08/11/2023, 09:42 - Cat: Okay, but after work 😘
08/11/2023, 09:59 - Cat: IMG-20231108-WA0005.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 09:59 - Cat: How about putting this on the front drive for ur bike and other clutter. Is it big enough?
08/11/2023, 10:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: For bike maybe, wouldn't keep anything else valuable in there bike is slightly longer than 6ft
08/11/2023, 12:05 - Cat: So it won't fit 😕
08/11/2023, 12:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: No sorry
08/11/2023, 14:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hope your day is going well ❤️. Mine is 🥰. 
Seen the drawings for the 3 "bookcases"... Wow, the one with the TV is gonna be fucking high end 😍
08/11/2023, 14:39 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231108-WA0009.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 14:39 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231108-WA0010.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 14:54 - Cat: Love the second one ❤️
08/11/2023, 14:54 - Cat: Miss you
08/11/2023, 14:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Bottom one with the top's colour scheme
08/11/2023, 14:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Miss you too ❤️
08/11/2023, 14:55 - Cat: IMG-20231108-WA0012.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 14:55 - Cat: My day is a bit shit, I've not made much progress
08/11/2023, 14:55 - Cat: But at least it's interesting
08/11/2023, 16:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sorry to hear that, you feeling ok? ❤️
08/11/2023, 16:33 - Cat: Yeah, in a founder meeting now
08/11/2023, 16:33 - Cat: IMG-20231108-WA0014.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 16:34 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just on way shop get plasters for you
08/11/2023, 16:44 - Cat: My god, I ve missed u so much 💝💝💝💝
08/11/2023, 16:45 - Cat: I think I won't get accepted in the incubator cuz I submitted the psychopath app idea. Thr guy just said they hate app ideas, they only fund b2b 🙄
08/11/2023, 16:45 - Cat: It's the same incubator I previously got accepted for the industrial business intelligence product. I didn't start the incubator because of our breakup
08/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too 😊
08/11/2023, 17:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: You have other ideas, you had loads before we broke up ❤️
08/11/2023, 17:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: You've got your course anyway at the min 😘
08/11/2023, 17:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't over extend yourself
08/11/2023, 17:17 - Cat: True. He also just said to check ur values like if u re wearing a che Guevara t shirt ask urself if u really want to play capitalism. That got me thinking 🤔
08/11/2023, 17:17 - Cat: Not that I'd wear that tshirt but I'm still not sure what my values are
08/11/2023, 17:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Play capitalism?
08/11/2023, 17:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: You mean communism?
08/11/2023, 17:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231108-WA0015.jpg (file attached)
Lol
08/11/2023, 17:42 - Cat: Looool
08/11/2023, 17:42 - Cat: I'd wear that 😎
08/11/2023, 17:42 - Cat: No, the incubator is specific for building unicorns
08/11/2023, 17:43 - Cat: They don't want u to exit even at 300 milliom
08/11/2023, 17:43 - Cat: I'd exit
08/11/2023, 17:45 - 1 Fabian Williams: This message was deleted
08/11/2023, 17:46 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fuckin'a
08/11/2023, 17:46 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sounds like dragons den or some shit
08/11/2023, 17:56 - Cat: What did u delete?
08/11/2023, 17:57 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sent that to the wrong comment
08/11/2023, 17:57 - Cat: Wanna call me?
08/11/2023, 19:32 - Cat: IMG-20231108-WA0016.jpg (file attached)
08/11/2023, 19:32 - Cat: Update for marko: he messaged on chess.com
08/11/2023, 19:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: So did you invite him to a chess game?
08/11/2023, 19:37 - Cat: Not exactly, I think we understand a game that ended on time and it automatically started a new one
08/11/2023, 19:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ah right
08/11/2023, 19:37 - Cat: U OK?
08/11/2023, 19:37 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah I'm fine ❤️. Are you ok?
08/11/2023, 19:38 - Cat: Me too
08/11/2023, 19:38 - Cat: Love you
08/11/2023, 19:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just eating and watching a Lucifer before I build my things
08/11/2023, 19:38 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you too 😘
08/11/2023, 19:38 - Cat: Having fun playing chess and watching graph network lecture
08/11/2023, 19:51 - Cat: Reflecting on our conversation earlier and just wanted to share a small interim result in my fab analysis: you are really sweet 💖🤗💖 I never saw that in u like I saw it tonight ❤️
08/11/2023, 19:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: What particular bit lol?
08/11/2023, 19:52 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'll try to do it more often ❤️
08/11/2023, 20:00 - Cat: Just u stressing about making me happy and realising that u caused urself a lot of expenses and headache with ur dramatic move out 😂 I felt like u really understood me and felt regret and I found it sweet. It made me much more confident that u re not doing it deliberately like a malignant psychopath would but really couldn't help it
08/11/2023, 20:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ah ok, I am trying to do more of that 🤷😂
08/11/2023, 20:13 - Cat: Don't worry about telling ur friends yet. I know its stressing u out. Give it another month. I will shut up about it as long as we get the tattoo to put my psychopath phobia to rest
08/11/2023, 20:13 - Cat: The roses today looked really nice I wouldn't mind having that on my ass
08/11/2023, 20:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you, I need to do it soon though.
08/11/2023, 20:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231108-WA0017.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 06:32 - Cat: U guys are both wrong
09/11/2023, 06:34 - Cat: He wants to win the game and then I unblock him. If I win he will leave me alone. That's what he meant
09/11/2023, 07:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Oh right, gotcha, hard to tell though 🤷
09/11/2023, 07:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Morning Catherine ❤️. How are you today? Looking forward to seeing you later 😊. Love you Xxx
09/11/2023, 07:39 - 1 Fabian Williams: https://www.facebook.com/100083276495557/posts/pfbid02MNghg837ufmHVRVekwMAHFvdLPWiC9E8NhWHZ8PCJy74gwz4VGHBTeSCWHPVL6kAl/
09/11/2023, 07:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: Hope you have a great day ❤️
09/11/2023, 08:17 - Cat: VID-20231109-WA0004.mp4 (file attached)
09/11/2023, 08:17 - Cat: IMG-20231109-WA0003.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 08:18 - Cat: Started great, now back to this 🥴😜
09/11/2023, 10:31 - Cat: VID-20231109-WA0006.mp4 (file attached)
09/11/2023, 10:50 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fucking shower has broken, right after what we were on about yesterday 😂.
They're sending someone fix it asap. It's cool. Maybe having more baths might chill me out 🤷
09/11/2023, 12:54 - Cat: Fuck. But u re renting so it shouldn't take long hopefully
09/11/2023, 12:54 - Cat: Hope it gets fixed before Monday though as I will need at least one shower in 3 days 😂. Failing that we will both be super grotty so I might refuse to meet until wr ve both had one ❤️
09/11/2023, 12:55 - Cat: My bath doesn't work either but hopefully will soon. I bought some nice bath bombs ages ago am yet to use them. Could invite u along? Some candles, incense we can christian the new bath together
09/11/2023, 13:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: Is it this weekend bathroom getting done?
09/11/2023, 13:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd like nothing more 😉.
09/11/2023, 13:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231109-WA0011.jpg (file attached)
A year ago today ❤️😂
09/11/2023, 13:18 - Cat: Wow
09/11/2023, 13:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: "I'm a seedling now, your love is all I require to grow" 😂
09/11/2023, 13:38 - Cat: Awww
09/11/2023, 13:57 - Cat: Loool
09/11/2023, 15:00 - Cat: Just went to yet flea treatment for attila
09/11/2023, 15:01 - Cat: He weighs 25kg already and is nowhere his final height 😱
09/11/2023, 15:01 - Cat: Also, cost me 60 quid, fucking vets....
09/11/2023, 15:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: Lol gonna be a beast?
09/11/2023, 15:01 - Cat: That's what I hope, but boy it'd expensive to have such a beast
09/11/2023, 15:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: He needs be behaved too if that big
09/11/2023, 15:02 - Cat: The tablet is for 3 months so hopefully I won't need it again soon
09/11/2023, 15:02 - Cat: I'm working on it
09/11/2023, 15:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know 😘
09/11/2023, 15:02 - Cat: Get lots of compliments wherever I go about his behaviour
09/11/2023, 15:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: More on about with kids
09/11/2023, 15:03 - Cat: Yea. Today was better. Nusti stood in the door ans attila was lying on the ground while we talked
09/11/2023, 15:03 - Cat: It depends on rhe time for day as well, he is a high energy dog wirh sharp teeth and he is only really safe around kids right after a nap atm
09/11/2023, 15:03 - Cat: That's just dobies really
09/11/2023, 15:04 - Cat: We went out twice today so hopefully when u come he will sleep
09/11/2023, 15:04 - Cat: What time u be here?
09/11/2023, 15:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231109-WA0012.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 15:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231109-WA0013.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: I need those in my house
09/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: Look very dog proof 😂
09/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: Remind me to talk to u about my annex project later
09/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: If u re up for it
09/11/2023, 15:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: Depends, need run a fucking bath etc lol. Probably after 6
09/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: I ve been thinking how to solve the problem wirh ur junk 😜
09/11/2023, 15:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Depends what kind of annexing you're on about 😂
09/11/2023, 15:06 - Cat: I mean like a grandmother house at the back of garden instead of a shed. To store ur stuff in and to have like a minj studio for u to get space when u need it
09/11/2023, 15:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: With like a sofa and a telly and my coffee table etc?
09/11/2023, 15:07 - Cat: IMG-20231109-WA0015.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 15:08 - Cat: No sofa
09/11/2023, 15:08 - Cat: Maybe mattress fridge
09/11/2023, 15:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: That's the most simple of the 3 bookshelves they're having lol
09/11/2023, 15:08 - Cat: Ud have to insulate it urself
09/11/2023, 15:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: A grand 😳
09/11/2023, 15:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Managed do that with the toilet at work 🤷
09/11/2023, 15:10 - Cat: IMG-20231109-WA0017.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 15:10 - Cat: That would be good. The insulated option is veneers expensive
09/11/2023, 15:10 - Cat: That's 2 months worth of rent, it will pay off quickly
09/11/2023, 15:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: Been looking into it?
09/11/2023, 15:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah suppose
09/11/2023, 15:11 - Cat: Yea, I'm thinking ur stuff always annoyed me, especially the tools, plywood etc. We ll fight less if u actually have a room for it. Plus if u make it nice in there u have somewhere to hang out if u wanna be alone
09/11/2023, 15:11 - Cat: It won't be huge
09/11/2023, 15:12 - Cat: Have to be efficient wirh space and some junk u ll have to let go of
09/11/2023, 15:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: That's what she said 😔
09/11/2023, 15:13 - Cat: Looool
09/11/2023, 15:13 - Cat: It's big enough fab fear not 😘
09/11/2023, 15:13 - Cat: I have a dick pic of David if u re worried
09/11/2023, 15:13 - Cat: But It's hard to see dimensions
09/11/2023, 15:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm ok Thanks
09/11/2023, 15:14 - Cat: See u at 6 ❤️
09/11/2023, 15:15 - Cat: Actually I deleted it, so good u don't want it
09/11/2023, 15:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: See you around then. Traffic is bad till 6 so might set off then ❤️
09/11/2023, 15:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Did you say they're fitting the bathroom this weekend?
09/11/2023, 15:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Or next week
09/11/2023, 15:19 - Cat: IMG-20231109-WA0018.jpg (file attached)
09/11/2023, 15:19 - Cat: Next Monday
09/11/2023, 15:19 - Cat: I hope they show up I paid a deposit
09/11/2023, 15:19 - Cat: Next I have to pay deposit for the kitchen
09/11/2023, 15:19 - Cat: I need to keep this job or find another one if I want to get u a garden workshop
09/11/2023, 15:20 - Cat: /shed /grandmother house
09/11/2023, 15:20 - Cat: We can discuss it later no rush
09/11/2023, 15:20 - 1 Fabian Williams: So Monday 20th. 
That party is on the 18th so I'll see you Friday so we can do our deal and I will be sure to message you and send you a video of me in bed ❤️
09/11/2023, 15:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: I don't need a garden workshop😘. Just some tressles and only if we're doing loads of work 🤷
09/11/2023, 15:21 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you though
09/11/2023, 15:22 - Cat: It's more for u stuff
09/11/2023, 15:22 - Cat: To save u money for the storage unit
09/11/2023, 15:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ah right fotcha
09/11/2023, 15:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: Gotcha*
09/11/2023, 15:23 - Cat: It's a lot of money, so ideally we make it big enough that Iu also have a place to chill in there
09/11/2023, 15:23 - Cat: U re technically living in a storage unit right now so I thought u wouldn't mind being surrounded by old things u can't let go of
09/11/2023, 15:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you for thinking of me and my issues so much ❤️
09/11/2023, 16:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: Still loads of weed in that tub?
09/11/2023, 16:46 - Cat: I always do. Ur problems are my favorite problems to solve. I really care so deeply about u.
09/11/2023, 16:47 - Cat: Getting assessment for therapy in the next 2 weeks
09/11/2023, 16:53 - 1 Fabian Williams: What you gonna ask for?
09/11/2023, 16:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too ❤️. I try to help you where I can 😘.
09/11/2023, 16:57 - Cat: Well the triage shrink said they will likely refer me for cbt
09/11/2023, 16:57 - Cat: Then after the assessment I will go on a waiting list
09/11/2023, 17:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: Might be moving to a 4 day week to use up holidays. Got next Tuesday off, busy all day but could come to you earlier in the day, be with you for 3pm maybe?
09/11/2023, 17:54 - Cat: Most welcome
09/11/2023, 17:55 - Cat: U coming soon?
09/11/2023, 17:55 - Cat: If u can be off Fridays would be nice, like in the old days in mancs
09/11/2023, 17:56 - Cat: We can be together Thursday till Sunday, at least for a few weeks. That will give us a strong indication whether we re safe to move in again
10/11/2023, 07:38 - Cat: It's.not.a.breakup.
10/11/2023, 07:39 - Cat: Sorry If I phrased it badly. Plz dont worry about me/us.
10/11/2023, 07:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: Right ok, thank you for clearing it up. Sorry I started borderlining 😔
10/11/2023, 07:54 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm really sorry. I don't handle morning conflict well
10/11/2023, 08:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can you think of anything to get musti for his birthday?
10/11/2023, 08:48 - Cat: No clue, but don't get pj's. I already bought 2 pairs 😘
10/11/2023, 09:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: I love you sorry for being aggro this morning ❤️😔
10/11/2023, 10:07 - Cat: Sorry for saying "it's not working". I faced a disagreement and thought the easiest way to solve it is by cutting u out of my life as I do with everyone else. I know this isn't gonna work, lol, but it's my go-to-solution for solving conflict. I was hurt by things u said this morning, but I don't want to end things on a whim either. I want us to come to an agreement/compromise at some stage about it please, that is not just me giving in to whatever u want. But that may take time. I get my therapy assessment Monday. I have to be careful, while I do wanna be seen ASAP, if u sound too desperate they may call in other services to do wirh kids, since it's nhs
10/11/2023, 11:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry for my part too. I was subconsciously being hostile and saying antagonistic things in response to what you were saying. I see that. 
Yeah be careful ❤️
10/11/2023, 11:01 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm sorry what I said hurt you. 
We keep kicking off about Leon and will and whoever but they don't really matter in the grand scheme of things with me and you.
10/11/2023, 11:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: I have therapy at 1pm
10/11/2023, 11:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: I don't think this morning was worth ending it at all. I left before things got worse and am reasonably calm now if feeling  a little borderline.
I want an agreement and compromise too. First thing in the morning is never the right time for that 🤷❤️
10/11/2023, 11:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: This kind of thing helps
10/11/2023, 11:36 - Cat: I ll always love you Fabian. And i know that all long term relationships require communication (my great weakness) and compromise (ur great weakness). We ll get there if we both fix our issues. I don't know anyone else in the world whom I would bother fixing this for. Feel free to feel like the best    because to me you are ❤️
10/11/2023, 11:36 - Cat: And thank you for last night, talking to ahmad. He needed that badly. Thank u so much. 💓
10/11/2023, 11:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: Not a problem ❤️
10/11/2023, 11:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: You are my world. I missed you so much more than I realised ❤️ <This message was edited>
10/11/2023, 11:44 - 1 Fabian Williams: Thank you 🥰
10/11/2023, 17:41 - Cat: Hope u re ok
10/11/2023, 17:41 - Cat: Miss u 🤗
10/11/2023, 18:11 - 1 Fabian Williams: Yeah, really been to work on will today. Talking to him about you for hours. ❤️
10/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: Omg
10/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: Don't feel self conscious at all lol
10/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: I just wanted to drop a quick  note reminding u that u re my world
10/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Been telling him what we were discussing earlier
10/11/2023, 18:16 - Cat: I'm a bit quiet cuz I'm doing the stanford course
10/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: What I need to tell him. Couple more sessions and he'll come round
10/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: It's ok, I'm working on this my end ❤️. I love you xxx
10/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: You too
10/11/2023, 18:17 - Cat: Sessions lol
10/11/2023, 19:41 - Cat: U gaming?
10/11/2023, 19:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Not yet, just in Sainsbury's looking for Ahmed and musti presents for birthdays and Christmas
10/11/2023, 19:43 - 1 Fabian Williams: After I get back, could maybe talk for 10-15 catch up xxx
10/11/2023, 19:59 - Cat: I'm just on a little break now
10/11/2023, 19:59 - Cat: Texting with John McCoy
10/11/2023, 19:59 - Cat: He is at Lisbon Web summit
10/11/2023, 20:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can call if you like?
10/11/2023, 20:02 - Cat: null
10/11/2023, 20:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231110-WA0004.jpg (file attached)
10/11/2023, 20:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231110-WA0005.jpg (file attached)
10/11/2023, 20:23 - 1 Fabian Williams: IMG-20231110-WA0006.jpg (file attached)
10/11/2023, 21:34 - 1 Fabian Williams: You might want to air the living room out before Ahmeds play date.....
10/11/2023, 22:54 - Cat: Thanks, have to do tomorrow morning
10/11/2023, 22:54 - Cat: Good night my black Knight in shining armour 🥰
10/11/2023, 23:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sweet dreams fair maiden ❤️
Love you, see you tomorrow 😘
11/11/2023, 08:09 - Cat: The first one looks like thaine 😂
11/11/2023, 10:12 - Cat: VID-20231111-WA0002.mp4 (file attached)
11/11/2023, 10:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: Morning Catherine ❤️. 
How are you?
11/11/2023, 10:14 - Cat: Knackered 🥴
11/11/2023, 10:15 - Cat: Took attile for what I thought was a veery long walk. Come back to find it's only been 1 hour
11/11/2023, 10:15 - Cat: U coming soon?
11/11/2023, 10:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: Haha a 2 hour walk is a bit much
11/11/2023, 10:16 - Cat: We found a really beautiful route
11/11/2023, 10:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just woke up. Gonna get ready then head to you ❤️
11/11/2023, 10:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: You'll have show it me 😘
11/11/2023, 10:16 - Cat: K. Cleaning and airing out more or less done
11/11/2023, 10:16 - Cat: But tell me what u smell when u first come in plz
11/11/2023, 10:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Will do 😘
11/11/2023, 11:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: On way
11/11/2023, 11:16 - Cat: ❤️
12/11/2023, 13:18 - Cat: Monday board games library 3.30 Tuesday 3.30 crafts
12/11/2023, 14:26 - Cat: Gleebe farm
12/11/2023, 14:29 - Cat: https://caft.co.uk/visit-caft/day-visit-to-caft/
12/11/2023, 14:29 - Cat: Martial arts congleton
12/11/2023, 14:30 - Cat: Leisure center
12/11/2023, 14:30 - Cat: For swimming
12/11/2023, 14:51 - Cat: https://maps.app.goo.gl/ps3HLoza5pSDuV3F9
12/11/2023, 14:52 - Cat: 24th november parade wirh lantern
12/11/2023, 14:54 - Cat: 1st December santa comes to crescent rd
12/11/2023, 14:54 - Cat: Congleton santa
12/11/2023, 14:55 - Cat: Light switch on congleton
12/11/2023, 14:55 - Cat: Comicon buxton
12/11/2023, 14:56 - Cat: Titus worth reservoir
12/11/2023, 14:56 - Cat: Astbury water sports center
12/11/2023, 14:59 - Cat: West Park museum Macclesfield
12/11/2023, 15:05 - Cat: Thursday 5 pm children's martial arts
12/11/2023, 15:06 - Cat: Crocket club
12/11/2023, 15:06 - Cat: Always open and free ,best in summer
13/11/2023, 08:28 - 1 Fabian Williams: Scarlett pimpernel. That's apparently what I look like in my new trousers.... 🙄😂
13/11/2023, 08:31 - Cat: Looooool
13/11/2023, 08:31 - Cat: Need to get u some better ones
13/11/2023, 08:31 - Cat: Can it wait for Christmas?
13/11/2023, 08:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: Nah, I'll get some before then probably, don't worry about it. I know what size and type I need ❤️
13/11/2023, 08:36 - Cat: What DO u want for Christmas?
13/11/2023, 08:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: I don't know, what do you want? Lol
13/11/2023, 09:28 - Cat: Helena just called me out of the blue and I told her we re back together ❤️
13/11/2023, 09:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: What did she say to that lol
13/11/2023, 09:29 - 1 Fabian Williams: Love you
13/11/2023, 11:05 - Cat: We got cut off cuz she was on the train
13/11/2023, 11:53 - Cat: VID-20231113-WA0000.mp4 (file attached)
13/11/2023, 11:55 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fair, not too badly I hope 😳
13/11/2023, 11:55 - Cat: Will tell u later, she wants to talk more after my therapy assessment
13/11/2023, 11:55 - Cat: At 12 noon
13/11/2023, 11:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Good luck
13/11/2023, 13:11 - Cat: Om freaking out about the assessment
13/11/2023, 13:11 - Cat: She aaid she will get back to me as she doesn't know what to do right now
13/11/2023, 13:27 - 1 Fabian Williams: Why what they say?
13/11/2023, 14:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: Why? You ok? ❤️
13/11/2023, 14:04 - Cat: Not much. I'm just worrying as usual. Didn't like that woman I spoke to
13/11/2023, 14:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: How come? What she say?
13/11/2023, 14:40 - Cat: She was just weird in a threatening way, I can't really pinpoint
13/11/2023, 14:58 - 1 Fabian Williams: She a fucking retard or what? "I don't know what to do right now" fucking mental health is shit here.
13/11/2023, 14:58 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't stress, maybe you just took it wrong way ❤️
13/11/2023, 15:02 - Cat: I really hope so
13/11/2023, 15:02 - Cat: On a positive note the bathroom fitters are really decent. Maybe I will be able to take a bath tomorrow they said
13/11/2023, 15:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fuckin'a, noice. ❤️
13/11/2023, 15:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't stress, whatever happens we'll get through it together
13/11/2023, 16:35 - 1 Fabian Williams: Musti's fucking present went missing.
13/11/2023, 16:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: Getting a refund, will get another ordered
13/11/2023, 16:57 - 1 Fabian Williams: What's full address please so I can save it in my phone and not need keep asking you for post code and number
13/11/2023, 17:00 - 1 Fabian Williams: Can you ask chatgpt stuff still?
13/11/2023, 17:03 - Cat: 39 crescent rd
13/11/2023, 17:03 - Cat: Cw12 4bg
13/11/2023, 17:03 - Cat: Fab u busy?
13/11/2023, 17:03 - Cat: I have a huge favor to ask
13/11/2023, 17:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: Pooing, but free in a min
13/11/2023, 17:04 - Cat: IMG-20231113-WA0002.jpg (file attached)
13/11/2023, 17:04 - Cat: I need to paint behind toilet and heater tonihht
13/11/2023, 17:04 - Cat: Bought paint but still looks shit because it needs sanding
13/11/2023, 17:04 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sandpaper
13/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: Isn't that their job?
13/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: If they're fitting a bathroom
13/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: Making it all nice etc
13/11/2023, 17:05 - Cat: Nope painting is not included
13/11/2023, 17:05 - Cat: Do u have sandpaper?
13/11/2023, 17:05 - Cat: Do I have any?
13/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: Dunno. Screwfix
13/11/2023, 17:05 - 1 Fabian Williams: At work
13/11/2023, 17:06 - Cat: Fuck
13/11/2023, 17:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Screwfix
13/11/2023, 17:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: Only down road
13/11/2023, 17:06 - Cat: He said worst case scenario he can leave it till tomorrow end of day
13/11/2023, 17:06 - 1 Fabian Williams: You need like 180grit
13/11/2023, 17:06 - Cat: But it won't be enough time for paint to dry
13/11/2023, 17:06 - Cat: I reckon it will be OK wirg another coat?
13/11/2023, 17:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: I can do it tomorrow after my driving lesson
13/11/2023, 17:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: Nah
13/11/2023, 17:07 - Cat: What time is the lesson?
13/11/2023, 17:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: Looks a mess
13/11/2023, 17:07 - 1 Fabian Williams: 1-2pm
13/11/2023, 17:07 - Cat: Oh ok
13/11/2023, 17:07 - Cat: I'm not sure it will dry in time
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: I can come straight after once I've got my shit together. Grab da from work on way
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: Sander*
13/11/2023, 17:08 - Cat: Is there anything I could use to improvise sanding paper?
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: Just go Screwfix lol
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: It's not expensive
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: I don't think
13/11/2023, 17:08 - 1 Fabian Williams: Or I'll do it tomorrow
13/11/2023, 17:09 - Cat: I've just come from b&m and driving was terrible
13/11/2023, 17:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: If you could get fast drying paint maybe?
13/11/2023, 17:09 - 1 Fabian Williams: Rush hour, go after 6
13/11/2023, 17:09 - Cat: My window gets all steamy inside and then I only see Christmas lights
13/11/2023, 17:09 - Cat: I'm not safe to drive at night
13/11/2023, 17:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fair, I'll have do it tomorrow then 🤷. If you can get some fast drying paint maybe would dry in time?
13/11/2023, 17:10 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't know much about paint
13/11/2023, 17:10 - Cat: I bought the cheapest as usual
13/11/2023, 17:11 - Cat: He did say to get bathroom paint but I couldn't be bothered going 2 different stores as had the dog and the driving scares me
13/11/2023, 17:12 - Cat: K mysti is getting sandpaper from screw fiz
13/11/2023, 17:12 - Cat: But he can't carry paint on his bike
13/11/2023, 17:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: If you want me to do it I'd just wait
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13/11/2023, 17:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: How's it going?
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Would musti like that you reckon? For Christmas or something?
13/11/2023, 18:11 - Cat: He already has one 😘
13/11/2023, 18:11 - Cat: Musti went to shop to buy sandpaper and roller
13/11/2023, 18:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: Ah ok
13/11/2023, 18:12 - Cat: Web will try do it tonight
13/11/2023, 18:12 - 1 Fabian Williams: How did it go?
13/11/2023, 18:12 - Cat: I'm worried because the psycho assessment lady was trying really hard to get children sade guarding on my ass
13/11/2023, 18:12 - Cat: I'm scared of her
13/11/2023, 18:12 - Cat: Wish I'd never referred for mental health
13/11/2023, 18:12 - Cat: Deep regrets
13/11/2023, 18:13 - Cat: She said so did the kids ever hear any fighting
13/11/2023, 18:13 - 1 Fabian Williams: You say no?
13/11/2023, 18:13 - Cat: I said, they are teenagers, so they were in their rooms with their head phones on and were never in rhe the same room
13/11/2023, 18:13 - Cat: So she says, aha, so kids were in rhe house
13/11/2023, 18:13 - Cat: And takes notes making concerned noises
13/11/2023, 18:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: What a fucking bitch
13/11/2023, 18:14 - Cat: I really should have never spoken to them
13/11/2023, 18:14 - Cat: I am completely paranoid again
13/11/2023, 18:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: Calm down. It's going to be fine
13/11/2023, 18:14 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't wind yourself up. Distract yourself
13/11/2023, 18:14 - Cat: Well I have a bathroom to paint
13/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: And a university course to take
13/11/2023, 18:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: Use the techniques
13/11/2023, 18:15 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'd crack on with those ❤️
13/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: She said she is not sure what service I need and has to think about it
13/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: I really played it all doen
13/11/2023, 18:15 - Cat: Didn't mention either arrest
13/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't worry about that. We're both getting help
13/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Probably for the best with this noose
13/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Moose
13/11/2023, 18:16 - Cat: But she was the typical public servant bitch who just wants to " save kids" not that she's ever seen one in real life
13/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Fucking NHS are wank
13/11/2023, 18:16 - 1 Fabian Williams: Exactly this
13/11/2023, 18:17 - Cat: Yes. But they are dangerous
13/11/2023, 18:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: So don't stress. The fact she didn't know where to send you says a lot
13/11/2023, 18:17 - Cat: I feel threatened and hope I will just get on the 45 month waiting list
13/11/2023, 18:17 - Cat: Without getting any more headaches
13/11/2023, 18:17 - 1 Fabian Williams: Is that how long for CBT?
13/11/2023, 18:17 - Cat: Don't think I can handle any more false accusations and suspicione
13/11/2023, 18:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: I know just try not to fret. Distract yourself
13/11/2023, 18:18 - 1 Fabian Williams: She's an obvious idiot.
13/11/2023, 18:18 - Cat: Will just say, sure I'm all evil and a shit mum and abuse my boyfriend. Take my kids of me and arrest me. Then irs done and I don't have to constantly defend myself any more
13/11/2023, 18:19 - 1 Fabian Williams: null
13/11/2023, 18:22 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm trying to help 😞
13/11/2023, 18:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Don't recycle 

Do something calming

You can only control the present moment

It won't be anywhere near as bad as you imagine because you'll have me helping you with whatever happens. I will get us through it ❤️

Wills here.
I love you ❤️
Xxx
13/11/2023, 18:36 - Cat: Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
13/11/2023, 18:36 - Cat: I love you do very much
13/11/2023, 18:36 - Cat: All my biggest fears are coming true
13/11/2023, 18:37 - Cat: I ran away to Portugal because of the fucking "system" in rhe uk
13/11/2023, 18:37 - Cat: And now I'm in the middle of it
13/11/2023, 18:37 - Cat: It sucks
13/11/2023, 18:37 - Cat: I feel like a failure. All I ever wanted is raise healthy, free thinking intelligent children
13/11/2023, 18:40 - 1 Fabian Williams: You've done your best despite the system hindering you at every turn. It's all you can do. Don't wallow and recycle. Live in the present ❤️
13/11/2023, 18:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: Not necessarily. You don't know that you're assuming the worst.
13/11/2023, 18:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: You're not.
13/11/2023, 19:01 - Cat: Thank you ❤️
13/11/2023, 19:01 - Cat: Plz don't worry about us. I wasn't attacking you. I love you.
13/11/2023, 19:03 - 1 Fabian Williams: I'm not, but thank you for the Confirmation. It helps. stress triggers my borderline so I wanted to avoid getting to that point was all. I still want to help ❤️
13/11/2023, 19:16 - Cat: If I lose my kids and my job, can u move in with me and support me plz
13/11/2023, 19:24 - 1 Fabian Williams: Of course ❤️
13/11/2023, 20:25 - Cat: When is will leaving?
13/11/2023, 20:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: Dunno. Watching a film. You ok?
13/11/2023, 20:25 - 1 Fabian Williams: How's it gone?
13/11/2023, 21:41 - Cat: Can we talk?
13/11/2023, 21:41 - Cat: Need some emotional support
13/11/2023, 21:41 - 1 Fabian Williams: 15 more mins
13/11/2023, 21:41 - Cat: I won't speak, I'll let you do tye reassuring so I don't upset u
13/11/2023, 21:41 - Cat: K
13/11/2023, 21:42 - 1 Fabian Williams: Gimme 15
13/11/2023, 21:51 - 1 Fabian Williams: Wills just leaving
13/11/2023, 21:56 - 1 Fabian Williams: null
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14/11/2023, 01:02 - 1 Fabian Williams: Dentist ❤️. Love you. Hope your dreams are sweet xxx