I want to keep flat for a bit at least. 
Thank you. If I'm trying to leave just let me and I'll come back once we're calmed down.
25/10/2023, 17:15 - Cat: Same for u
25/10/2023, 17:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: I get there'll always be disagreements, I don need to handle them better, I'm working on it 😘
25/10/2023, 17:16 - Cat: Yea. But also try not to call me a slot and a psycho before u storm out. Goes a long way
25/10/2023, 17:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know, I'm sorry :-/
25/10/2023, 17:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231025-WA0006.jpg (file attached)
25/10/2023, 17:17 - Cat: I'll try really hard to ignore it next time but it's insanely painful from the man I love and my autism doesn't help. To me its madness how u can love someone one second and hate them the next. But that's ur conditon
25/10/2023, 17:18 - Cat: Ar least we were responsible last night with the condom
25/10/2023, 17:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: I only get like that when I've completely lost it. I need to get out of the argument before it gets to that point
25/10/2023, 17:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Less so this morning lol
25/10/2023, 17:18 - Cat: Fuck u re right
25/10/2023, 17:19 - Cat: I didn't even think about it twice
25/10/2023, 17:19 - Cat: 🤦🏻‍♀️
25/10/2023, 17:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: Didn't cum inside though
25/10/2023, 17:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: The results will be back soon and they'll be clear. It'll all be fine 👍
25/10/2023, 17:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: Not like I've been running all over town dipping my willy in man-holes or something
25/10/2023, 17:20 - Cat: Without verbal assault. PLEASE. This is really important. Just say u re stepping out, give me a nasty look if u must, and go
25/10/2023, 17:20 - Cat: Then miss me and come back home 🤗❤️
25/10/2023, 17:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll do my best but if you won't let me go I can't promise to not. :-/
25/10/2023, 17:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Always do lol
25/10/2023, 17:21 - Cat: That was once. All the other times I asked u to step out and u wouldnt
25/10/2023, 17:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: I have somewhere to go now so I can't use that as an excuse
25/10/2023, 17:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: You know we might aswell be talking on the phone..... Lol
25/10/2023, 17:25 - Cat: Don't wanna argue, we ve spoken about this, but please see it from my side as well. I wasn't expecting u wanting to move out as it never happened before and the truth is, I don't want u to move out ever. I love u more than anything. And i need u. I really do. I just don't wanna be called names or hurt. Please leave before u say anything next time
25/10/2023, 17:25 - Cat: Yea go on
25/10/2023, 17:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: You ok?
25/10/2023, 17:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm going to assume battery lol. Knowing you
25/10/2023, 17:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you ❤️
25/10/2023, 17:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Gonna jump in shower. Think wills coming round at 7pm. If you want call back let me know and I'll let you know when I'm out of the shower
25/10/2023, 18:01 - Cat: Yepp
25/10/2023, 18:02 - Cat: Have nothing more to say really , just ordered from cheeky chicken and waiting for food while working
25/10/2023, 18:02 - Cat: Enjoy ur evening, don't forget to eat 😘
25/10/2023, 18:03 - Cat: IMG-20231025-WA0008.jpg (file attached)
25/10/2023, 18:04 - Cat: Attila just destroyed Lees forever rodse 😕
25/10/2023, 18:04 - Cat: Rose
25/10/2023, 18:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: No worries, good luck with it ❤️
25/10/2023, 18:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will do 😘
25/10/2023, 18:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry you feel unhappy about that
25/10/2023, 18:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: Then is it really a forever rose 🤷...
25/10/2023, 18:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: Little bugger 🙄
25/10/2023, 18:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd like to see him try eat of of mine 🤷
25/10/2023, 18:12 - Cat: I love you ❤️
25/10/2023, 18:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you too 😘. Have a great evening x
25/10/2023, 19:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Wills due any second, so I'll say goodbye for now, will message you before I go to bed if you're still up.
If you message me anything I'll reply when I can, not ignoring you 😘 x
25/10/2023, 19:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Message away ❤️
25/10/2023, 20:15 - Cat: VID-20231025-WA0011.mp4 (file attached)
25/10/2023, 20:15 - Cat: U gotta watch this till the end without will noticing anything
25/10/2023, 20:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Proper cheeky, I plan to sink my face into that tomorrow 😘
25/10/2023, 21:20 - Cat: You deleted this message
25/10/2023, 21:20 - Cat: You deleted this message
25/10/2023, 21:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: ?
25/10/2023, 21:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: You ok?
25/10/2023, 21:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you 😘
25/10/2023, 21:23 - Cat: IMG-20231025-WA0015.jpg (file attached)
And an ruthlessly naked intp stare face shot, cuz we both know what reeeeaally turns u on 😎
25/10/2023, 21:24 - Cat: IMG-20231025-WA0017.jpg (file attached)
25/10/2023, 21:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: ?
25/10/2023, 21:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: It really does 😊
25/10/2023, 21:25 - Cat: VID-20231025-WA0019.mp4 (file attached)
25/10/2023, 21:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will listen when wills gone
25/10/2023, 21:30 - 1 Fabian Williams: Oh nice, he's coding 👌. Feel proud, of him and you for getting him to do it. Maybe there's hope 🤞
25/10/2023, 21:53 - Cat: It's really impressive actually, he made by hand 102 costumes to animate the dancing monster and wrote the code to alternate the costumes so it looks like it's dancing. That's a lot of work. He didn't just do it in the game like everyone else
25/10/2023, 21:54 - Cat: Feeling hopeful tonight about him. These fruit flies are driving me crazy. Ordered a trap on amazon but if u happen to have any bug spray can u bring it next time?
25/10/2023, 22:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: I thought I left it under sink?
25/10/2023, 22:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll try have a look Saturday
25/10/2023, 22:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: That's impressive, hopefully he'll keep at it
25/10/2023, 23:33 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sweet dreams Catherine ❤️. 
X
26/10/2023, 07:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231026-WA0000.jpg (file attached)
Good morning ❤️
26/10/2023, 07:58 - Cat: 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
26/10/2023, 07:59 - Cat: Time to get the pina coladas and fuck weed out and let out hair down !
26/10/2023, 08:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: That sounds like a great idea! Saturday?
26/10/2023, 08:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hope you have a great day ❤️. Aim to smash it, believe in yourself 😉. X
26/10/2023, 08:51 - Cat: IMG-20231026-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
26/10/2023, 08:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: Managed Sus it?
26/10/2023, 09:07 - Cat: Still haven't pushed rhe code
26/10/2023, 09:07 - Cat: Still making improvements cuz om so scared to show him
26/10/2023, 09:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't want to do a Dean from go bubble, just check it as much as you can and if you're confident it works ok then show him ❤️. Can't you make adjustments after?
26/10/2023, 09:14 - Cat: I could it's just he is sooo critical, I fear his judgement
26/10/2023, 09:14 - Cat: Problem is the guy is really smart and I respect him a lot
26/10/2023, 09:14 - Cat: Running the production code now, wish me luck
26/10/2023, 09:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Good luck, love you ❤️
26/10/2023, 10:41 - Cat: Hey, one question
26/10/2023, 10:41 - Cat: U have so much plywood lying around. U reckon u could make me something like this?
26/10/2023, 10:41 - Cat: IMG-20231026-WA0004.jpg (file attached)
26/10/2023, 10:42 - Cat: IMG-20231026-WA0006.jpg (file attached)
To put here
26/10/2023, 10:42 - Cat: To stop the dog pulling the carpet up
26/10/2023, 10:42 - Cat: Would just need the right size and drilled on I think
26/10/2023, 11:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: Need know how long it needs to be
26/10/2023, 11:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: How'd it go?
26/10/2023, 11:33 - Cat: Well he has things to criticise of course but I don't think he was harsher on me than the other guy yestersay
26/10/2023, 11:35 - Cat: We can't find rhe tape measure
26/10/2023, 11:35 - Cat: Do u have one?
26/10/2023, 11:36 - Cat: It's a Standard size door if rhat helps
26/10/2023, 11:36 - Cat: Maybe can find out online how wide they are? But I'm not sure if there is differences
26/10/2023, 13:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yes
26/10/2023, 13:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Whining bastard lol. Who was harsh yesterday?
26/10/2023, 13:26 - Cat: Boss with another analyst
26/10/2023, 13:27 - Cat: I found the chocolate ❤️
26/10/2023, 13:27 - Cat: Thank you. I will still share them with u. Hope u know how much they means from an autistic 🤨 love u so so much ❤️❤️❤️
26/10/2023, 13:33 - Cat: What time u coming today? Need to walk to dog later but would love to go with u, if it's not too late
26/10/2023, 15:10 - Cat: U OK fab?
26/10/2023, 15:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Still in Manchester
26/10/2023, 15:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Message when I can
26/10/2023, 15:38 - Cat: IMG-20231026-WA0009.jpg (file attached)
Me after reading ur message. For ur porn collection 😘
26/10/2023, 15:45 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd like that too, probs more like 7pm till I'm there, still packing up.
26/10/2023, 16:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just about leave Manchester
26/10/2023, 16:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sat nav says back in stoke for 6.30pm I need to get bike from work, then shower, then I'll head to you.
26/10/2023, 16:26 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just gone past your old flat ❤️
26/10/2023, 17:37 - Cat: I love remembering those days when we first met ❤️
26/10/2023, 17:37 - Cat: See u soon
26/10/2023, 17:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Still not back 🙄. Will be as quick as I can ❤️
26/10/2023, 17:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Me too 😊
26/10/2023, 18:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you 😁. Can't wait see you, sorry it'll be later than normal. Smashed it today though 👌. How was yours?
26/10/2023, 18:13 - Cat: Busier than usual
26/10/2023, 18:13 - Cat: Just got back from shopping with kids and dog
26/10/2023, 18:14 - Cat: Can't wait to chill with u. I di miss ur peach flavoured spliffs soaked by ur wet lips 🥰
26/10/2023, 18:28 - 1 Fabian Williams: "duck arsed" it's called 😂
26/10/2023, 19:01 - Cat: Come home and duck arse my joint
26/10/2023, 19:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just getting out of shower now ❤️
26/10/2023, 19:15 - Cat: Run forest run
26/10/2023, 19:15 - Cat: I miss u
26/10/2023, 19:15 - Cat: Plus I can't get the TV to pick up the laptop signal
26/10/2023, 19:17 - Cat: Found the tape measure
26/10/2023, 19:18 - Cat: 75cm
26/10/2023, 19:18 - Cat: But don't do it now, it's been a long day for both of us
26/10/2023, 19:18 - Cat: Let's just watch something on yv and fall asleep doom cuddling
26/10/2023, 19:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: On way
26/10/2023, 19:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can I at least taste it 😛
26/10/2023, 19:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too
27/10/2023, 09:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you 😊. Hope you have a great day and your meeting went well. X
27/10/2023, 09:59 - Cat: Yea, went pretty well tbf
27/10/2023, 09:59 - Cat: I love you so so much Fabian 💓
27/10/2023, 10:00 - Cat: hope you never doubt me again (we all some our dreams lol)
27/10/2023, 10:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: And I you 🥰
27/10/2023, 10:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Me too, I don't think I will as long as we communicate well ❤️
27/10/2023, 10:01 - Cat: Can't wait to see you again Saturday. I'm sure I'll smash it today after so much love battery recharging slow love  making 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I know I should be sooo tired but I feel so great ❤️
27/10/2023, 10:01 - Cat: You
27/10/2023, 10:01 - Cat: You ll smash it today
27/10/2023, 10:01 - Cat: I always mistype the I and u
27/10/2023, 10:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah it's going ok thanks ❤️. we're having an easy one today I think. Not much to smash 😂 unloading van sorting through tools, fixing welders etc.
27/10/2023, 10:03 - Cat: Please eat something healthy ❤️
27/10/2023, 10:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah surprised you aren't tired. Last night was so amazing 😍
27/10/2023, 10:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can't wait to see you either 😁
27/10/2023, 10:04 - Cat: Nothing compares to what we have together. Nothing. Im so deeply grateful for you in my life 💖 Speak tonight for a bit
27/10/2023, 10:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know, me too, you're still my everything ❤️. I'll look forward to it 😁
27/10/2023, 10:49 - Cat: Just had a good talk with Ahmad. He was shocked and suspicious to find ur helmet and hear ur bike. He is somewhat sceptical but as I expected u can probably have a good talk with him at some point and win him back over (like u did with me. Use ur bpd superpowers 😘)
27/10/2023, 11:04 - Cat: I have hope that at least with ahmad things can get back to normal with us being our own disabled, mentally-ill special little family
27/10/2023, 11:05 - Cat: You deleted this message
27/10/2023, 11:22 - Cat: IMG-20231027-WA0001.jpg (file attached)
27/10/2023, 11:22 - Cat: IMG-20231027-WA0000.jpg (file attached)
27/10/2023, 11:23 - Cat: From my morning feed. Had to share, now I will leave u alone, we both need to get work done
27/10/2023, 12:31 - Cat: "I had my ex convinced that I hated her".... God I'm so sorry for my autism, I don't know what I did to make u think that, but it was never ever whats in my heart. You are my world. I really mean it.
27/10/2023, 12:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: I suppose I felt obligated to do a lot for you and I didn't feel you cared or appreciated for it, especially the times you asked me to leave 🤷.
You too, you mean everything to me ❤️. I've finished for the day and I miss you. How would you feel about me trying to find a pumpkin or two and coming today and Sunday instead? I can still do that social shit (Leon got the vibe I wasn't coming today, so I lied and said I was planning on it even though I'm wasn't planning to and now I feel guilty) and it would mean I can see you for an extra day over the weekend though ❤️. If not it's ok, I get you need a routine and it's early days with us, kind of lol. I love you and need to see you 😘
27/10/2023, 12:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm glad at least he seems open to the idea, not surprised about his skepticism. Can't say I blame him. I would like that, at least if one is cordial with me it'll make things a little easier.
And i can't awkwardly avoid them forever 🤷
27/10/2023, 12:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Me too more than anything
27/10/2023, 12:58 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry I doubted you
27/10/2023, 12:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231027-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
27/10/2023, 13:12 - Cat: It's fine re ur party
27/10/2023, 13:12 - Cat: Go with Leon, don't let anyone suspect we re seeing each other yet
27/10/2023, 13:12 - Cat: They will try and ruin jt
27/10/2023, 13:13 - Cat: IMG-20231027-WA0003.jpg (file attached)
27/10/2023, 13:14 - Cat: Lee just talked to me for another hour following this, he want me to block u to protect myself. He doesn't even mind if I date someone else, just not u
27/10/2023, 13:16 - Cat: I think we should keep to the 3 days per week and I honestly can't do what we did last night mid week again. Not that I'm complaining, I feel happy and energized but I worry its not sustainable to make love all night and work next day
27/10/2023, 13:16 - Cat: I bought vanilla latte today qns strudel and hashbrown
27/10/2023, 13:16 - Cat: Was looking forward to making proper breakfast again with u here
27/10/2023, 13:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Things are very fresh, honeymoon like you said. And not seeing each other for that day between makes us lust for each other more 😍
27/10/2023, 13:17 - Cat: But it can wait till next weekend
27/10/2023, 13:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: I still want to see you this weekend, we did say we'd swap days of summat came up
27/10/2023, 13:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: I could come before rush hour and spend most of tomorrow with you. I'd just have to leave in the evening
27/10/2023, 13:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Today I mean
27/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: Oh I see
27/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: That's a nice proposal
27/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: Can't say no to u ever
27/10/2023, 13:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Like I could probs stay with you till 7 or 8
27/10/2023, 13:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Tomorrow
27/10/2023, 13:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: All tonight and all tomorrow really, dog walk, pumpkins etc
27/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: Bit keep in mind my pussy is still wrecked from last night 😘
27/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: That would be perfect 🥰
27/10/2023, 13:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: You always say that 🤷
27/10/2023, 13:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll get cleaned up and go try find a pumpkin ❤️
27/10/2023, 13:19 - Cat: I won't get the latte jntil tomorrow afternoon but we could go aldo together as well and buy some breakfast bits
27/10/2023, 13:19 - Cat: And aldi latte 😈
27/10/2023, 13:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: Nice they are
27/10/2023, 13:20 - Cat: K
27/10/2023, 13:20 - Cat: I haven't showered or tidied up yet, been working since 7
27/10/2023, 13:20 - Cat: Ull get the real me if u come now lol
27/10/2023, 13:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: I want us to get to a good place and then they can't really say too much, or I'll just end up borderlining at them probably lol
27/10/2023, 13:21 - Cat: Yea u did before
27/10/2023, 13:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Like I don't know the real you
27/10/2023, 13:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Lol
27/10/2023, 13:21 - Cat: I'm hurt about Leon, cuz I really liked him and was happy that u two started talking again through my suggestion
27/10/2023, 13:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah we were at it for a bit haha, cuddle and watch films and gaze at each other 🤷
27/10/2023, 13:21 - Cat: Hurts that he hates my kid and thinks I'm a narcissit
27/10/2023, 13:22 - Cat: That sounds perfect
27/10/2023, 13:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: He doesn't understand autism. Neither do i really. I'm hoping he'll come round.
27/10/2023, 13:22 - Cat: Gotta work some more
27/10/2023, 13:22 - Cat: See u around 4?
27/10/2023, 13:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok I'll send my replies but don't feel the need to reply straight away
27/10/2023, 13:22 - Cat: Got meeting at 3 and want to clean myself up a bit
27/10/2023, 13:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hopefully aye
27/10/2023, 13:23 - Cat: K, I ll look forward to ur messages
27/10/2023, 13:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha that was too late, but till about 11pm or something should be fine 😛. 
Surely If we charge our love batteries enough we won't need to go for hours on a weeknight 😉.
I felt energised too 🤷. 
Maybe the key to life is no sleep and only love making 🧐🤷
27/10/2023, 13:26 - 1 Fabian Williams: Are your bank details still the same so I can send you money, or did you want me save for it and pay all at once. I have a standing order to my other account for it.
27/10/2023, 13:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: I thought he did mind if you dated anyone else 🧐... 
Sings whatever tune suits him 🤷. 
Well if that's how he feels I'm gonna date you even harder now 😉
27/10/2023, 14:42 - Cat: Managed to get the sex smell off me
27/10/2023, 14:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Gutted.
27/10/2023, 14:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: 😂
27/10/2023, 14:43 - Cat: Come whenever u like, I have meeting at 3, but u can roll and watch something *or kiss my legs while I'm in the meeting🤷🏻‍♀️
27/10/2023, 14:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm nearly ready so sound, still need try find a pumpkin or two but if they're too big can't carry on bike in bag.
Could always do a side each 🤷
27/10/2023, 14:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sounds like a plan ❤️
27/10/2023, 15:07 - Cat: Gate is unlocked
27/10/2023, 15:08 - Cat: Dog in garden
27/10/2023, 15:08 - Cat: I'm in meeting but will try to greet u if at all possible
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0000.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0005.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0004.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0003.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 12:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0001.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 18:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you Catherine xxx
28/10/2023, 18:48 - Cat: I love you too fab
28/10/2023, 18:48 - Cat: Sitting with musti talking
28/10/2023, 18:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Good. Be honest
28/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: He just walked out
28/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: Said:
28/10/2023, 18:51 - Cat: Do what you want. Don't come crying to me if it all blows up in ur face.
28/10/2023, 18:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd rather we could get back to being Cordial at least.
28/10/2023, 18:52 - Cat: That's positive right?
28/10/2023, 18:53 - Cat: Honestly what do u think that means?
28/10/2023, 18:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: Maybe
28/10/2023, 18:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: As long as he's not being a cunt to his brother
28/10/2023, 18:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I told Marko. He's cool with it
28/10/2023, 18:54 - Cat: Lol, that did take long at all
28/10/2023, 18:55 - Cat: I'm happy u got at least one friend supporting us
28/10/2023, 18:58 - Cat: I think musti implied that he will tolerate it provided we don't argue again and he doesnt get pulled into my misery from the fighting. So really we have to be sooo careful not to escalate conflicts.
28/10/2023, 18:58 - Cat: And he is worried about u hurting me
28/10/2023, 19:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sorry unloading on Marko before Leon gets her lol
28/10/2023, 19:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll reply when I have a min
28/10/2023, 19:02 - Cat: Looool
28/10/2023, 19:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: He's happy for me
28/10/2023, 19:10 - Cat: VID-20231028-WA0006.mp4 (file attached)
28/10/2023, 19:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: I told him I think most of it was my BPD. His new mrs has it lol
28/10/2023, 19:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: So I think he gets it lol
28/10/2023, 19:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: I told him not to tell anyone
28/10/2023, 19:53 - Cat: Wow
28/10/2023, 19:53 - Cat: Tell him he is in a for a crazy ride 😂
28/10/2023, 19:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I told him everything, how I think it was mostly my fault
28/10/2023, 19:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Everything
28/10/2023, 19:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: She sounds worse than me
28/10/2023, 19:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sounds a bit like he felt the conversation tedious.
28/10/2023, 19:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: And just wanted out of it. As long as he's not terrorising Ahmed I'll take it 🤷
28/10/2023, 19:57 - 1 Fabian Williams: We really do. He can't keep acting like that or it'll make conflicts in the house more likely.
28/10/2023, 19:58 - 1 Fabian Williams: I also think he might be worried any lies he's told about me will get found out. Like that game one.
28/10/2023, 20:05 - Cat: Yea, that was bad. I still don't understand it. But boy, I'm reading the comments below the video I sent u and there are so many people I can relate to who tried to love and fix a borderline for years and in the end failed and gave up. They never stopped loving the borderline though just had to accept they couldn't fix her. But they keep saying it's  the untreated bpds. As soon as u accept it and really utilise the therapy resources will go into remission. Please get better. I literally can't live without u.
28/10/2023, 20:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: Nor I you
28/10/2023, 20:13 - Cat: IMG-20231028-WA0007.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 20:13 - Cat: Fuck man the comments. I feel really crazy for risking to love you
28/10/2023, 20:14 - Cat: But I still won't be able to do anything about it
28/10/2023, 20:15 - Cat: All I can do is to beg u to seek treatment, because u could easily destroy my life if u don't
28/10/2023, 20:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: I plan to try and I can't we'll cross that bridge when we get to.
28/10/2023, 20:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: I WILL get therapy.
28/10/2023, 20:15 - Cat: I will grow more and more attached to you
28/10/2023, 20:15 - Cat: Each minute I spend with you
28/10/2023, 20:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: I promise. As soon as possible.waiting on doctor and if that will take time I'll start with the better help thing
28/10/2023, 20:16 - Cat: My love get stronger
28/10/2023, 20:16 - Cat: You deleted this message
28/10/2023, 20:16 - Cat: Hey, my beloved, don't worry for tonight
28/10/2023, 20:16 - Cat: Please enjoy ur party
28/10/2023, 20:17 - Cat: I love you and I my home and arms are always open to you. I will never love anyone like I love you. We can learn to live with mental illness and autism
28/10/2023, 20:19 - Cat: Please have fun tonight. I will use my vibrator now and think of how I have 3 full loads of ur cum inside me which I haven't showered off yet because I want to feel u inside me for as long as possible
28/10/2023, 20:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: I will I'll message. I want you to know I'm thinking of you
28/10/2023, 20:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0008.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 20:36 - Cat: You deleted this message
28/10/2023, 20:36 - Cat: You deleted this message
28/10/2023, 20:45 - Cat: You deleted this message
28/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: Don't panic
28/10/2023, 20:47 - 1 Fabian Williams: Oh come on what did you say 😘
28/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: I sent u 3 times a link to a porn video and then delete it again
28/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: 😂
28/10/2023, 20:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't be shy ❤️
28/10/2023, 22:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you. Miss you. Hope you're ok. How's your evening? Marko says hi
28/10/2023, 22:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231028-WA0009.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 22:10 - Cat: Fell asleep right after watching that porn 🤫 now I just up to dog barking and wondering what to do next
28/10/2023, 22:12 - Cat: Will probably roll and play chess. Say hi to Marco too. I'm so happy u found someone to confide in who gets u
28/10/2023, 22:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: He wants to meet you 😊
28/10/2023, 22:14 - Cat: Yea I've been wanting to meet him for ages too remember
28/10/2023, 22:34 - 1 Fabian Williams: It can be arranged, we were laughing about a double date with his borderline 😂
28/10/2023, 22:44 - Cat: Lol, that also crossed my mind
28/10/2023, 22:45 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hahaha could maybe be arranged
28/10/2023, 22:46 - Cat: Him and I can start a bpd support group 😂
28/10/2023, 22:48 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hahaha
28/10/2023, 22:48 - 1 Fabian Williams: They quite like each other, could help them both and maybe us 🤷
28/10/2023, 22:53 - Cat: I ve been reading lots of ofputting shit all night from utube comments of people who dated borderline, but I won't share them with u tonight. Only this one, as its the only beautiful storu within all the heartbreaking ones:
28/10/2023, 22:53 - Cat: IMG-20231028-WA0010.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 22:53 - Cat: IMG-20231028-WA0011.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 23:07 - Cat: IMG-20231028-WA0012.jpg (file attached)
28/10/2023, 23:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: I got back with denisa despite concerns of my friends. I make my own choices. ❤️
29/10/2023, 00:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: I miss you
29/10/2023, 00:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: Leon and Kate are both being sick so me and Marko are having a deep convo and talking double dates haha
29/10/2023, 00:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: I was offered 3 things that would have ruined my night I turned all of them down and was the voice of reason / carer throughout the proceedings 😂.
I love you.
Marko made a good point. Leon and will have never really experienced an intense loving relationship where the other person is literally their entire world. So they look at it in a way they cant really comprehend
29/10/2023, 00:28 - 1 Fabian Williams: If anyone ever offers you spirits which has had weed stalk stewed in it say no. Trust me.
29/10/2023, 00:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: I really hope we're another case where it went well 😔
29/10/2023, 00:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: Same. I'll do everything I can to not be a lunatic and to help you with your autism ❤️
29/10/2023, 01:50 - 1 Fabian Williams: Walking home alone now, wish it was back to your bed but it was an alright night. Saw way too much sick. Lots of heart to heart talk with Marko which was nice 😂.
Gonna get a pizza on way home and go to sleep thinking of you.
Hope your dreams are sweet 
X
29/10/2023, 01:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: Have we ever fought while pissed on a standard night out? We haven't have we? I just walked past a couple arguing, you see it all the time, couples have a drink then kick off. But I cant remember me or you ever doing that. Normally too loved up right?
29/10/2023, 08:03 - Cat: Yea, we were always super loved up after nights out
When really drunk er either ended up having anal sex or me holding back ur hair while u vomit 😘
29/10/2023, 08:04 - Cat: I loved reading all ur messages the second i woke up. sounds like it was a crazy night
29/10/2023, 08:04 - Cat: Miss you too and wish I could bring u pumpkin soup to bed and rolling stuff whilst u re all hung over ❤️
29/10/2023, 08:05 - Cat: But the distance thing is good. I look forward to meeting Marko. Ask them if it can be in congleton the double date cuz I can't leave my dog alone for very long. Few hours in the evening is OK though
29/10/2023, 12:18 - Cat: Lee is bumming me out
29/10/2023, 12:19 - Cat: Was just smoking a joint and listening to my playlist and he called. I shouldn't have answered. Feel like shit now and will need another joint 😐
29/10/2023, 12:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: Mornin' Catherine ❤️
29/10/2023, 12:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: What he say?
29/10/2023, 12:20 - Cat: 🤗🤗🤗😚
29/10/2023, 12:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah I thought so ❤️
29/10/2023, 12:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Miss you too, that would be nice ☺️
29/10/2023, 12:21 - Cat: Lots of hurtful stuff. The highlight was probably when he told me that someone's husband had his wife sectioned cuz she went through a midlife crisis and gave up her high paying job and that he wish he could section me for getting back with my psycho ex who threatened to get social services on my ass
29/10/2023, 12:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will do, I think Sarah drives, not sure though, Marko doesn't.
29/10/2023, 12:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Want me to message him?
29/10/2023, 12:22 - Cat: I begged him to let me hang up after 25 minutes of misery
29/10/2023, 12:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Tell him to lay off
29/10/2023, 12:23 - Cat: Yes maybe. He also asked for some stuff back that's here, so maybe I have to return some things to him first.
29/10/2023, 12:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: If he does it again let me know, I can be diplomatic about it 🤷
29/10/2023, 12:24 - Cat: Nor sure what when I asked to send a lost all he could come up with is the scratch tree for the cats which isn't even his, I offered it to him since I have no space
29/10/2023, 12:24 - Cat: I don't think I have anything that's his other than a house plant and a plastic cup
29/10/2023, 12:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm already thinking what to say 😊.
29/10/2023, 12:25 - Cat: K, this sectioning rant was really creepy
29/10/2023, 12:25 - Cat: He is a bit mental too, he has shown me when he stalked me while I had a date
29/10/2023, 12:26 - Cat: I gotta stop dating lunies....
29/10/2023, 12:26 - 1 Fabian Williams: Lol
29/10/2023, 12:26 - Cat: U will get better Fab
29/10/2023, 12:26 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sounds like me in the heat of an episode <This message was edited>
29/10/2023, 12:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: I am Sorry 😔
29/10/2023, 12:28 - Cat: 35% get cured after a year. Without acknowledgement of how bpd affects u, ur average relationship won't last more than 5 months ever
29/10/2023, 12:28 - Cat: Your a raw diamond to me
29/10/2023, 12:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231029-WA0001.jpg (file attached)
How's that sound 😂?
29/10/2023, 12:32 - 1 Fabian Williams: I've not sent anything yet 😛
29/10/2023, 12:32 - Cat: I want to be the lucky winner who gets to keep u after all these failed relationships. I feel proud that my autism has helped u see things objectively. Probably naive, but I do believe that my strengths, seeing facts for what they are without emotions, are what u need to get better, and how your strength, nurturing and being hyper in tune with my emotions are what I need to yet better
29/10/2023, 12:32 - 1 Fabian Williams: Lol is it a bit much
29/10/2023, 12:33 - Cat: I wouldn't risk it, honestly, if I  didn't think the reward for us trying is blissful companionship for life
29/10/2023, 12:33 - Cat: I really think if either of us can find it it will be with one another
29/10/2023, 12:33 - Cat: Lol, yes my love it is ❤️
29/10/2023, 12:34 - 1 Fabian Williams: I already feel like a lucky winner ❤️.
I do think it helps, that level of honesty is great for someone like me
29/10/2023, 12:34 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fair enough
29/10/2023, 12:34 - Cat: I know. And ur level of care and dedication is what I need. Nothing more and nothing less than that
29/10/2023, 12:35 - Cat: I love you so much Fabian
29/10/2023, 12:35 - Cat: Hope u enjoy ur day ofd
29/10/2023, 12:36 - Cat: I will go back to my Sunday playlist and try to enjoy the rest of the day after the depressing drama
29/10/2023, 12:36 - Cat: Hey, where is the one pop?
29/10/2023, 12:36 - Cat: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIpiMdg4wUGhIOHvI06fUz9i3JlH0yh5y&feature=shared
29/10/2023, 12:36 - Cat: That was my playlist while we were apart
29/10/2023, 12:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you too, you're my world, I'm so happy
29/10/2023, 12:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: Behind the rose in The kitchen
29/10/2023, 12:39 - Cat: 😘 thank you. Will put phone on flight mode so I can enjoy it in peace. Will text u tonight 😚
29/10/2023, 12:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231029-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
How about that?
29/10/2023, 12:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok, hope you enjoy the rest of your day. 
Hope you turn flight mode off soon. I only just woke up and was quite looking forward to messaging you ❤️
29/10/2023, 13:12 - Cat: Came back online and went straight to look for ur message 🙈. It's a good thing we re on WhatsApp now, each time I open telegram there is depressing stuff from Lee
29/10/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: You give me shit about threatening social services to get my stuff back unmolested. Yet you're stalking her outside her house in the dark, sat in your car for hours like a pervert. 
Me and her may have got heated and things have got out of hand but I never once made her hit herself like rainman, nor did I ever just walk in unannounced to her property (like you did) You all thought and reinforced into her head I was bringing vengeance and harm when all I was doing was just feeling miserable and hollow for months.

You're a simping, lying Trump supporter who actually gaslights her way more than anyone ever thought I did.
"You don't realise you love me because of your autism" 
"I can share you with him" 
"You need sectioning"
You sing any tune that fits your agenda. There is nothing real about you. You try too hard to be something you're not and you sound like me in the middle of a BPD episode, but you bang on with that shit all the time. 

I'm sick in the head, I get that, I have a mental disorder.
I plan to try and fix myself for her sake as there is nobody else in the world who sees me like she does. I'm the luckiest man alive.
We both slept with other people during our break and tried to move on and all it did was push us back together and make us realise what we had, and that is something you can never give her Lee. She said so to you herself.
You got to fuck her in my absence, well done 👏. But from that first moment me and her were back together, we were making love 😉. Nobody will ever satisfy me and her like we do each other 🤷.

So before my pity at your flaccid personality and pathetic attempts at stealing my fiancé turns into me responding to a serious threat from a stalker (You know how I respond to threats, and trust me, a fragile little infp isn't ready for my kind of response 😉.)
 I suggest you start being more cordial and less threatening and I'll let you keep talking to her. IF that's what she wants. She's an adult. She makes her own decisions. And if she doesn't want me at some point I'll accept that. As should you.
29/10/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: How about that?
29/10/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok that might be a bit much 😂
29/10/2023, 13:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: Pretty Bob on though 🤷
29/10/2023, 13:14 - Cat: I like the message, but would be careful with the last line. He can use that against u. He is infp, a little schizo, and really hurt. I don't want to dramatise the situation but given Kevin's reaction after I told him I wasn't gonna date him (was also pretty ugly) I am more wary now u of people. They can be very cruel when they feel hurt
29/10/2023, 13:14 - Cat: Sorry this was about the first message
29/10/2023, 13:14 - Cat: Will read the long one now
29/10/2023, 13:14 - Cat: Bit stoned bear with me
29/10/2023, 13:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: Was getting more into the flow of writing with the long one 😂
29/10/2023, 13:17 - Cat: Wow
29/10/2023, 13:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Missed video call
29/10/2023, 13:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Bit much?
29/10/2023, 13:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok now I'm nervous
29/10/2023, 13:18 - Cat: I love the long message. We should not send it to him, but It sums up what happened to us so well, I could never have said it so well
29/10/2023, 13:19 - Cat: Maybe I could rewrite it to the first person and send him myself?!?
29/10/2023, 13:59 - Cat: IMG-20231029-WA0004.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 13:59 - Cat: IMG-20231029-WA0003.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 14:00 - Cat: I still think and feel exactly this. And it will never change. I can't love anyone but you.
29/10/2023, 14:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you Catherine ❤️. Thank you for supporting me despite everything
29/10/2023, 14:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: All the things I did.
29/10/2023, 14:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm truly sorry
29/10/2023, 14:01 - Cat: Me too.
29/10/2023, 14:03 - Cat: I never want to be apart again. We both need one another equally. We both hit the jackpot with each other ❤️
29/10/2023, 14:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231029-WA0005.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 14:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231029-WA0007.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 14:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231029-WA0006.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 14:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: We really did.  ❤️
29/10/2023, 14:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: I thought these might help you judge me a little better
29/10/2023, 14:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: These were on the 18th September
29/10/2023, 14:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: So maybe a month before you messaged me?
29/10/2023, 14:36 - Cat: https://youtu.be/WZycAAGqbxg?feature=shared
29/10/2023, 14:45 - Cat: Yes this helps very much thank you ❤️. I'm sorry that I put u down about ur parenting. You are so much better at it than me. And I know i suck at it, because I have autism. That's why I'm scared of ss, because I come across terrible when I first meet new people. They always suspect me of stuff I don't even do. I know that some of my greatest role models were terrible spouses. Albert Einstein, Carl jung, John Nash....They were geniuses that the world cherished, but they all had really supportive spouses whom they treated like dicks sometimes. I'm so sorry for all the times I was being a dick. It was NEVER to hurt you and I always loved u the same, indefinitely, regardless of what it might have looked like. I will really try to communicate better and be less critical, please be patient with me as I was patient with you when I needed it
29/10/2023, 14:47 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you. You were on my mind more than I admitted to you or myself I think
29/10/2023, 14:47 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you and I will ❤️
29/10/2023, 14:48 - Cat: Yea, I'm starting to see that too 😚. Thank god its not only me who couldnt forget or move on 😅
29/10/2023, 14:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Looking back I can see why I got friendzoned 😂
29/10/2023, 14:51 - Cat: You are my one and only family. My best friend. My teacher. My lover. My partner in crime. I still loved you after you told me you hate me and got me (unintetionally) arrested. I honestly don't know how else to show you that you are my world. Please take care of me. I'm reflecting on lee and realising that I am gullible af
29/10/2023, 14:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: You show it to me every time I see you ❤️
29/10/2023, 14:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: You are a bit. But your autism doesn't help with that. I'll help where I can like I used to, I promise ❤️.
29/10/2023, 15:42 - Cat: Met musti in the kitchen and he was calm and polite again. Stopped annoying ahmad. Seems to be OK with us trying again after i told him what lee just said earlier. Don't let him bum u out. He is a teenager and he would hate u just the same if none of this ever happened or u were his biological dad. Its part of life to raise kids and then they distance themselves from u. At least ahmad will always love us. As hard as it is sometimes I'm grateful for that
29/10/2023, 15:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: See if he's still that way next time I'm there. I hope so. I am genuinely sorry for the impact all of that chaos must have had on him.
29/10/2023, 15:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: Is Lee still going on?
29/10/2023, 16:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Pablo seems very wise, I agree with all of that in telegram.
29/10/2023, 16:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Rather reply here though, got about 5 chats going with you now
29/10/2023, 16:05 - Cat: Loool, yea I'm happy to stay here. Lee hasn't said anything more since assuring me he won't section me. Lol I wonder if he calls 111 and tells them that he was my boyfriend after I broke up with my boyfriend and now I'm getting back with said boyfriend and he wants me sectioned....  I'd be surprised if they didn't section him instead 🙄
29/10/2023, 16:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Probably realised how much like me he sounded
29/10/2023, 16:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha depends how he phrases it lol. You need two doctors to agree to section someone right?
29/10/2023, 17:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Got that fuck weed (liberty haze) Just trying it now. If I pull my willy off in a fit of sexual pleasure we'll know it was the right one. If it's not that one then I think it would have been very-berry haze.
29/10/2023, 17:29 - Cat: Well if that happens I want to see it 😘
29/10/2023, 17:29 - Cat: I'm eagerly awaiting my 6pm appointment with the man my heart loves ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:30 - 1 Fabian Williams: Me too ❤️ I'll have therapy Tuesday at 6 so I'll try to get to you through rush hour if back from Manchester in time.
29/10/2023, 17:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: What that guy said about the highs as well as the lows needing to be kept more neutral I never even thought of
29/10/2023, 17:32 - 1 Fabian Williams: I think this debt will work. I'm already looking at it like you can be mad and still love me and the same goes for you
29/10/2023, 17:32 - Cat: Yes I ve always always loved you. At least since date no 5 or something for sure, but suspected since our first date
29/10/2023, 17:34 - Cat: I ve loved u when I said u need to move out and I've loved u when I was locked up and terrified of you and everyone else. I'm super simple emotionally, lol. You re my chosen family and that's it 🤷🏻‍♀️
29/10/2023, 17:34 - Cat: I have to make sure I show more appreciation for the million little things u do that make me love you
29/10/2023, 17:35 - Cat: But back to the point, yes, it won't always be as great as it is right now. We re intoxicated with one another like being on shrooms
29/10/2023, 17:36 - Cat: Wr can't always be this happy, but we can be like each others weed. Always there, the highs are not as great anymore, but without it life just sucks 🤷🏻‍♀️
29/10/2023, 17:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: I knew it was going to be a romantic epic from the first moment I looked at you after I told you the Stuart Haynes story. 😂
29/10/2023, 17:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too.
29/10/2023, 17:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you
29/10/2023, 17:37 - Cat: Dave teeth was the moment I fell for  u
29/10/2023, 17:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah maybe a little bit. What he said about how it's addictive lol
29/10/2023, 17:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha wasn't that the same car journey ?
29/10/2023, 17:38 - Cat: Yes it was
29/10/2023, 17:39 - Cat: I knew before we reached the stables that we re going on a long road trip together
29/10/2023, 17:40 - Cat: Date the mechanic also had really bad teeth and so does this other autistic dave that I befriended a while ago. Must be a date thing
29/10/2023, 17:40 - Cat: Deve thing
29/10/2023, 17:40 - Cat: Ahhrgh u know what I mean
29/10/2023, 17:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: A nice metaphor
29/10/2023, 17:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fuck Dave's man
29/10/2023, 17:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: 😂
29/10/2023, 17:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Markos Mrs isn't speaking to him now. Cus he didn't reply last night. I sent him those 2 vids for her and his benefit.
29/10/2023, 17:46 - Cat: Yea, he needs to know. And I didn't wanna say earlier, bit tbh, their success depends a lot on how willing she is to introspect and analyse her own behaviours. We ve way outlasted the bpd average relationship of 5 months, because we re great personality type match, but it's far more common to have ur heart broken by a borderline than finding lasting love and stability.
29/10/2023, 17:47 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just eating keep talking though ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:47 - Cat: I'm not innocent. Narcissists are drawn to borderlines because they get satisfaction from torturing people and are high maintenance. I'm also high maintenance which is why I love your bpd, just not a sadist
29/10/2023, 17:48 - Cat: But I know now that I tortured you as well and I'm sorry
29/10/2023, 17:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you so much Catherine. All this means the world to me
29/10/2023, 17:49 - 1 Fabian Williams: I will fix myself.
29/10/2023, 17:53 - Cat: IMG-20231029-WA0010.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 17:53 - Cat: I'm kinda having a good time trying a new model for my relationship coach app *notice the change in business strategy
29/10/2023, 17:54 - Cat: I'm OK not talking at 6 if u don't mind as haven't really done a lot of coding yet
29/10/2023, 17:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha the psycho app is still valid as a busines plan.
29/10/2023, 17:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ok I'll let you crack on. Let you know when will turns up. Love you ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:55 - Cat: I know and I may still do it. I can expand on my knowledge and have different sections for bpd, narcissism etc.
29/10/2023, 17:55 - Cat: But I gotta start somewhere so thinking of just fientuning a model to be an ai relationship counselor first and then build on top of that
29/10/2023, 17:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fair ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:56 - Cat: Maybe u can go for a poo when I go to bed just so I can give u a cheesy good night kiss through the camera
29/10/2023, 17:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: I can manage that ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:56 - Cat: God I can't even think of how great I feel lying next to u just doom cuddling
29/10/2023, 17:57 - Cat: Gotta focus lol otherwise nothing gets done again. I love you so so much Fab ❤️
29/10/2023, 17:57 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know 😂. Crack on my love. 
I Can't wait to see you Tuesday.  See you in a bit  for goodnight kiss. Good luck xxx
29/10/2023, 17:58 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you too. More than anything 😁
29/10/2023, 20:29 - Cat: IMG-20231029-WA0011.jpg (file attached)
Was down loading ai models, got bored and went to sleep. Woke up from ahmad being too loud. Having fun getting tortured by mus and then check my phone and find out a really good friend programmer friend of mine who had borderline tried to kill himself
29/10/2023, 20:29 - Cat: IMG-20231029-WA0012.jpg (file attached)
29/10/2023, 20:30 - Cat: I'm ignoring Lee. It's brutal but I think it's the only thing that will help him move on
29/10/2023, 20:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will here, I've started sowing the seeds with will. I already told him I think I imagined a lot of what happened
29/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: Thank god u re not as bad a Chris. He smokes weed all day but takes tons of other drugs too plus he is really fat and is polyamororous he sleeps wirh lots of fat people to try and fill the hollowness that is caused by being really smart (he is a programmer genius) and borderline at the same time
29/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: Turns out he was abusing xanax and that's what caused him to try top himself
29/10/2023, 20:47 - Cat: He is off it now and doing better
29/10/2023, 21:17 - Cat: K, Chris is coming over Saturday to hang out
29/10/2023, 21:18 - Cat: U have nothing to worry about. He is really fat and not my type. We re just friends, but he supported me a lot over the last few months and I want to give back
29/10/2023, 21:18 - Cat: U can meet him if u want, but it will be Saturday
29/10/2023, 21:18 - Cat: He actually grew up in congleton but hasn't been here for 18 years because he hates rhat everyone is tory
29/10/2023, 21:33 - Cat: Hope u re OK. Please don't say too much to will, I have a bad feeling
29/10/2023, 21:33 - Cat: Reassure me when u can plz
29/10/2023, 21:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hey all good will reply asap
29/10/2023, 21:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you
29/10/2023, 21:37 - Cat: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
29/10/2023, 21:39 - 1 Fabian Williams: Oh shit
29/10/2023, 21:40 - 1 Fabian Williams: So musti is still playing up?
29/10/2023, 21:40 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm glad he's not dead, fucking hell
29/10/2023, 21:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry it's come to that
29/10/2023, 21:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Adjust my message to suit you if you like or I can help you with one? I'll be as impartial as I can and help you phrase what you want to say.
29/10/2023, 21:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Good. I'm glad
29/10/2023, 21:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: That's cool. He coming far?
29/10/2023, 21:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: It's going well. I've not said too much don't worry.
29/10/2023, 21:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll tell you more when I'm alone.  It's good 👍
29/10/2023, 21:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: He approves of therapy and other things and I told him I think I was more at fault than I realise and theatre I see things.
29/10/2023, 21:47 - Cat: Yorkshire. He recently broke up with his poly girlfriend in Canada and just had a 96% match with a local poly girl who is also in a relationship. His wife stopped having sex wirh him but he says he loves her and can't leave her. She sounds like an Intp, but I'm not sure
29/10/2023, 21:48 - Cat: That's a really great start. We have one year anyways before moving back in, plenty of time to rectify the situation
29/10/2023, 21:49 - Cat: Will hates me because of how upset u were. If he can understand that bpd makes u feel rejected when u re not being rejected he may even overcome his disease of me in time. But beware, Infp are quick to form emotional opinions and then they hold on to them irrationally for ages
29/10/2023, 21:50 - Cat: Distaste, not disease
29/10/2023, 21:50 - Cat: U reckon I still have send lee a final message?
29/10/2023, 21:51 - Cat: Was just gonna ignore him tbh. Seems like nothing else helps wirh getting him to understand
29/10/2023, 21:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: Depends on the content
29/10/2023, 21:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: Talk tomorrow about it?
29/10/2023, 21:53 - Cat: K
29/10/2023, 21:54 - Cat: Enjoy ur evening 🤗
29/10/2023, 21:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you, you too ❤️. Xxx
29/10/2023, 21:54 - Cat: I miss cuddling in bed with u and watching stuff but I'm happy with how things are ❤️
29/10/2023, 21:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Me too. We'll get there. I want to grow old with you ❤️
29/10/2023, 22:38 - Cat: Me too my beloved handsome grumpy passionate intelligent chavvy compassionate emotional street-smart organized dirty hot welder 🥰
29/10/2023, 22:39 - Cat: U re such a walking contradiction u, I love u so much 💝
29/10/2023, 22:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know it's hard work. Thank you. I love you too. Like a sexy angel sent to save me 😂❤️.
29/10/2023, 22:44 - Cat: I want to the sexy angel who saves u. But the Internet says borderline always idealised their partner and thinks the partner Is their saviour. Probably healthier to look at me as an innocent decent autistic girl who needs u. Keep the angel wings in the bedroom lol. I recently deleted them from my shopping basket because I thought I'd never date someone with a customer fetish again, but I do really wanna be fucked with angel wings on at least once 😇
29/10/2023, 22:45 - Cat: Costume nor customer lol
29/10/2023, 22:48 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know I need to save myself. Hard to not feel that way being back with you. If you pushed me to make the changes needed to save myself you still saved me 🤷.

And yeah, an angel costume would be spectacular, and a devil one, anything really 😂, you know me 😉
29/10/2023, 22:48 - 1 Fabian Williams: And you look so good in your costumes 🥰
29/10/2023, 22:50 - Cat: VID-20231029-WA0018.mp4 (file attached)
29/10/2023, 22:50 - Cat: I deleted the one the other day where I edited a message for u in
29/10/2023, 22:50 - Cat: So much pain, I really couldn't bear being apart from u
29/10/2023, 22:50 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry
29/10/2023, 22:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: You look spectacular. Girl's got moves
29/10/2023, 22:53 - Cat: Ud be great dancer if u actually wanted it. The other night we danced was better than ever before. And u can't pretend u don't know how to move ur hips, u dance all the time with me to our own exclusive tune when we re both naked and ur penis deeply penetrates my body and soul. U re the best dancer I ve ever danced with
29/10/2023, 22:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Teach me ❤️
29/10/2023, 22:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm just moving awkwardly
29/10/2023, 22:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Trying to match you
29/10/2023, 22:56 - Cat: It's not ur music is all
29/10/2023, 22:57 - Cat: We can dance to Rose tattoo next time 😂
29/10/2023, 22:57 - Cat: River dance
29/10/2023, 22:57 - Cat: Or whatever it'd called
29/10/2023, 22:58 - Cat: Or... cunning plan:  we could learn line dancing and send that girl u spoke to a video just to pass her off 😈
29/10/2023, 22:59 - Cat: We could line dance naked with masks and angel costumes
29/10/2023, 22:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: Dunno if she's worth that amount of effort
29/10/2023, 22:59 - Cat: K. Having a stoned convo with myself right now. Don't mind me
29/10/2023, 23:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: I want to be able to dance nice with you. Properly
29/10/2023, 23:01 - Cat: Never enough time, but I would love going to a dance class together. It'd not likely we ll get to actually show off what we learn at our wedding though, which is why most couples learn the standard dances
29/10/2023, 23:01 - Cat: But it's really romantic to learn walz and tango together
29/10/2023, 23:02 - Cat: Plus the first time I learned them was at 15 with my gay best mate, so ud be the first boyfriend to go to dance class with me
29/10/2023, 23:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm game
29/10/2023, 23:02 - Cat: Cool, I will have a look. I think Macclesfield has a class
29/10/2023, 23:03 - Cat: Enjoy ur will time. Speak tomorrow ❤️❤️❤️🤷🏻‍♀️
29/10/2023, 23:03 - Cat: Last emoji was by accident
29/10/2023, 23:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you, speak tomorrow. Sweet dreams Catherine xxx
30/10/2023, 07:02 - Cat: VID-20231030-WA0000.mp4 (file attached)
30/10/2023, 07:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Mornin' gorgeous ❤️. Sleep well? Hope you have a great day
30/10/2023, 07:25 - Cat: Missed u when I woke up ❤️
30/10/2023, 07:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too ❤️ you ok?
30/10/2023, 07:25 - Cat: Now at work. Gotta walk dog but I'm sooo tired
30/10/2023, 07:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Grab a Costa on break? wake yourself up a bit?
30/10/2023, 07:27 - Cat: That's a good idea
30/10/2023, 07:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sure you'll smash it
30/10/2023, 07:28 - Cat: I used to do that daily, but as u know I'm a little worried about holding down this job, so I stopped to save money
30/10/2023, 07:28 - Cat: My boss only just found out that one of the 2 datasets I spent the last 3 months merging no longer gets updates
30/10/2023, 07:28 - Cat: So he says wr cannot use it
30/10/2023, 07:29 - Cat: Not my fault, I just did what I was told to do. Hopefully this means I get to move away from soil moisture to something more interesting
30/10/2023, 07:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah hopefully
30/10/2023, 07:29 - Cat: Bit if he didn't like my code he could blame it on me and say, oh cat didn't even realise that
30/10/2023, 07:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: waste of time?
30/10/2023, 07:29 - Cat: I did realise but tbh didn't think much of it
30/10/2023, 07:30 - Cat: Because I didn't know for sure how he wants to use the dataset in the first place
30/10/2023, 07:30 - Cat: Let's see what he says later
30/10/2023, 07:30 - Cat: Hopefully I get a new assignment. This one really sucks
30/10/2023, 07:30 - 1 Fabian Williams: Finders crossed
30/10/2023, 07:31 - Cat: Yea, the other guy Mike quit I think or got fired and he complained to me that nothing ever gets completed in this job
30/10/2023, 07:31 - Cat: It'd always dead end research
30/10/2023, 07:31 - Cat: I tried to send u a selfie with my far grin
30/10/2023, 07:31 - Cat: Fat grin
30/10/2023, 07:31 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you Catherine. Wake yourself up and just do what you can ❤️. 
Things went better with will than expected. I told him I suspected most of what happened might have been my fault.
30/10/2023, 07:32 - Cat: Cuz I'm so happy we re back together and I still get to wake up looking like shit 😂
30/10/2023, 07:32 - Cat: But yeah, the selfies were bad, u won't get to see them
30/10/2023, 07:33 - Cat: Will is like ahmad. He wants to see you happy. He will come around in time. But being infp it will take him longer to let go of his emotional convictions. Trust me, I had so many arguments with lee
30/10/2023, 07:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: He saw a lot of your bad traits in the heat of the moment and your lack of appreciation and the effect it had on me while you weren't there though. I reckon I can get him to come round. Everything you've apologised for basically. You get it now. And so will he. I sent him those 2 videos you sent me about being with someone with BPD to help him understand better
30/10/2023, 07:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: I said I think I imagined the spirit level
30/10/2023, 07:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: You going back with it
30/10/2023, 07:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: He understands nothing of autism though so I'm trying get him on that too.
30/10/2023, 07:55 - Cat: You did. 100%. I love you.
30/10/2023, 07:56 - Cat: Do u have an idea what to say to Jan?
30/10/2023, 07:57 - Cat: So he only just figured that we can't use the data I ve been working on for 3 months. I must admit it occurred to me maybe half way rhrough but I didn't think much about it, cuz I assumed they knew and they wanted this dataset so badly. I feel partially at fault for not pointing this our sooner, but honestly didn't make the connection. Which makes me look dumb at worst or disinterested at best
30/10/2023, 07:58 - Cat: He hasn't said anything else since realising
30/10/2023, 08:07 - Cat: IMG-20231030-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
30/10/2023, 09:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Didn't they know you were working on it?
30/10/2023, 09:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: If it wasn't being updated why ask you to do it 🤷?
30/10/2023, 09:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: No sorry, they just need give you a task that isn't already redundant really
30/10/2023, 09:49 - Cat: https://youtu.be/M4piJ1mofbo?feature=shared
30/10/2023, 10:23 - Cat: I miss u
30/10/2023, 11:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Miss you too. Will Message when can <This message was edited>
30/10/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will have watch that later sorry
30/10/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you
30/10/2023, 14:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: How're you feeling? I'm sick. Runny nose, sneezing
30/10/2023, 14:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Worried I gave it to you
30/10/2023, 14:43 - Cat: Oh no 🤗
30/10/2023, 14:43 - Cat: Wish u could come straight home from work, I'd look after u
30/10/2023, 14:43 - Cat: I'm OK for now
30/10/2023, 14:44 - Cat: Dont wanna get it though, remember I always yet way sicker than u from the same bug
30/10/2023, 14:44 - Cat: U probably caught it at that party 🤔
30/10/2023, 14:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah maybe :-/. I'll see how I feel tomorrow, if you don't get sick before then might be worth waiting 😔.
30/10/2023, 15:01 - Cat: I was gonna ask if you wanna break the rules with me and come over today
30/10/2023, 15:01 - Cat: As I'm super bored and miss u
30/10/2023, 15:02 - Cat: 3 days is such a long time
30/10/2023, 15:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can do, I'm sick though 🤷.
30/10/2023, 15:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too
30/10/2023, 15:27 - Cat: U know best how sick u are
30/10/2023, 15:27 - Cat: If it's just a runny nose I'll happily take it but if u come down wirh temperature or chest infection that tends to work out badly for me
30/10/2023, 15:35 - Cat: You deleted this message
30/10/2023, 15:35 - Cat: You deleted this message
30/10/2023, 15:36 - Cat: You deleted this message
30/10/2023, 16:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: You ok?
30/10/2023, 16:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just sneezing and a runny nose so far
30/10/2023, 16:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Been feeling worse and worse all day though
30/10/2023, 16:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: You ok?
30/10/2023, 16:24 - Cat: Yea just having withdrawal from u ❤️
30/10/2023, 16:25 - Cat: But I don't wanna get sick if u think it's really bad. I struggle getting out in this shit weather with the dog as it is, can't imagine having flu on top of that
30/10/2023, 16:25 - Cat: A cold I can maybe manage
30/10/2023, 16:27 - Cat: U home yet?
30/10/2023, 16:27 - Cat: Wanna call me?
30/10/2023, 16:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm getting picked up at my flat at half 7am to go manc tomorrow. Means I'll be back early as just me and Leon going so can come to you earlier if I don't feel any worse
30/10/2023, 16:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: Still on site
30/10/2023, 16:39 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will call you when home ❤️ love you
30/10/2023, 16:41 - Cat: Poor u
30/10/2023, 16:41 - Cat: I feel for u
30/10/2023, 16:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: Leaving my bike at workshop tonight as Leon's picking me up early sorry. Hopefully back before 4 tomorrow if we leave just before 3
30/10/2023, 16:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: I can come straight to you if I'm not fucked up xxx
30/10/2023, 16:42 - Cat: Yea, let's decide tomorrow
30/10/2023, 16:42 - Cat: Just sucks that u have to be outside all day with that cold and can't even warm up with me snuggling by the fire 😔
30/10/2023, 16:43 - Cat: Really wish I could make u soup. U ve made me soup so many times in the past
30/10/2023, 16:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Happy to 😊
30/10/2023, 16:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: It does, hopefully I'll see you tomorrow though. Let me know if you start feeling sick
30/10/2023, 16:45 - Cat: Will do
30/10/2023, 16:45 - Cat: Then we can go all crazy rubbing our snotty noses onto each other 🤤
30/10/2023, 17:31 - Cat: Still at work?
30/10/2023, 17:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah 😔. Should be back home for 6pm
30/10/2023, 18:22 - Cat: U OK?
30/10/2023, 22:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: https://xhamster.com/videos/mhbhj-compilation-01-xhZDYaS
Dunno if that'd be up your street but I like it haha
30/10/2023, 22:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ignore the first one
30/10/2023, 22:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: She's irritating as fuck
30/10/2023, 22:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: To be honest that was what I got off to this morning, bit too nervous to send you half the other stuff 😂
30/10/2023, 22:08 - Cat: Yea she is irritating af
30/10/2023, 22:08 - Cat: I want the bad stuff come on
30/10/2023, 22:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: https://xhamster.com/videos/annette-schwarz-14544114
30/10/2023, 22:10 - Cat: German bukake 😂
30/10/2023, 22:10 - Cat: OK will watch now
30/10/2023, 22:25 - Cat: Lol, thr guys Penis is all flaccid while she's rimming him. Can't blame him
30/10/2023, 22:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hahaha
30/10/2023, 22:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: https://xhamster.com/videos/primo-cums-7791202
30/10/2023, 22:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: That one just finished me off 👍
30/10/2023, 22:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: But I'm a bloke 🤷
30/10/2023, 22:36 - 1 Fabian Williams: I have to be in the right mood for that lol
30/10/2023, 22:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: https://xhamster.com/videos/german-nylons-gangbang-creampie-xhq9Ppj

And I want to do this to you but I'm the only guy there, making all the mess by myself 😛
30/10/2023, 22:58 - Cat: Great minds think alike
30/10/2023, 22:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha so where's yours 😛?
30/10/2023, 22:59 - Cat: I literally wrote u that earlier. Assuming u play all of the guys I don't think it was a lot dirtier than what we do anyways 🤷🏻‍♀️ I'm not as messy wirh cum eating but I can probably find that in within myself somewhere
30/10/2023, 22:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha you don't have to do that
30/10/2023, 22:59 - 1 Fabian Williams: It's just dirty
30/10/2023, 23:00 - Cat: K, I don't have sound, so plz ignore any irritating noises. Not my favorite video of all times but this is what I found so far that I didn't skip immediately
30/10/2023, 23:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: In a good way when you're having a wank
30/10/2023, 23:00 - Cat: https://www.xvideos.com/video58363233/her_big_ass_-_logan_salamanca_tease_and_fucks_hard_his_sexy_latina_girlfriend_valeria_rubio
30/10/2023, 23:01 - Cat: Girl porn
30/10/2023, 23:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: You do like your Latinas
30/10/2023, 23:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: 🤷👌
30/10/2023, 23:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I approve 👍
30/10/2023, 23:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll probably try again to that in a bit 😂
30/10/2023, 23:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha I prefer to kiss you anyway because I love you, won't want to do that if you've a mouth full of cum 😉
30/10/2023, 23:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha you're not wrong, if I could get off more times in a row you'd be a mess constantly 😂❤️
31/10/2023, 07:18 - Cat: Thr police wrote again they want to close the complaint
31/10/2023, 07:19 - Cat: After speaking to both you and thr neighbours I know that nobody said they saw me pull you off the bike, so I said I will take it to a solicitor
31/10/2023, 07:20 - Cat: GOOD MORNING BTW ❤️